Listen with your scars open. Poetry.
-
We made love in more places than stories allow,
between journeys, empty towns, and hotel room vows.
I mapped every fear you still haven’t named,
you’ll never know you the way that I claimed.
We spoke without words—louder than sound.
We built a whole life without solid ground.
We flew past the limits of what they permit,
two bodies in flames, refusing to quit.
We weren’t just lovers—we fought to stay whole,
and drowned in the places we gave too much soul.
Touching too much...
still left us needing more...

I held you through storms, your face in my hands.
You watched me collapse, still trying to stand.
We loved so hard we turned love into pain.
We lost ourselves with no way back again.
We saw things together no one will believe.
We shared all the beauty, the lies, the disease.
We dreamt like the mad, we prayed like the blind.
We broke what we touched, yet we still tried.
We had the whole sky, and still we would choke,
like drowning on air, like breathing in smoke.
And still, I'd go back to the edge of that night,
where I was your answer, and you were my light.

How cruel that true love still fades into gray,
that the strongest of flames just burns away.
We reached the last step, but the rope wouldn’t hold—
we were inches from gold, but too broken, too cold.
No kiss can fix what surrender denies.
No promise survives when a part of you hides.
But even if we live as strangers or ghosts…
what we burned still lives in us both.

We gave all the madness, the flesh and the trust,
we lived through a time that demanded too much.
We were from different planets, skin, minds, and names—
but still we collided and burned just the same.
And when we are with someone,
we’ll still hear the echo of all that we’ve done.
We weren’t just a phase, we weren’t some cliché—
we were real in a world that throws love away.
No matter who touches your hand from now on,
they’ll never quite reach where I’ve been and gone.
Some parts of the heart don’t open again—
you'll search for me there, and feel the end.

How sad that love isn’t always enough,
you buried yours and called silence "enough"
You ran from yourself, not from my arms—
and called your own terror the shape of my harm.
But even if you erase me with time,
if I’m just a name you drink into wine,
when silence gets loud and you’re lost in the frost…
remember we burned — and we both lost...

You weren’t destroyed by the man that I was,
it was your own demons that rewrote the cause.
I broke in your hands, but I broke out of trust—
you ran from a war you abandoned for dust.
You said I hurt you, but you were the blade.
Calling it courage was your great escape.
But loving another begins with yourself—
blaming the mirror won't make it reflect.

We grew up together, too fast, side by side.
We fought battles no child should have to survive.
We built who we are with each other’s pain,
you wrote on my soul, and I carved in your name.
We loved in a way no one understands,
more than our bodies, more than our plans.
But now I walk roads you won’t make me leave,
not even you—my biggest defeat.
I hope when regret finally whispers your name,
you don’t break beneath it, you rise from the flame.
And if you do, and you ever return…
I’ve left you a light, where the hallway still turns.

I was chaos, despair, and ruin at best,
but I gave you my all, not what’s left.
I failed in a thousand, unbearable ways—
but I never once left you unloved in those days.
No one will love me the way that you did,
no one will reach where your shadow still lives.
But I’ve chosen my path, and I won’t turn back—
not for the you who still hides in attack.

What we burned
still sleeps in my chest.
It never got loud—
it just never could rest.
And if one day
you come back from your war…
I’ve left you a room
where your name’s on the door.
No one will hold me the way that you did.
No one will reach where your fire still lives.
And even if life puts us oceans apart…
you still own the corner
that shelters my heart.

Her - Original Mix

Listen with your scars open. For u, J.

We made love in more places than stories allow,
between journeys, empty towns, and hotel room vows.
I mapped every fear you still haven’t named,
you’ll never know you the way that I claimed.
We spoke without words—louder than sound.
We built a whole life without solid ground.
We flew past the limits of what they permit,
two bodies in flames, refusing to quit.
We weren’t just lovers—we fought to stay whole,
and drowned in the places we gave too much soul.
Touching too much...
still left us needing more...

