Sing Song Pain

This song is about my family problems.

Lyrics:
[Intro:]
Empty frames on broken walls
This house don’t feel like home at all
Laughter’s gone, the silence screams
I wake up drowning in these dreams

[Verse 1:]
Dad’s fists were louder than his words
Left bruises deeper than they heard
He taught me fear before I spoke
His love was just a twisted joke

[Verse 2:]
Mom was a ghost in the next room
Always gone, chasing her own doom
Eyes on bottles, not on me
She missed the blood, she missed the plea

[Pre-Chorus:]
We were just kids lost in the storm
Tried to find warmth, but it was never warm

[Chorus:]
This ain’t a home, it’s a house of ghosts
Filled with pain that hurts the most
Brother's gone, took his final breath
Sister's high, tryin’ to forget
And I’m still here, barely holdin’ on
Singin’ to the ones who are long gone
In this house of ghosts… where did we go wrong?

[Verse 3:]
Sister’s veins read like a map
Of all the nights she never came back
Chased the dragon through the fire
Now she’s lost in burnt-out desire

[Verse 4:]
And my brother left a note for me
Said, “This pain’s too loud, I had to leave”
He smiled the day before he died
Now I see the truth behind his eyes

[Pre-Chorus:]
We were just kids lost in the storm
Tried to find warmth, but it was never warm

[Chorus:]
This ain’t a home, it’s a house of ghosts
Filled with pain that hurts the most
Brother's gone, took his final breath
Sister's high, tryin’ to forget
And I’m still here, barely holdin’ on
Singin’ to the ones who are long gone
In this house of ghosts… where did we go wrong?

[Bridge:]
I scream your names into the night
But no one answers, there’s no light
Tried to build a life from dust
But it all still burns with us

[Final Chorus:]
This ain’t a home, it’s a house of ghosts
Filled with pain that hurts the most
Brother's gone, sister’s lost in flames
Mom’s a stranger, dad’s to blame
And I’m still here, scarred but alive
Carrying the past I can’t survive
In this house of ghosts… where love once died

[Outro:]
Empty rooms and shattered dreams
I’m the last to leave the screams
Locked the door, threw out the key
But the ghosts still live in me

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I love rap and RnB and pop I love making music and listening to them it’s my way to cope it just helps me when I’m stressed

Singer, Songwriter, Rapper, and Music Producer from Kolkata

Something different, but familiar. 
ONE man, MULTIPLE genres, ONE voice.
If you have something you want to say or do in this life, SAY IT, DO IT; because fear is NOT real.
Get OUT of the Shadowlands, and INTO the light!

I started singing 2 years ago and never really released any songs of my own until 5 months ago to get rid of stress from my personal life which helped my mental and physical health a lot.

Went through a rough life and loved ones passing. Decided to make music to get through it all.

I have always been surrounded by music my whole life. I am a Vocalist, Songwriter, Beat maker, Tag Designer, and Music Producer plus I continue my education every day with research so I stay up-to-date with the new techniques used in my fields of work.  My goal is to make people dance like no one is watching or blast it in their cars like they don't have a care in the world just for that moment! Let it vibrate into your soul. I want my music to provide a healthy escape from whatever people are going through in their lives at the time. To give them whatever they need in that moment because music can be anything you want it to be. I hope to achieve that goal. Thank you for the support and I hope to hear from you if you'd like to reach out! I'm always available for a collaboration just contact me at email lillouhoh@gmail.com
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