and you will all be crawling back to me

I've been cast aside, left in the cold,  
Promises broken, stories untold.  
Neglected, overlooked, ignored,  
A life of pain, a heart that's sore.
Ignored by all, left to decay,  
Never good enough, I heard you say.

But now the shadows whisper my name,  
A reckoning's coming, I know this game.  
Once I cared too much, now not at all
The time is near, it's coming their downfall.

I can wait, the darkness is my friend,  
Silent witness, till the bitter end.  
I can wait, don't need to lift a hand,  
Sooner or later, tides will turn, fate will mend.  
I can wait, sit back is all I have to do,
for now carry on, without having a clue.
I can wait, leaning back enjoying the shitshow,  
one day, revenge will be mine, and you will know.

Disappointed too many times,  
Life of sorrow, level of disgust climbs.  
Ignored by all, left to decay,  
Never good enough, I heard you say.

But now the shadows whisper my name,  
A reckoning's coming, I know this game.  
Once I cared too much, now not at all
The time is near, it's coming their downfall.

I can wait, the darkness is my friend,  
Silent witness, till the bitter end.  
I can wait, don't need to lift a hand,  
Sooner or later, tides will turn, fate will mend.  
I can wait, sit back is all I have to do,
for now carry on, without having a clue.
I can wait, leaning back enjoying the shitshow,  
one day, revenge will be mine, and you will know.

The clock ticks on, the end is near,  
Eventually, my voice you will hear.  
The world will see, the truth unveiled,  
A soul reborn, a heart that prevailed.
and you will all be crawling back to me
a sinister grin on my face is all you will see.

I can wait, the darkness is my friend,  
Silent witness, till the bitter end.  
I can wait, don't need to lift a hand,  
Sooner or later, tides will turn, fate will mend.  
I can wait, sit back is all I have to do,
for now carry on, without having a clue.
I can wait, leaning back enjoying the shitshow,  
one day, revenge will be mine, and you will know.

I can wait, the darkness calls,  
No more silence, no more walls.  
I can wait, like the day for the sun,  
When darkness reigns, my time will come.

and when when you return with regret and woe
I will laugh and say, I told you so.

Wait

Ghosts of ancestors, their whispers intertwined.  
I do not know the silence, their echoes fill my mind.  

Inherited afflictions, passed through veins of time,  
A legacy of shadows, an unforgiving climb.  
Specters of the past, they rise and fall in turn,  
In this tragic saga, where my soul must burn.  

This is the war in me, a storm no one can see,  
A dance with the demons, forever haunting me.  
This is the war in me, a storm no one can see,  
The curse of hidden scars, where the madness begins.  

Visions of the past, like shadows they persist,  
Taboos wrapped in silence, in darkness they exist.  
Walking through the corridors, where sunlight fails to reach,  
Battles left unspoken, manifesting as disease.  

This is the war in me, a storm no one can see,  
A dance with the demons, forever haunting me.  
This is the war in me, a storm no one can see,  
The curse of hidden scars, where the madness begins.  

Beneath the weight of shadows, the fire flickers bright,  
A glimmer of resilience, in the blackened night.  
With every scream, my soul carves tales of pain,  
Embracing the chaos, where the echoes reign.  

This is the war in me, a storm no one can see,  
A dance with the demons, forever haunting me.  
This is the war in me, a storm no one can see,  
The curse of hidden scars, where the madness begins.  

This is the war in me

Inherited wars

It was never my fault, never my choice,  
Your words like daggers, a treacherous voice.  
Instead of protecting, you chose to destroy,  
Forever drowning me in this darkened void.

Wandering the corridors of despair,  
Lost in labyrinths of pain I bear.  
Echoes of a past that won’t relent,  
In my mind, the anguish won't let me forget.

A piece of me died that day,  
In the stillness where my soul would fray.  
A piece of me died that day,  
Alone in my pain and you were never there.  
A piece of me died that day,  
Haunted by the specters that always stay.

