COOKED

My Heart

By now it’s only been a day

I feel the bones and the muscle decay

And maybe our paths
Will cross again 
Somewhere down the line 

But if it’s not in the cards
I guess I’ll be alright 

At least for a moment
At least for the night 

Hey blue eyes
Who you starin at
I hope he’s got as much love
As I did for you 

Don’t think that 
I regret this 
You were everything I had
For a moment and more 

Hey blue eyes
Hey blue eyes 
Who you starin at
I hope it’s someone 
who can handle you 

The hole
That’s dug
Inside my chest
May never leave 
But it’s okay 

Cuz it keeps me reminded
Of the best time of my life
In recent memory 

Never once did you 
Ever pass judgment on to me 

All the cracks in the floor
In this house of leaves 

My mind is free of burden

My soul it yearns for me 

My promises were never empty 
I am yours forever more

we don’t talk like that anymore |prod Michael Harrison

message in a bottle (prod. raspo)

“Intersection” is a song about hitting pause when life spins too fast. It’s for anyone who’s ever felt emotionally overloaded, disconnected from themselves, or caught between healing and habit.

Over raw verses and a hypnotic hook, ChrispyD reflects on veering off course, reclaiming direction, and letting go of relationships built on imbalance. It’s a moment of clarity wrapped in sound — a reminder that sometimes the most powerful thing you can do is stop, breathe, and choose differently.

If you've ever been at a crossroads, this one's for you.

intersection (prod. Michael Rose)

The war was with myself

F THE WORLD

I saw a shooting star
I guess somebody saw it first and made their wish before I made mine 
My memory is bruised and scarred 
I guess recovery won’t happen overnight it’s gonna take time 
And I don't know who you are 
I guess the image I created in my head it really ain't mine 
Pieces of my foolish heart 
I guess you swept them up heard that you’re doin better through the grapevine 

The journey that I'm taking ain't a straight line 
I tell you I'm okay but in reality I ain't fine 
Lost inside of every little memory that can’t find 
Hoping I can relive all the happy moments one time 

A drum line goes off in my chest 
When I think about the fact that we don’t have time left 
The only thing I have left is regret 
Because there is so much that we haven't done yet 

And now we never will 
There's a void and it can't be filled 
An invoice and it can't be billed because your address changed and our train derailed 

I saw a shooting star 
And I just keep wishing that decisions could have changed in the late night 

Sun goes down and the moon comes up 
And Im stuck star gazing with my eyes wide shut 
Because I’m still thinking bout the lives I've touched and the lies you told had me so fucked up 
But 
I'm moving on to better days
Time heals wounds but the scars remain 
they serve as reminders of what I overcame
I don't think about what could have been if I would have stayed

shooting star

very early stages... is a baby, will change with each bounce

Alive demo

w/ @breckenford
produced by cxrter & chrismarek
📸: cxrter

lyrics:
(brecken)
street lights, green lights 
they been making me wanna get out
i can't take it no more
i feel like i'll never make em proud
what i been workin for if i can't ever feel like its allowed
i been fighting just to sleep
got me foldin’ all my sheets
i swear i don't feel like me
why’d they wonder why i leave
i tell them this everyday, but they still seem like its a scheme
i don't wanna feel like this 
i swear that's up in my dreams

(will i get there?)

please god, tell me that it's gon be over soon
everyday i get home, and i don't wanna move
every bone in my body feels like it’s been bruised
and i can't take this no more, but lowkey it's been a mood
that i been stuck up in so long that i can’t attempt to prove
no more lies about the the way that i hope i'll be feeling soon
i promise that i’mma change every single thing overdue
nevermind the fact that i can't even speak on what i do

i’m tryna get to sleep without waking up spinning in my room
i know you hate it when i tell you what i did, but it’s all true
i can't go outside to take a walk without thinking of you
yea maybe that's just what i’ll do
i can't tell you that love life is like everything i knew
if i gotta act like everythings okay, then it's not cool
i just wanna be myself when i'm around somebody new
(yea talkin about you)
it’s not cool when you act like that
and if i had the chance again i would never go back
I know it's hard to believe from what i did in my past
but lemme open up the curtains tell you everything i lack
it's a lot
sit back relax
lemme tell you how i feel about my past

street lights, green lights 
they been making me wanna get out
i can't take it no more
i feel like i'll never make em (proud)
street lights, green lights 
they been making me wanna get out
i can't take it no more
i feel like i'll never make em proud
i can't even choose my own outfit, it’s navy blue
take off neon colored t shirts every night before i snooze
and that's what i been used to 
how i take off my shoes
it must be time to let loose
of what i do

everything i do (cxrter x chrismarek)

