A lyrical, motivational, pop-style testimony of what my walk with God has been like as a Chosen One rejected, attacked, and struggling to keep an upright heart 

He Can Catch Me Afterall

Dj Lipton In The Lonliness Of Maddness

  This song has a totally made up lyrics about nobody real, all in my imagination. I wanted to write like an "Eleanor Rigby" type of song about loneliness, mental illness, and old age. Just following that type of format. Words came first and then I wrote the music. Which gives it that creepy vibe with a falling cliche bass line. Very eerie and haunting, trying to capture that getting old by yourself ambiance! I wrote it during the pandemic, so the scene was set! I added organ, guitars, bass, and a bunch of other instruments pre-pandemic and Charlie came over and added the vocals and a harmonica track post-pandemic. Great job by him on both accounts. So it just sat around for 3 years just gathering digital dust!😂 I never thought it was that good because the timing seemed off to me, probably because I had forgotten how it went after 3 years! Not our best effort I think. If you watch the video it will make more sense.

VIDEO - https://youtu.be/H6TuC5eYUD4

     The video was challanging and I spent a ton of time on it, about a week last year. I made it about 2 people, both named Amanda, hence the title "Amanda, Amanda". The name was suggested by my wife who loves the name Amanda. The first Amanda was a middle aged woman wandering around at night in a forest with a torch and crying herself to sleep but the second Amanda was an elderly woman that quite frankly had gone a little bit crazy due to the lonliness. We can all relate especially during the pandemic! I tried to show that in the video. There's a ton of eye-candy in the video. It's a haunting tale and a haunting song. Thanks so much for visiting and take care everyone! Let's all try not to end up like either Amanda! 🙏😎✌🏼

“AMANDA, AMANDA”

AMANDA,
HAVE YOU SAID ALL YOUR PRAYERS TODAY?
FUNNY HOW TIME SLIPS AWAY,  
      
AMANDA,             
IS THAT LONELINESS IN YOUR EYES?      
IS LIFE SLOWLY PASSING YOU BY?
YOU CAN'T DENY,

AMANDA, AMANDA,
SITS AND WAITS YEAR AFTER YEAR,
AMANDA, AMANDA,  
NO ONE'S THERE TO WIPE HER TEARS,
WHEN SHE CRYS, NO ONE HEARS,
AMANDA, AMANDA,
AND LIKE A GHOST SHE'LL DISAPPEAR,
  
AMANDA,
IS YOUR MAILBOX EMPTY AGAIN?       
NO PHONE CALLS FROM LOVERS OR FRIENDS,
WHY PRETEND?       
      
AMANDA, AMANDA,
SITS AND WAITS YEAR AFTER YEAR,
AMANDA, AMANDA,  
NO ONE'S THERE TO WIPE HER TEARS,
WHEN SHE CRYS, NO ONE HEARS,
AMANDA, AMANDA,
LIKE A GHOST SHE'LL DISAPPEAR,
YEAH LIKE A GHOST SHE'LL DISAPPEAR,
OH LIKE A GHOST SHE'LL DISAPPEAR,
HMM LIKE A GHOST SHE'LL DISAPPEAR.

BY JIM VALDES
© 2021

"AMANDA, AMANDA" (Video - https://youtu.be/H6TuC5eYUD4)

Streets of Hell prod. R4MSAY

Alone While Living is a raw post-grunge confession about isolation, the hollowness of life, and the silence that frames it all. With haunting verses, heavy choruses, and lyrics that cut deep, this track explores the truth that death isn’t the scariest part — it’s living that hurts the most.
The song moves between soft, brooding moments and explosive grunge-fueled riffs, capturing the ache of loneliness even in a crowded world. A track for anyone who has felt unseen, unheard, or alone in the noise of life.

Alone While Living

Silence marked A-O, Where did the rain go? I met her in creation.

RAIN - An Original by Mari Hale (2017)

My best friend of 10 years ghosted me last year. Ever since then, I've been convinced that the people in my life aren't there to stay. It gets hard on nights like these when I can't sleep.

Lyrics:

Some nights I wonder when you will leave
Some nights I stay up late, I don’t feel anything
Some nights I cry from the weight of everything
Some nights I need a friend to sing me to sleep

Some nights I’m feeling anxious, some nights I’m feeling down
Some nights I feel I’m over this, some nights I come around
Some nights I think of what went wrong, some nights I think of her
Some nights I think of all the songs that I wrote for her
Some nights I lie in bed, thinking of my past
Some nights I’m in my head, I’m thinking this won’t last

Some nights I wonder when you will leave
Some nights I stay up late, I don’t feel anything
Some nights I cry from the weight of everything
Some nights I need a friend to sing me to sleep
Some nights I cry from the weight of everything
Some nights I need a friend to sing me to sleep

Some nights I wonder when you will leave
Some nights I stay up late, I don’t feel anything
Some nights I cry from the weight of everything
Some nights I need a friend to sing me to sleep
Some nights I wonder when you will leave
Some nights I stay up late, I don’t feel anything
Some nights I cry from the weight of everything
Some nights I need a friend to sing me to sleep

(Prod. peril)

Some Nights

the sun is setting.

Knowing that even though you lose someone you hope that you will meet them again when the time is right.

When Our Paths Meet Again

The coronavirus changed my life, and not for good, writes Carlos Fra-Nero in this first-person pandemic piece for Youth Journalism International.

In quarantine, even a 'people person' gets lonely, by Carlos Fra-Nero

Loneliness is a place where you hide
It makes you feel so hurt inside
it makes you, it makes you want to cry
it makes you, it makes you want to die
Somebody help me now.

