Goin’ Goin’ Gone
Words and Music by Logan Hill, Shaun Thomson, Collen Middleton

INTRO
(goin’ goin’ goin’ gone)

VERSE 1 & 2
Long ago I was someone you would want to know
A dark star burning in the midnight sky  
Bend in the road, now the fire inside me barely glows
And no one wants to look me in the eye

PRE-CHORUS
How did I get here?
I feel colder every day 

CHORUS
I’m tryin’ to keep on smiling
But my spirit is slowly dyin’
And I need to be strong but all my hope
Is goin’ goin’ goin’ gone  

VERSE 3
There’s a song that they play for those who sell their souls
Now I call these bitter streets my home

PRE-CHORUS

CHORUS

BRIDGE
I’m out of space and out of time (goin’ goin’ goin’ gone)

CHORUS

OUTRO
(goin’ goin’ goin’ gone)

Goin' Goin' Gone

A heartfelt lament of loneliness and lost love, seeking comfort in a desolate night.

Good Lord, I'm So Lonely

This rap and hip-hop track flows through the loneliness, disillusionment and emptiness that often define today's reality. With sharp beats and cold bars, it captures the raw essence of a world where meaning is fleeting and the search for purpose feels endless. This track is for those of you who have ever questioned it all.

nihilism?

"Alone in the Dark" conveys the emotional weight of isolation and self-discovery in the midst of despair. The song follows a journey through overwhelming darkness, symbolized by internal struggles and the haunting echoes of past memories. Despite the isolation, there's a sense of longing for hope, represented by the search for a sign, a spark that can guide the way out of the darkness. Through its ethereal, ambient sound, the track portrays a soothing yet haunting atmosphere, reflecting both vulnerability and a quiet resolve to emerge from the night. The song ends on a hopeful note, asserting that the light will eventually come, and that one is never truly alone, even in the darkest of times.

Alone in the Dark

"Wings" is a melancholic ballad that delves into the themes of loss, despair, and resignation. The song tells the story of a soul once free and full of potential, now broken and adrift, unable to soar. The imagery of broken wings, endless gray skies, and the relentless wind symbolizes the emotional weight of unfulfilled dreams and the deep pain of being stuck in a cycle of repeated falls. As the narrator surrenders to the storm, they long for peace and release, finding solace only in the darkness where sorrow fades and the weight of the past is finally let go.

Wings

"Solace in Shadows" captures the quiet resilience of finding comfort in solitude amidst an endless journey through darkness, the song explores themes of self-reliance, inner refuge, and the bittersweet realization that peace can be found in embracing one's pain and walking a path alone. It’s a poetic ode to creating a safe haven within oneself when the world feels distant and cold.

Solace In Shadows

A dimly lit urban street at night, long shadows stretching under flickering streetlights. Distant figures linger near alleyways, their faces obscured except for unblinking eyes. In a retro diner, a lone figure sits motionless, staring intensely. The air is thick with paranoia, mystery, and unseen threats.

Their Gaze Never Breaks (Mix01)

Zwischen Welten. Zwischen Menschen. Und doch außerhalb. Ein Song, der nicht fragt, ob du dazugehören willst.

Nicht Teil davon

Flickering red lights pulse through fogged corridors as a sealed lab hums with fractured energy. Glitching screens and distant drones suggest something inhuman has awakened. A pulsing electronic tension cue with glitch percussion, echoing drones, and a sparse, evolving melody. Stark sound design and fractured rhythms evoke a high-tech environment on edge. Great for thrillers, sci-fi dramas, or dark investigative scenes — especially in sequences requiring a sense of calculated unease. 

Dread Circuit Protocol (Mix01)

Beneath flickering lights and echoing drips, a solitary figure waits on a decaying subway platform. Time feels suspended as shadows stretch and shift, hinting at threats just out of sight. The sense of dread tightens with each second, like breath held too long, while something unseen stirs beyond the tunnel’s mouth.
This is a pulsing minimal tension cue, driven by ticking percussion, sparse electronic textures, and isolated piano notes. Metallic scrapes, subtle effects, and an ominous organ deepen the atmosphere, gradually intensifying with layered sound design. The overall feel is restrained but unrelenting, maintaining tension without resolution.
Ideal for psychological thrillers, suspense sequences, or noir-inspired urban scenes. Especially suited to portray isolation, unease, or moments of anticipatory fear. Perfect for scenes set in transit spaces, dreamlike waiting areas, or sequences requiring a sense of calculated unease.

Last Southbound Train (Mix01)

Moonlight glints off a disassembled rifle as cold fingers slot each component into place with surgical precision. The Parisian skyline hums below—a foggy tableau of neon and shadow—while the assassin’s breath steadies into the rhythm of a ticking pocket watch. Every click of metal, every rustle of a tailored coat sleeve, tightens the air like a coiled spring.
A pulsing electronic tension cue built on relentless piano, metallic dulcimer strikes, and brooding synth pads that stretch like fog over the city. Glitch effects mimic misfiring streetlamps, while mallet instruments add icy precision. The arrangement balances minimalist repetition with sudden, unsettling swells—a sonic silhouette of calculated menace.
Ideal for noir thrillers, cyberpunk narratives, or any scene where methodical preparation meets unbearable suspense. High-stakes heists, silent takedowns, or the moment a sniper’s crosshair finds its mark.

Rooftop Assassin Directive (Mix01)

This track leans into ambient electronica and glitch-hop, with elements of isolation and digital decay.

Connection Lost

Just Dave - Silence Room

A haunting, cinematic ballad about isolation, trauma, and the faint flicker of hope that refuses to die

Ghost in his own house

“Too Hard for Help” was written out of lived experience in rural New South Wales where being autistic often means being left behind. In small towns, support systems are scarce, and when they do exist, they can turn people away for being “too complex” or “too hard.” This song gives voice to that silence.

The lyrics tell the story of calling for help and being met with rejection, of doors closing quietly while pain is hidden away. It’s about what happens when disability and geography collide, when distance, stigma, and misunderstanding leave people isolated.

This is not just a personal song; it’s a call for change. It’s about showing the reality of what autistic people in regional Australia go through every day, and asking listeners to step closer rather than turn away.

Shared under Creative Commons, “Too Hard for Help” is free for others to sing and carry forward. All that’s asked is that the words remain true, the songwriter is credited, and the message of the song — that no one is too hard for help — continues to be heard.

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Too Hard for Help

Former US Navy Veteran now aspiring country music songwriter.

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Autistic Adult writing lyrics for songs for healing from PTSD, Domestic Violence, and Coercive Control and Trauma Informed Care For Front Liners. All my songs are FREE, I invite artists in Australia to record my songs as long as words not changed and attribution given to AusticZone. Still building this platform so please be patient while I organise things. Bless you

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