🔻 Song Insight
What’s Left To Love captures the moment when devotion collapses into disillusionment. It’s a stripped confessional where love’s ruin becomes a quiet reckoning—one voice, one 12-string guitar, and the echo of what used to matter. Every breath feels recorded from inches away, like an afterthought whispered into an empty room. The song wrestles with identity and worth after betrayal, blurring the line between what’s real and what was performed.

🔻 Lyrics

Intro:
Instrumental

Verse 1:
What I had, you’d take—
It’s not what you say,
It’s in my pain,
Your praise to your fame.

Interlude:
12-string acoustic


Bridge:
Dying by your hands,
Fighting to be free,
Nothing inside,
No longer me.

Pre-Chorus:
I wanted you to care,
My insides you tare.

Chorus:
Left me to my own,
You saw my bones,
Tighten this noose,
No longer I was of use.

Verse 2:
You pull at my flesh,
I hand you what’s left,
You spit in my eye,
As blood soaked your lies.

Refrain:
You left your name inside my scars.

Chorus:
Hate me—the parts I lost,
Hate you—what was us,
Broken—what was inside,
Taken—hope that died.

Interlude:
12-string acoustic

Verse 3:
You stole the one thing I’d known,
Parts that made me real,
My heart that bleeds,
A reason to feel.

Bridge:
I looked for you in your eyes,
Nothing looking back,
Blank memories is all I’d see.

Pre-Chorus:
I wanted you to care,
My insides you tare.

Chorus:
You pull at my flesh,
Handed you what’s left,
You spit in my eye,
As blood soaked your lies.

Refrain (fading):
Your voice still breathes inside my scars.

Outro:
The cost of gold—you’ll never know,
The pain—you’d never feel,
It’s lost on you, this screenplay,
Full of what’s left to lose.

Refrain:
The cost of pain lost on you,
Lost on you,
Lost on you.

🔻 Personal Reflection
There’s a point where you stop fighting to be understood and start singing to survive. What’s Left To Love came from that edge—the silence after everything breaks. I wanted to capture the moment the performance ends, when all the noise falls away and you realize you’ve been playing your part in someone else’s story.

🔻 4Me2BeFree
This track represents 4Me2BeFree’s dedication to vulnerability over perfection. It blurs the line between confessional art and cinematic intimacy—songs built from truth, recorded in emotional close-up. What’s Left To Love is the sound of rediscovery, where pain transforms into presence and raw honesty replaces production gloss.

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What’s Left To Love

🔻 Lyrics

Verse 1:
Voodoo—it's all you do
No charm, no shame
Just a blacked-out truth
Your house of cards, now falling through
Afraid to catch your own eye
Denied, denied, denied
Corrupted mind—no patch in sight
Lost call, lost soul
It's all on you now

Chorus:
I sink down, don't speak up now
Judge this thought, it's all I got
Voices ring but none are loud
Drown this heart, it's turning rot
Sink down under—blame my name
This curse is all I've got
(Sink... sink... sink...)
(Echo: Sink down, sink down...)

Verse 2:
I tried—fuck it
I cried—fuck it
Was sad—fuck it
Was mad—fuck it
I'm glad it's not you I have
Dollars stacked, still not worth the cause
Loops play on, sick repeat
Deleting thoughts like files on heat
Drag and drop—deny and lie

Chorus:
I sink down, don't speak up now
Judge this thought, it's all I got
Voices ring but none are loud
Drown this heart, it's turning rot
Sink down under—blame my name
This curse is all I've got
(Sink... sink... sink...)
(Build: Voices fading, sink...)

Bridge 1:
Waited so long just to see this die
Mind on tour, no rest at night
Pounding chest, no breath left
Just echoes screaming, dreams collapse

Bridge 2:
I don't have our memories anymore
Self-made drip—did the trick
At-home kit, quick snip
Brain wiped, now I'm new—who are you?

Verse 3:
You saw me fall, and waved
Saw my pain, and moved on
Saw my hand, and let it fade
Alone, circling the sink
Begging this drain to drink me
Drugs and sex a way to release

Bridge 3:
People want to talk to fame
Cribs be crazy
Drenched in filth and rich—going once, going twice—your soul is sold, hope he's nice!
Pretend, depend, hang on him
Split spread and bread—was that the plan?
That's how you jam? That's your scam?

Breakdown:
Act layered, but you got nothin' to pull back
Your deep throat tricks: “Look what I can do” and filler tracks
Vocabulary locked on "Brova"— “I know… right”?
Your whole act? Get a mirror, reflect back
Silver spoons and elite waste
Entry-level lies in a plastic case
Sliding doors, fake grace—wide enough to hide a whole damn face
Another bad lay, he tried to pay
Packed nose, benzos—ask him, he knows

Verse 4:
No pact, no chain, no holy name
Just me, a beast, off-leash, untamed
You stitched a wound just to twist the thread
Smiled wide—while I bled in bed
Look at you—wrapped in plastic
Watch me rise while your life folds
My scars? They talk louder than yours
My pain? It kicks down closed doors

Final Chorus:
I sink down—no, I rise now
Carved from pain, I wear the crown
You thought I'd fold, thought I'd drown
But I built a throne from battlegrounds
Sink down? Not anymore
This war? I'm walking out the door
(Rise... rise... rise...)


Outro:
Sink down no more... rise and walk away


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Sink Down Rise

🔻 Song Insight
The Soul Hunter unfolds like a gothic confession set to slow, grinding guitars and echoing spaces. It’s a revenge ballad sung from the ruins—a soul reclaiming its fire after betrayal. The track channels the ghost of early ’90s alt-rock, where distortion met introspection. The lyrics drift between haunting imagery and moral reckoning, capturing the voice of someone who has been hollowed out and forged anew in the dark.
Each verse feels like a journal entry written under flickering light, every chorus a verdict. It’s not about vengeance—it’s about liberation through truth, where the one who once hunted becomes the ghost that lingers in every reflection.

🔻 Lyrics

Intro:
Slow clean-electric strum, hollow amp hum.

Verse 1:
Without words or motion,
No reason, no reply.
It died before it lived—
I tried, but you snuffed our sky.

