Floored
I’ve been
Gone 
In my 
Space
Making  
All these 
Tones

Ion got 
No time 
For your 
Problems 
No 

Smoke 
Some shit 
Then
Feel 
A better 
Flow

Come to 
Myself 
Bouta 
Better picture 
Huh 

Never 
Relate
To
Your 
Digressions
No

Spiral 
Into my 
Mind 
Feeling 
Outta 
Sight
Paint
Some newer
Pictures
And I’ve 
Been feeling 
All 
Bright

Ain’t gonna 
Let
You fucks 
Make me 
Think I 
Ain’t tight 
N losing 
All my 
Fuckin
Sight 

I’m 
Feeling 
All these 
Newer heights
Cause
I ain’t gonna
Be stuck
In your 
Lower 
Level
Fuckin
Hypes 

Member 
I’ve been building 
Shit
That you can’t 
Deny 

Tell me 
Fuckin 
Different 
Like to see
You try 
Only working
Towards some 
Better times 

Always 
Knowing 
I’m better 
Without 
Feeling 
So fuckin 
Ever. inclined 

Make some newer 
Things 
That been feeling 
Right 
Notice I’ve been
Always pushing 
Right 

Never 
Gonna fall 
Into 
Your well of
Still water 
Minds 
How you 
Think 
I’m a 
Parasite 

N ion 
Need 
Nobody 
So how
Can 
You think 
Ima leach
Right

When
Ion need nothing
From
Your fuckin
Thoughts 
How you fuckin
Think ill never 
Fuckin
Be
Inclined 

Kill myself 
Again
N realize
All these 
Muthafuckas
Never
Fuckin right

KOTD - Spiral (Prod. smllslikekurtt)

Interpret all these
Fuckin things
Now 

Clouded
Judgements
Gone get 
You
Fuckin
Lost 

Put myself 
Together
Like ima 
Therapist 
Now

Cause ion 
Got nothing 
But my
Fuckin self

Tell me
What you 
Think 
I’m missin
Cause I know
I ain’t slippin 
On your 
Flooded
Toxic
Waves
That ain’t
Hittin

Oh

Find a cue
But you losing
Always hitting 
8s in that 
Pocket 
With your
Fuckin
Essence
Ho 

Get my work
Together 
N been feeling
Different 
Only growing 
Better 
To my 
Presence 
Shorty 
Tell me
I need 
Rest 

But I’m
Working 
Till I’m
Dressed
Cause if
Ion get it
I’ll be less
Than 
This Fuckin 
Mess

That voice
Of hers
Tells me
That im next
So ima 
Keep pushing 
Till I’m 
Fuckin 
Maxed 

K k k 
Kill nyself
So much 
Till I’m back
Visit 
Hell 
N back
Into
Better 
Fuckin 
Stacks

Interpret all these
Fuckin things 
Now

Clouded
Judgements
Gone get 
You
Fuckin
Lost 

Put myself 
Together
Like ima 
Therapist 
Now

Cause ion 
Got nothing 
But my
Fuckin self

Pick my 
Poison
N build 
Something
With beauty
Sounds

Can’t 
Get lost
In your 
Fog of 
Doubts

KOTD - Interpret (Prod. prodbywonka!)

Put this 
Cloak
On
Feel embraced
By my presence
Come together
Instead
Of rippling
Like
This water
Down
A drain
Cause what
I think
Now
Isn’t 
Part of
Your
Path
To
Lower level
Symbols 
Paste

I can see
A better 
Process
Of my life
N what it takes 
Cause 
I know I’ll 
Be something 
You can’t
Imagine 
In lifetimes
That 
Surpass
Your
Existence
Where people
Will 
Scream
My Fuckin 
Name 

N you’ll
Wonder
Where
I’m at 

Or where
I’m Fuckin 
Going

But I’ll
Be
Lost in
A different space

Where 
No one can
Get a fuckin taste
Of my presence
Other than thoughts 
Okay

So they’ll have
To just dream
Of that place 
Just like how 
I did
When you 
Were here
In my fuckin 
Face 
Seeing 
A demon 
Destroy
rebuild
A better
State
Of his
Conscious

Aye 

Fuck 

Cause 
I know this 
Time won’t 
Fuckin wait

If sacrificing 
My own 
Heart 
I’ll do what
It fuckin takes

Cause anything 
Is better
Than this 
Fuckin state
That keeps 
Me outta place 

If I dont 
Feel much
Then I won’t 
Fuckin Need 
it 
Any
Any
anyways 

All I know 
Is I’ll show
You that 
I am something 
To this place 
That this realm 
Of people
Can’t ever 
Replace

That will 
Live through 
soul 
Even after 
Your not 
Here on this place

I’ll be undeniable 
In every existence 
So ill be engraved 
To your soul
How 
I fuckin
trace