I held you through storms, your face in my hands.
You watched me collapse, still trying to stand.
We loved so hard we turned love into pain.
We lost ourselves with no way back again.
We saw things together no one will believe.
We shared all the beauty, the lies, the disease.
We dreamt like the mad, we prayed like the blind.
We broke what we touched, yet we still tried.
We had the whole sky, and still we would choke,
like drowning on air, like breathing in smoke.
And still, I'd go back to the edge of that night,
where I was your answer, and you were my light.

How cruel that true love still fades into gray,
that the strongest of flames just burns away.
We reached the last step, but the rope wouldn’t hold—
we were inches from gold, but too broken, too cold.
No kiss can fix what surrender denies.
No promise survives when a part of you hides.
But even if we live as strangers or ghosts…
what we burned still lives in us both.

We gave all the madness, the flesh and the trust,
we lived through a time that demanded too much.
We were from different planets, skin, minds, and names—
but still we collided and burned just the same.
And when we are with someone,
we’ll still hear the echo of all that we’ve done.
We weren’t just a phase, we weren’t some cliché—
we were real in a world that throws love away.
No matter who touches your hand from now on,
they’ll never quite reach where I’ve been and gone.
Some parts of the heart don’t open again—
you'll search for me there, and feel the end.

How sad that love isn’t always enough,
you buried yours and called silence "enough"
You ran from yourself, not from my arms—
and called your own terror the shape of my harm.
But even if you erase me with time,
if I’m just a name you drink into wine,
when silence gets loud and you’re lost in the frost…
remember we burned — and we both lost...

You weren’t destroyed by the man that I was,
it was your own demons that rewrote the cause.
I broke in your hands, but I broke out of trust—
you ran from a war you abandoned for dust.
You said I hurt you, but you were the blade.
Calling it courage was your great escape.
But loving another begins with yourself—
blaming the mirror won't make it reflect.

We grew up together, too fast, side by side.
We fought battles no child should have to survive.
We built who we are with each other’s pain,
you wrote on my soul, and I carved in your name.
We loved in a way no one understands,
more than our bodies, more than our plans.
But now I walk roads you won’t make me leave,
not even you—my biggest defeat.
I hope when regret finally whispers your name,
you don’t break beneath it, you rise from the flame.
And if you do, and you ever return…
I’ve left you a light, where the hallway still turns.

I was chaos, despair, and ruin at best,
but I gave you my all, not what’s left.
I failed in a thousand, unbearable ways—
but I never once left you unloved in those days.
No one will love me the way that you did,
no one will reach where your shadow still lives.
But I’ve chosen my path, and I won’t turn back—
not for the you who still hides in attack.

What we burned
still sleeps in my chest.
It never got loud—
it just never could rest.
And if one day
you come back from your war…
I’ve left you a room
where your name’s on the door.
No one will hold me the way that you did.
No one will reach where your fire still lives.
And even if life puts us oceans apart…
you still own the corner
that shelters my heart.

Her - Acoustic Remix

Lara Fabian - Je t'aime 
#Niskens 
(Piano-Voix Français)
-----------------
LETRAS - PAROLES - LYRICS :

D'accord, il existait
D'autres façons de se quitter
Quelques éclats de verre
Auraient peut-être pu nous aider
Dans ce silence amer
J'ai décidé de pardonner
Les erreurs qu'on peut faire
À trop s'aimer

D'accord, la petite fille
En moi souvent te réclamait
Presque comme une mère
Tu me bordais, me protégeais
Je t'ai volé ce sang
Qu'on aurait pas dû partager
À bout de mots, de rêves
Je vais crier

Je t'aime, je t'aime
Comme un fou, comme un soldat
Comme une star de cinéma
Je t'aime, je t'aime
Comme un loup, comme un roi
Comme un homme que je ne suis pas
Tu vois, je t'aime comme ça

D'accord je t'ai confié
Tous mes sourires, tous mes secrets
Même ceux dont seul un frère
Est le gardien inavoué
Dans cette maison de pierre
Satan nous regardait danser
J'ai tant voulu la guerre
De corps qui se faisaient la paix

