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HOPE Nikku - LOST SOUL

Mauler - London Sounds Exposed 126 (11 May 2012)

Tracklist:
1) Transcend - Domination
2) S3RL - Get Stronger
3) Lost Soul Feat. Dark Angel - Mindscape
4) Darwin - Passion Is Obsession
5) Dougal & Gammer - Dougs Nightmare
6) X-FIR3 - Feel The Buzz (Sensation Remix)
7) Harry H - Higher
8) Brisk & Fracus - Holding On
9) Dougal & Gammer Feat. Jenna - Lose Me Forever
10) Sc@r & Uplift - Keep On Jumpin
11) Scott Brown - Prince Of Darkness
12) Orbit 1 Feat. MC Enemy - As Your Soul Flies
13) Milo - Pump It Up Loud
14) Dougal & Gammer - Rock This
15) Alphabeat - The Spell (Sensation Remix)
16) Sc@r & Uplift - 6th Sense
17) Audien - Sonic
18) S3RL Feat. Tamika - Summerbass
19) Darren Hotchkiss - Go DJ
20) Rising Star - Rock 1 2
21) Darwin - Coral Beach
22) Alex BassJunkie - HeadBanger
23) Aggey - I'll Find You My Way
24) Fracus & Entity Feat. Fraz - Far Away

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Mauler - London Sounds Exposed 126 (11 May 2012)

Lost Soul

🔥 Yung Malo – Lost Soul

“Lost Soul” is an unfiltered look into the life of a kid who grew up with nothing, forced to hustle just to survive. Yung Malo paints a vivid picture of broken homes, street life, and the fight to find purpose. From getting thrown out as a teenager to running with the wrong crowd, every bar is a confession and a testament to resilience.

Lyrics Highlight:
But I was just a lost soul, trying to find my way back
Trying to find my way home, needle in a haystack...

💔 Theme:
Trauma. Regret. Redemption.

🎛 Production:
Dark melodic trap meets raw street storytelling.

💬 Drop a comment if you relate or if this track hits you where it hurts.

🔗 Follow Yung Malo:
Instagram: @yungmalo.go| TikTok: @yungmalo.og| YouTube: @yungmalo-og| Facebook: @yungmalo.og 

#LostSoul #YungMalo #RealStories #StreetLife

This track has now been lost to time, we can't find it anywhere to do a re mix so the Demo track will have to do.  C.2006

Realization

Mixed by me. 

=+ LYRICS +=

I SIT ALONE INSIDE MY THOUGHTS
I SIT ALONE INSIDE AND ROT

I PICK MY SKIN IT NEVER STOPS
IM ANXIOUS AND IT FEELS LIKE ROCKS

I WISH THAT I COULD SHOOT MY BRAIN
AND FEEL A DIFFERENT TYPE OF PAIN

I WANNA MAKE IT GO AWAY
AND DRIFT INTO A BETTER PLANE


I KNOW IM LOST 
I KNOW THERES STAINS

I KNOW IM LOST
I WILL REMAIN 

THIS VICIOUS CYCLE IS A GAME
IM INTERTWINED I FEEL SO LAME

IVE LOST MY WAY 
IVE LOST THE DAY

I SMOKE MY WEED AND FEEL OKAY
MY PAIN AND SUFFERING ON DISPLAY
A DREAM OF LIFE I MOLD WITH CLAY



-313-
[Existing to live/Living to exist]

WATERFALLS (Prod. ExKid)

Mixed by me.

=+ LYRICS +=

PEDDLE TO THE METAL
FINNA SMOKE AND LET IT SETTLE
ALL THESE STUPID THOUGHTS INSIDE MY BRAIN IM SCREAMING LIKE A KETTLE

I JUST ALWAYS SEEM TO THINK THAT IM A LOSER AND THE DEVIL
ALL THE SHITTY THINGS IVE DONE GOT ME TRAPPED INSIDE THIS LEVEL


IVE BEEN MEAN TO ALL MY FRIENDS
NEVER TRY TO MAKE AMENS
IM AN OMEN TO MY KIN
WHERE THE FUCK TO I BEGIN?