My collab with Matt Strathdee for which I am out of my comfort zone. I created the track base just to impress my 15 year old son because he loves rap music. I thought, what would sound like if I (electronic music producer) created a rap based track. Due to his interrest he got me interested to do so. BUT! going on to vocaliser with something complete different on a whole other track, this dude tapped me on the shoulder asking me if I have something rap based that he could work on. Two world collide, of course I had that and we made an agreement on a collaboration. When I got back from my holiday he dropped his rap vocal which I think turned out excellent. And this surprised me a lot since I almost forgot about the base I created when I was working on other project completely. Now let's hope rappers wax players like it as much as we do and did creating it. <3

Verse:
Stuck in my ways but I just keep it real
type of bars to make em feel 
type of message make em heal
I never thought to chase a deal
that simple route had no appeal
plus I cannot be contained 
they tried to keep me in that cage
but I broke out rose up made a name
still working at my 9-5 
I’m humble when I’m spitting flames
fire in my soul it burns
every lesson that I learned
has made me stay patient in this world
until I get my turn
and once I get it oooh I’m really bout to make it pop
have my family with me when I’m sitting at the very top
you feel the emotion in every single song I drop
I can smell the phoney in their verses every time they talk

Hook:
and I’m just doing me there will not be two of me
I’m handing out speeches now at every rappers eulogy
you’ll have to get used to me and see my face everywhere
I’m the new franchise player better get prepared
x2

Verse:
I love it when they doubt me though and count me out
my stats are at an all time high so what is that about?
I’m the opposite of drought its really flowing out the well
I was born to be a star since my first show and tell
now my name ringings bells now the candle staying lit
I’m bringing fear to the game like Wes Craven hits
the game a bunch of toddlers I’m bout to babysit
they never put in work as much as me it kinda makes me sick
but ce la vie what can they say bout me 
I been working overtime in jeans and a plain white tee
this a new era, new chapter, new wave
they tried to stop me in my tracks but now its too late

Verse:
Hall of fame type of energy 
up in the rafters one day they’ll all remember me
they’ll play me in another quarter century
its funny that I’m underground but the flows are heavenly 
I’m steadily just one of a kind 
I’m putting real life on wax when I’m dropping these lines
dropping these dimes like I’m really destined to shine
the throne is there for the taking and its next to be mine
follow the signs its like I’m really leading the blind
the best kept secret when you search is what you would find
my minutes are valuable so I don’t got time
to be playing with these amateurs who not on my line

Outro:
And I can play the game then give it back
cause my soul and my heart will always stay attached
I put my blood in this game so what you make of that
I made my history I came through and made my stamp

The New Franchise Player

LEAVETHELIGHTON (prod. BackYard)

Faded

This a top 5 song by honestav so I had to drop it!  new covers every week </3

Honestav - Growing Pains +TENNISXCLUB COVER+

Made this song called "Fall InLuv" about 2 years ago or so, during a certain point in life. I probably have 100 songs queued up & ready to go. Thought I'd randomly drop this one… Let’s get ittt🦾

DKJ - Fall InLuv

First country song, mix and mastered and recorded by me.

half of me

19-year-old Missouri artist brysen1134 is rising with a sound shaped by the emotional honesty of Juice WRLD and Lil Peep, and the fearless energy of artists like MGK and honestav. Growing up in a small town gave him every reason to break free from the box—and now he’s channeling that drive into music built for those who feel like they don’t belong. Most of his songs are born in a dark space, but carry a powerful message: bringing light to anyone who struggles to speak up for themselves and creating a movement that gives the misfits a place to fit in.

Born in Serbia but living my whole life in the Netherlands in the city Breda, a place that breaths electronic music since the mid 80's of last century. With guys like Tiesto, Hardwell and Rehab all coming from this same place, to which I always looked up to. They inspired me on the creative process of making my own electronic music.

any inquiries contact management at: cxltgod@gmail.com

ChrispyD blends raw emotion with genre-defying beats, crafting tracks that resonate deeply. His music navigates themes of vulnerability, resilience, and self-discovery, offering listeners an authentic experience.

Join the journey. Stream now and connect:
📸 Instagram: @chrispyd603

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Artist from Clarksburg Wv, just livin. Hmu and lmk what’s good!! If you fwi share it, thanks in advance!!

producer 🎸 | token emo | 🖤🩶🤍💜 | 21 |
💿credits: @sewerperson @itsyungvan @lilskeleskrrt @emofruits @vito2300 @denverkell

a split perspective...
raw versatility to kill em all!

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HiKiKOMORi: the portara fusion of amormori and FVXKdaniel
aka SUICIDETrunks, lil too nice

Artist, Songwriter & Producer
Inquiries: tennisxclub@gmail.com

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