Inspired Mainly by the Phonk Demon EP by Lil Revive and and tracks like Voidwalker and RUN UP! by Jake Hill

SHH! OR ELSE...

Written by: Kurumi Violet 
Produced by: @decago & @1akura
Mixed & Mastered by: @joshiguess
Artwork from: Blue Period (Manga)
Artwork Edited by: Kurumi Violet 

Lyrics: 
[Chorus]
Another Valentine's alone
Nothing left to light up my soul
No princess to hold close
Still go unnoticed in this scene 
Meeting Bryson feels like a dream come true
(In this scene)

[Verse]
I wish you could come back from the past
Wearing a cloak like I'm the boy Cid 
In eminence of shadow 
But I don't need a garden 
Full of women 
I just need to find one in the future to be with 
Fuck all that harem bullshit ya
(Fuck all that harem shit)
New year new me
But That's not what I'm on 
I'm not like them yeah
Talk a bunch of shit 
But they won't do anything about themselves 

[Bridge]
They just act like their resolution 
Will solve their life 
But they don't take the steps to get it right 
I don't wanna be by myself 
But I know that's it better for my mental health 

[Chorus]
Yeah 
Another Valentine's alone
Nothing left to light up my soul
No princess to hold close
Still go unnoticed in this scene 
Meeting Bryson feels like a dream come true
But it's never the end so go on

Alone (Prod. Decago & Akura)

HOW CAN I BE FINE WHEN EVERYTHING IS CRASHING?
Original Release Date: January 24th, 2022

I grind my teeth
It hurts to speak about things I've kept to myself
I try to put it all behind me
I don't wanna fight I'll find repose
I've held my head down way too low
Cause that's all I've known, and you wonder why
I don't know how to say it
But I'm gonna try my best, here it goes

So how can I be fine when everything is crashing?
Why do you cross my mind when fire burns around me?
I'm forced to walk your line, I should've walked away
Cause maybe then you'd see the damage that you did to me

I made it out alive
My life was awfully hazy
It broke me down, I talk it out
I'm not ready to face it
So, I'll just bottle it
Put another one down, and ball your fist, I
Feel fear when you stumble in
I know that look and pain that comes with it
I'm holding on and I swear to God
These memories won't make me
I can't forgive and I won't forget
Cause these scars are permanent

So how can I be fine when everything is crashing?
Why do you cross my mind when fire burns around me?
I'm forced to walk your line, I should've walked away
Cause maybe then you'd see the damage that you did to me

I wish that things could be different
In a perfect world, I don't hold a grudge
And we find the love that you wasted
I try to sleep, but it bothers me
And I'm left to weep, I feel empty
But what's done is done, so I'll spare my lungs
I won't let it bring me down
I wish you'd right your wrong with that pride
You hold way down in your dark soul
I'm waiting for the guilt to die cause
I've never got a chance to say goodbye

So how can I be fine when everything is crashing?
Why do you cross my mind when fire burns around...
Me!

So how can I be fine when everything is crashing?
Why do you cross my mind when fire burns around me?
I'm forced to walk your line, I should've walked away
Cause maybe then you'd see the damage that you did to me

walk away/state of mind - Acoustic

walk away (Acoustic)

IS ANYBODY THERE TO WATCH ME DROWN?
Original Release Date: January 24th, 2022

I thought I had it all figured out, I had to burn some bridges down
Don't want the world to see me now, another lonely night that I fall inside my head
Then I crawl inside my bed, I don't care if I wake up
This shit sucks, got a bag that's packed, and I'll test my luck
I'm cliché, look, another sad song
And I've got the freeway in my sights
Can I get some leeway even if I'm dead wrong?
I don't wanna say goodbye, but tonight I'm desperate

So how do I learn to love myself if I hate everything else?
Is anybody there to watch me drown? Don't help, I've been beating myself down
Why do I even try? What a waste of time, I really gotta shake that state of mind
I feel like I've been buried alive, I'm running out of time

I put a tough face on, don't give me questions
I wander everywhere I go with no direction
Don't see the point, I've been feeling paranoid
Try and drown out all the noise, I can't handle my emotions
Something's gotta give, these words will only get me so far
I scream out into nothing, I feel like I'm going-
Nowhere fast, like the same old story
Nothing ever new, I'm the world's most boring
Tearing me apart from the inside
I don't wanna say goodbye, but tonight I'm desperate

So how do I learn to love myself if I hate everything else?
Is anybody there to watch me drown? Don't help, I've been beating myself down
Why do I even try? What a waste of time, I really gotta shake that state of mind
I feel like I've been buried alive, I'm running out of time
Why do I even try? What a waste of time, I really gotta shake that state of mind
I feel like I've been buried alive, I'm running out of time

state of mind (Acoustic)

i am so damn unattractive

full ep 12/03

produced by @prodneverforever
https://youtu.be/8lZ7r48DEbw?si=QhyauFrokW6BULA2

mixed, written by me

theres nothing i wouldnt do 
if it meant that i wont lose you
nothing in the world, i wouldnt do
to make sure, i dont lose you
nothing in the-
that make-
i dont lose you

theres nothing in the world i wouldnt do
to make sure, that i dont lose you

theres nothing-

make sure (prod. neverforever)

Featuring: @akiradoves
Written by: Phantom Eclipse & AkiraDoves
Produced by: @taymxru
Mixed & Mastered by: @akiradoves
Artwork from/by: FLA Wolf Dong (Wuthering Waves Art Director)
Artwork edited by: Phantom Eclipse 

Lyrics:
[Verse 1: AkiraDoves]
Cause I don't wanna forget
What you told me?
I don't know wanna stay dead
So you forget me

All the things I said
I've lost them all
Help me remember
Cause I don't wanna forget
What you told me?
I don't know wanna stay dead
So you forget me
All this nonsense in my head
You're just a chemical to me
I can't fucking take this pain
just bring it out for me

[Bridge: AkiraDoves]
Me..........