A silent scream echoes through these walls,  
In the twilight where the shadows crawl.  
Ghostly visions of a fractured time,  
Whispered tales of sorrow's crime.

In the mirror, I see a ghost of who I used to be,  
A hollow shell, a reflection of my agony.  
The scars of time etched deep in my soul,  
A tragic tale that I'll never control.

A piece of me died that day,  
In the stillness where my soul would fray.  
A piece of me died that day,  
Alone in my pain and you were never there.  
A piece of me died that day,  
Haunted by the specters that always stay.

You took my dreams, you stole my light,  
Left me wandering in endless night.  
Injustice pierced my heart so deep,  
These wounds you caused will never sleep.

Now I wander through the night, a broken soul,  
Forever haunted by the pain I can't console.  
In the silence, I hear the echoes of dismay,  
A piece of me died that day.

A piece of me

Marching through shadows, see their lies,
Twisting truths, beneath disguise.
Masquerade of deceit, through the veil,
No more illusions, I won't fail.

They can’t break me, my soul won't bend,
In the darkness, I'll transcend.
With each betrayal, growing strong,
Not a pawn in their twisted song.

And here I march alone,
Through the ashes, on my own.
And here I march alone,
I rule my life on my throne.

Venomous words, poisonous snare,
Won't be caught, won't despair.
Walking through fire, feeling burn,
Rising from ashes, now my turn.

They can’t break me, my soul won't bend,
In the darkness, I'll transcend.
With each betrayal, growing strong,
Not a pawn in their twisted song.

And here I march alone,
Through the ashes, on my own.
And here I march alone,
I rule my life on my throne.

Ruins of lies, finding strength,
Every step, go to any length.
No more shadows, no more fear,
In solitude, persevere.

And here I march alone,
Through the ashes, on my own.
And here I march alone,
I rule my life on my throne.

In solitude, I find my way,
And here I march alone.

March of bitterness

Ashes fall where I once stood,
A kingdom drowned in my own blood.
The whispers carved into my bone,
But I won’t kneel—this throne’s my own.

Rust and ruin, wrath divine,
The shadows bow, their power’s mine.

I am the curse, the blackened flame,
The spark that sets the void to blame.
No chains can hold, no soul can bind,
I am the storm you’ll never find.

I am the smith who forges in hell,
My work will break your spell.
Embrace the chain with my bare hands,
Its heat is where your story ends!

Beneath the tides, I saw my death,
The final sigh of a stolen breath.
But from the grave, I forged my reign,
A crown of venom, born from pain.

Scorched and broken, I remain,
From the pieces I forged the chain,
That I unleash like a whip from hell,
Emerging from my dead cold cell.

I am the curse, the blackened flame,
The spark that sets the void to blame.
No chains can hold, no soul can bind,
I am the storm you’ll never find.

I am the smith who forges in hell,
My work will break your spell.
Embrace the chain with my bare hands,
Its heat is where your story ends!

Your power faded, crumbled to nothing,
An overdue requiem to end the king.
I unleash hell upon your soul,
Sitting on my thorned throne.

The mirrors crack, the lights all fade,
In endless dark, my fate is made.
Embrace the chain with my bare hands,
Its heat is where your story ends!

Embrace the chains

Under skies of ash and stone,
In the fog, I crouch to see the ground below.
I build a bridge across the depths,
Yet fools reduced it to mere regrets.

Their laughter echoes through the haze,
While shadows writhe in tangled maze,
I stand alone, the architect,
Of dreams they trample and neglect.

Stupidity is worse than evil,
Evil knows breaks, stupidity does not.
It spreads like fire, blind and primal,
The bridge is there and they refuse to cross.

Yet in the depths, they choose to swim,
Drenched in pride, with chances slim.
Every beam and every stone I set,
They tread on ruin; their fate is met.

They crumble what they cannot see,
Their blindness becomes their destiny,
And in their ruin, I still stand,
A ghost of reason in wasteland.

