Q-Not Quite Meditation

[Verse 1]
They see my lips are sealed tight,
But my veins are screaming in the night.
A thousand voices claw inside my skull,
I keep it locked, but it’s never full.

[Pre-Chorus]
You think I’m calm, you think I’m still,
But silence bends before it kills.

[Chorus]
I am a quiet riot — burning underneath,
Whispers like explosions hiding in my teeth.
Every breath’s a war, every thought’s a fight,
I am the silence… that sets the world alight.

[Verse 2]
Every smile is a broken mask,
Every laugh a haunted past.
I don’t shout, I don’t bleed it out,
But inside I’m fire, there’s no doubt.

[Pre-Chorus]
You think I’m tame, you think I’m weak,
But thunder roars where I can’t speak.

[Chorus]
I am a quiet riot — burning underneath,
Whispers like explosions hiding in my teeth.
Every breath’s a war, every thought’s a fight,
I am the silence… that sets the world alight.

[Bridge]
(whispered) Don’t mistake the hush for peace…
(screamed) My silence is a masterpiece!
The louder the world, the harder I hide,
But the storm inside will never subside!

[Final Chorus]
I am a quiet riot — the calm before the flame,
A funeral march screaming your name.
Every breath’s a war, every thought’s a fight,
The quiet riot… explodes tonight.

[Outro]
You’ll never hear it…
’Til it’s too late.

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Drums: Shirou Senshi (Me)
Guitar: XeroKotaku
Piano: MegumiTanaka
Violin: MegumiTanaka

Immortal Complex

Quiet Riot

[Verse 1]
She prowls the alleys when the night is cold,
Painted lips and a heart of stone.
Every glance is a loaded game,
Every promise burns like flame.

[Pre-Chorus]
Whispers drip like poison wine,
She feeds on pleasure, cross the line.

[Chorus]
Sick desires — they pull her under,
Chasing thrills that tear asunder.
Sick desires — she’ll never tire,
Dancing deeper in the fire.

[Verse 2]
A thousand hands, a thousand sins,
Every secret crawling on her skin.
She hungers more, she’s never fed,
A queen of lust in shades of red.

[Pre-Chorus]
Every heartbeat, every stare,
She finds her kingdom waiting there.

[Chorus]
Sick desires — they pull her under,
Chasing thrills that tear asunder.
Sick desires — she’ll never tire,
Dancing deeper in the fire.

[Bridge]
She smiles with madness in her eyes,
An angel fallen in disguise.
The streetlights watch, the city moans,
Her hunger carves the night in stone.

[Final Chorus]
Sick desires — the curse she craves,
A willing victim, a willing slave.
Sick desires — no one survives,
But still they crawl to feel alive.

[Outro]
Her laughter splits the midnight air,
No mercy given, no soul to spare.
The hunger grows, it never dies,
She’s the sickness in your eyes.

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Piano: MegumiTanaka
Violin: MegumiTanaka

Sick Desires

[Verse 1]
She walks in with her head held high,
Diamond eyes cut across the sky.
Every soul just a toy in her hand,
Bow to the Queen or be damned where you stand.

[Pre-Chorus]
Velvet lips, venomous lies,
Her empire built on shallow pride.
But every crown is doomed to rust,
And every Queen will choke on dust.

[Chorus]
QUEEN VICTORIA — worships her reflection,
QUEEN VICTORIA — feeding on affection.
She spits on God, she laughs at pain,
But her throne’s collapsing in the flames.

[Verse 2]
Servants crawl just to kiss her shoes,
But behind her smile is a shattered truth.
She screams, “I’m divine, I can never fall!”
But even angels burn when they fall to hell.

[Pre-Chorus]
Golden cage, brittle glass,
She’s nothing more than a shadowed mask.
Every empire turns to dust,
And every Queen will bleed like us.

[Chorus]
QUEEN VICTORIA — worships her reflection,
QUEEN VICTORIA — feeding on affection.
She spits on God, she laughs at pain,
But her throne’s collapsing in the flames.

