Yung Id's Anthem

This song is about getting through depression and coming out on the other side knowing things will always get better. You can find the light at the end of the tunnel. When you go through the dark times: it's just Turbulence. It's temporary. It will get better.

Turbulence

ig: 888jammy

lyrics:

counting bands smoking cigs in my bed 🚬
red money in my hands like i bled 🩸
she whisper in my ear while i ride my ped 🛵
i don’t want that bitch i just want my bread 🍞

finessed a nerd out his money just to spend 🤓
he told me give it back i left him on read 😹
i’m a bad guy what is said is said 🤷‍♂️ 
on a shopping spree everything high end 👜

it gets better 😓
neck is wetter 💦 
gucci on my t prada on my sweater 💰
i got bad habits i’m a money shredder 💔
i go broke quick need to up my cheddar 🧀 

i go broke quick need to up my cheddar 🧀 
i cry diamonds when i’m under all this pressure 💎 
she blocked my ig it’s ok i say whatever 😒
imma keep staying fly inside my cellar 🦇

wrist so icy i could change the weather 🌨️
dropped my bloody bands like my hand got severed ✋
it’s okay yeah i know it gets better 🙏
i got bands i got bands imma spender 💷

and my pockets thick they never get slender 🧍
chrome purse look like i just changed my gender 💅
me and bro in the whip hit his fender 🤕
smoke too much yeah my lungs gon surrender 🫁 

counting bands smoking cigs in my bed 🚬
red money in my hands like i bled 🩸
she whisper in my ear while i ride my ped 🛵
i don’t want that bitch i just want my bread 🍞

finessed a nerd out his money just to spend 🤓
he told me give it back i left him on read 😹
i’m a bad guy what is said is said 🤷‍♂️ 
on a shopping spree everything high end 👜

imsick - not good enuff (lushsoma)

SELF-/-LESS

itgetsbetter...

lyrics:

i’m in london and i’m geeking out my head 😵‍💫
on the floor yeah i thought i was dead 😵
bitch gimme dumb brain she in sped 🥴
my vision fucked bitch i’m seeing infrared 👀

silver on my wrist silver on my neck ✨
wearing shit that you’d never even wear 🙅‍♂️
bitches on my dick why you in my hair 🤦‍♂️
i love finessing bitch gimme all your squares 🤫

bitch so bad make me wanna say a prayer 🙏
suck my dick while i light my cigarette 🚬 
black denim on my legs and they flared 👖
i’m so high bitch i’m running in the air 🌫️

i’m so high bitch i’m running outta air 😰
i’m geeked up and i’m swerving on the ped 🛵
got my fit from hell i’m getting all the stares 👹
bitch i’m licked bitch i’m licked bitch i’m licked 🍺 

black hair bitch like she slit her wrists 🩸
got a portal in my cup it ain’t tris 🫗
got a vamp bitch biting on my lips 🫦
studded bra bloody belt on her hips 🧛🏻‍♀️

so much shit in my system make me sick 🤮
powder on my nose it’s starting to itch ❄️
when i wake up i’m straight to taking nic 😔
i’m so stressed need to light another cig 🚬

Sick 3style (fern_shy + lemzy)

lyrics:

wrist like a mirror i can’t really tell the time 🕰️ 
red leather on my body like i did a crime 🩸 
red in my cup no i ain’t sipping wine 🍷 
got my shades on you can’t really tell i’m high 😎 

i don’t speak much you can tell i’m really shy 🤐
burberry my bag now i’m feeling really fly 🤑
smoke a pack a day i feel like my lungs gon die 🫁 
man this life sucks see you in the afterlife 😵

i got on that urghhh 🤮 
i got on that urghhh looking really nice 😉 
i don’t take off the tag i like looking at the price 💰 
she don’t have her coat on she must like my ice 🧊 

what the hell 😰
i got bitches looking at my belt 😵‍💫
bitch i’m smoking gas, no shell 💨 
double c’s on her chest no chanel, well 🤷‍♂️

wrist like a mirror i can’t really tell the time 🕰️ 
red leather on my body like i did a crime 🩸 
red in my cup no i ain’t sipping wine 🍷 
got my shades on you can’t really tell i’m high 😎 

i don’t speak much you can tell i’m really shy 🤐
burberry my bag now i’m feeling really fly 🤑
smoke a pack a day i feel like my lungs gon die 🫁 
man this life sucks see you in the afterlife 😵

Mayfair Music (fentanylove)

All Socials @yoacasia
Recorded on February 9th, 2024
Released October4th, 2024

Rubric Prod. Yondrr

MULTICOLOURED WAIST w/ imsick [prod. pipe_bomb]