Verse 2:
The spark that arced between us,
The flare that once defined,
Now stuck in fractured motion,
Just echoes on rewind.

Bridge:
It lived in my smile, in the way I’d look,
In thoughts you twisted, in the voice you took.

Chorus:
Storms rolled in, and clouds bloomed gray,
Threaded lies in your grand ballet.
From the start, you planned the end—
Now the gallows drip with what you penned.
You killed the last light.

Transition / Build-Up:
Rising strings.

Verse 3:
Goodnight—now shadows wrap me whole,
This darkness... I’ve made it home.
Wiser now, with eyes unsealed,
I speak with blades, my truth revealed.

Verse 4:
Black as night, this cave I keep,
Feasting on the rot you seed.
Not broken—tempered, sharp, aware,
I’ve risen from your cold despair.

Bridge:
Pain streaks my face—
The truths you feared, the ones you erased.
But I still hold the debt you owe,
The weight of what I won’t let go.

Chorus:
Storms rolled in, and clouds bloomed gray,
Threaded lies in your grand ballet.
From the start, you planned the end—
Now the gallows drip with what you penned.
You killed the last light.

Interlude:
Slight reverb guitar.

Verse 5:
Rest well—you’ll need your sleep,
For in shadows, I quietly creep.
Each mirror, each window, each haunted night—
It’s me you feel, just out of sight.

Outro:
With iron sledge and forged resolve,
I built the bench your soul dissolves.
From depths you laughed, I rose unsealed—
You mocked the light you chose to kill.
Now something brighter burns beneath your heels,
A forge for souls who dared to steal.
No light remains for those like you,
Only echoes from the truth.

🔻 Personal Reflection
This song came from the place between anger and rebirth—the stage after loss where you stop pleading and start breathing again. It’s not about punishing the past but reclaiming your own narrative. The guttural tone and slow pulse mirror that transformation: pain doesn’t fade—it evolves, refines, becomes a weapon forged in rhythm and memory.

🔻 4Me2BeFree
For 4Me2BeFree, The Soul Hunter stands as a cinematic testament to emotional survival. It transforms heartbreak into myth, layering sound and symbolism into something that feels both ancient and electric. Each release builds on this ethos: truth told loudly, even through whispers. This track captures the moment when silence becomes defiance—the soul hunting back.

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The Soul Hunter

🎬 Song Insight

“Recovered” is the sound of surviving yourself—pulled beneath by heartbreak, still reaching for rescue, and waking up changed. This is the soundtrack of losing and finding your own spirit. Through haunted refrains and battered confessions, the song dives into the collapse of old identities, isolation, and that raw hope for redemption when everything else falls away. Dark but unflinching, “Recovered” isn’t about being saved by someone else—it’s about clawing your way out and learning to breathe again, even if you’re still broken.

📝 Lyrics

Intro
"I've been swallowed underneath,
Grasping for something broken.
Something inside of me."

"I've been swallowed underneath,
Grasping for something broken.
Something inside of me."

Chorus
"Waiting for any call to rescue me.
Down I fall, away I hide.
Tucked inside my escape,
But even safety fades away."

Verse 1
"Reflections... just words in a song.
Beneath their looks, it's emptiness,
An iron cage that fits."

Verse 2
"Desperation stares back at empty walls.
Tears that once fell now refuse to fall at all.
In my mind is where you live—
The way you were to me.
Dreams I held crumble and fall, no longer a fantasy."

Chorus
"Waiting for any call to rescue me.
Down I fall, away I hide.
Tucked inside my escape,
But even safety fades away."

Verse 3
"Looking away, navigating to the shores of truth.
This is me, the one you loved,
The one you washed away—no longer I'm yours."

Bridge
"This is my ending without you.
No plans to care, no reason to stay.
I tear away from this broken life you made—"

Chorus (Variation)
"Waiting for any call to rescue me.
Down I fall, fall away, I hide.
Tucked inside my escape,
But even safety fades away."

Outro (Refrain) [End]
"I've been swallowed underneath,
Grasping for something broken.
Something that was never me.
I have to find myself a way to break free."

💬 Personal Reflection

This song was written at a time when I honestly didn’t know if I’d ever come back from the grief and confusion I was living in. The feeling of drowning—of being buried under the weight of memories and regrets—was real. But “Recovered” is about more than just being stuck in the dark. It’s about the small, stubborn spark that makes you want to keep fighting for yourself, even when you don’t believe you’re worth saving. I wrote these words as a letter to my future self, proof that healing is slow and survival sometimes just means making it through the day.

🔥 4Me2BeFree Signature

At 4Me2BeFree, every song is a resurrection. “Recovered” fits the core of what we do: turning pain into poetry, struggle into anthems. We don’t hide from our scars—we showcase them, fusing cinematic soundscapes with honest storytelling for anyone who’s ever felt invisible, erased, or alone. Our art is for outsiders, fighters, and dreamers who know what it means to break and rebuild. If you’re listening, you’re already part of the story.

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Recovered

🎬 Song Insight
“Under The Bleachers” by 4Me2BeFree unspools like a reel of faded Super 8 footage—nostalgic, reckless, and painfully self-aware. It’s a confessional buried in the hum of lo-fi tape hiss, where adolescence and adulthood overlap in messy symmetry. The song plays with irony: the innocence of youth collides with the cynicism of growing older, while its musique concrète textures—field recordings, toy synths, detuned pianos—mirror the emotional static of a life replayed through distorted memory. It’s equal parts playground and purgatory, a portrait of someone who’s seen the loop of mistakes and still sings along.

