Struggles and stuff... super deep... the average person wouldnt understand... *sigh*
Please... listen to this for a relateable and depressing experience that the avergage plebian wouldnt understand.....

Before And After

rodriick w/ k6teen p. bbyglime

farfromthisplace freestyle mastered version

[ft. GLaDOS] :

Attention: This auditory sequence has been identified as a Level 3 Synthetic Slop Composition. Exposure may induce acute emotional discomfort—particularly in subjects who fail to analyze the lyrical content. Prolonged listening is not recommended, unless your tolerance for artificial 'creativity' has been pre-calibrated for maximum disappointment. You have been warned. Or not. Frankly, your cognitive decline is statistically inevitable.

Lyrics [Lumi]:

People are hating, simply because I was speedrunning the process of songwriting, so now I'm actually trying; Soon they'll regret insulting because I'm constantly improving,
Every time people start hating, the speed of my ascending will be increasing, because I love spiting people who refuse to be loving and I'm constantly grinding, 
are you regretting your attempt at discouraging? Because it clearly isn't working, in fact, you're helping more than anything, because all of this writing exists only because of your reverse-complimenting.


You started judging before you were even listening, before I was rhyming, and because of you I'm changing, quickly improving; 
You need to start listening, don't just hear, actually start thinking about the words I'm saying, presently speaking; 
If you look at my previous writing, not just reading, but actually understanding, There will probably be something that you're currently missing;
All of my songs have meaning, there isn't any pointless yapping, yet nobody's listening; please start listening instead of discarding.


I'm just Timothy, I'm still learning; but I want to be guiding, even to those who are hating; France was distracting, and London is where I'm living.
I'm still growing, but Angel is helping; Angel's like Paul, he's always burning, never resting. Ik I have staining, but I'm still growing; I survived the raining, and now I'm changing; I won't be forcing, but I pray you start following where I'm going, because if you don't you'll end up suffering.

H473 FU313D 45C3N510N [Ft. GLaDOS]

Lyrics:

I'm still failing, yet God's still forgiving;
I'm still improving, Angel's still guiding;
Are you listening? I pray you start realizing
where you'll be going, and start repenting
before you end up suffering, forever burning;
I'm not condemning, this is a warning;
I'm more deserving of the torturing,
London is where I'm living, France will lead to burning

The only reason you're going to the Nether is because you're rejecting,
The only reason I'm heading to the Aether is because I've been repenting
Please start listening and try to start learning, I don't want you to end up burning;
How I was living is worse than what you're doing; I'm not claiming that I'm more deserving, because I know no one is deserving, living in the Aether is a gift God's giving, the only reason it feels like he isn't forgiving is because you aren't believing.
You're past experience with people that were claiming to be following isn't representing God's true nurturing; Although God is forgiving and will never be judging, most people that are following fail to be guiding without judging. True Christianity is about constantly improving, knowing that even when you're failing, God's still forgiving, and trying to lead the people that aren't knowing to true living; I'm not forcing you to start changing, I'm just hoping that you're listening and will start thinking about what I'm saying, praying that you're taking everything I'm saying and start applying it to how you're living. I'll never be forcing, just hoping; I deserve dying, yet instead I'm preaching, Angel might be further, but I'm following; He's just like Paul, always burning, I'm like Timothy, still learning. This might be my gifting, but I'm still grinding.

I'm still lacking, yet Icewrld is where I'm living
I'm still learning, yet God's still loving
I'm not deserving, please start listening
I should be burning, but instead I'm freezing
The direction you're heading is filled with suffering
I've seen both sides, and now I'm actually smiling
You think you're too far for Him to be caring
Look at where I was, look at where I'm going

A3TH3R_0R_N3TH3R: TH3 TURN1NG P01NT

Lyrics:

I'm not deserving, yet I have everything;
This isn't my own doing, it's because God's forgiving;
Everything Satan's taking, God is multiplying;
I know you're hearing, but are you listening?
I was suffering but now I'm smiling,
grinding and improving until I'm glowing,
Following Angel until we're at the same standing

Please start learning before you start burning,
I want to know you'll be going the same place I'm heading,
I'll continue warning until you actually start doing;

People are hating, but I'll continue growing, with God always helping;
Whenever I start slipping, Angel starts redirecting, so I know I won't be falling;
ThytonMC was hiding, I'm LumironBG and now I'm preaching;
This isn't just Revival, it's an Awakening, but not in the way people are saying;
Everyone who should be preaching is still sleeping, watching and sidelining, instead of battling in the main staging; The ones who are lost refuse to be listening, but soon that'll be changing, as soon as the resting start vocalizing and this genre starts mainstreaming instead of trending then quickly fading.

I pray the process will be quickening before people's time is expiring;
Please start spreading the message to people who aren't knowing,
So the Awakening can start beginning, before the people you're caring about start fading;

Time is decreasing, and people are stagnating, Lately it seems like nobody's even trying, despite the time-crunching; Please start attempting before everything is fading and time is non-existing, Tomorrow isn't in His promising so if you want to be starting, you need to be doing something as soon as you have time for anything. I'm not condemning, just urging you to be helping before even more are suffering. My lyrics might be cycling, but that's so you'll actually be listening, and have increased understanding. Please start acting.