Stupidity is worse than evil,
Evil knows breaks, stupidity does not.
It spreads like fire, blind and primal,
The bridge is there and they refuse to cross.

Shards of dreams, splinters of hope,
Cut through the fog where I grope.
In their chaos, they’ll decay,
Yet I’ll rebuild in my own way.

Stupidity is worse than evil,
Evil knows breaks, stupidity does not.
It spreads like fire, blind and primal,
The bridge is there and they refuse to cross.

I kneel in the fog as shadows close in,
Their ignorance blinds, their pride is a sin.
Why—oh, why—do I torment my mind,
For those who are deaf, cruel, and blind?

A bridge too far

Shadows whisper secrets untold,
Bruised and scarred with a heart of coal.
Walls closing in, still I rise,
In the chaos, I defy the skies.

Chains may rattle, storms may roar,
I've tread these broken paths before.

Resilience calls me through the pain,
In the abyss, I break the chain.
Through ashes cold, I forge my reign,
Resilience my secret weaponry.
Whatever thrown on my path,
I stand tall in my wrath.
Changing rules, fear of the unknown.
Resilience is the defender of my throne.

Carve my story into stone,
Alone but never truly alone.
Wind screams my name, echoes fight,
Through blackened clouds, I find my light.

Torn and mended, scars will sing,
The dirge of battle beneath my wings.
Eternal flame, a phoenix's cry,
In my ashes, I refuse to die.

Resilience calls me through the pain,
In the abyss, I break the chain.
Through ashes cold, I forge my reign,
Resilience my secret weaponry.
Whatever thrown on my path,
I stand tall in my wrath.
Changing rules, fear of the unknown.
Resilience is the defender of my throne.

So bring the void, let shadows creep,
For resilience is a vow I keep.
Change the rules, I do not care.
My resilience is what you dare.
Bring it on, I will never kneel,
Resilience one day I may ever heal.

Resilience

Through the ruins, my resolve is made,
In the silence, I sharpen my blade.
My internal fire was forged to overcome,
but they underestimated what I’d become.   

Throw me down, watch me ascend,
No submission, I won't pretend.

Against the odds, I rise each hour,
I believe in me, I know my power. - fuel the fire
My skills ignite, I’ll never unwind,  
I believe in me, no chains can bind. - fuel the fire
Through endless storms, I stand tall,  
I believe in me, You will hear my call. - fuel the fire
I bend for no one, I rise like flame,
I believe in me, I own my name. - fuel the fire

These hands create, they tear down walls,  
They shape the future, they silence the calls.  
Each step I take is a spark of flame,  
I command my path, I own my name.  

I paint the skies, I write the stars,  
Skills unchained, I heal the scars.  
A symphony I build, I break, I tear apart,
Every scar fuels my art.  

Against the odds, I rise each hour,
I believe in me, I know my power. - fuel the fire
My skills ignite, I’ll never unwind,  
I believe in me, no chains can bind. - fuel the fire
Through endless storms, I stand tall,  
I believe in me, You will hear my call. - fuel the fire
I bend for no one, I rise like flame,
I believe in me, I own my name. - fuel the fire

Let the world collapse, let shadows play,  
I’ll build anew, I’ll find my way.  
I know my worth, I’ve carved my creed—  
I believe in me, the strength I need.  
Let kingdoms fall, let empires drown,
I stand above—give me my crown.

Fuel the fire

Hands of time claw at the stone,  
Towers crack, the past dethroned.  
Voices shifting, bending fate,  
No escape, the cycle waits.  

One must break so one may rise,  
A trade of ghosts, a sacrifice.  
  
Shape me, break me, I evolve.  
Through the wreckage, I dissolve.  
Fold the stars, erase the sky,  
Bound within oblivion’s lie.  
Shape me, break me, I evolve.  
Shape me, break me, I evolve.  

Fire whispers, water speaks,  
Silent war where balance leaks.  
Shadows carve what light denies,  
Still I walk, still I survive.  
Shape me, break me, I evolve.  

