꿈이 나를 떠난 게 아냐
난 지금도 버티고 있어, 조용하게
No one sees but I'm screaming softly
이 하루도 견딘 내가 대단한 거야

별이 멀어져도 난 멈추질 않아
Falling slow, but I'm still holding
내가 날 잊지 않는 한
끝은 아니야


어릴 때 꾸던 꿈은
이젠 내 통장보다 작아졌지
남들 말은 “현실을 봐”
근데 그게 더 무섭더라, 솔직히

SNS는 다들 잘 나가
그 속에서 나만 검은 필터 같아
불안이 일상이 된 지 오래
“괜찮아?”라는 말, 나한테는 no way

무너진 것 같아도 완전히 아니야
심장 아래 불씨가 살아
누가 뭐래도 난 아직 써
이건 그냥 음악 아냐, 내 삶의 언어야


꿈이 나를 떠난 게 아냐
난 지금도 버티고 있어, 조용하게
Still breathing, still bleeding
모두는 몰라, 내 안의 meaning

눈물 삼켜도 난 노래를 불러
Even if it hurts, I won't stop dreaming
부서져도 내 안엔
아직 빛이 있어


엄마는 말했지 “이젠 좀 쉬어”
근데 그 말이 나에겐 더 아퍼
쉬는 법조차 잊었나 봐
달리는 게 익숙한 걸 어떡하나

밤마다 물어 “이게 맞는 길일까?”
근데 다른 길이 없더라, 진짜
“버틴다는 게 멋진 거야”
그 말은 나한테만 너무 쉽게 하더라

쓰러져도 다시 일어나
내가 나를 포기하면 끝이니까
No plan B, just me
이 삶은 아직 내 거니까


I don’t need applause
I just need air
조용한 방 안, 혼자서 기도해
언젠간 닿을까?
Don’t know, don’t care
그냥 오늘도 버텨, 그게 나야 yeah


꿈이 나를 떠난 게 아냐
난 지금도 버티고 있어, 조용하게
No one sees but I'm screaming softly
이 하루도 견딘 내가 대단한 거야

별이 멀어져도 난 멈추질 않아
Falling slow, but I'm still holding
내가 날 잊지 않는 한
끝은 아니야

GRIT

lyrics:
i don’t like all this light on me
the sun makes my eyes sore —
what a controversial stance?

can we talk in the dark?
i’m tired of being read…
of being asked to perform grief
like a well-trained animal —
don’t you make a metaphor of me.
i’m still bleeding

the music’s too loud 
and i don’t want to sit with my sadness
unless it’s silent…

Deathray

Call Your Soul

Goshiy presents “Bacardi” featuring Asa & Flory, a song from the album “The Last Beach Party” (10/10/25).

Producers: Goshiy, Asa, Flory

Bacardi (feat. Asa, Flory)

Goshiy presents “Follow” featuring 8staasi, a song from the album “The Last Beach Party” (10/10/25).

Producers: Goshiy, 8staasi, Impasta

Follow (feat. 8staasi)

He glows too hard for someone real

Mirror skin and a borrowed smile,
Perfume thick to hide the guile.
Talks in loops, rehearsed replies,
Every truth a cheap disguise.
Gold on wrist, but rust inside,
Every story pre-applied.
Looks like love from far away,
Up close — plastic in the sway.

He’s fake, can’t feel his tone,
He’s fake, made of phone.
Every move’s a masquerade,
Every touch pre-programmed fade.

Filter glow on his perfect face,
Even lies got flawless grace.
Name-drop dreams he never earned,
Plays the saint when the cameras turn.
Heart on feed, but none in bed,
Speaks in quotes that someone said.
All his shine just burns too fast,
A spark designed, never meant to last.

He’s fake, can’t feel his tone,
He’s fake, made of phone.
Every move’s a masquerade,
Every touch pre-programmed fade.

I used to fall for that kind of face,
Symmetry sharp, but empty space.
Now I read the code, not the eyes,
Can’t be fooled by digitized lies.

He’s fake, can’t feel his tone,
He’s fake, made of phone.
Every move’s a masquerade,
Every touch pre-programmed fade.
He’s fake — and now I know,
Real hearts don’t need that glow.

He's fake (Alternative R&B reload)

A song about finding peace in imperfection — about not needing the light to love the dark.

