I’ve been 
Feeling 
Open now

More free
Than I’ve 
Ever been 

See but
All yall 
always 
Hatin

N ion give 
A Fuck about 
It 
No

Cause I’m 
Working better
Now

Never
Need
No fake 
Peeps
Around
How
They 
Think they
Know what
I’m bout

Only focused
On my goals 
N not what 
They think 
I’m ever 
Fuckin 
About 

Shortys
Tell me that
I’m cute 
But I ain’t 
Worried 
Bout them 
Cause this
Focuse
In my work 
I’ve been putting 
In 
Out 

Got a 
Mindset
Of 
Where 
I’m moving 
Towards

I know 
Ima make
Something
You can’t 
Ignore 

Cause 
Everyone 
Won’t say 
That this shit
Ain’t 
Fuckin hard

Spending all 
These
Fuckin 
Nights
Without
Fuckin 
sleep 
N I’ve 
Been out
Here
fuckin 
Zoning out 

Working till 
My eyes
Be so fuckin 
Heavy  now 
Can’t think about
My fuckin 
sleep now

So ima do 
My fuckjn 
Drugs
N make 
Something 
Fuckin 
Better 
Than myself 
Oh 

Ya oh

KOTD - Denounce (Prod. smllslikekurtt)

Cappin
Never 
Come 
At 
Me
With
Some 
Stupid
Actions 

See that’s
I can’t be 
No cashier
Putting 
On this 
Frontin 

Come collect
Or never 
Feel full
When 
You think 
You ever 
Ugh
hungry 

Feeling 
Newer 
Than 
Anything
Of
What you
Fuckin 
Think 
Huh

S  s s
Sipin
On my 
Fuckin drink
Now
N feel 
Like
Ion
Ever
Got
Nobody 
Now
Bury
My family
Since 
A kid bruh
N 
Seeing  
That my 
Life
Is 
Going fast 
Huh

C c c 
Constantly 
Thinking 
Bout where 
I’m going 
But I know 
I’m going 
Way further 
Than what 
You hink yuh 

Come n see 
What I’ve been 
Building 
In my own 
World 
N how 
This beauty 
Starts bleeding 
In all 
Of these things 

Feel presence
Shane 
Never where
I be huh 

You lames
Fuckin sit 
In a cloned 
Stigma

KOTD - Blasted ( Prod. bladesteller)

Floored
I’ve been
Gone 
In my 
Space
Making  
All these 
Tones

Ion got 
No time 
For your 
Problems 
No 

Smoke 
Some shit 
Then
Feel 
A better 
Flow

Come to 
Myself 
Bouta 
Better picture 
Huh 

Never 
Relate
To
Your 
Digressions
No

Spiral 
Into my 
Mind 
Feeling 
Outta 
Sight
Paint
Some newer
Pictures
And I’ve 
Been feeling 
All 
Bright

Ain’t gonna 
Let
You fucks 
Make me 
Think I 
Ain’t tight 
N losing 
All my 
Fuckin
Sight 

I’m 
Feeling 
All these 
Newer heights
Cause
I ain’t gonna
Be stuck
In your 
Lower 
Level
Fuckin
Hypes 

Member 
I’ve been building 
Shit
That you can’t 
Deny 

Tell me 
Fuckin 
Different 
Like to see
You try 
Only working
Towards some 
Better times 

Always 
Knowing 
I’m better 
Without 
Feeling 
So fuckin 
Ever. inclined 

Make some newer 
Things 
That been feeling 
Right 
Notice I’ve been
Always pushing 
Right 

Never 
Gonna fall 
Into 
Your well of
Still water 
Minds 
How you 
Think 
I’m a 
Parasite 

N ion 
Need 
Nobody 
So how
Can 
You think 
Ima leach
Right

When
Ion need nothing
From
Your fuckin
Thoughts 
How you fuckin
Think ill never 
Fuckin
Be
Inclined 

Kill myself 
Again
N realize
All these 
Muthafuckas
Never
Fuckin right

KOTD - Spiral (Prod. smllslikekurtt)

