This song dives in to how I hate that I hate myself

Haterade

Prod. Pyctur - On YouTube

Lyrics - 
I hate how I feel off them pills
I hate how I sing when I'm gone
But if I didn't have all these pills
I think I would be long fucking gone 
Floating through the sky and the city seems so bright
Polaroid lens cover up my fucking eyes
I wish I could get off but I'm off that shit tonight
For once in my life, I wanna do some right
I hate how I feel off them pills
I hate how I sing when I'm gone
I hate how I feel off them pills
I hate how I sing when I'm gone
But if I didn't have all these pills
I think I would be long fucking gone 
I wish I could go back in time
I wish had a chance to rewrite

Uncertainty Is the Only Reality I Know

Prod. Yami's Sin - On YouTube

Lyrics - 
Lay me down it's six feet deep
When I come back I hope you made your peace
Break me down you make me feel complete
Will I be the one that makes you stay today
You don't love me you love who I portray
I wish I was a cloud so I could fly away
I'm stuck on this Earth, I'm trying not to waste
Stuck on this Earth, I'm trying not to waste
Stuck on this Earth, I'm trying not to waste
I have lived this life for far too long
I have entertained a love that's far gone
I have popped a pill but I still feel wrong
looking at my life I think I need therapy
Dreams and ambitions, you call them heresy
You think I'm your slave? well I might be
I'm trapped in my head and I can't fuckin sleep
Rose tinted goggles I wish that I could see
Lay me down it's six feet deep
When I come back I hope you made your peace
Break me down you make me feel complete
Will I be the one that makes you stay today
Lay me down it's six feet deep
When I come back I hope you made your peace
Break me down you make me feel complete
Will I be the one that makes you stay today
Lay me down it's six feet deep
When I come back I hope you made your peace
Break me down you make me feel complete
Will I be the one that makes you stay today
You don't love me you love who I portray
I wish I was a cloud so I could fly away
I'm stuck on this Earth, I'm trying not to waste
Stuck on this Earth, I'm trying not to waste
Stuck on this Earth, I'm trying not to waste

How Will I Be Portrayed When I'm Dead?

Prod. Pyctur - On YouTube

Lyrics - 
I don't get drama, it came with the name
You don't get nada, it came with the pain
I have two sides but you only want the fame
Hollow been dead, he ain't never been the same
Fight for your life just to live another day
Slice down my life just to get the fuckin pay
Did you ever care, did you ever pray for me?
I don't even care, cause now you dead to me
I don't get drama, it came with the name
You don't get nada, it came with the pain
I have two sides but you only want the fame
Hollow been dead, he ain't never been the same
I don't get drama, it came with the name
You don't get nada, it came with the pain
I have two sides but you only want the fame
Hollow been dead, he ain't never been the same
I don't get drama, it came with the name
You don't get nada, it came with the pain
I have two sides but you only want the fame
Hollow been dead, he ain't never been the same
Sand in the hourglass ticking down the time
Spare me my life and I'll give you all my light 
Cherish all you have, before it's all gone
There will be an end, to every time you laugh

Life Will Come To An End Eventually

Prod. Pyctur - On YouTube

Lyrics - 
Set fire to my skin
Slice me down I bleed
Flesh ripped out I sin
Tie the fuckin noose, I dream
I don't even know my name
You don't even know my pain
Crucify me, entertain
Losing all my hair insane
Lay me down to rest
I'll finally kill myself
Maybe then I'll make a name
For the only words I felt
It's time I finally commit
All my organs they'll spill
Blood red rivers they run
I'll stain the earth with myself
Blood red rivers they run
I'll stain the earth with myself
Blood red rivers they run
I'll stain the earth with myself
Set fire to my skin
Slice me down I bleed
Flesh ripped out I sin
Tie the fuckin noose, I dream
I don't even know my name
You don't even know my pain
Crucify me, entertain
Losing all my hair insane
Lay me down to rest
I'll finally kill myself
Maybe then I'll make a name
For the only words I felt

I Hope I Find Peace In My Death

Prod. Pyctur - On YouTube

Lyrics - 
The tide is pulling back
The pain I used to feel
Where has it gone?
Will it come back
The tide is pulling back
The pain I used to feel
Where has it gone?
Will it come back
I'm afraid of change
So I stay the same
Passing out again
It seems the pain has stayed
I have no one
To rely on
I am alone
I hope I die at home
The tide is pulling back
The pain I used to feel
Where has it gone?
Will it come back
The tide is pulling back
The pain I used to feel
Where has it gone?
Will it come back
I'm afraid of change
So I stay the same
Passing out again
It seems the pain has stayed
The tide is pulling back
The pain I used to feel
Where has it gone?
Will it come back
I'm afraid of change
So I stay the same
Passing out again
It seems the pain has stayed

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