Glow in the Gray

“Too Honest” drifts through late-night confessions and quiet heartbreak — smooth, vulnerable, and painfully real.

TooHonest

Vice City

Goshiy presents “Bacardi Remix”, a remix version of the song “Bacardi”.

Producer: Goshiy

Bacardi (Remix)

Streetlights like a river running underneath my tires
Leaning out the window just to feel a little higher
Headphones on and all the noise just fades away
I’m finding quiet in the places that I used to chase

Ooh, just floating with the city
Ooh, no rush, no worries
I like the way this feels

Quiet glow, I let it show
Breathing easy as I go
Silver skies in stereo
Moving where the night is slow
Quiet glow, I’m in control
Taking care of what I know
City soft and shining low
Moving where the night is slow

Neon on the pavement like a watercolor dream
Staying in the moment where the calm runs clean
Don’t need anybody just to set the tone
Got a little peace I can call my own

Ooh, just floating with the city
Ooh, no rush, no worries
I like the way this feels

Quiet glow, I let it show
Breathing easy as I go
Silver skies in stereo
Moving where the night is slow
Quiet glow, I’m in control
Taking care of what I know
City soft and shining low
Moving where the night is slow

Moonlight staying up for me like it knows my name
I don’t need a destination when the vibe’s this same
If tomorrow wants to call, I’ll take it nice and slow
Cause tonight I’m living in the afterglow

Lights reflect, I find my pace
Nothing lost in quiet space
Every breath a sweet escape
I’m okay, I’m okay

Quiet glow, I let it show
Breathing easy as I go
Silver skies in stereo
Moving where the night is slow
Quiet glow, I’m in control
Taking care of what I know
City soft and shining low
Moving where the night is slow

Quiet Glow

You wear Chanel No 5 again
Smells like love I can’t defend
Your heels click soft in midnight time
그대 웃음 half divine

You laugh in lace and cigarette smoke
I play the fool in second-hand hopes
Your coat’s Dior, your eyes say stay
하지만 난 또 fade away

La-la-love me, 천천히
Round and round, just you and me
If it’s spring, I’ll never know
La-la-love me, don’t let go

We talk like models off the clock
You pose, I pray the flash will stop
추억 같아 this cafe glow
My heart hums slow like old echo

You hum a tune in Prada shade
I’m stitched in dreams that time won’t save
Your charm’s couture, my heart’s undone
밤이 오면 you still run

La-la-love me, spin me slow
Round and round the feelings sew
If the thread begins to show
La-la-love me, don’t let go

Maybe grace is just good lighting
사랑은 fitting’s timing
Every vow’s a borrowed trend
Every heart must stitch again

So la-la-love me, fade me low
In this velvet season’s glow

Velvet Season

Saint Laurent suit, same old bar
Glass half full of who we are
City hums like background strings
Fame’s a phone that never rings

Your lipstick laughs in camera flash
Love on loan, it fades too fast
그대 눈빛은 encore 같아
Still sweet when the lights all die

I keep singing through the rain, keep singing through the rain
Not for the crowd, for my heart to stay sane
Every smile feels tailor-made
But baby, the seams still fray

Backstage blues, champagne haze
Another toast to better days
My Saint Laurent smile keeps the peace
Even love looks good in disbelief

The cameras flash, I lose my place
Smile on cue, then hide my face
그대 이름은 refrain 같아
I whisper it between the bars

I keep singing through the rain, keep singing through the rain
Not a silver screen, just neon pain
Same suit, new stage, hearts rearrange
Velvet grace in the masquerade

그대여, 날 비춰 줘 
All this silver turns cold to see
If I fade, then fade with style
Still croonin’ with a Saint Laurent smile

Now the crowd’s gone home, just me and the keys
Echoes hum like old memories
Even silence has a song tonight
And I wear it well beneath the light

They said the charm don’t last too long
But I still find truth in every song
그대 이름은 rhythm 같아
Keeps me steady when I fall apart

I keep singing through the rain, keep singing through the rain
Not for applause, just to feel again
Same suit, new heart, still in style
Still croonin’ with a Saint Laurent smile

Love’s still cool, even for a while
Underneath this Saint Laurent smile

Saint Laurent Smile

You talk slick with that cherry lip
Flip your hair like a movie clip
Faded Nike sweats, you slide on beat
Saying 괜찮아 then kiss your teeth