DEFINITION OF A SIN
ENCASED IN DARKNESS LIKE A DJINN
I JUST ALWAYS SEEM TO BLAME MY PAIN AND ETCH IT ON MY SKIN


WHAT THE FUCK DO I THINK I AM?
FLY AWAY LIKE PETER PAN
I JUST ALWAYS RUN AWAY FROM PROBLEMS LIKE A TROUBLED MAN

I DONT WANNA BE DEPRESSED 
PAIN INSIDE MY THROAT POSSESSED 
WALK AROUND THE HOUSE IM FEELING DOUSED
IGNITED ALTERIGE

…

DEMONS FEED
I MAKE EM BLEED
THEY FELT MY AURA THEN THEY FLEED 

THEY PLEAD AND PLEAD
AND NOW I GRIEVE 
IM TRAPPED INSIDE I TRIED TO LEAVE

I CANT BELIEVE 
I FAILED SEE 
THE OPTIONS DEEP INSIDE OF ME

NOW PICTURE ME
INSIDE A RING 
I NEVER HEAR THE FUCKING DING


IM RUNNING 
IM RUNNING 
IM PUMPING
IM FRONTING
I CIRCLE AROUND
AND IM FEELING THE MONEY

YOU THINKING YOU FUNNY
IM PETTING A BUNNY
I FEED IT A CARROT IT TURNED INTO HONEY


IM RUNNING
IM RUNNING 
IM CATCHING A WRAITH
I SUMMON THE PAIN
AND IM PUNCHING YO FACE

CATCHING A FADE
CANNOT RELATE
SCREAMING AND WHEEZING YOU LOSING THE RACE



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[Existing to live/Living to exist]

DJINN (Prod. CURTES)

Mixed by me. 

=+ LYRICS +=

OH MY FUCKING GOD
I JUST WANT IT ALL TO STOP
FINNA POUR ANOTHER SHOT
HOPE I DIE INSIDE A BOX

I JUST WANNA FUCKING BREAK
BUT IM FILLED WITH SO MUCH HATE
I JUST WANNA FIGURE OUT IF I AM REAL OR I AM FAKE


I DONT KNOW WHAT I WANNA BE
WHAT I WANNA DO
OH
WANNA BE AN ARTIST
A CARCASS 
I OVERTHINK IM THROUGH

ALL THESE LITTLE THOUGHTS INSIDE MY HEAD THEY MAKE ME FEEL SO DEAD

PUT A KNIFE INSIDE MY BED AND SCREAM UNTIL MY COVERS RED


GUYS IM FREAKING OUT
I SMOKE THIS LOUD
BUT I CANT FIGURE OUT

WHY I STICK AROUND
TO MAKE YOU PROUD?
YEAH FUCK THAT IM A CLOWN

I COULD FUCKIN DROWN
OR SWALLOW ROUNDS
I FUCKIN HATE THIS CROWN

DIGGING DEEPER DOWN
INTO THE GROUND
IM HIDING FROM THE CROWD



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[Existing to live/Living to exist]

CARCASS (Prod. SIXXNIGHTSS)

Mixed by me.

=+ LYRICS +=

I DONT FUCKIN NEED YO HELP
BITCH I JUST WANNA KILL MYSELF

GRAB THE GUN THATS ON THE SHELF
& BLOW MY BRAIN TO END MY HEALTH

DEMONS IN ME BEING STEALTH
I WONDER IF ILL WAKE IN HELL

CLOSE MY EYES
& COUNT THE LIES
IM MORTIFIED
& POLARIZED


YOU SHOULD SEE ME WHEN IM MAD
BE DEARLY GLAD
YOU SEE ME SAD

PROJECTING MY EMOTIONS
THE MOTIONS
THAT MAKE ME DEEPLY BAD

I DRINK ANOTHER POTION
EROSION
MY SADNESS FUELS THE OCEAN

LIQUIFY MY CHOICES
THE VOICES
DESPERATE TO MAKE SUM NOISES



-313-
[Existing to live/Living to exist]

ENIGMA (Prod. exihade)

Mixed by me. 

=+ LYRICS +=

I DONT WANNA CRY
WANNA DIE
FUCKING LIGHTS OUT

LOOK INTO MY EYES
ILL ADVISED 
FINNA FIND OUT

THROW A FUCKIN NADE
RUN AWAY
TO YO HIDEOUT 

I JUST FEEL INSANE
IM IN IM PAIN
SAY GOODBYE NOW


WALKING ON THE ROAD
TAKE IT SLOW
FEELING FINE NOW

IM JUST FEELING BROKE
I DONT KNOW
ANY TIME NOW

THAT I FULLY WAKE
AND I TAKE
ALL YO LIES DOWN

CRASHING LIKE PLANE
IN YO LANE
FINNA DIE NOW


WHATCHU GOTTA SAY?
ITS A GAME
PRESS ESCAPE NOW

FIRES IN THE WAY
MICHAEL BAY
YOU CAN PRAY NOW

WATCH YOU WASTE AWAY
YOU WILL PAY
SUBTLE BREAKDOWN

LOOKIN AT MY FACE
I ERASE
DEVIL TAKEDOWN


I JUST WANNA DIE
WANNA DIE IN THE MOONLIGHT

I JUST NEED A GUIDE
TILL IM TIED
TO A BONZAI

LIVE ANOTHER LIFE
IN THE EYE
OF A SAMURAI

LIVE ANOTHER LIFE
IN THE EYE
OF A PARALYZED


NO I WILL NOT BITE
BUT I MIGHT
IF YA SCARED TO FIGHT

DARKNESS BE THE LIGHT
IN THE NIGHT
ALWAYS LOOKIN BRIGHT



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[Existing to live/Living to exist]