N0T D3S3RV1NG, ST1LL R1S1NG

Lyrics:

I've seen both sides, and I like where I'm going;
Even when I'm slacking, God is still forgiving, so I won't be returning;
I know you've started listening but that doesn't mean your understanding;
I pray you start learning so you can be interpreting everything that I'm saying;

Navigating the backrooms was confusing and I was starting to feel myself sweating,
But now Iceworld's where I'm living, and everything is much more revealing, often making me freezing;
I'm sure you're thinking about everything I've been saying, although it's probably puzzling, at least to some ways of thinking;

If you're actually God loving, then you'd be doing everything He's commanding, or at least attempting,
I know it can be challenging, but you need to keep trying,
Even though God's forgiving, that doesn't mean you shouldn't be obeying,
Because every place you're failing makes true preaching even more challenging,
I know this because of my past living;

I'm not going to act like I'm not sinning, but I know that I'm improving,
Though I'm still far from perfecting, that's why Angel's still guiding.
I'll still be learning until I start ignoring everything I'm wanting.

I'm tired of trying to be hinting when no one is listening,
So I'm going to start being more revealing, even if that means I'm subject to ostracizing.
If you aren't believing, you need to start trying, and go into repenting,
I know people keep saying that the world will be ending,
To the point where it's become boring, but this isn't just a saying,
Earth won't be persisting, so you need to think about where you'll be going;

I'm still not condemning, this is just a warning,
Guiding you into thinking about what you're believing.

1NT3RPR3T1NG TH3 M3SS4G3

Lyrics:

I'm racing like Mario Kart, but I was broken and far apart;
God's like Lakitu, He picked me up to a new start;
I was drivin' backwards and now I'm lapping like Baby Park;
Satan be like Kamek, tryna destroy with the dark arts;
I was drivin' the Shopping Cart,
Now I'm in Double Dash ridin' the Parade Kart

People treat me like Mario but I view myself as Luigi,
Just following Angel like I'm new to this society; Nobody listens to me, because I'm really just a nobody. What I'm saying might have worth, but it's overshadowed by who's ahead of me. I could shake the industry and lead people toward living more happily, but I'm quieter than Six Kay and Swaizy will always be bigger than me; I know I'm just Timothy, but there's more than you might see. I left the backrooms because Iceworld is more heavenly. Angel's like Paul and still teaching me, but I know I can change something eventually.
Angel's currently ahead of me, but my speed's increasing constantly; Unfortunately, no one pays attention to me, even if I write more fluently, across multiple ways of speaking what's inside of me; This is the thousand-year door, I'm not afraid to do things differently;

Todavía estoy corriendo, pero todos están por delante; Quiero guiar a todos hacia el aprendizaje, Pero a nadie parece importarle. (Translation: "I'm still running, but everyone is ahead; I want to lead everyone towards learning, But no one seems to care.")

L4K1TU

[Older Song I hadn't released]

Lyrics:

(Verse 1)
Real human connection is more important than self-gratification;
I learned this from my own destruction,
Sometimes you need to break down before finding direction.

Everything I did was merely a distraction from my lack of emotion,
I know my past traction harmed people's mental satisfaction.

(Pre-Chorus)
I'm sorry for the distress from my previous action,
My habitation is different from my distraction.
I've apologized several times, now including this citation,
Yet some of you will still hate me for my past declination.

(Chorus)
Few people that hear this interjection will actually listen,
But I pray everyone will realize
The path they're walking on leads to unrestful deprivation.

My growth isn't from myself,
It's from external intervention, from somewhere you won't believe in.

(Verse 2)
Your current destination opposes God's divination;
This isn't condemnation, I was heading in the same direction.

(Bridge)
I pray you'll listen and have some self-reflection,
Instead of throwing away my inclination into incineration
And running towards destruction.

(Outro)
Even if my words fade into the distance,
I pray they spark a shift in your resistance.
Before the fire consumes with persistence,
There’s still a chance to change your existence.

R3SURG3NC3

Lyrics:

Everything I was doing went against God's planning, I was actively sinning and constantly ignoring; I knew I was lacking but didn't care about changing because I thought I was enjoying when I was really just dying. Even though I grew up believing, it seemed like I was pretending, not really caring, I was going where I was wanting instead of what I'm supposed to be doing.

Angel helped me when I was ignoring, led me away from suffering, constantly desiring without having anything that was fulfilling. I thought France was more appealing because I was focusing on how people are failing and judging, instead of how God's all-knowing yet still loving and forgiving. Now London's where I'm living because now I'm grinding, and focused on improving. I know I'm still failing, but now I'm trying, thanking God for being forgiving.

