produced by me. a song about being trans and in love. idk. enjoy.

lyrics:

shaken up by the trauma that i’ve dealt with
system going numb, i feel helpless
fight or flight kicking in, i feel selfish
something wrong with me, i don’t think that they’ve felt this way
that i feel now, really wanna heal now
really wanna follow my heart, make a deal now
what’s the deal now? sick of always feeling down
i just wanna be my best version, make you really proud

cuz ive held this truth inside me
always felt that i had to fight it
spent time keeping myself blinded
navigate it, without any guidance
you make me feel immortal
and goddamn, you’re so adorable
and you make me feel so normal
in a world that makes me feel so horrible

let’s take it easy now
please just don’t leave me out here
in the cold, all alone
know that we can see this out
promise i’ll keep you warm
when the sun starts to go down
when the sun starts to go down

when the sun starts to go down...

The complete soundtrack to my videowork Isidora (2023). Full HD, 23 minutes. The soundtrack in 24/96 FLAC. More information will follow where to watch the video.

Isidora soundtrack

Isidora The Sound Experience

I don't think that I'm coming back from this
Locked in and the gates have been welded shut, yeah
Lost my mind, I've pawned my happiness
Knife in your hands, leaving me covered head to toe in infected cuts

I think it's too late for me, so caught up wallowing in misery
You've cast your spell, I'm prey to your witchery, to your witchery
My skin is blistering, my lifeline soon to be history if I can't break away from your witchery

But I can't fucking help it, lifting me up when I do not deserve it
Stuck in this cycle, I'm convinced that I'm cursed
But I can only blame myself, not the people i've hurt

When you run off in the day, you leave me stuck in a reverie
Said it once before, I think you'll eat at my memories
Suck me dry of my energy, oh no

I promise this is the last time
I just slipped a bit last night
I promise this is the last time
And then it's goodbye forever for you, or least I hope...

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a song i wrote when i was feeling hopeless; before i started making things better.

vocals, guitar, programming, and composition by me, additional melodies by baredex

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witchery

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