Interpret all these
Fuckin things
Now 

Clouded
Judgements
Gone get 
You
Fuckin
Lost 

Put myself 
Together
Like ima 
Therapist 
Now

Cause ion 
Got nothing 
But my
Fuckin self

Tell me
What you 
Think 
I’m missin
Cause I know
I ain’t slippin 
On your 
Flooded
Toxic
Waves
That ain’t
Hittin

Oh

Find a cue
But you losing
Always hitting 
8s in that 
Pocket 
With your
Fuckin
Essence
Ho 

Get my work
Together 
N been feeling
Different 
Only growing 
Better 
To my 
Presence 
Shorty 
Tell me
I need 
Rest 

But I’m
Working 
Till I’m
Dressed
Cause if
Ion get it
I’ll be less
Than 
This Fuckin 
Mess

That voice
Of hers
Tells me
That im next
So ima 
Keep pushing 
Till I’m 
Fuckin 
Maxed 

K k k 
Kill nyself
So much 
Till I’m back
Visit 
Hell 
N back
Into
Better 
Fuckin 
Stacks

Interpret all these
Fuckin things 
Now

Clouded
Judgements
Gone get 
You
Fuckin
Lost 

Put myself 
Together
Like ima 
Therapist 
Now

Cause ion 
Got nothing 
But my
Fuckin self

Pick my 
Poison
N build 
Something
With beauty
Sounds

Can’t 
Get lost
In your 
Fog of 
Doubts

KOTD - Interpret (Prod. prodbywonka!)

Put this 
Cloak
On
Feel embraced
By my presence
Come together
Instead
Of rippling
Like
This water
Down
A drain
Cause what
I think
Now
Isn’t 
Part of
Your
Path
To
Lower level
Symbols 
Paste

I can see
A better 
Process
Of my life
N what it takes 
Cause 
I know I’ll 
Be something 
You can’t
Imagine 
In lifetimes
That 
Surpass
Your
Existence
Where people
Will 
Scream
My Fuckin 
Name 

N you’ll
Wonder
Where
I’m at 

Or where
I’m Fuckin 
Going

But I’ll
Be
Lost in
A different space

Where 
No one can
Get a fuckin taste
Of my presence
Other than thoughts 
Okay

So they’ll have
To just dream
Of that place 
Just like how 
I did
When you 
Were here
In my fuckin 
Face 
Seeing 
A demon 
Destroy
rebuild
A better
State
Of his
Conscious

Aye 

Fuck 

Cause 
I know this 
Time won’t 
Fuckin wait

If sacrificing 
My own 
Heart 
I’ll do what
It fuckin takes

Cause anything 
Is better
Than this 
Fuckin state
That keeps 
Me outta place 

If I dont 
Feel much
Then I won’t 
Fuckin Need 
it 
Any
Any
anyways 

All I know 
Is I’ll show
You that 
I am something 
To this place 
That this realm 
Of people
Can’t ever 
Replace

That will 
Live through 
soul 
Even after 
Your not 
Here on this place

I’ll be undeniable 
In every existence 
So ill be engraved 
To your soul
How 
I fuckin
trace

KOTD - Time Wont Wait (Prod. S1N7H)

What 
You see
But I can’t
See what
Think
Pls tell 
Me 
I’m me
So I feel
Like I’m
Me

Sorry 
I feel like
I’m not
Enough
To everyone 
N everything 
But I have
To be perfect
Or I’ll feel 
Less than
What you all
Think 

At least 
Your better
In your state
So pls
Don’t ever be 
Me 
Cause It’s not a
Place people 
Should 
Be 
N you’ll
See 

Make changes
But still 
They think
I’m not 
Better than 
before
So what can
I prove when
No one wants
To be anywhere 
Around me 

Help me forget 

Help me forget 

Help me forget 

Pls cause 
I don’t wanna
Think about 
How I can fix 
All of these 
Things 
N I’d hope 
People give me 
A chance to
See I’m not
What there lost 
Assumptions
Believe 
 
Help me forget 

Helll me forget

Help me forget 
That I’m not 
These things 
Inside my head
Cause I know I’ve
Grown but 
So much is hammering 
Me down 
To stop
My blossom 
To what I’m best 

Pls help me
Forgot these
Memories
Cause they don’t
Help my growth
Or make me feel 
Whole to 
What’s next