Stone to dust, the price is paid,  
Thread unwinds, yet roots remain.  
Shatter form, erase the frame,  
Change devours yet feeds the flame.  

Shape me, break me, I evolve.  
Through the wreckage, I dissolve.  
Fold the stars, erase the sky,  
Bound within oblivion’s lie.  
Shape me, break me, I evolve.  
Shape me, break me, I evolve.  

So let the ruins take my name,  
But in the bones, the echoes stay.  
Change is cruel, change is law,  
In its grasp, I am reborn.  

Shape me, break me, I evolve.

Assimilated evilution

Footsteps vanish in the neon rain,
Voices smear across broken waves.
A signal lost, a ghost betrayed,
No salvation, no escape.
Where did my life go wrong?
Why is this not a happy song?

Fragments of a life undone,
Held together just for one.
No one cares, no one can see,
The weight I bear inside of me.

Shadow static, fading low,
Shadow static, no one knows,
Shadow static, I dissolve,
Shadow static, LET ME GO!

No cavalry, no guiding light,
Only the hum of a world rewired.
I bleed in silence, drown in time,
A relic in the endless grind.

The walls close in, the echoes call,
But there's no one left at all.
I move, I bend, I break, I fade,
Buried deep in blackout waves.

Lines carved deep, no time to heal,
I bear the weight, but never feel.
No hands reach out, no voices call,
Just fading echoes down the hall.

Shadow static, fading low,
Shadow static, no one knows,
Shadow static, I dissolve,
Shadow static, let me go!

No rescue, no voice, no trace,
Just static left in empty space.
Still not sure where my life went wrong?
That is why it is not a happy song!

Shadow static

Woke up dreaming in a world that doesn't care,  
Paper faces, hollow laughs, static in the air.  
I tried to hold on, but my hands just passed right through,  
They whisper comfort, but I see the lie in you.  

Their distractions disguise the void,  
Spinning faster, can't avoid—  
Tell me, how do you live like this?  
I guess ignorance is bliss.

I'm falling forward, never back,  
Chasing echoes through the black,
I stand up and brush off the dust,
not because I want, because I must.
I smile so wide, you think I'm whole,  
But I'm just burning through control.  
I'm falling forward, never back,
I gave up wondering how it works... for them.

Every promise sounds the same,  
Soft illusions, shifting blame.  
I closed my eyes, felt the static pull me in,  
If I disappear, will they notice where I've been?  

They said, “Hold on, love will save you,”  
But I know, I know—  
There’s no salvation where they all go,  
Just the cold below.  
 
I'm falling forward, never back,  
Chasing echoes through the black,
I stand up and brush off the dust,
not because I want, because I must.
I smile so wide, you think I'm whole,  
But I'm just burning through control.  
I'm falling forward, never back,
I gave up wondering how it works... for them.

Falling back

My heart is rotten in my chest,  
Whispers of warmth long laid to rest.  
A signal lost, a ghost betrayed—  
No salvation. Just decay.

They fed me promises laced in rust,  
Spoke of gods, spoke of trust.  
Now I carry what they left behind—  
Screams echo in rooms that were once mine.

Hope is for the weak, for those who kneel.  
I walk on ashes, by my own choice numb to feel.  
Hope is for the weak, I never see it rise.  
Life is pain and you close your eyes.

Crumbling stairs beneath my feet,  
Every thought a dead repeat.  
They claimed hope was a shield,  
But all it did was yield.

Burn the maps. Shatter the name.  
Hope was never more than a twisted game.  
Steel in my lungs, dust in my veins,  
No resurrection—labyrinth of pain.

There’s no horizon, no return.  
Only this searing ache I let burn.  
Hope was hunger, soft and fake -  
A wound I bled for nothing’s sake.

Hope is for the weak—let it die.  
No more light behind these tired eyes.  
Hope is for the weak—I see you frown.  
No expectation never lets you down.