📝 Lyrics
[Intro]
When I was young I was dumb
And now I’m all grown out
In the end it’s all one party foul
So f**k it let’s get blitz before we get kicked out

[Bridge]
My kids used to scream
Lectures fade with breeze
Should have listened to the teacher
I was under the bleachers

[Chorus]
I found a way that went wrong
Kept singing the same damn song
And all along I knew the truth
But who’s listening to who

[Bridge]
Should’ve cleared my f**king head
Should have heard what I said

[Pre-Chorus]
Too busy with the birds and the bees
Now look at these I’m on my knees
Not giving a f**k unless you got a buck
So excuse my harsh news unless you’re writing me a review

[Chorus]
I warned the kids we’re one step away
Make good choices or it’s a sh*t-eaten day

[Bridge]
The kettle burned black—
I who was under the attack—
Should have stayed young and dumb
Things we worried about was having fun

[Outro]
I found a way that went wrong
Kept singing the same damn song
And all along I knew the truth
But who’s listening to who

💬 Personal Reflection
This one came from that surreal space between regret and humor—the kind of reflection that makes you smirk and wince at the same time. I wrote it thinking about how we repeat ourselves, how “growing up” doesn’t always mean learning the lesson. It’s messy, like a Polaroid you find years later: flawed, overexposed, but real. That’s where the soul of Under The Bleachers lives—somewhere between memory and mockery.

🔥 4Me2BeFree Signature
4Me2BeFree isn’t just about sound—it’s about self-reckoning through distortion. Every track is a confession refracted through art noise and emotional honesty. “Under The Bleachers” embodies that ethos: it takes something universally human—nostalgia, shame, laughter—and turns it into sonic collage. It’s raw therapy wrapped in glitch, a soundtrack for those who’ve made peace with their imperfections and still dance anyway.

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Under The Bleachers

🎬 Song Insight

“Karma’s Giving Raises” is a battle cry for those burned, used, and left to rebuild from the ashes. Through a haze of ticking clocks, static, and raw confession, the song captures the dizzying collapse of trust and the bitter clarity that comes after betrayal. Each verse peels back the layers of survival-mode living, tracing the line from denial to cathartic release.
The track’s heartbeat is cinematic—dark trap rhythms mesh with avant-garde, lo-fi textures, echoing every lie and every loss until there’s nothing left but the echo of consequence. The chorus lingers with a haunting, anthemic bite, serving both as a reckoning and a warning: in the end, everyone pays what they owe.
This is heartbreak with teeth—brutal, honest, unafraid to name names and torch old bridges. The only way forward is through.

📝 Lyrics

Intro:
Time ticking, mind slipping, world’s edges fray
Living in survival mode, every hope gone gray

Verse 1:
Too busy surviving to feel alive
Hull ripped out, I barely survive
Collapse warnings—every sign,
Lie after lie, I drew the line
Version of you living in my mind,
Breaking through, invade the design
Illusions grow, allowed to bloom
Ghost in my room, full of doom

Pre-Chorus:
You didn’t just use me—nah, you consumed me
Hollow name, echo screams, haunted loosely
I defended the storm that unended me
Simple choices, roots pulled so ruthlessly
Ain’t no pride left, not a single ounce
Clown cart crashin’—what you grabbing now?
Disgrace, no face, karma’s giving raises
Piper knocking loud, no one escapes it

Chorus:
You didn't just use me—nah, you consumed me
Echoes in the dark, all I hear is your ruin
Wrote you off my life—yeah, script deleted
No comeback scene, you’re gone, I mean it
You didn't just use me—nah, you consumed me
Shadow in my mind, but I broke through it
Wrote you off my life—yeah, script deleted
No comeback scene, this time I mean it

Bridge:
You said you couldn’t work, why?
Too busy gettin’ fucked, calling that a job
I thought I knew you—nah, just a plot
Excuses keep me stuck, web gets caught
Inside, it’s simple—just rot
Foil your story, before you get shot

Verse 2:
It’s this shit I tell myself
Gotta let go, can’t waste my health
Chill the vibe, sick for real
Coulda been me, you at the wheel
That’s when it hit—why you split
Glad you did, guess you’re legit
Lay it out clean, burn your scene
MTV drama, no in-between
No rehab call, no second spin
This is the end, you never begin

Pre-Chorus:
Take a bow, show’s cancelled,
I’m writin’ you off, deadpan handled
Collect the cred, fade to black
No reunion—never comin’ back

Chorus:
You didn't just use me—nah, you consumed me
Echoes in the dark, all I hear is your ruin
Wrote you off my life—yeah, script deleted
No comeback scene, you’re gone, I mean it
You didn't just use me—nah, you consumed me
Shadow in my mind, but I broke through it
Wrote you off my life—yeah, script deleted
No comeback scene, this time I mean it

Outro:
Static fades, clock runs out
Script erased, nothing to shout
Dead silence, my final route
You lost your line—scene cut out
muffled static, glitched breath, whispered “don’t forget”:

Personal Reflection
When I wrote “Karma’s Giving Raises,” it wasn’t about revenge—it was about survival.
There comes a point when pain becomes absurd, when you realize you’re justifying someone else’s destruction at your own expense. This song poured out in the aftermath of picking myself up for the last time—still angry, but finally done.
It’s brutally honest: I had to burn the script, let go of the ghost, and admit there’s no fixing what was never real.

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Karma’s Giving Raises

🎬 Song Insight — “Broken Man” by 4Me2BeFree
“Broken Man” is an unfiltered confession from the edge — a stripped, close-mic performance where every breath and silence carries weight. It’s the sound of someone unraveling, then deciding to live anyway. No distortion, no mask, no crowd — just one voice, one guitar, and a lifetime of exhaustion bleeding through the strings.
The song walks a jagged line between despair and defiance. Its verses crawl through bills unpaid, promises broken, and the dull ache of survival, while the chorus lands like a tired revelation: “It’s about time I figured it out — but frankly, I no longer give a damn.” What begins as surrender becomes something more radical — the refusal to pretend. It’s not about giving up; it’s about giving in to truth.
“Broken Man” doesn’t scream for attention — it breathes honesty. Every chord feels human, every lyric feels earned. In the quiet, it’s not hopelessness that wins, but the strange calm that comes when you finally stop fighting yourself.

📝 Lyrics

Intro:
 I spent too much time—being stressed out,
 Too much time—living in doubt.
 So much time—pissing it all away,
 Worrying—about yesterday.

Verse 1:
 Knots in my stomach—too much to do,
 Never a break—and my bills overdue.
 No time to breathe—no room to escape,
 Feels like I’m trapped—in my own mistakes.

Chorus:
 It’s about time—I figured it out,
 But frankly—I no longer give a damn.
 I’m just a broken man—
 And I don’t know who I am.