I promise 
I can be better
That what I was
Last 
Cause I’m already 
Way past 

But I know
Even if I spell 
It out no 
One understands 
I could tell you
To your face
Or make this 
Music
N still none 
Of you get it

KOTD - Help Me Forget (Prod. sickboi)

What

Cold 
But I got 
My fuckin hoody 
On
Feeling cozy
Take a step 
Back
Look at 
My face
See if
I’m still real
Or am I another
Part of myself
Oh

Look into my eyes
N see a life
You wouldn’t 
Know About 
Ho

Somewhere 
I belong
You couldn’t 
Live
Or ever belong 
To 

One day 
You’ll realize
Wtf I talk
About 
When you 
See my soulless
Eyes
That i have
more knowledge 
Than what you 
Ever been around 
You couldn’t 
Ever know about 
Oh no

Oh

Sorry but 
Don’t judge
Me oh

I just lose 
Myself
Sometimes

I’d just hope 
You would stay 
Around

Cause I know 
Ima be alone 
Somehow

Lock myself 
Up 
in my own 
Thoughts
Work till I’m
Numb
N falling asleep
At my desk 
Burn another
Cigarette
In my wrist
To make sure
I’m still here

At least
I’m awake 
So I can
Make 
More 
So much 
More
That im best
So I can’t have 
Anything 
Less
You 
Know 

N I’ve already
Agreed
That I don’t 
Need my heart
Just so I can be
Better to your 
Eyes that
See my love

Right 
Oh

KOTD - Somewhere I Belong (Prod. S1N7H) [SIB Part I]

KOTD -  Dead Inside (Prod. veursaflav)

Left me 
What you 
Think you 
Leaving 
Ho

I’ve been 
Gone
N dead
So what 
You Leavin 
Oh 
Died
N reborn
Caterpillar
Toned

Shed my 
Skin
N make
A better home
N feel
All these
New colors 
Shown

Flew to
Better ideas
In my hopes
Since
What
You hope
Is never
Grown 
Typical
With
All that poison
You been 
Feeding on 

See what you 
Think
You Leavin 
If the older
Me is dead
To your copes
N where
You think 
You need it 
From

Surely not
This path
Cause I’ve
Been
Flying 
Better
With my
Wings
I’ve got
Some 
Confidence 
With where
I’m fuckin
going 

So I know 
All I need
Is to be level
With myself
N not
With 
Things
That clip
My wings
From ever growin

Feelin fresh
N better
Than before
Catch me 
Movin different 
So don’t 
Think I ever
Needed anyone
Now
I don’t pay 
Attention 
Nothing 
But my passions
Oh

KOTD - Butterfly (Prod. purc)

Laying over 
Feeling lost 
Come to realize 
I’ve been in time
No way 
Ima let you change 

What I’ve been
To strong 
How I feel 
Huh 

But I can tell you 
That what I mean 
Is real not like 
What you all 
Try to tell me 
Now

So what’s 
The point 
When you make 
Me feel so wrong 
Cause the finger 
You point 
Should look directly 
At yourself 

Makes it  easy
For me to not give 
A fuck 
Cause I know 
How much you 
All fuckin suck 

It’s funny what 
Loyalty can mean 
But couldn’t be 
Compared to me 
Cause they are faker 
Than what they breath
Call it cheap
Might as well 
Give them change
How you mean 
Cause how 
Less there
Feelings be
N it’s all 
Open than 
The sea

Always look
So crazy 
At me
When
Yall be acting
Like some 
Pions 
To some crumble 
Hurdles
So what’s 
Your value be

Underlying if
I’m thinking
Way to much
Or maybe
People aren’t 
Meant for me
Oh no

So I keep
Pushing 
My direction
N leave em all
To sink
Cause I 
Ain’t
Drowning 
With You
Clowns 

Why does it 
Always feel this
Way

I guess I haven’t
Found my 
Place

N don’t you
See I’m working
Harder than can 
Be

My head tends
To eat at me
I’m sorry plz

hope things
Don’t make
Me feel outta 
Me

Let me know
It’s always
okay to 
Be 

Sorry 
That these
Thoughts
Always 
Get the best of me 

Guess it’s 
How it always 
Be

Trust me 
I wish jt wasn’t 
In my head to
Think

KOTD - Layover (Prod. whatswrongchase & sickboi) [SIB Part II]

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