[Verse 2: Phantom Eclipse]
So many times 
I wish I had to break past the barrier
But this life just gets scarier 
Yet they still ask me to carry more
All these voices in my head 
With a heavy heart I lay empty
Some days memories still tempt me
You hate me & you broke me down

Lost It All W/ AkiraDoves (Prod. taymxru)

produced by october

mixed, written by me

i feel like a kid again
baby youre the one to blame
you make me feel real again
i believe in love again
i wish we could be together
forever and ever light like feather
you make me feel real again
i believe in love again

thought i couldnt fall deeper but i kept falling
when im with you everything is so vibrant
you make the world seem whole less violent
im glad to call you
my darling

a kid again (prod. october)

Lonely

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/6CIjVuxAANxL0oULLN7I0C?si=oiqQu3DPQ161FH5PpSBJMA

Youtube: https://youtu.be/idV9frKvxg4?si=O4DDXP9d8ba9S1oN

Josh A - F.A.F.O

Josh A - Fighting The Devil

Josh A - Revival

https://open.spotify.com/track/247yP6hq3AJkZxxLwJN3Cd?si=3eLk2-7vQOOUOOtmwA0cXg

Josh A - The Brink

Buy this Beat here: https://bsta.rs/ObML9S

Dark Trap Beat - 'JINXES' [Eisvogelbeats]

Iamjakehill - 50 BMG

Josh a would love for u to stream it on spotify
https://open.spotify.com/track/2p3QgrvLUoEdeLNfjSZChe

Josh A - CLIMB

LYRICS:
Down in the holler, I was looking for love
Something I can find just to fix me up
Been a little minute since I had me a time
I only got one thing, on my mind
Then a thick and juicy cutie started walking my way
I said "Hey good looking, come and make my day"

He was pounding me hard till the sun came up
Huffing and-a puffing and-a taking it rough
We made a lot of loving with a little bit of pain
Banging that booty, while I'm yelling his name
Choking and-a stroking till I'm tired and sore
I'm gagging on it, Daddy got me begging for more

(I like you)
(What's your name?)

He said he had to go to work, I wasn't ready to stop
I went down to the river, I was scoping the spot
I met a tall tan hunk with a look in his eyes
And he winked and I'm thinking, "That'll do just fine"
Then he pulled me in the woods and got me out my boots
He looked me up and down and said, "You sure are cute"

He was pounding me hard till the sun came up
Huffing and-a puffing and-a taking it rough
We made a lot of loving with a little bit of pain
Banging that booty, while I'm yelling his name
Choking and-a stroking till I'm tired and sore
I'm gagging on it, Daddy got me begging for more

He left me with a kiss, I headed out to the bar
Drinking and-a laughing, dancing under the stars
A tasty looking snack came and took my hand
He said, "Hey there baby, let me be your man"
I thought about it, then I said, "Hell, why not?"
We stumbled out the door, I guess I'll give it a shot

He was pounding me hard till the sun came up
Huffing and-a puffing and-a taking it rough
We made a lot of loving with a little bit of pain
Banging that booty, while I'm yelling his name
Choking and-a stroking till I'm tired and sore
I'm gagging on it, Daddy got me begging for more

(Well) You can take me where you wanna, baby, put it in drive
I don't care where we go, I'm just along for the ride
I got a fever for the flavor, give me spicy and sweet
I'm craving you, baby, make it rain on me
He was pounding me hard till the sun came up
Huffing and-a puffing and-a taking it rough
We made a lot of loving with a little bit of pain
Popping that bussy like bang-bang-bang

He was pounding me hard till the sun came up
Huffing and-a puffing and-a taking it rough
We made a lot of loving with a little bit of pain
Banging that booty, while I'm yelling his name
Choking and-a stroking till I'm tired and sore
I'm gagging on it, Daddy got me begging for more
Choking and-a stroking till I'm tired and sore
I'm gagging on it, Daddy got me begging for more

Beggin' for More

Dixon Dallas - Beggin' for More

NEW MUSIC RELEASES EVERY SINGLE FRIDAY!!!
Lyrics are in the Description of 90% of Songs
so much music, so little time.
not my music, files on my computer.

My former names include @kurama_sd , @kurama-sad , @reapers-shadow, & @reapers-remnants

My alt account is @kurumi-violet It will be used for emo plugg & more cutesy music

This account is for Dark hyperpop, Shoe gaze, Alt rock, & DnB might have other styles if they fit or are needed to convey an albums theme.

The best way to describe this account is for all my girly, cute, and emo plug type music. I like to express my more feminine side through this type of music. If you want to hear my other music. I'm also known as Reapers Shadow & Phantom Eclipse.

New tracks tagged #Jake Hill