Lifeisamovie (godskara + juvvelean)

I wanna see snow for a day 
And watch it all melt away 
Before the cold sinks into my bones 
I wanna be fun at the bar 
Without waking up crossed 
On a couch that isn’t my own 
I wanna free fall for someone 
Without falling apart 
Or the immanent consequences 
Cause when you’re face first on the ground 
It’s like too many rounds 
Where you say you’ll never do that again 

CHORUS 
But I miss the way I was, in love 
Young and stuck inside an old matchbox apartment 
When I had the one, an “us”
Before I lost the life I had when I was all in 
I miss how it feels 
I miss being real 
But I can’t afford to let go of the wheel 
I wanna open my whole heart without any breaking 
Have all the good parts without any pain 
I wanna see snow for a day 

I wanna sleep in til the sun 
Says the morning is done 
Without wasting the entire day 
And when I’m alone late at night 
I wanna leave all the lights on 
Without a bill I gotta pay 
I wanna drive home with a guy
Without going inside 
Or the weight of expectation 
I wanna get back to then
But not back to him 
Cause I said I’d never do that again 

CHORUS 

I thought I had the love of my life but I don’t know anymore 
I thought I had my forever but I can’t love anymore 

CHORUS 

Snow For A Day

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