Your perfume hits like after hours
Lines you drop come sweet then sour
You laugh low like you know the game
Smile that hides what you won’t explain

You move close like you’re reading me
Soft voice tilted with irony
You say don’t fall but you pull me in
Good intentions wearing thin

Kiss me once, kiss me twice
Love feels soft and sugar light
Kiss me once, kiss me twice
You’re my trouble, you’re my vice

Kiss me once, kiss me twice
Love feels soft and sugar light
Kiss me once, kiss me twice
You’re my trouble, you’re my vice

Late night taxi, your phone face down
You say 아니야 with your eyes down
Gold hoop earrings, your voice on tilt
Pretty lies wrapped up in silk

You press close like a midnight dare
Perfume ghost still in your hair
Half truth grin that you always wear
Sweet talk heavy like you’re saying a prayer

You breathe slow like a beat about to drop
Say you’re done but you never stop
Every line that you improvise
Feels like gospel in disguise

Kiss me once, kiss me twice
Love feels soft and sugar light
Kiss me once, kiss me twice
You’re my trouble, you’re my vice

Kiss me once, kiss me twice
Love feels soft and sugar light
Kiss me once, kiss me twice
You’re my trouble, you’re my vice

Late night habits, lips on fire
You say stay like a backup choir
If we crash then we crash on beat
Two lost kids in designer heat

Kiss me once, kiss me twice
Love feels soft and sugar light
Kiss me once, kiss me twice
You’re my trouble, you’re my vice

Kiss me once, kiss me twice
Love feels soft and sugar light
Kiss me once, kiss me twice
You’re my trouble, you’re my vice

Say you’re done then pull me slow
Some goodbyes don’t wanna go

Kiss Me

Red curtain sighs, spotlight hums low
We know our lines, still steal the show
Your smile rehearsed, my hands remember
Every act feels like last December

They’ll quote us like it’s Casablanca
Black and white hearts in the frame
We’re golden age in technicolor drama
Different reels, same flame

Line by line, we fall in tune
Same old play beneath the moon
Curtain up, we play it through
The stage between me and you

Old piano hums, the velvet shakes
We pour champagne on our mistakes
You bow too soon, I miss my mark
We both shine better in the dark

They’ll write us down like Gone with the Wind
Beautiful lies we improvise
Your gaze feels like a closing scene
Cut to black before goodbyes

Line by line, we fall in tune
Same old play beneath the moon
Curtain up, we play it through
The stage between me and you

Lights fade slow, I still hear the crowd
Names in gold, but hearts too loud
Maybe truth is just good timing
And grace is how we keep smiling

Line by line, we find what’s true
Not every script was meant for two
Curtain down, but I see through
The stage between me and you

My love, curtain’s low
But I still glow

Line By Line

You breathe slow like a midnight hymn
Soft as a secret trimmed on the brim
Your scent hangs close like a whispered sin
가지 마, drifting warm and thin

Gold cufflinks flash when you turn my way
Balmain lapel in the smoky sway
Your voice cuts quiet through velvet air
돌아와, like a silent dare

Shadows lean in when you call my name
Low like a gamble, sharp like a flame
You say don’t stay, but you hold me still
Soft contradiction bending your will

Round and round, the room turns slow
Lights fall soft like afterglow
Round and round, you pull me near
Love hits quiet, crystal clear

Your glass tilts slow with a crimson pour
Baccarat shine on the marble floor
A half smile hides what you never say
Don't let go, fading as you sway

Tom Ford shadows on your skin tonight
Eyes like embers under yellow light
You move like trouble dressed in gold
기억해, slipping soft and cold

Sweet on the tongue but sharp inside
You love in riddles you never hide
You say don’t fall, but your hands insist
Two soft lies in a single kiss

Round and round, the room turns slow
Lights fall soft like afterglow
Round and round, you pull me near
Love hits quiet, crystal clear

Smoke curls up like a whispered vow
Soft devotion breaking now
If this ends with a shattered tune
Let it fade under neon moon

Round and round, the room turns slow
Lights fall soft like afterglow
Round and round, you pull me near
Love hits quiet, crystal clear