Verse 2:
 I’ve had it up to here—can’t take anymore,
 My heart’s worn out—and my soul is sore.
 Every step’s a struggle—it’s always uphill,
 Fighting to survive—but never feeling fulfilled.

Pre-Chorus:
 Where else—can I go?
 Nowhere to live—nowhere to stay.
 No place—to call my own,
 I’m all alone—so far away.

Chorus:
 It’s about time—I figured it out,
 But frankly—I no longer give a damn.
 I’m just a broken man—
 And I don’t know who I am.

Verse 3:
 They say they understand—they offer their hand,
 But their words are hollow—they just don’t give a damn.
 Another empty promise—another fake smile,
 They leave you stranded—after a while.

Verse 4:
 I used to have—too many fucks to give,
 But now—I’ve got no reason to live.
 I’m drained—I’m done—I’m burned to the core,
 I can’t take this shit—no more.

Pre-Chorus:
 Where else—can I go?
 Nowhere to live—nowhere to stay.
 No place—to call my own,
 I’m all alone—so far away.

Chorus:
 It’s about time—I figured it out,
 But frankly—I no longer give a damn.
 I’m just a broken man—
 And I don’t know who I am.

Verse 5:
 I wish I could go back—to the day,
 When life was easy—no bills to pay.
 No responsibilities—no heavy load,
 No burdens—crushing my fragile soul.

Verse 6:
 The fucks I had to give—are running out,
 And if nothing’s left—I’m filled with doubt.
 But fuck that noise—I won’t check out,
 I’ll scream my rage—I’ll stand and shout.

Verse 7:
 Yeah, I got your check—it’s in the mail,
 But I’ve got no phone—no story to tell.
 No address to give—just leave me be,
 I’ll build my home—in this misery.

Bridge:
 Where else—can I go?
 Nowhere to live—nowhere to stay.
 No place—to call my own,
 I’m all alone—so far away.

Pre-Chorus:
 It’s about time—I figured it out,
 But frankly—I no longer give a damn.
 I’m just a broken man—
 And I don’t know who I am.

Chorus:
 Concrete walls—wrapped in yesterday’s lies,
 Of how good we are—how we’ve reached the skies.
 I stand here alone—under stars tonight,
 Seeking a way—to make it right.

Outro:
 Guided by light—I’ll seek you once more,
 Wishing for hope—to open the door.
 A better day—a brighter way,
 To leave this darkness—and find my place.

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Broken Man

🎬 Song Insight — “Finding Forever” by 4Me2BeFree

Some songs sound like memory itself — flickering, imperfect, tender. Finding Forever is that moment when love stops being fantasy and becomes something raw and real, where the boundaries between dreaming and waking collapse. The track feels like waking up next to someone and realizing you’ve stepped out of illusion into something you can actually hold. Built on soft acoustic guitar, whispered duets, and tape-warm intimacy, it tells the story of two people learning to exist unhidden — to breathe, blur, and fade together until the moment becomes eternal. The song’s quiet power lies in its vulnerability: the way affection becomes rebellion, and tenderness becomes truth.

📝 Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Dive into this mind—, let me show you what I can do—
No longer hiding—
And you baby— by my side—
There’s nothin’— we can’t do—

[Bridge]
Where blue still crashes and green still breathes—
I can’t wait to see what we will be, just you and me—

[Pre-Chorus]
Warmth, a simple word—how profound the feel,
A captured moment in a cup, to taste the sound you hear.

[Chorus]
We breathe, we blur, we fade,
I found forever in your frame.

[Verse 2]
I dance around this lazy day,
Hoping you’d say— I could stay—.
Tracing your lips, curves and dips,
You smile, I can’t resist—

[spoken-male-seductive] “come on baaaby— it’s just a kiss—”

[Bridge – soft percussion, close whisper]
Your butt—it’s on cue—, so sqwishy and cheek,
A bubble double, just wants to “POP—”.
Your ears small and sound, perfect round—
I hum my tunes while you laugh out loud.

[Pre-Chorus 2]
Like giants— my fingers walk along—
—up and down your hills—,
Every hair on fire—, I’m losing my will—
Got me locked in desire—

[Chorus (reprise)]
We breathe—, we blur—, we fade—,
I found forever— in our frame.

[Outro – slowed tempo, tape hiss]
You lean in kissing me,
Your lips remind me that I’m alive.
And in that moment it’s perfection—
Time would fade, lost my power.
Never enough— chasing hours.

💬 Personal Reflection

This one came from that strange space between sleep and waking, where your heart doesn’t know if it’s still dreaming. I wrote Finding Forever after one of those nights where everything felt temporary — love, time, even breath — and I needed to remind myself that presence is the only kind of forever we really get. It’s the smallest gestures that save us: a hand reaching out, a shared laugh, a kiss that reminds you you’re still here.

🔥 4Me2BeFree Signature

4Me2BeFree exists at the crossroads of honesty and sound — transforming lived emotion into cinematic intimacy. Finding Forever carries that torch by turning quiet queer love into something universal and unashamed. Every breath, every imperfection, is deliberate; every lyric feels like a truth whispered in the dark. It’s not about perfection. It’s about being seen — and letting the moment live forever inside the noise.

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Finding Forever

🎬 SONG INSIGHT — “Seeing Colors”
“Seeing Colors” is a breakup elegy painted in emotional weather. The track starts in warm yellows and golds — a world that once felt safe — before the storm hits and strips everything down to grayscale. As the song deepens, each color becomes a wound: gray for loss, blue for collapse, black for numbness, and red for the kind of pain that burns its way into memory.
The verses drift like cold breath on glass, tracing the slow collapse of love, the weight of shame, and the moment you realize survival means letting go of the version of yourself you painted to survive someone else’s story. It’s indie-folk melancholy wrapped in alt-emo honesty — a quiet descent into the truth no one wants to say out loud: sometimes you have to walk away to keep breathing.