[Bridge]
Take off the crown — it’s only chains.
Tear down the walls — expose the shame.
You call us trash, you call us small…
But you were never royal at all!

[Final Chorus]
QUEEN VICTORIA — your kingdom’s gone to ash,
QUEEN VICTORIA — a mirror that won’t last.
You spat on God, you cursed his name,
Now bow before the fire,
You’ll never reign.

[Outro]
Queen of nothing…
Long live the fall.

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Drums: Shirou Senshi (Me)
Guitar: XeroKotaku
Piano: MegumiTanaka
Violin: MegumiTanaka

Queen Victoria

[Intro]
Kneel…
I am the breath you choke on.
I am forever.

[Verse 1]
I don’t bleed, I don’t break,
I don’t crumble like the weak you create.
I am the flame that never dies,
The voice of thunder tearing through your skies.

[Pre-Chorus]
Bow your head, hear my command,
Your fragile world rests in my hand.

[Chorus]
I am eternal, I am divine,
Your worship, your fear, your soul is mine.
Immortal, unchained, above your flesh,
I rise, I reign — I am the complex.

[Verse 2]
Your prayers mean nothing, your gods are ash,
I spit on their thrones, I burn their past.
Every crown you forged was forged for me,
Every sinner kneels in my majesty.

[Pre-Chorus]
Fall in line, kiss the ground,
I am the queen of the lost and found.

[Chorus]
I am eternal, I am divine,
Your worship, your fear, your soul is mine.
Immortal, unchained, above your flesh,
I rise, I reign — I am the complex.

[Bridge]
I am your nightmare, I am your dream,
I am the silence inside your scream.
I am the shadow that never fades,
The curse you love, the god you’ve made.

[Final Chorus]
I am eternal, I am divine,
Your worship, your fear, your soul is mine.
Immortal, unbroken, bow to excess,
This is my kingdom — my immortal complex.

[Outro]
Kneel… and remember my name.

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Drums: Shirou Senshi (Me)
Guitar: XeroKotaku
Piano: MegumiTanaka
Violin: MegumiTanaka

[Verse 1]
She walks the halls with her head held low,
Every laugh cuts deep, but they’ll never know.
Whispers follow like a ghost in chains,
Her name a weapon, her tears their game.

[Pre-Chorus]
She begged for a seat, just one small place,
But all they gave her was shame and disgrace.

[Chorus]
“You don’t belong,” that’s all they’d say,
Another scar for another day.
But the fire inside won’t stay for long,
She’s carving her name where she belongs.

[Verse 2]
Lockers slam, another cruel joke,
Her dreams reduced to ash and smoke.
Every insult carved into her skin,
But revenge is sweet when the rage begins.

[Pre-Chorus]
She’s done with the silence, done with the pain,
The outcast rises — remember her name.

[Chorus]
“You don’t belong,” that’s all they’d say,
Another scar for another day.
But the fire inside won’t stay for long,
She’s carving her name where she belongs.

[Bridge]
No more begging for your crown,
She’s the queen that burns you down.
Every insult, every shove,
Now she’s the storm you’re dreaming of.

[Final Chorus]
“You don’t belong” — now hear her roar,
Your kingdom’s ashes on the floor.
She took your hate, she made it strong,
Now you’ll remember —
She always belonged.

[Outro]
Not in your crowd.
Not in your game.
But in the end — you’ll scream her name.

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Drums: Shirou Senshi (Me)
Guitar: XeroKotaku
Piano: MegumiTanaka
Violin: MegumiTanaka

You Don’t Belong

[Intro]
Step inside…
No turning back now.
This is my chaos.
This is my crown.

[Verse 1]
Concrete bleeding under neon lights,
Whispers crawling through the veins of night.
Every scream, every scar I’ve earned,
Built this kingdom — now it’s your turn.

[Pre-Chorus]
You wanted truth? You wanted pain?
You wanted fire running through your veins?
I’ll give you everything, raw and unfurled…
Welcome to my world.

