Fourth single from my upcoming album 2023
https://youtu.be/VBkLAYHM-yc

wait - i wonder where the time went
it’s been a crazy year and i kinda wanna relapse 
when we spent all night on sunset
we were counting stars but then she took it all back

there she goes out the door, she don’t want me no more
what the fuck, i had hope 
i don’t know her anymore
there she goes with my clothes
on my own, on my own
she don’t know that i know 
i don’t know her anymore

stuck in bed, taking my medicine 
she's got me right here where she wants
i'm in my head, ignoring texts again 
this is the part where we breakup. 

wait now i’m surrounded by silence 
every time i close my eyes i see her where she looks best 
like when she’s drawing blood from my back
now i’m all alone, she left my heart right on the pavement


Produced by Paul Slaughters x Seth Smades
Drums by Sage Weeber
Mix Assist by Andrew Castillo
Mixed by JJ Catalyst
Mastered by Ruairi O'Flaherty

The Breakup Scene

The Breakup Scene *VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

i don't know why i try
i do this every time
ignoring all the signs and
the thoughts inside my mind
are getting hard to fight
and i can't even hide it
anxious all the time
i just wanna know
sometimes i wanna die
wrote you this before i go

i'm losing everything
all my friends are turning into enemies
the girl i love is turning to a memory

i've been trying hard to get it on my own
push away everything that i know
one more night until i turn into a ghost

will you remember me when i'm gone?

-

mixed and mastered by Brody
produced by LiL MiK_e

Before I Go

saw your ghost i thought that you should know
see myself always on my own
you and me i want that
trust me it's like that 
we both know, can't go back
to the old us when i had bloodshot eyes
i can't lie fucked me up too many times

it's not my fault, so empty
i can't feel anything
not breathing, defeated
i can't believe this

passed out on the floor chasing ghosts inside my head
my pathetic attempt to forget all the memories we had
another night alone, another night i want to end
those three words i've heard before i used to know now i forget

-

mixed and mastered by brody
produced by LiL MiK_e

Chasing Ghosts On The Bathroom Floor

Chasing Ghosts on the Bathroom Floor

lonely world when being alone is your fate
i couldn't breathe looking death right in the face
i tried so hard but i couldn't change my ways
remove myself from the passion and the pain.
how much more will it take until i push you away?
it's a lonely world, how much more can i take?

climbed to the top now i'm back where i started
they told me i could be anything i wanted
believed it until i couldn't stand my face
miss the version of myself i could've saved.

intrusive thoughts i can't escape
is it reality or fake?
i see this person in the mirror
is it the person that i hate?
maybe i'm living in the past
memories i can't erase
my reflection on the lake
in the fire, see your face.
really thought you were the one
but it's me i have to change 
i don't want to be alone
could this really be my fate? 
i don't trust you anymore 
i just want to feel safe.
this might really be the end
it's myself i can't escape.

-

mixed and mastered by brody

Lonely World

Lonely World (prod. brody + Taylor Morgan)

Crazy Talk Freestyle

Crazy Talk Freestyle (prod. fish narc) (feat. Ocean Eyes)

You = Not My Friend 2

You = Not My Friend 2 (prod. Jakkyboí) (feat. SIXROT)

i fell asleep with the windows open
you left me like you didn't care
haunt my dreams like a ghost that hates me
wake up six feet deep, can't save me.
i know lately you try to change me
but baby i'll always be the same me
depressed and fucked up daily
the world will always hate me.

-

mixed and mastered by brody
produced by LiL MiK_e

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