LET GO [prod. LeFl4re]

FALLIN

Do jeito que elas gostam? THIS IS RICC HARD 🔥

Meu novo set está disponível e nele convido você a entrar na minha mente e sentir as melhores sensações que a música pode proporcionar. Eu prometo não deixar ninguém parado e arrancar os mais sinceros arrepios 💥

Aperte o play, deixe-se guiar pelos sons de RICC HARD e compartilhe comigo o que ele te fez sentir ❤️‍🔥

IN MY HEAD

 The whispers in my ears make it hard to sleep at night
so i drink everyday until they're quiet
its quite a scene to see unfold in front of your eyes
you'd swear i was alive on the inside
but i died a long time ago
although I'm good at hiding it 
the signs seep thru the cracks
and eat away at my mask
how fast i become someone im ashamed of
when that happens all i ask is that
you dont judge me for disappearing
that you dont hang up when i finally reach out
appearing to be normal again
i think if you saw me like this 
there'd be a searing image in your head
of a walking dead man 
a brand on your brain and never again would you be able
to look at me the same way
my greatest fear
i dont wanna be here
i dont wanna be here
i dont want to be here
but here I am

Cheers x3

This album is more of a story then it is an album, so before you think you can just play the album and hear hits, that's not how it's going to work. The only steps I have when listening to this album is to 

1. Open your mind for a better listening experience 
2. Be in a quiet room or take a walk 
3. Use headphones if accessible
4. listen to it at night (optional)

STORY BEHIND ALBUM

Life is filled with many questions, so much that everything seems as threatening as the other. I feel alone all the time, and honestly, I do it to myself, but at the same time it just seems that the way I was brought up has caused me to be distant from the people that actually care about me. 

I'm not happy with the person I have turned into so of course I don't want to come back to them until I can bring something they could be proud of. 

But maybe it's all for nothing, the need for validation is a goal that will never be met since no one will know what you're truly searching for regardless. 

But God, I used to search for God and tell him everything from my feelings to my downfalls, though I never got an answer back, I know he watches over me, even when life seems as if it's crashing right before my eyes. 

When I had moved it felt like a whole new world of chaos was there for me to explore which left me defeated, how can I ever find what I'm searching for if I only am surrounded by things that never last as long as you'd expect?

Especially if relationships are the topic, too many times in love I've felt that romance was not the first objective of having a mate, when I searched for loyalty, they always seem to turn the other cheek.

Aside from that I'm 18 and still throwing stuff at the wall and hoping it sticks, i'm really afraid of the future but living in doubt for so long has left me prideful on the possibilities that can happen when I do what enjoy doing.

So who gives a fuck if a bitch don't want me forever, you only live once so imma make sure they remember me for the rest of their existence, can't nobody make me fold except myself so as long as I keep moving with full ledge "fuck you" energy imma be fine right?

Well YEAH! until you actually find a girl u would love to spend some quality time with, infatuation is the biggest drug and young love NEVER goes how you want it to anyway... but fuck it, bullshit with the opposite gender and call it "love".

But when the bullshitting is done, clarity hits and you REALIZE the REAL LIES from everything you thought was going wrong were the REAL EYES of yourself, meaning love isn't love until you fight for it.

Well damn, shawty playing hard to get, who cares, you've never been good at approaching people in general, so it's fuck her and back to reality. Time to work on yourself again, woman are such a distraction anyway, you need to upgrade yourself

The first step of upgrading is cleaning out the closet, there's niggas in your life that been fake since you got to this new place, be on your own shit and see who catches on with your real personality 

I am what I say I am and if you dont fuck with me because of that, its ok, idc

Writing got boring so imma just leave it here lol... FIND VANITY

IN YOUR HEAD!

Produced by Johnnyfriend
Mastered by me
Cover art by Melmige

Hope you enjoy this track I made with my friendz, PS. THIS TOOK FOREVER SO RUN IT UP :)))))

Performed by:
sunder. 
blospar
acid.
lizzie calisto
dzo digital
clovis wraith
vails
notcursed
boy2a
epitomeoffailure

In My Head (Cypher)

#Paradise
ion even know her
o(*^＠^*)oo(*^＠^*)o
Better off gone

Coffindiary-GET OUT OF MY HEAD

Adam Brown - Voices In My Head

N M(eye) hed + Clowdy

Jason Derulo - In My Head (KENNATIK BOUNCY TRANCE REMIX)

An uplifting, festival-ready anthem that blends heartfelt vocals with euphoric piano chords, soaring synths, and driving house energy. “In My Head” is a celebration of connection — that moment when the dancefloor fades away and it’s just you, the music, and someone who’s completely in your mind. Built for hands-in-the-air nights and sunrise memories.

