Every day I wonder where I am
Im lost, I cant find my way
Winding maze that blocks every direction
I haven't even moved by the end of the day

I'm clawing, grasping, trying to make sense
Of the world in front of me, my body is tense 
People look at me like Im not human
Thing is, they're right. I feel like I dont exist

Im outside my body watching me act
I cant control my movements 
I'm not watching my back
I'm too trusting and I give it away for free
No one appreciates the amount I give of me
And it doesn't matter, it never did.
I'll never know my worth because it ran away and hid.
My worth was fleeting, I could never find it
I searched and longed for it
But there was nothing behind it
How can people live?
How can they just rise and awaken?
I feel like im on a different planet
The moment I open my eyes
Even before that, my heart pounds 
Shame and humiliation had me found

Lost in a sea of humans, I am not human
I am lost
Lost to the dark, Lost to any spark

Every day I wonder where I am

conceptual album for audio-visal narratives

5 cooldown

4__research

3 searching. lights

6 feel grounded

outro

7 reborn

2 in the dark

1ntro. again

有點像在時間停止的實驗室裡重播同一個節奏，直到理智崩潰

Sealed Period

My name is John. I have been a broadcaster for five years and have been writing music and poetry for twenty years. I didn’t even realize I could read and write until I discovered I have mirror-touch synesthesia. I perceive everything from right to left: my poetry, words, and compassion. My childhood was challenging, to put it mildly. However, God showed me a way to help others through the words I share. Every song I write serves as a ministry. By addressing various issues, I hope to assist those with troubled pasts find healing through my words. I am a pastor, and this is how I spread God’s message—by feeling the emotions around me and understanding the feelings of the people I encounter, because I have experienced similar struggles. God allows me to see you in ways that others cannot.

New tracks tagged #ISOLATION