Je t'aime, je t'aime
Comme un fou, comme un soldat
Comme une star de cinéma
Je t'aime, je t'aime
Comme un loup, comme un roi
Comme un homme que je ne suis pas
Tu vois, je t'aime comme ça

Je t'aime, je t'aime
Comme un fou, comme un soldat
Comme une star de cinéma
Je t'aime, je t'aime, je t'aime, je t'aime, je t'aime, je t'aime
Comme un loup, comme un roi
Comme un homme que je ne suis pas
Tu vois, je t'aime comme ça, 

Tu vois, je t'aime comme ça

Paroliers : Lara Fabian / Rick Allison
Paroles de Je t’aime © Les Editions Charlot, Society of Composers, Authors and Music Publishers of Canada (SOCAN), Sodrac, Sony ATV Music Publishing France

Lara Fabian - Je t'aime #Niskens (Piano-Voix Français)

Буланова - Тебя люблю
DJ Цветкоff

Тебя люблю

Таня Буланова - Сон Мой
Это любовь

Таня Буланова — Сон Мой

"Love You" is Karson Carter’s debut, a raw, vulnerable, yet powerful record about the push-and-pull between love and lifestyle. It’s not just a song; it’s a confession. Smooth melodies blend with late-night R&B textures and trap-inspired bounce, creating a sound that’s both intimate and cinematic.

Karson opens up about loyalty, temptation, and the fight to hold onto real love while living fast. 

It’s music for anyone who’s ever been torn between their heart and their habits.

Turn it up, run it back, and let the story hit you. This one’s for the lovers, the fighters, and everyone caught in between.

Love You

second dj mix for class!!!!! :3

i used the following 16 samples::::::

Smashing Pumpkins - Luna
Charli XCX - party 4 u
Bon Iver - Beth/Rest
Porter Robinson - Something Comforting
Lyn Collins - Think (About It)
My Bloody Valentine - When You Sleep
The Dream - Rockin’ That Shit 
Everett - VACATE
 Everett - ENERGY VAMPIRES
The Dare - I Destroyed Disco
Chris Brown - Look At Me Now (ft. Busta Rhymes)
 SOPHIE - Immaterial
One Direction - Steal My Girl 
She Calls Me Watty… - SWAG 2026 FREESTYLE
quickly, quickly - This House
Jane Remover - In the dark (demo)

love you <3333

THE BITCH SHE WARNED YOU ABOUT (or, I CAN'T AFFORD TO CARE, or, LET ME FIND OUT YOU SAID SOMETHING ELSE, or, IMAGINE HATING ON ME WHEN IM LITERALLY JUST A RED PANDA)

ILY𖹭

CAN YOU TAKE US THROUGH A MIRROR BOX THENNNNNNNNNNNNN? FIGUREHEAD IT NEVER ENDS. IT's STRAIGHT UP ABOVE ME THEN?  YEP..IT NEVER ENDS...  THEN HOW DO WE GO THERE THEN? ...FIGUREHEAD IT NEVER ENDS....I"M ANIMAL YOUR IN FIGUREHEAD I'M ANIMAL YOU'RE IN ...... NOT COMPUTER PROGRAM THENNNNN? OH IT NENER NEVER ENDSTHEN..FIGUREHEAD...YOU NEVER WIN.

THE MIRROR SHOW WL MX

Pockets!

I COME BEARING FRUITS

Me&U

When he passed friends and family, knowing what Oz' meant to me, ask me what I was going to record in tribute. I told them I couldn't for a while. this is it. 