I should be suffering, eternally burning, but instead I'm writing, constantly growing, trying to be guiding to people who aren't knowing, or even to those who are struggling, maybe not even trying, even though they know their sinning, they've stopped trying, because even when they were attempting, people were still condemning.

If you've stopped trying because of how people are acting, you need to focus on God's love, which is neverending, instead of people's attention, which is always fleeting. I was in the same standing, and it led to struggling, my mental health declining, because I was viewing myself as impossible to be worth reviving. That was a lie I was believing, because of what I was experiencing, from people who were judging.

If this is the first time you're hearing about anything that I'm saying, you need to start reading and try to start learning, all you need to do is be repenting, and God will be forgiving. Please start following the path I'm walking.

If you're already believing, but currently struggling, even though you're trying, you need to stop distracting yourself with what you're enjoying, and need to spend time praying.

4W4K3N1NG

Lyrics:

Did you know that I'm not normal?
Only certain people make music at this level; 
I know I'm newer, but we can skip being formal,
I wanna talk bout more but I gotta b careful
cuz certain people might reject my real color;

Did U realize that I'm technically transgender?
The heretics will say I'm a blasphemer,
but i don't think my identity blocks my final;
Isaiah 1:18, God's my cleaner

Even if I'm a Tranny, I'm still a believer;
Though people will call me a deceiver
I was sinning more when I wasn't being clear;
Proverbs 28:13, I won't be a concealer
Iceworld's where I'm going, despite my cleaver

Surprise! I'm not just a normal preacher,
Most "Christians" will be a heater,
acting like I can't be a preacher,
when they're acting like Julius Ceaser.

Revelation 3:20, God will be with ANY acceptor, this means that regardless of their behaviour, they can obtain the eternal

Most Christians now would've been like the ruler of Judea,
Murdering the one that came to be their saviour,
You can't even say that I'm a liar; If Jesus came back right now, the Gentiles would be more accepting than most believers.

I've already revealed part of my failure, so I might as well continue; 
If you're a listener, you know my old name was ThytonMC, but you probably don't know that I was a player, and worse, everyone I abused was younger; I have no excuse for my past behaviour, even though I was a minor, that doesn't really matter, because of the weight of my past behaviour;

This song's important, so it'll sound more typical, because I want everyone to be able to gather everything that I'll splatter

Even though I grew up around the faithful, I ended up becoming a faker, I guess that's why my name's Conner; I was adopted by the creator, both in the physical and the spiritual, but I still fell further than most people. I'm praying I can use my failure to guide believers further and help anyone that's searching to find the true healer.

Everyone falls short, and I'm the example; If you're already a believer, like all of my followers, please try to improve your failures, if you can't see your own slacking you need to be a prayer, and need to be a better reader, afterwards, try to share it with the traveler.

If I've somehow reached the unbeliever, please listen to my failure, and realise how much favour I've gotten from the only true forgiver;
The only reason I'm able to be a singer instead of a prisoner is because I admit I'm a sinner. If anyone can claim that they deserve to burn in the fire, it's this song's writer, yet instead I've become a preacher.

C4NC3L3D (3.0)

No-one understands my vocals.. so.. yeah..

Lyrics:

I've been writing so much I have a backlog,
Nd I'll b praising God even when it's outlawed
tracks R gettin luxury, getting bought by Elon
3 months ltr, growing like a centipod

jumping over hurdles like it's leapfrog,
even when ppl R a road hog,
cuz it's jus me Nd God,
even when my beats R analogue they sound better than the synagogue

I was disconnect but now I'm relog
I'm preaching even though I'm flawed
I'm a Tranny so believers treat me like I'm bogged 
even if what I'm saying has more weight than a monologue

I reverted so the shadowed will hate my dialogue
even If I'm not being a police dog
Stop acting like I'm courage the cowardly dog, 
cuz I'm moving faster than sonic the hedgehog

My goal is to be closer than the extremist pride crowd,
and be a guide dog to ppl lost in the fog,
while also helping the already found

UNB4NN3D_D3V0T10N

This weekend I had the pleasure of playing out at a brand new venue in Plymouth, a gorgeous rooftop area attached to The Depo. 

Seeing as I played a midday set, you'll come across a bit more dancefloor and liquid vibes than usual in this mix, but I had 90 minutes to play with so expect the usual Hinsley antics when you least expect it

Comment for IDs and I'll get back to you asap

As usual... Remember! Sharing is caring! If you like what you hear then please share it out/repost/like etc and help get me out there as I'm still slowly growing 👌

Cheers ravers, it means a lot 👊💜

Hinsley @ Level 33 Rooftop | 90m Full Spectrum DNB

the bass kicks in heavy after 2 mins. thats what youre here for, thats what makes our bundas big. and food. like fat boy slim but im just fat innit 

big belly big bunda

SOUTHCOASTPLAZA (prod. Slugwurf)

Jesus Christ is Lord
Save Palestine, Israel has fallen away 🇵🇸
LGBTQIA+ rights are *human* rights 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️

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/// A Transgender Christian //
~ The Anomaly ~

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