ive been thinkin
its not my fault
back on the wall
had my back up on the wall but they makin feel horrible no matter what I thought
i know this cant be enjoyable for as long as i want
but my thoughts still seem recorable so i tell em wassup
its making me feel terrible when you say what you want from me
i can see through your smile when you dont whats wrong with me
i promise that ill get there one day
dont wanna say probably
but maybe this is all the reasons why they been bothering
theyre not following
its cuz they dont know what its been like when i get to work
its been hallowing
see me spill pain on shirt
and they like oh my god what is wrong w him
maybe this could be something thats really good for me
so it would really be something if i would back out
wish that i could walk through life somewhat comfortably
feel like a zombie homie need a nap like right now
Been tryna tell em this ain’t something i can write down
i hope these words thats in my head will help my bank account
but thats not really why im here not here to make it out
im just tryna tell em how i feel from the confines of my house

just give me time ill turn nothing to something
all these restless nights alone this shit aint something i wanted
im in the gutter now
his bones are no longer solid
just pull me out
i can barely stand for this let alone stomach
its too much for you
i know that feeling myself
but how do you think i feel after "letting you down"
the path to life is steep
if nothing else than you should stay for me
im floating right before i fall asleep
if nothing else ill see you in my dreams
just know that ill love you eternally
but i feel so worthless
i wanna see
wanna see ya
wanna show you my song and give your head a kiss
i look disgusting bae got blood coming out my lips
i fear the day you call me trash i think ill fucking flip my lid
some days i think that my shit trash but nah fuck it im him
im fucking drunk right now so fuck it aw fuck it im him
baby me and you got love like pam and jim
this feeling inside of my heart so hollowing

hollowing (p. under the maple tree)

rock bottom

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