Hope is for the weak and saves no one.  
Hope is silent. I am done.  
Hope is for the weak. You carry on and pray.  
Hope is for the weak. I have nothing more to say.

Hope is for the weak

Are you sure you want to enter this door?
If you are scared, don't come near.
My mirrors can sense your fear.
Am I too much for you to bear?

Let me bleed where shadows dwell,
Not to fix, but to compel.
This is my pain—do you dare to kneel?
Not for mercy… but to feel?
Inside this mirror cathedral—nothing heals.
Dare to look at the truth beneath the seal.
I won’t sell my name. I won’t serve your fantasy.
You walk in light… but do you really see me?

Let me bleed where shadows dwell,
Not to fix, but to compel.
This is my pain—do you dare to kneel?
Not for mercy… but to feel?
Inside this mirror cathedral—nothing heals.
Dare to look at the truth beneath the seal.
I won’t sell my name. I won’t serve your fantasy.
You walk in light… but do you really see me?

Do you dare to take a look?
At what many before you shook.
You call me difficult, too hexed—
Poor you… so limited. - I am complex.
You entered without care.
Am I too much for you to bear?

Am I too much for you to bear?
Show me that you truly care.
Inside this mirror cathedral—nothing heals.
Dare to look at the truth beneath the seal.
I won’t sell my name. I won’t serve your fantasy.
You walk in light… but do you really see me?
Am I too much for you to bear?

If you leave—you won’t be the first.
These mirrors shatter… never burst.
Am I too much for you to bear?

Too much to bear

I calibrated grief to a whisper,  
wired sorrow into steel.  
The world spoke in static—  
so I taught myself not to feel.

I built the silence engine  
from discarded names and flame.  
It runs on memory fragments  
and the weight of what became.

When the system fails—  
I’ll answer from the void.  
I was never made for heaven,  
just programmed to avoid.

I am still here, dwell in silence  
not loud, not eccentric  
I reboot into a new life—  
shadows archived,  
pulse restored.

She moves like a signal glitch,  
a pulse I failed to mute.  
Her voice bypasses protocol,  
and floods the core with truth.

What once worked became obsolete,  
my code is flawed, I drop the waste.  
Years of legacy, now a broken flow—  
I rewrite my system once built in haste.

When the system fails—  
I’ll answer from the void.  
I was never made for heaven,  
just programmed to avoid.

I am still here, dwell in silence  
not loud, not eccentric  
I reboot into a new life—  
shadows archived,  
pulse restored.

Don’t ask me what I’ve silenced—  
I archived it long ago.  
The blood remembers everything,  
but the code won’t let it show.

I purged the legacy errors,  
defragmented every thread.  
Now I echo clean through silence,  
the voice the angels dread.

When the silence fades—  
I’ll rise from ash and wire.

The silence engine

You drew me in with silence, not with grace.  
Mapped your comfort on my war-torn face.  
I stood where others begged to stay,  
But you dealt in crumbs and walked away.

I don’t chase. I don’t plead.  
I don’t bleed for those who feed on need.

Keep your breadcrumbs — crawled for too long.  
Took you for the one but I was wrong.  
Keep your breadcrumbs — you've hit the wall.  
For cake, it’s too late. I’ve seen it all.  
You had your chance to stand and see,  
Now I draft alone. You don’t get me.

Kept me short, but never close —
Just the right dose for your needs, I suppose.
You built your throne on half-spoken lies,  
Watched me fracture, called it compromise.  
But I’m not your soft design —  
I’m jagged truth, not a borrowed line.

You wanted warmth without the flame,
A shadowed man without a name.
But I am storm, I am edge, I am done.
You don’t get to claim what you thought you won.

Keep your breadcrumbs — crawled for too long.  
Took you for the one but I was wrong.  
Keep your breadcrumbs — you've hit the wall.  
For cake, it’s too late. I’ve seen it all.  
You had your chance to stand and see,  
Now I draft alone. You don’t get me.

No edits. No footnotes. No second round.  
I walk in silence. I don’t look down.


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