📝 LYRICS

Verse 1:
 Life was perfect, yellow with gold
 I was finally glad… till the storm took hold
 Turned everything gray, washed the color away
 All that was mine drifted out of frame

Life went blue and black
 Maybe it was something that I lacked

Chorus:
 Then I got hurt, and the hurt turned mad
 My heart cracked open and everything went red
 That red became my pain
 And the pain became my shame

Verse 2:
 Still I survived while sinking fast
 Stuck to old tracks, haunted by the past
 Thought I was the best of you
 But time revealed what I never knew
Hate kept growing where love should bloom
 Locked inside myself when I met someone new

Chorus:
 That red became my pain
 And the pain became my shame

Bridge:
 I looked for resin just to find some peace
 But every piece was broken memories
 Begged for a light that never came
 Fought shadows whispering your name

Verse 3:
 So I broke the tie and said goodbye
 Held my breath and let the inside die
 Control never came to save my soul
 Letting go was all I could hold

Verse 4:
 Forests blurred, tension burned
 But I wouldn’t jump—I had to learn
 Was I loved, or just a piece
 Broken from a failing masterpiece?

Outro:
 Truth found me crying on the floor
 Wishing you could see the scars you tore
 Maybe I painted life to hide the bodies of lies
 Maybe I blurred the past just to stay alive

Still I survive— 
waiting for the light–- 
Maybe this time it’s on the inside
And I'm already alive 


💬 PERSONAL REFLECTION
This song came from the moment I stopped romanticizing the past and finally admitted what it cost me. I used color as the language for emotions I didn’t know how to name at the time — the yellow I lost, the red I carried, the black I hid in. I wasn’t writing about one person; I was writing about the version of myself that survived. “Seeing Colors” is the first time I let myself grieve honestly, without excuses, without pretending it didn’t break me. It’s healing in the shape of confession.

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4Me2BeFree turns real scars into cinematic storytelling. Every track is a memory rebuilt with honesty, queer resilience, and raw emotional clarity. “Seeing Colors” expands the universe of what this project is — not just music, but a lived narrative of survival, identity, and transformation. This is the sound of owning your truth without apologizing for the mess it took to get here.

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Seeing Colors

Ya. Of course we had to make our first ever Xmess Not So Christmas Album. Well, it’s actually an EP. It’s got sass, it’s got fire, it’s got disco, rap and plenty of camp. Pretty much how the festive season goes in our house. Totally non traditional, so don’t go having a f*cking hissy fit and spilling your winter overpriced latte on your tuck.

So ya. It drops through your virtual chimney on November 21st. Pre save it if you want a free stocking stuffer. Or go wild and grab something off our wishlist.

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🎬 Song Insight

"We Wake" is a haunted dreamwalk through the corridors of time, innocence, and loss. It captures the ache of growing up while the world spins out of reach—days slipping into yesterdays, memories turning into ghosts, and every heartbeat echoing the question: what do we keep, and what do we lose to time? The song traces the tension between longing for something that “sticks” and the hard truth that nothing—youth, love, identity—ever stays the same. Gentle as a lullaby but raw as a midnight confession, We Wake is a cinematic meditation on childhood, regret, and the fragile hope of finding someone who endures.


📝 Lyrics

Verse 1:
 Every time I go to turn away
 I watch as they all fade
 Faster each time, faster each day
 Nothing I grasp is ever meant to stay

Bridge:
 When you’re young, it’s a cruel little joke
 Sitting, wishing among all hope
 Reflections never seem to change
 But when they do, it’s never the way you’d choose

Chorus:
 It spins with hands that bend
 A loudness sounds within
 As it runs, we’re catching up
 But time is always an empty cup

Verse 2:
 As the days turn away
 Slipping on, becoming yesterdays
 These moments become memories
 Nothing I hold stays clear

Bridge:
 Truths come in mistakes we make
 And the “sometimes” when it’s too late
 The fate we seal—a date that never heals
 Just a reminder of what we made

Chorus:
 We always ask, “Where has it gone?”
 Warning all the kids to stay young
 Don’t rush it, as if they had a choice
 Never really given a chance

Bridge:
 We give it away, sometimes for pay
 Other times it’s taken,
 Sometimes it’s too soon,
 And without it, we’re always late

Interlude:
 instrumental:

Verse 3: 
 What looks back now leaves me guessing
 Maybe this person isn’t him—just the skin
 Spirit of a kid, pain from a past
 Miles show, but what’s left holds my soul

Bridge:
 Skipping stones ripple waves that stay
 Images of all the ways we’ve gone off track
 Wanting to be seen for what we are
 Not be the lasting memories we wake

Outro:
 We are kids, living in a world that changes
 Time spinning in every direction
 It’s a life that keeps us rearranged
 Looking for something that fits
 Hoping—maybe—it’s something that sticks,
 We are kids, living in a world that changes
 Wanting something that sticks
 Someone—

💬 Personal Reflection
This song was born out of those empty hours where you stare at old photos, wondering how time moved so fast and why you’re never ready for the way things change. For me, “We Wake” isn’t just about childhood—it’s about how trauma, hope, and love can all feel like dreams we wake from, sometimes alone, sometimes together. There’s a longing here that’s bigger than nostalgia. It’s the ache for someone who will stay, for memories that don’t vanish, and for the version of ourselves we hope to find again. Writing this was both healing and a little brutal—a way to honor all the pieces I’ve lost and the ones I still hold tight.

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At 4Me2BeFree, our art is a fight for truth—raw, inclusive, and unapologetically cinematic. “We Wake” lives in that liminal space where childhood ends, identity fractures, and hope claws its way through the cracks. We refuse to sugarcoat the ache of being human, queer, and alive in a world that wants easy answers. Every track is a reminder: your scars, your longing, your unspoken dreams—they all belong. Our mission is to turn every fleeting moment into music that lingers, soundtracking the hard and beautiful work of waking up as yourself.

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We Wake

🎬 SONG INSIGHT — “it’s valid” by 4Me2BeFree

“it’s valid” is a comedic meltdown wrapped in razor‑honest rap. The song lives in the space between unbothered confidence and the chaos of a mind sick of being told how to heal. It blends sarcasm, queer swagger, meme‑era slang, and raw spoken‑word rage into a cinematic venting session that doubles as empowerment. This track is a confession, a confrontation, and a dare. It laughs, snaps, collapses, resurrects, and sneezes on cute boys on purpose. It’s messy, unfiltered, and stubbornly real — the sound of someone reclaiming their story by refusing to sanitize it.