이 밤 끝에 너만 남아
돌아와도 괜찮아
난 여전히 그 자리야

Round and Round

Quiet seats, the lights go low
Every heartbeat still echoes slow
Golden dust falling through the air
Feels like no one’s really there

Curtain falls, but I’m still shining
Every ending needs refining
Hold this song past closing time
Stay a moment past the line

Empty rows like a midnight train
Soft footsteps echo through the frame
Silhouette caught in silver glow
Some goodbyes just end too slow

Curtain falls, but I’m still trying
Every close leaves something crying
If we fade then fade in time
Leave the echo, keep the rhyme

I’ll be here when the lights all go
밤이 끝나도

Curtain Falls

[Intro] 

(Sound of match striking)

(Warped Rhodes chords wobbling)

(Dry finger snaps enter)

[Verse 1] 

I’m tracing the pixels on the ceiling

Trying to decode this digital feeling

You’re a ghost in the machine, a voice in the wire

We’re playing with bandwidth, playing with fire

Don't overheat. Keep it cool.

[Pre-Chorus 1] 

The latency is killing me (Lagging)

A buffer in the chemistry (Dragging)

I want to reach through the glass

Break the protocol, make it fast

[Chorus] 

We are reading the telemetry (From a distance)

Calculating the intensity (No resistance)

I’m high on the phantom touch

Baby, it’s way too much

Just let it overheat.

[Verse 2] 

Your signal is drifting in and out of phase

I’m getting lost in the algorithmic haze

Send me a packet, send me a sign

I’m losing my mind, one bit at a time

System failure.

[Pre-Chorus 2] 

The firewall is burning down (Crashing)

I like the way you make it sound (Smashing)

Forget the logic, cut the wire

Pour the gasoline on the fire

[Chorus] 

We are reading the telemetry (From a distance)

Calculating the intensity (No resistance)

I’m high on the phantom touch

Baby, it’s way too much

Just let it overheat.

[Bridge] (Mellotron Flute Solo - Wobbly and hypnotic)

Boiling point.

Melting point.

Breaking point.

[Final Chorus] 

We are reading the telemetry (Can you feel it?)

Calculating the intensity (I wanna steal it)

I’m high on the phantom touch!

Baby, it’s way too much.

Just let it overheat.

[Outro] 

Connection lost.

Come over.

(Silence)

Telemetry

The entire sound is in my hands. I write cyber poetry, produce, and compose every track ready for Immersive 3D. Every beat is crafted for spatial and next-gen headphones.
Intimate lyrics, total immersion, every track.

For 30 years I kept unfinished demos to myself, never letting them out. Now I finish what I start and release it the moment it’s alive.

I use every tool available, human or machine, as an instrument.
Technology doesn’t replace creativity. It expands it.

I make R&B for people who love too deep and think too much.
Slow melodies. Honest words.

녹음은 저와 제 친구들이랑 같이 합니다. 작곡과 작사는 저 혼자 담당하고 있으며 녹음은 보통 친구가 하는 편입니다.

I do the composing and songwriting by myself, and I do the recordings together with my friends. Usually, one of my friends handles the recording process.

作曲と作詞は自分ひとりで担当していて、録音は友達と一緒に行っています。録音作業は主に友達が担当しています。

I’m a 42-year-old IT Project Manager turned late-night songwriter — born in Louisiana, now rooted in Moore, Oklahoma. The South raised me, and it still hums through everything I make.

These songs are me learning to breathe again — stories pulled from the static, built with a little help from AI and a lot of heart. I’m not chasing fame, just trying to get the noise out of my head and turn it into something honest.

Phase Chroma is a high-concept duo occupying the luminous, melancholic space between Progressive Structure and Ethereal Art-Pop. Formed around a striking duality—precise, structural synth work meets vast, dreamy vocal atmospheres—the project exists to explore emotional resonance through meticulous design. Their music sounds like the aftermath of a beautiful, systemic failure. Tracks like the digitally fractured "Neon Decay" and the liquid, intimate vastness of "Ripples in the Void" showcase their signature approach: cinematic soundscapes where every layered texture and subtle metric shift is intentional. Phase Chroma doesn't just make music; they manufacture deeply felt sonic tension for the quiet, empty hours.

Kalvin Kim
Experimenting through genres and sound.

No DMs — email only.
📧 knghnkim@gmail.com
Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/4rd79MhZV3Z8Z9j2bEOjLD

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