KOTD - Time Wont Wait (Prod. S1N7H)

What 
You see
But I can’t
See what
Think
Pls tell 
Me 
I’m me
So I feel
Like I’m
Me

Sorry 
I feel like
I’m not
Enough
To everyone 
N everything 
But I have
To be perfect
Or I’ll feel 
Less than
What you all
Think 

At least 
Your better
In your state
So pls
Don’t ever be 
Me 
Cause It’s not a
Place people 
Should 
Be 
N you’ll
See 

Make changes
But still 
They think
I’m not 
Better than 
before
So what can
I prove when
No one wants
To be anywhere 
Around me 

Help me forget 

Help me forget 

Help me forget 

Pls cause 
I don’t wanna
Think about 
How I can fix 
All of these 
Things 
N I’d hope 
People give me 
A chance to
See I’m not
What there lost 
Assumptions
Believe 
 
Help me forget 

Helll me forget

Help me forget 
That I’m not 
These things 
Inside my head
Cause I know I’ve
Grown but 
So much is hammering 
Me down 
To stop
My blossom 
To what I’m best 

Pls help me
Forgot these
Memories
Cause they don’t
Help my growth
Or make me feel 
Whole to 
What’s next

I promise 
I can be better
That what I was
Last 
Cause I’m already 
Way past 

But I know
Even if I spell 
It out no 
One understands 
I could tell you
To your face
Or make this 
Music
N still none 
Of you get it

KOTD - Help Me Forget (Prod. sickboi)

What

Cold 
But I got 
My fuckin hoody 
On
Feeling cozy
Take a step 
Back
Look at 
My face
See if
I’m still real
Or am I another
Part of myself
Oh

Look into my eyes
N see a life
You wouldn’t 
Know About 
Ho

Somewhere 
I belong
You couldn’t 
Live
Or ever belong 
To 

One day 
You’ll realize
Wtf I talk
About 
When you 
See my soulless
Eyes
That i have
more knowledge 
Than what you 
Ever been around 
You couldn’t 
Ever know about 
Oh no

Oh

Sorry but 
Don’t judge
Me oh

I just lose 
Myself
Sometimes

I’d just hope 
You would stay 
Around

Cause I know 
Ima be alone 
Somehow

Lock myself 
Up 
in my own 
Thoughts
Work till I’m
Numb
N falling asleep
At my desk 
Burn another
Cigarette
In my wrist
To make sure
I’m still here

At least
I’m awake 
So I can
Make 
More 
So much 
More
That im best
So I can’t have 
Anything 
Less
You 
Know 

N I’ve already
Agreed
That I don’t 
Need my heart
Just so I can be
Better to your 
Eyes that
See my love

Right 
Oh

KOTD - Somewhere I Belong (Prod. S1N7H) [SIB Part I]

KOTD -  Dead Inside (Prod. veursaflav)

Left me 
What you 
Think you 
Leaving 
Ho

I’ve been 
Gone
N dead
So what 
You Leavin 
Oh 
Died
N reborn
Caterpillar
Toned

Shed my 
Skin
N make
A better home
N feel
All these
New colors 
Shown

Flew to
Better ideas
In my hopes
Since
What
You hope
Is never
Grown 
Typical
With
All that poison
You been 
Feeding on 

See what you 
Think
You Leavin 
If the older
Me is dead
To your copes
N where
You think 
You need it 
From

Surely not
This path
Cause I’ve
Been
Flying 
Better
With my
Wings
I’ve got
Some 
Confidence 
With where
I’m fuckin
going 

So I know 
All I need
Is to be level
With myself
N not
With 
Things
That clip
My wings
From ever growin

Feelin fresh
N better
Than before
Catch me 
Movin different 
So don’t 
Think I ever
Needed anyone
Now
I don’t pay 
Attention 
Nothing 
But my passions
Oh

KOTD - Butterfly (Prod. purc)

Laying over 
Feeling lost 
Come to realize 
I’ve been in time
No way 
Ima let you change 

What I’ve been
To strong 
How I feel 
Huh 

But I can tell you 
That what I mean 
Is real not like 
What you all 
Try to tell me 
Now

So what’s 
The point 
When you make 
Me feel so wrong 
Cause the finger 
You point 
Should look directly 
At yourself 

Makes it  easy
For me to not give 
A fuck 
Cause I know 
How much you 
All fuckin suck 

It’s funny what 
Loyalty can mean 
But couldn’t be 
Compared to me 
Cause they are faker 
Than what they breath
Call it cheap
Might as well 
Give them change
How you mean 
Cause how 
Less there
Feelings be
N it’s all 
Open than 
The sea

