It's not the having but the wanting,
That flames the desire and the need,
Fantasy can be confronting,
When the reality can't compete,
Feel the addiction to the rush,
Lost in pursuit of my own lust,

When you have nothing, 
Need is the only thing that's real
When you have everything,
The addiction reminds you how to feel

Where does the yearning start?
The mind's eye or in my heart?
Is it the hunting that I love,
Or is it the Coup de Grace,

The wolf is clawing at the door, 
Get me crawling on all fours
Letting poison drip slowly,
Isn't the same as a cure,
Clearing the path of my own obstructions
Or choose cold comforts of self-destruction,

When you have nothing, 
Need is the only thing that's real
When you have everything,
The addiction reminds you how to feel

Where does the yearning start?
The mind's eye or in my heart?
Is it the hunting that I love,
Or is it the Coup de Grace,

The all-consuming and the consumed,
Abandon myself in your perfume,
When the moment is said and done,
I'll grieve for what we'll never become,
Crafting the objects of your desire,
Can't fill the cavity inside,

When you have nothing, 
Need is the only thing that's real
When you have everything,
The addiction reminds you how to feel

Where does the yearning start?
The mind's eye or in my heart?
Is it the hunting that I love,
Or is it the Coup de Grace,

Is it the Coup de Grace,

Pls feed the animals

Coup de Grace

Buy me a coffee

FOCUS

Disaster Class

I'm generating the soundtrack for my own life, Yes, I'm using AI to translate my lyrics into music but I see it as just an exciting and new instrument to add to the repertoire. Ultimately, I'd rather listen to something real annd personal than the artificial songs pushed by the 'real' mainstream media. At least these songs connect to me. I hope they connect to you, too, and if they do then it really doesn't matter how they get generated, does it?

While these are a personal passion project, I am trying to capture things that I believe resonate with other people's experiences. Music is communication, after all. 

Please enjoy picking up the fragments of my mind. 

If you see me passing through the algorithm please feel free to say g'day.

Reach out if you listen to the song and like it. If you like it then please repost and share it with other people who may also like it. If you want to create something with any track then let me know. I will happily share but don't try to sell me anything. If you're inspired then create something and pay it forward. 

I also like coffee, so... you know... Cheers.

buymeacoffee.com/rayzorbach

And now I am watching the inexplicable uptake of a track. I will post an ablum in this style and vibe as soon as possible to see what you all respond to. 30/10/25

New tracks tagged #John Dowling