Another… night… oh, here we go… again,
The weight… it drags… deep within.
Hot water burns… razor slides—so slow,
A mask I wear… but nah… they’ll never know.

Sprayed and dressed… yeah, the crowd… will flock,
Confidence burns… oh, but it’s all… a shock.
This place ain’t mine… just a… temporary high,
By 4… AM… I’ll say goodbye.

One more shot… drown… the ache,
Fake smiles I… give… just a mistake.
This body’s tired… but it moves like… fire,
Tonight’s escape… yeah… is all I require.


The party’s elsewhere… my home’s… my last retreat,
Don’t want their whispers… nah… in my sheets.
Snoring voices… makeup smeared… and gone,
Wake to faces… I feared… all along.

The night pulls fast… yeah… shots will drown,
That empty feel… oh, it… always comes ‘round.
I’m wired up… but my mind stays… cold,
Tonight’s a show… oh, the lies… unfold.

One more shot… drown… the ache,
Fake smiles I… give… just a mistake.
This body’s tired… but it moves like… fire,
Tonight’s escape… yeah… is all I require.

The music hits… oh, it fades so… fast,
Every drink just numbs… the… past.
I don’t want them… here… at dawn,
The truth strikes hard… when the night… is gone.

One more shot… drown… the ache,
Fake smiles I… give… just a mistake.
This body’s tired… but it moves like… fire,
Tonight’s escape… yeah… is all I require.

Another night… oh… my breath just stalls,
The weight of it all… yeah… the darkness calls.
Play the role… oh… just one last time,
This hollow show… yeah… it feels sublime.

Escape In Fire! | ALBUM

"Weight of Air" explores the invisible battle of depression and anxiety—how something as imperceptible as air can become crushing when filtered through mental illness. The song documents the exhausting experience of carrying on when simple existence feels overwhelming, the frustration of well-meaning but hollow advice, and finding meaning in small victories when major ones seem impossible. It's about the contradiction of suffocating in open space and the courage it takes to keep breathing anyway.

Weight of Air

Xak Stahl: Alchemist of Sound, Architect of Emotion

Xak Stahl is a genre-blurring music artist, sonic storyteller, and relentless experimenter. Every track he creates is a new world—a kaleidoscope of indie folk, alt-pop, electronica, and global flavors—infused with raw emotion and boundless curiosity. Xak’s music isn’t just heard; it’s felt.

From Shadow to Spotlight

For Xak, music is metamorphosis. His journey began in the shadows, transmuting heartbreak and struggle into songs that glow with hope. Early anthems like “Neon Dreams” and “Rising Through the Darkness” invite listeners to find their own light. His newest project, Major Arcana, channels the mysteries of the Tarot—each song an archetype, each lyric a step along the path from the Fool’s first leap to the wisdom of The World.

More Than Music: A Multisensory Universe

But Xak isn’t confined to sound. As a visual artist and writer, he crafts immersive stories that spill across genres and languages—sometimes haunting, sometimes playful, always honest. Whether he’s conjuring lush soundscapes, weaving bilingual lyrics, or creating striking visuals, Xak’s art dares you to feel deeper and dream wilder.

An Invitation to Transformation

Join Xak Stahl on a sonic odyssey that blurs borders—between genres, between artforms, between you and the music. Each release is an invitation to explore, to heal, to become. For Xak, every song is a spell, every album a universe. The only question is: are you ready to step inside?

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