In My Head

🔻 Song Insight

Title: To Be Alive
Sometimes a song doesn’t just come from life—it arrives out of the haunted territory between dreams and waking. “To Be Alive” was born from the echo of a night terror that didn’t leave a memory, but left its mark on my soul. It’s a confession from the edge of survival, the struggle to own the only self I have left, and a message for anyone who’s been trapped by pain they can’t put into words. The song’s layers—raspy vocals, shifting tempos, and atmospheric instrumentation—mirror the push and pull of trauma and hope. This is what it sounds like when your own mind is both the battleground and the sanctuary.

🔻 Lyrics
[Intro]
I’m tired of this skin
the shit in my head
trapped on the inside
just want to hide

[Verse 1]
Screams, nightly echoes cry
falling from my walls
I want to survive
can’t breathe, awaken by lies

[Pre-Chorus]
I wanted change to save me
rearrange dreams
I build a will, 
I'll try, 
knowing I'm alive

[Chorus]
You don’t get these parts
can’t break what’s inside
I own this life,
my path I wear with pride
I will survive, I will live

[Verse 2]
Crime, it’s time that decays
mangled mind that strays
rotten thoughts in brine
blood drains as I fade

[Verse 3]
I’m yelling at this silence on the inside
stones I carried alone
I paid the price, I atoned
looking for a home

[Bridge]
Broken, with no repair in sight
outdated—an empty fight
parts of me slip by, fading,
I had to see what was right

[Chorus]
You don’t get these parts
can’t break what’s inside
I own this life,
my path I wear with pride
I will survive, I will live

[Breakdown / Outro]
Damned if I stay in this place
to hell with all your empty grace
without hope, I fight to grow
you can take what’s owed
but not the part that makes me free
I own my life, I own my path
I will survive, I will live
just to be alive

🔻 Personal Reflection

This song came from a night of dreams that woke me with my own screams—a place I don’t need to remember to know what it’s about. I’m grateful I forget those dreams, because my waking reality has been enough. I hurt for the version of me that still lives them every night, fighting alone. I wouldn’t wish what I’ve gone through on anyone, and this song is how I speak to that space that still haunts me long after the death of my relationship.

🔻 4Me2BeFree

At 4Me2BeFree, every song is an act of cinematic truth-telling. “To Be Alive” turns personal struggle into shared experience, using layered soundscapes and honest lyrics to create something that resonates beyond words. This is our mission: to transform pain into power and isolation into connection, so no one feels alone with what haunts them.

🔻 Copyright Notice

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To Be Alive

"If it didn’t matter, it wouldn’t hurt. Pain is the gift of knowing you’re alive."

4Me2BeFree is more than music—it’s my story, my scars, and my survival. Every song is a piece of me, a raw melody of love, heartbreak, and resilience. I blend AI-generated vocals and instruments with real emotions, turning my experiences—especially from an LGBTQ+ perspective—into something that speaks to anyone who's ever felt lost, broken, or just searching for something real.

Breakup songs? Yeah, they hit different. Music carries us through the worst of it, and every generation finds their own anthems of love, loss, and getting back up. Heartache doesn’t care about age, gender, or where you come from—music connects us all.

I make music because I’ve been there. The pain, the anger, the hope—it's all in these songs. If something here hits home for you, let it. If you feel something, let me know. That’s the connection that keeps this alive.

DJ e Produtor Musical
Contato: +55 (11) 98990‑8188

ultraNash crafts bold, genre bending electronic music that fuses festival scale energy with emotional storytelling. From euphoric drum & bass drops to deep, melancholic trap, every track captures a moment you can feel on and off the dancefloor. Built for ravers, dreamers, and late night thinkers.

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BHB
 i finally found it. i found a treasure i hold dear please don’t take it away.
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