"Quantum Identity" is a mind-bending journey through the cosmos of self-discovery. This track blends deep, raw vocals with upbeat rhythms, exploring themes of identity, memory, and the nature of reality through vivid cosmic metaphors. From quantum physics to galactic imagery, each verse is a step deeper into the labyrinth of existence. Perfect for fans of introspective lyrics, science-inspired poetry, and genre-defying soundscapes. Dive into this auditory black hole and emerge transformed.

Quantum Identity

"The Waiting Room" is a poignant exploration of the unexpected emotional landscape that emerges after a long battle with depression and anxiety. This introspective indie-folk piece delves into the complex reality of mental health recovery, challenging the common misconception that happiness automatically follows the lifting of depression.  

Xak takes us on a journey through years of struggle, the transformative experience of ketamine therapy, and the unfamiliar territory of a mind free from the weight of mental illness, yet still searching for joy. With evocative lyrics like "I'm in the waiting room of my own life / No more pain, but joy hasn't arrived," the song captures the liminal space between healing and flourishing.  

"The Waiting Room" offers a raw and honest perspective on the recovery process, acknowledging the disorientation and sense of limbo that can come with significant personal growth. It's a testament to the ongoing nature of healing and the patience required as one learns to navigate a new emotional reality.  

This track resonates with anyone who has ever felt caught between chapters of their life, especially those who have undergone mental health treatment. It's a reminder that healing is not always linear and that the absence of pain doesn't automatically equate to the presence of happiness. Ultimately, "The Waiting Room" is an anthem for those in transition, offering solace and understanding to listeners who find themselves in their own periods of waiting and personal discovery.

Lyrics:

Years of darkness, storms inside my mind
Therapists and pills, searching hard to find
A way to lift the veil, to see the light of day
Now the clouds have parted, but the sky's still gray

I'm in the waiting room of my own life
No more pain, but joy hasn't arrived
They said depression's end would be my start
But I'm stuck here in between, with a quiet heart

Ketamine dreams showed me a new way
Anxiety's gone, depression's kept at bay
But happiness hasn't rushed in to fill the space
I'm in limbo now, at this unfamiliar place

I'm in the waiting room of my own life
No more pain, but joy hasn't arrived
They said depression's end would be my start
But I'm stuck here in between, with a quiet heart

I'm in the waiting room of my own life
No more pain, but joy hasn't arrived
They said depression's end would be my start
But I'm stuck here in between, with a quiet heart

I'm in the waiting room of my own life
No more pain, but joy hasn't arrived
They said depression's end would be my start
But I'm stuck here in between, with a quiet heart

In this waiting room, I'll learn to breathe
Maybe happiness is something I can weave
From threads of peace, from moments calm and still
In this space between, I'll find my will

The Waiting Room

Xak Stahl: Alchemist of Sound, Architect of Emotion

Xak Stahl is a genre-blurring music artist, sonic storyteller, and relentless experimenter. Every track he creates is a new world—a kaleidoscope of indie folk, alt-pop, electronica, and global flavors—infused with raw emotion and boundless curiosity. Xak’s music isn’t just heard; it’s felt.

From Shadow to Spotlight

For Xak, music is metamorphosis. His journey began in the shadows, transmuting heartbreak and struggle into songs that glow with hope. Early anthems like “Neon Dreams” and “Rising Through the Darkness” invite listeners to find their own light. His newest project, Major Arcana, channels the mysteries of the Tarot—each song an archetype, each lyric a step along the path from the Fool’s first leap to the wisdom of The World.

More Than Music: A Multisensory Universe

But Xak isn’t confined to sound. As a visual artist and writer, he crafts immersive stories that spill across genres and languages—sometimes haunting, sometimes playful, always honest. Whether he’s conjuring lush soundscapes, weaving bilingual lyrics, or creating striking visuals, Xak’s art dares you to feel deeper and dream wilder.

An Invitation to Transformation

Join Xak Stahl on a sonic odyssey that blurs borders—between genres, between artforms, between you and the music. Each release is an invitation to explore, to heal, to become. For Xak, every song is a spell, every album a universe. The only question is: are you ready to step inside?

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