Always look
So crazy 
At me
When
Yall be acting
Like some 
Pions 
To some crumble 
Hurdles
So what’s 
Your value be

Underlying if
I’m thinking
Way to much
Or maybe
People aren’t 
Meant for me
Oh no

So I keep
Pushing 
My direction
N leave em all
To sink
Cause I 
Ain’t
Drowning 
With You
Clowns 

Why does it 
Always feel this
Way

I guess I haven’t
Found my 
Place

N don’t you
See I’m working
Harder than can 
Be

My head tends
To eat at me
I’m sorry plz

hope things
Don’t make
Me feel outta 
Me

Let me know
It’s always
okay to 
Be 

Sorry 
That these
Thoughts
Always 
Get the best of me 

Guess it’s 
How it always 
Be

Trust me 
I wish jt wasn’t 
In my head to
Think

KOTD - Layover (Prod. whatswrongchase & sickboi) [SIB Part II]

KOTD W/ duskwick - Bop Walk (Prod. duskwick, youforia)

KOTD - Time (Prod. decoiy)

LONELYBOY - Hypnosis

Dreaded this morning
Ya ya I’m okay 
I couldn’t feel 
My face
But that’s just
Ugh 
Another
Day
In my fate
Fuck a 
Smile
What you
Think About 
My face 
Ya

Smoke another
Till I 
Collect
Another
Off of 
My weight
Hey
Keep up
With me
Or get a 
Place
Or are
You just lost 
With this subjects 
Huh 

Pop another
In my sight
Huh
Sip another
Or I might just
Get all
so tight 
Flip this shit
Back to stay 
So clear
In my mind 
Right ain’t 
That right
Oh
Huh 
Ion wanna
Be tested
But people
Seem to
Get there
Pride
All fucked
Up
Like
Get out 
My sight

I’ve been getting
Pissed
So i might 
Just pull his 
Jaw back 
And take his
Teeth out 
So he can’t 
Speak oh shit
N wear it onna necklace
So you belong 
To me 
Then I cut em
Open
So I eat 
N
Feel 
Alive
To
Be 

Drinkin 
This blood
N feelin
Like I’m
N Off 
Dreaming
In different 
Realms
I’ve been 
Off to be

KOTD - Soahc (Prod.VROLY'S REVENGE)

Feelin lost
Stuck 
Up in 
My state 
Ain’t awake

Guess I’ll
Be here
All cold
But I don’t 
Wanna 
No

don’t
You know 
So tell me
It’s all okay
Where you be ?
Better
Days we can 
Make so
Let me in
Pls
Trust me though 
It’s okay 

You know you 
Don’t gotta 
Do it all by 
Yourself
No

Baby are you 
Really down):

Baby are you 
Really down ):

Let me 
Know n
I can make 
It better now
So don’t leave
Me with all these
Fuckin
Doubts

Let me wipe those 
tears
N
I don’t wanna 
See you in 
Pain n
No I 
rather
See that pretty 
Smile
That makes
This life
Better now

Trust me
N I can make
All this pain go 
Away

Give me 
Time 
N I can make
All these
Things I’ve
Been saying 

You know you 
Don’t gotta 
Do it all by 
Yourself
No

Baby are you 
Really down):

Baby are you 
Really down ):

Trust me
This place
Is 
Much
Worse
By myself

I rather 
Be with
You 
N feel 
Nothing else

KOTD - Down [Pixelated Kisses Flip]{Joji}

LONELYBOY - My Picturers Are Motionless

KOTD - Silent Hill (Prod. prodsims)

Ya
I heard you 
Heard
How you don’t 
Hear me no 
Heart it 
Ya I guess you 
Don’t 

I know

I know 
It but
I know you 
Don’t like it
Like you say 
You do 
I’ve been hearing 
How you say 
You love it 
But honestly 
Do you 

Come on 
Who even loves
Me 
How these
Things 
I’ve been making 
Be sided
Like just 
How you choose

Come around 
When you want 
Not cause you 
Truly want to 

Woke up n decided
What I wanna 
Be 
Since 
All the things 
That you
Choose
If I needa feel
Hate
N pain
Then that’s 
What I’ll choose
I’ve got nothing 
To lose since
Yall took that
Heart up outta me 
So I ain’t got 
Shit to lose 

Dressed in
What I love
Even got
That  blood 
Up on my 
Shirt too
Cozy enough
Fuh fuh For me 
Got some more
Dope so I 
Know 
I Stay true

N if you
Don’t like
Me then
You can go
Fuck yourself 
N
Fuck you 
Too

Cause
Ain’t nothing
about you true 

Ya 
I’ve been out 
hearing 
How you don’t 
Heard you 
No 
How I’m here
How you talking 
Now
Propaganda 
N all the
Fuckin 
Bullshit 
That you
Be speaking 
I don’t needa 
Hear about 
You talk about 
Yourself 