Put yourself in my shoes and see
just how lonely this life can be
it makes you feel so hurt inside
there’s no place that you can hide
Somebody help me now.

You know life can be so bad
you know it makes you feel so sad
and it make you want to run
hey this life ain’t no fun.
 Ah Ah Ah Ah.

Loneliness is a place where you hide
It makes you feel so hurt inside
it makes you, it makes you want to cry
it makes you, it makes you want to die
Somebody help me now.

You know life can be so bad
you know it makes you feel so sad
and it make you want to run
hey this life ain’t no fun.
 Ah Ah Ah Ah.

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Loneliness

God of mercy, I'm reaching out. In my deepest pain, see my heart. I feel so alone, but I know You're near. You've known me from the start. Lord, come closer, hold me tight. Let Your presence be my song. You're the God who sees me. You've seen me all along. I am seen, I am known, I am loved. I am seen, I am known, I am loved. Let every heart confess, I am seen, I am known, I am loved by my heavenly Father. You called my name before the dawn. Your voice still echoes in my soul. Though I wandered far, I'm not alone. The God who sees me makes me whole. You see me when the world looks right through. You heard my cries before I ever spoke. In the quiet of my heart, You move. Your healing love restores my hope. I am seen, I am known, I am loved. Let every heart confess, I am seen, I am known, I am loved by my heavenly Father. Search me, Lord, and find me here. You've not found my life too small. You never miss a single tear. You see it all, You see it all. You see the hidden parts of me, dreams that no one else can see. Your eyes are kind, Your mercy deep. You watch and wait and still love me. In a sea of billions, God sees you, and He calls you by name. You are seen, you are known, you are loved. Let every heart confess, you are seen, you are known, you are loved by your heavenly Father. In the wilderness, He found you there. A barren heart in desperate prayer. God spoke your name, and hope revived. The God who sees- still brings to life. The God who sees brings "you" to life.

God Who Sees

Dying a little inside {Dark Dnb}

“Whiskey Sunrise” is a raw, reflective country song about brotherhood, loss, and the long road to healing after war. With weathered vocals, aching guitars, and the quiet glow of a new day, it tells the story of a soldier mourning his fallen friend — searching for peace somewhere between the night’s sorrow and the dawn’s mercy. It’s a song for every veteran who’s raised a glass to a brother gone too soon and found a glimmer of grace in the sunrise that follows the battle.

Whiskey Sunrise

Black on black everything fading to the dark Black on black can't find the light to restart Living in the shadows where nobody sees Black on black that's all that's left of me (Black on black black on black) Everything turning to black on black (Black on black black on black) Can't find my way back from black on black

black on black

This song is about a girl who sees and speaks with ghosts, existing between the worlds of the living and the dead. She is beautiful, delicate, and alone, suppressing her feelings while carrying a quiet, fragile sorrow

Between

sunflowers

A young woman realizes that her relationship mirrors her man's choice of liquor.

I Know What You're Thinkin'

**I NEVER USE A.I. IN ANY OF MY SONGS OR VIDEOS!** Hi everybody, my name is Jim and I’m a songwriter, I've written over 300 songs, I play guitar, bass, piano, and am an okay lyricist.  I play all types of music and have my own recording studio.  I use no A.I. or DAW or any computers to make my songs or my videos, all the instruments are played by me live on a multitrack studio recorder and Charlie, my vocalist, sings most of my songs and also plays the Harmonica on several tracks. I use video clips from Motion Array or Pexals or Pixabay for my videos. I'm not a pro or a great musician but I do what I can with the tools that I have! I belong to the "Keep Humans In Music Movement" (KHMM)! We're NOT perfect but we're REAL! Thanks everyone for listening and the world needs more music now, real music made by HUMANS not MACHINES! So let's all sing a song with our own voices, please! I do not consent to any of my songs or videos being used or sampled or lifted in any way or fashion. Take care!👍😎✌🏼.

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Based in Eryri (Snowdonia), North Wales,
Eirianlys Music is a Small, Personal Independent Studio that Writes, Records & Produces a Myriad of Unique & Different ROYALTY FREE Albums Supporting Children's Charities.

*** MAIN Charity: Supporting Hope House/Tŷ Gobaith Hospices ***
https://www.hopehouse.org.uk/
https://www.hopehouse.org.uk/ty-gobaith
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Second Charity: BBC CHILDREN IN NEED
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Music is a voice, a way of expression that transcends all languages.  Words are limiting and prone to misinterpretation, music communicates with the soul. I learned the theory and the structures of classical music and have come to the conclusion that music is not about conforming to rules but more about how successfully break them!

Just a guy with a voice. If my music speaks to you, that means the world to me

Youth Journalism International connects student writers, artists and photographers with peers around the globe, teaches journalism, fosters cross-cultural understanding, and promotes and defends a free youth press.

Fueled by faith in God and a love for powerful storytelling, I create bold, high-impact songs that hit you in the heart and stay in your head. My music blends passionate vocals, driving rhythms, and lyrics that challenge, inspire, and ignite the soul. Every track is a call to stand tall, live with purpose, and never settle for less than the truth.

Houston Texas but the pain made me. You can’t define me. I do it for the love of the game 🖤.  I have been working on and making music for over 20 years. I've put a lot of my older songs on here, but the most recent songs are new. I appreciate you and I hope my music finds you right where you are.

Hi! My name is Jane (aleoo.w), I'm a comic artist and author of mystical webtoon Noir Dea about a detective and a medium. Here you can listen atmospheric audio and songs made especially for Noir Dea. Some tracks are AI-made, some of them made by myself. Enjoy!

YouTuber, Photographer, Director, Actor, Author, Poet, Artist, and Musician.

Master of electronic music and the underground!

New tracks tagged #Lonliness