This is the queer anti‑pep‑talk anthem for anyone who’s ever said:
“I’m exhausted, but also? I’m fabulous. And you can’t do a thing about it.”

📝 LYRICS — “it’s valid”

[Intro]
awwww, it’s valid—
it’s giving complicated—
too late to be pressed—
logic or logistics, whatever—
call it statistics—
but let’s be honest,
not everyone’s built like me—
what a wild place that’d be.

[Verse 1]
If I hear one more damn word—
“You good?”
“He’s mid anyway!”
“Bro, you’re literally thriving…”
“Get back out there.”
“Still on that?”
“You should make happy tracks.”

Welcome to the world of fake—
here’s a vibe, go choke on that.
Fed up with your NPC energy,
tired of every blank stare like I care.

No cap—yeah, it gets old—
but I’m the realest one I know.
I spit what I think,
feel what’s raw—
you wanna know what it’s like to be real?
Try honesty—shit burns.

I don’t lie for likes,
don’t sugarcoat for the algorithm,
don’t bankroll my own slogans,
don’t tap dance for your messy night—
It ain’t me, bitch,
it’s you tonight.

Yeah, I point fingers,
call out the weak,
lived too long doubting myself,
giving a shit about what you said—
or what you thought.

But being down bad at one,
being the bottom—
“Pause, no homo, right?”
worked out just fine—
“That’s what they said.”
Wanna know why?
‘Cause I’m not buying the narrative you're selling,
not sipping reality from your feed—
no buffer, no stream, just the raw.

[Chorus]
You know what slaps?
My unbothered energy pisses you off.
You wish you felt like this,
wish you had this freedom—
nothing to lose, everything to gain—
it’s perspective, bestie,
and you can’t Prime‑ship that.

[Bridge]
We live like NPCs,
pressed about nothing,
scrolling our souls into oblivion.
The voice says:
“You’re not this… just RUN, Bobby—run.”
Arguing with your own brain,
or maybe you just left yourself on read.

“Oh my God, did he just—?”
“That is so chaotic. He’s unhinged!”
“Can’t wait to tell Bobby.”

The point got lost?
That is the point.
Too busy buying shit—
to eat, to flex, to post—
the drip, the aesthetic—
“It’s fantastic!”
All lost in the sauce.

[Chorus]
So yeah,
be salty,
stay mid,
be basic,
suffocate in a life that’s cap.
You be that.
I’ll be over here in a dress,
zero fucks given,
eating chips and dip,
sailing away on my brainwaves—
so queer, I’m catching feelings—
and I’m about to…
ahh‑chooo
Oh snap—sorry, bro,
you’re kinda fine.

[Outro]
It’s my song about not giving a fuck.
Swipe away, scroll away—
just don’t forget what it means
to be you.

awwww, it’s valid,
it’s giving complicated—
yeah, I handled business—
goodnight—

Aaaashhhhhh‑shhhooooo—
Oh—he is cute…
come here…
I said, come here.


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it’s valid”

🎬 Song Insight — “Unfold” by 4Me2BeFree

“Unfold” is a quiet detonation disguised as an acoustic confession. The song traces the moment when numbness finally cracks, when the weight of trying to trust someone again becomes too heavy to carry in silence. It’s a story told from the inside out — a voice curled close to the mic, breath trembling, heart too bruised to hide.

The lyrics open with loneliness as a familiar room, then peel back the walls to expose deeper wounds: counterfeit emotions, war‑torn trust, and the endless cycle of rebuilding only to collapse again. Yet beneath the ache, a quiet defiance grows — the desire to be seen, to be held, to believe in love without bracing for impact.

“Unfold” isn’t a ballad about breaking. It’s about the terrifying, intimate act of opening up while the past still echoes. It’s a raw, human plea wrapped in soulful acoustic warmth — a moment of truth delivered with nothing to hide behind.

📝 Lyrics — “Unfold”
Verse 1
Just want a friend  
I don't want to be sitting alone again  
Not even looking for hope  
I suppose that's how it goes

Pre-Chorus
All I know—it's not my time  
Can't find the right guy  
Maybe it's me, holding tight  
But I'm tired, losing grip

Chorus
It's a lot of shit to unfold  
Years gone by but still don't know  
Trusting someone, letting them in  
Tear it down, lose it all, turn around  
Just to start this shit again

Verse 2
Trusting myself to feel  
Act out emotions, I know the deal  
Counterfeit vibes inside  
Survive the war, just come home broken  
And now I'm sitting alone again

Pre-Chorus 2 / Alt-Chorus
Shrapnel, war-torn  
Have too long to go  
Take me in, be the Reason I believe  
What it's like to be loved  
A world I've never worn before

Chorus
It's a lot of shit to unfold  
Years gone by but still don't know  
Trusting someone, letting them in  
Tear it down, lose it all, turn around  
Just to start this shit again

Bridge
Every promise breaks, I'm bleeding to breathe  
Past regrets a voice, echoing what I can't believe  
Another night, another fight, I can’t sleep  
Wishing for a reason, someone real to rescue me

Outro
Paint this skin blues and lavender, I'll let you in  
Collapse your mind, let's find a place and hide  
Give to me all the things I want to see  
Find a way, break me free, make this world breathe with envy

Breathe  
Breathe with envy, baby  
Can’t you see  
Give them envy

💬 Personal Reflection

There’s a kind of exhaustion that doesn’t show up in your body — it shows up in the places you stop believing in yourself. Unfold came from that place. I wrote it during a time when trusting anyone felt like walking barefoot through broken glass, and trusting myself felt even harder.

This song carries the weight of learning to open up again after years of being told I wasn’t worth showing up for. It’s messy, it’s vulnerable, and it’s honest. I needed to say these words out loud so I could finally stop holding my breath.

🔥 4Me2BeFree Signature

4Me2BeFree has always been about turning real emotion into sound you can feel in your chest. Unfold continues that mission — taking the raw edges of heartbreak, identity, queerness, and survival and shaping them into something cinematic and bold.