I’ve been out 
Here fuckin 
Pushing all
My fuckin motion 
N actually
Give a fuck 
About you 
All along 

You can come
N try
N tell me 
Different 
But I don’t 
Give a fuck 
About it 
Cause I’m 
By myself

KOTD - No Heart (Prod. xdonny)

Fuck em
I’ve been
On
They’ve 
Been 
Playing games
Like 
They playing 
Songs
Got a Dora 
Shorty

Aye

We’ve
Been
Exploring much 
N 
All them 
Other Bitches 
Got  my
Name 
In there fuckin 
Mouth 
Like get 
A atlas
Or get
It going 
Hibana 
Get it kickin 
In your fyckin 
Door
Cause 
They always 
Fucking playing 
Rainbow 6
Get it 
Fuckin breaching 
In your place
Cause I
Ain’t playing 
Fuckin games 
How they 
Always 
Test my patience

Sorry momma 
But I get it running 
Sorry I’ve been 
Hurtin them oh 

Glock up 
On my waist 
But I ain’t gonna
Let it blow 
Cause these
Fuckin
Pussys
Ain’t tryna run a
Fade in

Hey 26j 
Tell em 
Oh 

Only difference 
Is they can 
Catch it when 
I’m 
Sayin
Ion care if 
Get my ass beat
But at least
I ain’t playin 

No

True to manner 
And principles 
Unlike 
You lames be 
Scared to 
Feel failure 
See

Make 
You pray to
High peace
But he ain’t 
Gonna save
You from
Truth or 
Reality 

Pray to nothing 
While you look up
At the face of me 
Cause I’ll show 
You who fuckin 
Face oh true 
To be 

Yo 
Perception
How 
It
Always 
Is
A blanket 
Sheet
Ho
Ho
Ho


Truth of this 
Is I’ve been 
Fuckin changing 
And they 
Ain’t never 
Fuckin change 
Ya No 

Push this metal 
To your temple 
N see life
Become 
A fuckin dream 
Realize 
All your fuckin faults 
Now

KOTD - Janky flip {26J}[Freestyle]

Ya ain’t that right 

Time

Ya 

Ugh

Ya

Think of what you 
Know 
N I can make
All that shit 
Disappear

Come n see
Me when
You figure
Out what you 
Call a  life
So I can
Break open
Your mind
N show
You truth
N then you’ll 
Start to see 
Clear

But if you 
Really 
Want this
Your conscious 
Will be your prison
N you’ll have 
To find your
Happiness from 
Here 

After this 
Ain’t no turning 
Back 
Nothing to close
But always here
Just like dying
being reborn 
Again 


Do you understand this 

Yes


All these
Muthafuckas
Try to tell
Me what they think
They know 
But never lived a 
Life
So what 
Fuckin story
You got to tell
Eyes are so 
Clouded
N mind with 
No thoughts
N heart
With no soul 
Might as well never 
Lived 

So what’s 
Your point 
When selfishness
N ignorance 
Is all you hold
Near 

So I guess you 
Right 
Ain’t nothing 
To close to you 
So I’ll tell 
you go fuck yourself
Too

KOTD - Nothing to Close (Prod. @noirjain)

Blleeding all 
Over 
All on myself
No summoning 
Nothing 
They brought 
Themselves
Feeling
This hate
All these 
drugs they
Making me 
Melt 
Guess there
Ain’t no
Love in
Sight 


They be always
Askin 
KOTD
why you always 
Trippin 
Look at this hell
Then 
Ask me why
Im always 
Trippin

I start 
To fuckin bleed
N wonder if 
I’m fuckin present
So I get my 
Heart n test
It with my 
Fuckin metals
Seems like
They don’t 
Want me 
So I’ll find 
A better path
Without your existence
Until I’m 
Formidably 
Sublime
To this presence 

Fuck it 
I’m done 
I’m broken
N all uped 
Don’t care 
If they 
Bleed 
My heart is
All
Gone 
Getting my 
Money
If none of 
You with me
Yall ain’t 
Coming 
To fly oh 
No 
All in
Sky
Lookin down 
At you all
Thinking 
It looks
So
Better
Painted
All Red
With my blood
So I should start
Bleeding all 
Now 

Blleeding all 
Over 
All on myself
No summoning 
Nothing 
They brought 
Themselves
Feeling
This hate
All these 
drugs 
Making me 
Melt 
Guess there
Ain’t no
Love in
Sight 
Now my 
Eyes
Become 
All black n empty 
From this 
Life
Or maybe so open 
To your cruel 
Conscious strides

KOTD - BLEED  (Beserk FLIP) {Prod. APHRO}

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