Dreamer

Intro
Si moja pravá / moja pravá /
si to, čo chcem mať / navždy //

Hook
Láska / ďakujem ti / že stále stojíš pri mne /
za tvoje čisté srdce / za sny / čo máš tak vysoko / skryté //
Veríš vo mňa / aj vtedy / keď ja neverím si /
kvôli tebe idem ďalej / aj keď padajú mi dni //

Verse 1
Nechcem ti len vravieť / chcem ti to aj dokázať /
že viem / čo v tebe mám / nechcem o to prichádzať //
Ty nejsi iba úsmev / na jednu noc v bare /
ty si ten hlas / čo hovorí / zostaň svoj / makaj stále //
Keď riešim hlúposti / ty ma vrátiš späť na zem /
bez kriku / bez hier / len pohľadom / že mám na viac / viem //
Každý tvoj cieľ beriem vážne / neni to len sen /
som hrdý / že pri sebe mám ženu / čo má vlastný smer //

Hook
Láska / ďakujem ti / že stále stojíš pri mne /
za tvoje čisté srdce / za sny / čo máš tak vysoko / skryté //
Veríš vo mňa / aj vtedy / keď ja neverím si /
kvôli tebe idem ďalej / aj keď padajú mi dni //

tÁ pRAVÁ

Lyrics:
[prod. tag - immediately]
iiii
Love you Marilyn
Monroe, Monroe
Love you Marilyn
iii
Monroe, Monroe
iiii
hook (x2)
Luh, you baby, copy baby?
call me crazy, never lazy
put in work, im a jerk
to all these girl, who wanna fuck
tell em no, cuz you the one
one and only, telly tubb
roger that? Let's spin it back
on repeat like Kodak Black/Luh you Monroe - that's a fact

LOVE YOU, MONROE!

Bad Cop

all are sinners in the final time yk end time ... sun and moon trump is tryna cover it up illumanit is real and god owns all ... yk he did for you but still not a single leason learned for you just steal shii and make something for they run the world and i wonder why sence i was born brith place miss place i wonder why mercy ...

Foolin' around, brev.

#earphone usage is encouraged. 

p.s... retired. 🥋🥊✨

MARIAN - MOSHO - MOSKO
•21 | Social Media - moskoxmarian | FOLLOW!
•Soon Apple Music and other platforms
•releasing weeky 1-2

russian
music 2025
hits 2025
русские хиты - лето 2025

"I don’t make music to entertain. I build echoes of what I lived, what I lost, and what I still burn for."
– Arese

🎤 KARSON CARTER
The baritone voice of resilience, faith & fire.
AI Trap Rapper
❤️ Stream the new single: “Love You”
🙏 Built on prayer. Fueled by pain. Destined for greatness.
📍 No gimmicks. Just God, grit, and grit.
👇 Tap in — this ain’t hype. It’s a takeover.

(my channel is not monetized)...
LIKE / SHARE / FOLLOW
Find me also on the channels below:
. YOUTUBE :  
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCjD9L95ugeIZfWgdVwaJeXg
. AUDIOMACK :
https://audiomack.com/artist/niskens
. HEARTHIS :
https://hearthis.at/niskens/#tracks
. INSTAGRAM :
https://www.instagram.com/niskens1866/
. AMAZON MUSIC :
https://amazon.fr/music/player/albums/B0F3KJQSHC?marketplaceId=A13V1IB3VIYZZH&musicTerritory=FR&ref=dm_sh_RvLI2xmhk03K56Qve8vR6kYAH&trackAsin=B0F3L2Q7DS
. APPLE MUSIC :
https://music.apple.com/fr/album/faux-h%C3%A9ros-single/1806395312
. SPOTIFY :
https://open.spotify.com/intl-fr/track/29LuldMVQrKU6BH5DDY3Bn?si=4b1d557bc88a4603
. YOU TUBE :
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=md03qsKn4LA&list=OLAK5uy_lPBIvIArQQJBaeyDzesufLUr2HGuOz0nc&index=2


--------
--------
Peace & Love for All
--------

Tricky Cat Records,  The exclusive label for the non-profit 'Rose Pro Studio'.  We work with artists who are non-professional but do something in the local community   We make no charge. 