@itgetsbetterr8, @crryout2bracelets

https://youtu.be/bxgz8HnHVdA?si=j1ipt1N2gcwyjHZJ

lyrics:
wings on my feet you can say i’m fly 🕊️
wings on my feet you can say i’m fly 🕊️ 
black fit rocking with the black tie 🤵‍♂️ 
she won’t gimme head i might not reply 🙅‍♂️

red in my hands this shit ain’t a dye 🩸 
asian bitch bet that pussy superdry 😳
your girl looked at me then u and then she sighed 😔 
geeked up on the ped every night 🏍️ 

red in my cup i’m starting to cry 😢 
blade keep it tucked need it every night 🔪
pour the muddy syrup up in my sprite 🫗
stacking bricks i ain’t talking building site 👷‍♂️ 

yahh 🗣️
yahh 🗣️
if it’s nice i won’t check to see the price 🤑
10 bodies looking like i got a strike 🎳 

if she treat me good i might hit her twice 2️⃣
if she treat me good i might hit her thrice 3️⃣
smoking on this blunt i think this is spice 😵‍💫
open instagram just to check the likes ❤️ 

wings on my feet you can say i’m fly 🕊️
wings on my feet you can say i’m fly 🕊️
wings on my feet you can say i’m fly 🕊️
wings on my feet you can say i’m fly 🕊️

wings on my feet you can say i’m fly 🕊️
wings on my feet you can say i’m fly 🕊️
wings on my feet you can say i’m fly 🕊️
swagged out at the club looking nice 😎

I put some diamonds on the time 💎 
Japanese brand jeans im lookin nice 🇯🇵
Gimme years i see envy in your face 🙎‍♀️
Turn around howd you end up in my eyes 👀 

New smoke new hoe same place, how could i be mad? 🤷‍♂️ 
how could i be mad? 🤷‍♂️ 
I keep my head in the sand 🏖️
Take a look around, no ones innocent 😇 

All i think about is my loud and my pen 🍃 
wearing foreign shoes 👟 
Making wheels spins 🚘 
And I remember I remember I remember when 💭 
Wearing foreign shoes, making wheels spin 🚘 

All i think about is my loud and my pen 🍃 
wearing foreign shoes 👟 
Making wheels spins 🚘 
And I remember I remember I remember when 💭 
Wearing foreign shoes, making wheels spin 🚘 

#itgetsbetter

wingsonmyfeet ft. Crryout (lushsoma) !!MV IN DESCRIPTION!! #itgetsbetterr

@itgetsbetterr8
lyrics:
i was pulling up to the club 🕺
waxed denim like a punk 🧑‍🎤
lotta pills in my gut 💊 
lotta red in my cup 🫗

bad bitches wanna fuck 😜
coz they know i’m serving cunt 💁🏼‍♀️
on her knees and she suck 😵
yeah she gimme yucky yuck 🤮

yeah she gimme yucky yuck 🤮 
gimme head in the truck 🛻 
baddie sipping on that mud 🍷
broski sipping on that blood 🩸 

i got snow on my nose ❄️ 
i’m gonna throw up 🤮 
i dropped snow on my clothes 😓
leather jacket filled with drugs 😵‍💫

i was pulling up to the club 🕺
waxed denim like a punk 🧑‍🎤
lotta pills in my gut 💊 
lotta red in my cup 🫗

bad bitches wanna fuck 😜
coz they know i’m serving cunt 💁🏼‍♀️
on her knees and she suck 😵
yeah she gimme yucky yuck 🤮

pulling up to the club 😎
i’m off all these drugs 🤧
this bitch wanna suck 😮
i just wanna fuck 😪

sipping on that mud 🫗
sipping on that blood 🩸 
my bro off the coke 🌨️
he on hella drugs 💊

in the toilets snorting ket 🐴 
i don’t give a fuck 🙅‍♂️
smoking cigarettes 🚬 
now my lungs are fucked 🫁 

i was pulling up to the club 🕺
waxed denim like a punk 🧑‍🎤
lotta pills in my gut 💊 
lotta red in my cup 🫗

bad bitches wanna fuck 😜
coz they know i’m serving cunt 💁🏼‍♀️
on her knees and she suck 😵
yeah she gimme yucky yuck 🤮

waxed denim (jaechii)

@itgetsbetterr8

lyrics:
it’s a white christmas in the club ❄️ 
my bro on the mud i be on the blood 🩸 
see a baddie on the street that i love ❤️ 
i don’t give a fuck i just wanna fuck 🙅‍♂️

i be up but these bitches they all stuck 🆙 
i be up but these bitches outta luck 🆙 
took her to my place all she do is suck 😫
took her to my place and she give me head 😳

yeah i’m smoking loud and i’m snorting ket 🐴 
yeah my body’s fucked i don’t even care 🤷‍♂️
said she got a man but i told her where ⁉️
it won’t hurt if you have a lil affair 😏 

bitches on my dick why you even care 💁🏼‍♀️
said he gonna try me bitch i dare 😹
geeked up i can’t walk on the stairs 😵‍💫
said she like this beat dancing to the snares 🥁 

yeah yeah
bad bitch like my swag asked me what i wear 🕴️
yeah yeah
walk around town and these bitches gonna stare 👀 

black boots on got another pair 👞 
fucked her like a bunny she call me a hare 🐇 
are you dumb did you not hear what i said 🗣️ 
dumb bitch yeah her hearing is impaired 🦻

yeah i’m sipping henny and i’m on the ped 🏍️ 
fuck the traffic imma speed through all the reds 🚦 
shiny belt on my dick see the glare ✨ 
shiny belt on my hip you can stare 👀

white christmas (ptrckparker)

keep it brief ion have timeee w/ Crryout (Lush Soma & Fern Shy)