GOODBYESWEETMOON (Prod. CURTES)

Yung Malo creates music addressing socio-economic, political, and environmental issues giving listeners 360 insight and perspective.


(Credit: joemalo.com)

GoodbyeSweetMoon OUT NOW!

+++ Insta: @xillian313 +++

⚒️‼️ SOUNDCLOUD EXCLUSIVE ARTIST ‼️⚒️


Member of: 
= MADE TO SUFFER CULT =
= UNDERGROUND BOYZ =
= NEOPHYTE CLIQUE =


🔊 INSPIRATIONS (in no particular order):

+ Freddie Dredd, BONES, Lil Kaine, $uicideboy$, Night Lovell, OMENXIII, Logic, K.A.A.N., Trippythakid, SVNTXMVLX, Eazy Mac, RAMIREZ, Xavier Wulf, EVILMANE, SCREW, bumboi, LORD GA$P, Sadfriendd, HYDRA, SHOGUN, Kiraw, REPTILIAN GOD MANA, Adi T, Meat Computer, SANTOS SANTANA, godhandusa, E R R O R, Voda Fuji, MF KHAOS, Ryan Celsius, $lim Gucci, ISVVC, GORT, Odetari, CURSED, REAP3R, 3GLOCK, 870Glizzy, Redneck Zombie$, MXSTVH, INSOMNIAC, $crim, IVOXYGEN, 6 SENZ, TENNGAGE, Ouija Macc, 901KRUEGER, Yury, PHONKMASTA, Chetta, TET RIDER, Mavo, KARTER DARK, 8Corpses, Grioten, Gao the arsonist, ICEBERG BLACK, Undead Ronin, SCRIPTZ, Yvncc, SOLSA, DJ AKOZA, KILLER MANTIS, Judgement G, LXST CXNTURY, Jake OHM, KEVINTHACREEP, BLVCK AGE, BuntaSparks, Zach Rabbit, UNAVERAGE GANG, Apoc Krysis, Crystal Ball Ant. +


🔊 MY HOMIES (in no particular order):

+ KYO, Prod. Ruby Dredd, DEAD WIZARD, Prod. DJ ACARTHUS, TrashjitMP3, RONIN, Prod. IUDEXXX, Prod. Call Dealer, Yung Graves, THOMP$oN, DJ ROLLABLUNT, Lil Mango, WINTERTHAPLUG, Mothereal, $INISTER$TEEZ, ILLUSIONLUNA, TommyRob, allura, RRETT, FearJesus, golanatheghost, Lazy Raine, Tracysicko, Nixy, Prod. Loki, Prod. Lein G. +


ADDITIONAL SHOUTOUT TO MY COLLECTIVE HOMIES IN:

+ MADE TO SUFFER CULT & UNDERGROUND BOYZ +

-313-
[Existing to live/Living to exist]

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Former host of London Sounds Exposed

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Tom and the Cats
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					Phil Limpton - Rhythm Guitars
					Tommy Catalos - Backing Vocals

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					Kit Gratrix - Synths

Shadow 
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					Dexter Rohan -  Lead Guitars
					Les Shipperbottan - Drums
					Nick Botham - Bass
					Kittarix - Synths & Pianos
					Phil Limpton - Rhythm Guitars
					Betty Roadford - backing Vocals

Falcon
					Mike Bryant - Guitars & Vocals - Writer
					Kit Gratrix - Synth’s & Percussion - Writer

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Dexter Rohan -  Lead Guitars
Phil Limpton - Rhythm Guitars
Mike Bryant - Guitars & Vocals/Writer
Will Russell - Guitars & Vocals/Writer
Psi Hancock - Guitars
Dave Higham - Guitars Drums & Vocals
Kit Gratrix - Guitars/Writer
Tommy Catalos - Vocals

Chuck Batsmear - Rock Bass
Lyndon Johnson - Soul Bass
Nick Botham - Pop Bass

Kittarix - Synths & Pianos

Dinky - Drums
Les Shipperbottan - Drums

Jana - Vocals
Saz -Vocals
Kerry Bennett-King - Vocals
Betty Roadford - Vocals
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