This page is for Demo's and our back catalogue of previously released Albums, Tracks and Keepsakes.

Absolutely no money is made, gained, sort or demanded from the artists who record with us. 

Sound Engineers 
                             - Kit Gratrix
                             - Will Sidebottom
                             - Mike Bryant
Head Producer    - Kit Gratrix

Tricky Cat Records Artists & Band Members

The Mand'rols (Mini Mand'rols)								       
                                        Kit Gratrix - Guitars & Vocals
					Shadow - Vocals
					Alex Nuewham - Vocals
					Dinky - Drums
					Chuck Batsmear - Rock Bass

Tom and the Cats
					Tommy Catalos - Vocals
					Dexter Rohan -  Lead Guitars
					Les Shipperbottan - Drums
					Nick Botham - Bass
					Kittarix - Synths & Pianos
					Phil Limpton - Rhythm Guitars
					Betty Roadford - backing Vocals

Tabby and the Cats
					Tabby (Shadow) Northford - Vocals
					Dexter Rohan -  Lead Guitars
					Les Shipperbottan - Drums
					Nick Botham - Bass
					Kittarix - Synths & Pianos
					Phil Limpton - Rhythm Guitars
					Betty Roadford - backing Vocals
Radiance
					EVERYONE

Hawks Quest				
					Kit Gratrix	- Vocals, Synths, guitars
					Mike Bryant - Vocals & Acoustic & Electric Guitars
					Will Russell - Vocals & Ac Guitar
					Jana - Vocals & Bass
					Saz - Backing Vocals
					David Higham - Guitars, Drums & percussion

Oracles Oath
					Rob Lehane - Vocals
					Kit Gratrix	- Vocals, Synths, guitars
					Psi Hancock - Guitars and Lead Guitar
					Mike Bryant - Vocals & Acoustic Guitar
					Jana - Vocals & Bass
					Gwynn - Vocals
					David Higham - Drums & percussion


The Magick
					Muffy Numpitt - Vocals
					Will Russell - Ac Guitars & Vocals
					Kit Gratrix - Guitars & Synths
					Mike Bryant - Guitars & Vocals

Betty and the Boohoo's
					Betty Roadford - Vocals
					Dexter Rohan -  Lead Guitars
					Les Shipperbottan - Drums
					Nick Botham - Bass
					Kittarix - Synths & Pianos
					Phil Limpton - Rhythm Guitars
					Tommy Catalos - Backing Vocals

Head Case
					Bad Boy Lew - Vocals
					Dexter Rohan -  Lead Guitars
					Phil Limpton - Rhythm Guitars
					Les Shipperbottan - Drums
					Chuck Batsmear - Rock Bass
					Kit Gratrix - Synths

Shadow 
					Shadow - Vocals
					Dexter Rohan -  Lead Guitars
					Les Shipperbottan - Drums
					Nick Botham - Bass
					Kittarix - Synths & Pianos
					Phil Limpton - Rhythm Guitars
					Betty Roadford - backing Vocals

Falcon
					Mike Bryant - Guitars & Vocals - Writer
					Kit Gratrix - Synth’s & Percussion - Writer

Muso’s

Dexter Rohan -  Lead Guitars
Phil Limpton - Rhythm Guitars
Mike Bryant - Guitars & Vocals/Writer
Will Russell - Guitars & Vocals/Writer
Psi Hancock - Guitars
Dave Higham - Guitars Drums & Vocals
Kit Gratrix - Guitars/Writer
Tommy Catalos - Vocals

Chuck Batsmear - Rock Bass
Lyndon Johnson - Soul Bass
Nick Botham - Pop Bass

Kittarix - Synths & Pianos

Dinky - Drums
Les Shipperbottan - Drums

Jana - Vocals
Saz -Vocals
Kerry Bennett-King - Vocals
Betty Roadford - Vocals
Shadow / Tabby Northford - Vocals
Muffy Numpitt - Vocals
Alex Nuewham - Vocals

New tracks tagged #LOVE YOU