@itgetsbetterr8
lyrics:
man this uni life so boring need some hoes to fuck 😒
need a bitch to gimme head need a bitch to suck 😝
i’m w bro and he sipping on that dirty mud 🤮
i just want some lust i don’t want your love 💔

at the rave next day we at the club 🕺
we don’t take L’s we just take them dubs 🏆
she got bikini on we not at the tub 👙
i’m w bro w my slime i’m w my blood 🩸 
yeah my fit disgusting yeah my fit is yuck 🤢 
when i step out imma cause a flood 🌊
at her crib and my dicks what she rubs 🍆
at her crib bunning zoot and we high 💨

i just nutted in her eye 👁️ 
futuristic drip they call me mcfly 😎
i was so ketted i thought i was gonna die 😵
i’m alone at the crib i was gonna cry 😿 

bad bitch told me she was thai 🇹🇭 
she was freaky in the sheets but she’s really shy 🙈 
she was grabbing on my dick i was on her thigh 🫣
i ran out of ket imma need a resupply 🐴 

man this uni life so boring need a hoe to kiss 💋 
i was coughing for a week so i’m really sick 😷 
outside w crryout and you know we take some flicks 📸
we don’t fuck with flat bitches need them really thick 🍑 

i was at the rave i fucked up my kicks 🤬
i’m w 2gon33 and he got the stick 🔫
i got lotta pounds i got money bricks 💷
yeah her parents home soon i’m cumming quick 🏃‍♂️

imsobored (shottuhs) #london

I know it rains
On top of my pain
There'll come a day
When it fades away

I'll prevent waking up on the street
Stop what I'm doing and all in between
Pick a flower
Then I'll see what you mean
I won't think I'm crazy if I still believe

Close
My
Soul
I know
It's hard to grow, grow

When I expose
Feelings under my nose
It's hard to let go
when my love's closed

I won't kiss my life goodbye
It's going to be all right
But I'll never forget
This ugly time

I'll prevent waking up on the street
Stop what I'm doing and all in between
Pick a flower
Then I'll see what you mean
I won't think I'm crazy if I still believe

Close
My
Soul
I know
It's hard to grow

When I expose
Feelings under my nose
It's hard to let go
when my love's closed

I won't kiss my life goodbye
It's going to be all right
But I'll never forget
This ugly time

I won't kiss my life goodbye
It's going to be all right
But I'll never forget
This ugly time
Believe

Close
My
Soul
I know
It's hard to grow, grow, grow
It's hard to grow, grow, grow

Surviving The Struggle

Only Us Tonight is a synth-drenched, full-throttle 1980s-inspired Pride anthem about joy, defiance, and queer love in the heart of Washington, D.C. The song follows a gay man in his 20s as he runs through the sunset-lit streets, surrounded by trans teens, drag queens, proud elders, and allies. There’s confetti, glitter, water spray, and the kind of freedom you can feel in your chest. It’s a tribute to the kids who were told to stay quiet, the ones who made it anyway, and the ones still trying. This song is loud, visual, emotional, and unapologetically queer.

To anyone in the LGBTQIA+ community who needs to hear it; show who you are. Be big. Be bright. Wear the colors, hold hands in public, dance like you were never told not to. Whether you're out and proud or still figuring things out, you matter. You’re allowed to take up space. You’re not too much, and you’re never alone. This one’s for all of us.

Note: All vocals are AI-generated due to financial limitations during production. While studio vocals weren’t accessible, all lyrics, compositions, and arrangements are original and deeply personal. This is a human story told with borrowed voices, until one day it can be sung by the ones who lived it.

Only Us Tonight

angelic (moremilly)

online (kirostardew)

Joseph T. Matthews is a multidisciplinary artist whose work lives at the intersection of music, trauma, and storytelling. His songs are raw, narrative-driven documents that explore survival, identity, mental health, and the silence that follows abuse. With a style rooted in synth-heavy, emotionally stripped soundscapes, Joseph’s work doesn’t seek to entertain—it exists to tell the truth.

His music has been described as unflinching, clinical, and unforgettable. Every lyric is intentional. Every track is a record of what someone wasn’t supposed to survive.

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Singer/Songwriter based in Chicago writing about live, love, loss, and everything in between!

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