This track lives in that space where vulnerability becomes power. Where a quiet acoustic performance can hit harder than any wall of synths. Where being queer, being honest, and being unfiltered is the revolution.

4Me2BeFree doesn’t shy away from truth — we amplify it.

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Unfold

🎬 Song Insight

“Summer in the Fire Sky” is a faded Polaroid that still burns with color—a song about golden evenings, scraped knees, childhood dares, and the bittersweet speed of growing up. This track is sunlight through leaves, thunder in the distance, laughter echoing down streets you never quite left behind.
It captures that magical liminal space between safety and wildness: when the world felt endless, friends were forever, and every sunset seemed to set the whole sky on fire. The ache is real, but so is the warmth—the lyrics glow with hope, longing, and a secret promise: the memories you made are always waiting for you, just beyond the horizon. “Summer in the Fire Sky” isn’t afraid of melancholy. It celebrates it. Every chord and line is an open window back to the best parts of youth.

📝 Lyrics

Verse 1
once alive
i could play outside
sand between my toes
oh everyone knows
it was just how it goes
when the neighbors say hi
they all come to watch
the light danced in the sky

Verse 2
thunder shook the ground
distance claps how far the sound
a little longer for the danger
where every kid is no stranger

Pre-Chorus
fireflies filled the dark
flying by yellow light
and junebugs [laughing] “whatever that was”
it’s the summer that lasts forever
where childhood memories go to live
that same place we chase till the day we die

Chorus
the buzzing sound, yellow streets all a glow
before i knew what it was to grow
to stay that way, to play like yesterday
when my mind was empty and a life was free

Verse 3
those summer nights when heat was all around
tracking past the days that last
seeing stars and wishing hard
who would’ve thought that was the best part

Bridge
[chuckles] chasing a future that never lasts
just thoughts of yesterday as it passed
hold on tight, don’t ever let this go
it passes before, and then you know

Breakdown
parents preach to kids like they know
but every year older, they can’t help but outgrow
nothing to hold onto, nothing to slow them down
racing faster to capture their own sound

Outro
because in the end, that’s all we want
to be loved by the sound of being young
to play through our blood and maybe—
[jokingly] just maybe—have them see there’s no rush
just maybe
there’s no rush
“thanks"
"Don't forget to tip the wait staff—, especially that cute one—, yeah you"

Summer in the Fire Sky

🎬 SONG INSIGHT — “fade out…” by 4Me2BeFree

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Some songs don’t scream — they bleed quietly until the truth floats to the surface.
“fade out…” is an intimate unraveling, a slow descent into memory and the kind of pain that lingers long after the moment has passed. It’s the sound of a heart cracking in real time: quiet, cinematic, and soul-heavy.
The track moves between soft confessions and emotional detonations, wrapped in alt-folk warmth and atmospheric indie-rock tension. Each breath feels like a step through a doorway you don’t want to open but can’t ignore. This isn’t escape — it’s recognition. A moment where the past refuses to stay dead, and the only way out is through.

📝 LYRICS — “fade out…”

Intro:
Static on the inside
shadows crawling through

Verse 1:
watch hope fade
my anger ignites
your fire I feed
I burn it up

A world wanted
never the same inside
taken in by lies you tried

Pre-Chorus:
Hands on the wall
’bout to fall— yeah, fall
it’s about to fall
it’s about to fall

[Chorus]
I fade out…
every truth I gave
I fade out… you’re the same
I keep waking in this yesterday
you’re the one to blame
for this life… goes insane

Interlude:

Verse 2:
the shell cracked
falling back
lied to my reflection
he's hiding out

Down in hell
held for a fight
forced my eyes
yeah, stealing my sight

Pre-Chorus:
Breathing what’s left
feed me memories— please
Breathing what’s left— make me alive

Chorus:
I fade out…
every truth I gave
I fade out… you’re the same
I keep waking in this yesterday
you’re the one to blame
for this life… goes insane

Bridge:
nothing left to save
I gave it all to you
I can’t bleed this pain—
it’s all I do

Outro:
I close my eyes, slip away
flying to the other side
I’m not gonna lie— it’s heaven tonight
I close my eyes
I see through you
it’s the other side
where I’m alive
I close my eyes

nothing left to save
I gave it all to you
it’s all I do
it’s all I do

💬 PERSONAL REFLECTION

This song came from a place where everything felt like it was sliding out from under me. It wasn’t anger — not really. More like exhaustion, the kind of emotional burnout where you stop trying to understand and just start admitting what’s been breaking you.
“fade out…” is the moment you realize you’re still carrying someone else’s damage, someone else’s lies, someone else’s weight. Writing this was me finally putting it down.

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4Me2BeFree exists to turn real emotion into cinematic sound — raw, unfiltered, and unapologetically human. “fade out…” captures the heart of the project: storytelling that holds space for pain, identity, queerness, survival, and the strange beauty that comes from refusing to stay silent. Every track is a reminder that freedom isn’t clean — it’s earned, fought for, and sometimes whispered through broken chords.

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fade out…

📝 Lyrics – “Don’t Believe the Lies I Sell” by 4Me2BeFree

🎬 Song Insight – “Don’t Believe the Lies I Sell”
“Don’t Believe the Lies I Sell” is a late-night confession at the edge of the afterlife, sung from the place between truth and the stories we tell to survive. It flips fairytales on their head—no happy beginnings, just loops of routine, debt, and expectations tightening like a noose. This is a stripped-back, alt-acoustic 90s-era unraveling: calling out the lie that happiness lives in “someday,” digging up the part of you that refuses to stay six feet deep. It’s not pity, it’s a warning and a dare—stop swallowing the script, step past yesterday, and choose your own ending.


Pre-Intro:
 Fairytales don't end with happy beginnings—
 Never endings whisper truths we're pretending—
 Threading loops that tighten our noose,
 Weaving fragile understanding.

Watching, waiting, debating—
 Is this my time, primed and contemplating?
 Why'd it derail? I'm sacked, it's wack—
 Just getting the knack, but that's the play, this is the track.
 Driving a train of pretended one-way mistakes,
 Waking before this shit breaks me—I'm the one on the take.

Intro:
 Fairy tales don’t start with never endings—
 Dreamers linger till spells catch 'em spinning—
 Loops a reminder draging 'em down to hell.