[Chorus]
WELCOME TO MY WORLD — where angels burn and demons sing,
WELCOME TO MY WORLD — feel the chaos that I bring.
No rules, no chains, just fury unfurled,
This is your baptism… welcome to my world.

[Verse 2]
Ashes falling like a holy rain,
Beauty tangled in the voice of pain.
Hear the thunder — feel the ground collapse,
I am the nightmare they can’t unwrap.

[Pre-Chorus]
You wanted blood? You wanted sin?
You wanted hell dressed in porcelain?
I’ll give you everything, savage and curled…
Welcome to my world.

[Chorus]
WELCOME TO MY WORLD — where angels burn and demons sing,
WELCOME TO MY WORLD — feel the chaos that I bring.
No rules, no chains, just fury unfurled,
This is your baptism… welcome to my world.

[Bridge]
Step deeper… deeper…
No escape, no savior.
I am the wound that never heals,
The truth you choke but still can’t kill.

[Final Chorus]
WELCOME TO MY WORLD — the anthem of decay,
WELCOME TO MY WORLD — where the weak are torn away.
No mercy, no silence, banners unfurled…
This is my kingdom — welcome to my world.

[Outro]
You’re mine now…

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Credits:
Drums: Shirou Senshi (Me)
Guitar: XeroKotaku
Piano: MegumiTanaka
Violin: MegumiTanaka

Welcome to My World

[Verse 1]
I gave you time like treasure, folded trust in my hands,
You wore a saint’s costume stitched from half-truths and plans.
Every late night excuse, every feathered lie,
You built a throne of promises — I watched it rot and die.

[Pre-Chorus]
I fell for a hollow echo, thought it was a song,
Turns out your melody was waiting to do me wrong.

[Chorus]
You never loved me — you only loved your game,
A whisper in my ear, a match to feed your flame.
You traded my mornings for your reckless, nightly thrills —
Now watch me burn the bridge; I’ll collect the bills.

[Verse 2]
You kept receipts for favors, kept my name on speed dial,
Left me on read while you starred in someone else’s smile.
I learned every lie you practice, how you pull and how you pry,
So I started learning how the mirror gives the truest lie.

[Pre-Chorus]
You thought I’d crumble quietly, sink without a sound —
But I learned how to roar until the whole room drowned.

[Chorus]
You never loved me — you only loved your game,
A whisper in my ear, a match to feed your flame.
You traded my mornings for your reckless, nightly thrills —
Now watch me burn the bridge; I’ll collect the bills.

[Bridge]
I gathered every faded photograph, every careless text,
Laid them on the table — all your skeletons unvexed.
I fed them to the daylight, let the gossip take a bite,
Truth is a slow machine and honeyed lies die in the light.

[Breakdown]
No fists, no knives — I used the world you loved the most:
Your face in every conversation, your name the needed ghost.
They saw the pattern, watched your kingdom start to slide,
And irony tastes sweeter when you’re watching from the side.

[Final Chorus]
You never loved me — you loved the way I bled,
You loved the stories you could tell in someone else’s bed.
But now I’ve staked my claim: your lies on public view —
You wasted me for sport — now I’ll waste you.

[Outro]
I walked away while your phone still buzzed in the dark;
The silence I left was a louder thing than my heart.
Look for me in headlines, dressed in what you couldn’t see —
You never loved me. Now the world believes me.

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Credits:
Drums: Shirou Senshi (Me)
Guitar: XeroKotaku
Piano: MegumiTanaka
Violin: MegumiTanaka

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053 | zeroko
Exploring the blurred lines between sound and silence. Ambient / Electronica / Minimal works and sketches. Updates from Tokyo.
Contact: 053zeroko053@gmail.com

Owner of Senshi Media Group/Drummer/Producer/writer of all my own lyrics and create music for every song.


Music made with: FL STUDIO

Credits:
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Guitar: XeroKotaku
Piano: MegumiTanaka
Violin: MegumiTanaka

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