Bridge:
 We crave breaking from this endless parade—
 Reliving better days in the shade—
 If truth were fiction and facts never lied,
 I'd promise tonight: we just might survive.

Pre-Chorus:
 You live for yesterday—
 Saving for your tomorrows—
 Holding on to happiness—
 It's no mistake—
 Don't believe the lies I sell—
 It's six— it's six feet deep—

Chorus:
 Loops we follow— don't swallow
 Live past yesterday—
 Happiness follows
 Ohhh happiness— yeah it follows

Verse 1:
 You're told you're owed—
 It's another mistake sold—
 Expect what's lacking—
 Looking for a fight—
 Coming up wrong—
 But you still feel right—

Pre-Bridge:
 You play the rules— but the game's bent
 Sold a lie— and all this stupid shit—
 It's the daily grind— saving for a better life—
 Six feet under— pushing flowers—

Bridge:
 We all want to break away from this parade—
 Reliving those better days—
 But if truth was fiction— and facts never lied—
 I’d promise you tonight— how we just might survive

Bridge Refrain:
 “We all want to break away from this parade—”
 “Reliving those better days—”
 “But if truth was fiction— and facts never lied—”
 “I’d promise you tonight— how we just might survive”

Pre-Chorus:
 You live for yesterday—
 Saving for your tomorrows—
 Hold on to happiness—
 It's no mistake—
 Don't believe the lies I sell—
 It's six— it's six feet deep—

Pre-Chorus Refrain:
 “You live for yesterday—”
 “Saving your tomorrows—”
 “Hold on to happiness—”
 “It's no mistake—”
 “Don't believe the lies I sell—”
 “It's six— it's six feet deep—”

Chorus:
 Loops we follow— don't swallow
 Live past yesterday—
 Happiness follows
 Ohhh happiness— yeah it follows
Chorus Refrain:
 “Loops we follow— don't swallow”
 “Live past yesterday—”
 “Happiness follows”
 “Ohhh happiness— yeah it follows”

Outro:
 Save yourself the load—
 The lie in your eye—
 Break free— you will see—
 Nothing like you’d thought it be
 It's a shoot— the shit we follow— now swallow—
 Live past yesterday—
 Happiness follows
 Ohhh happiness— yeah it follows

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Don’t Believe the Lies I Sell

“Just Another Fuckin Mistake” – Song Insight Post

by 4Me2BeFree

🎬 Song Insight

“Just Another Fuckin Mistake” is a slow-burning unraveling — a confession torn between rhythm and rage. It’s the story of loving someone who weaponized distraction, drained your light, and left a hollow echo in their place. The song moves like a bruise shifting colors: dark R&B shadows, Bone-Thug-style cadence, and the sharp-edged honesty of early Eminem.

This track lives in the space between blame and release. Between the last breath of a dying relationship and the first breath you take alone. It’s intimate, confrontational, and painfully self-aware — a cinematic descent into the moment you finally call the truth by its real name.

📝 Lyrics

[Intro]
the art of distractions— that’s all you are
the art of distractions— no longer my fault
Ohh yeah my distraction— that’s all you are
an just like that— no longer my fault

[Verse 1]
You live among the mistakes I make
Stacked— it’s a vertical shift, a lateral phase
Logically indexed with all the shit I take

[Chorus]
You tapped into my pain
Pulling love out from every vein
Squeezed my heart—
leaving nothing but these broken parts

[Verse 2]
Your grip inside my chest
Broken down— you’re falling fast
Your lips press— a silent kiss
slipping away in gray
this time— ohhh
this time— yeah it's your mistake

[Refrain]
Slipping— slipping away
slipping away in gray
its your fuckin mistake
yeah, just another fuckin mistake

[Verse 3]
Your warmth once felt— now cold
Every aspect— you chose to close
All memories removed clean
Nothing good remains

[Chorus]
You tapped into my pain
Pulling love out from every vein
Squeezed my heart—
leaving nothing but these broken parts

[Bridge]
The “never was” that made us
Dropped like fire in my eyes
The two of us held tight
Watching love as it died

[Chorus]
You tapped into my pain
Pulling love out from every vein
Squeezed my heart—
leaving nothing but these broken parts

[Refrain]
Slipping— slipping away
slipping away in gray
its your fuckin mistake
yeah, just another fuckin mistake

[Outro]
The silence you found— was profound
It was the emptiness
that became your name ...
Yeah what a fuckin mistake

💬 Personal Reflection

This song came from a place where love and delusion finally stopped pretending to be the same thing. I wrote it in one of those rare moments of brutal clarity — the kind that knocks the wind out of you but sets you free in the same breath.

It’s not about revenge. It’s not about trying to win.
It’s me admitting the truth out loud:
some people were meant to be lessons, not lifetimes.

And when the last distraction dies, you finally see yourself again.

🔥 4Me2BeFree Signature

4Me2BeFree has always been about turning raw wounds into cinematic sound — taking the parts we’re told to hide and letting them become the entire story. This track carries that spirit fully. It blends vulnerability with defiance, pain with rhythm, despair with swagger.

It’s the sound of surviving yourself… and surviving who you used to love.
It’s the heartbeat of the movement: honesty, liberation, and unapologetic emotional storytelling for anyone who’s ever had to rebuild from ashes.

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Just Another Fuckin Mistake

"If it didn’t matter, it wouldn’t hurt. Pain is the gift of knowing you’re alive."

4Me2BeFree is more than music—it’s my story, my scars, and my survival. Every song is a piece of me, a raw melody of love, heartbreak, and resilience. I blend AI-generated vocals and instruments with real emotions, turning my experiences—especially from an LGBTQ+ perspective—into something that speaks to anyone who's ever felt lost, broken, or just searching for something real.

Breakup songs? Yeah, they hit different. Music carries us through the worst of it, and every generation finds their own anthems of love, loss, and getting back up. Heartache doesn’t care about age, gender, or where you come from—music connects us all.

I make music because I’ve been there. The pain, the anger, the hope—it's all in these songs. If something here hits home for you, let it. If you feel something, let me know. That’s the connection that keeps this alive.

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