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"Thick & Thin" by 'Mental Dawn'
Released on "Losing EP" by ChiefKid'

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Losing EP

Thick n Thin

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Mental Dawn - Thick & Thin [ChiefKid Release]

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"Let It Go" by 'Mental Dawn'
Released on "Losing EP" by ChiefKid'

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Let It Go

Mental Dawn - Let It Go [ChiefKid Release]

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"I Just Wanna Know" by 'Mental Dawn'
Released on "Losing EP" by ChiefKid'

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I Just Wanna Know

Mental Dawn - I Just Wanna Know [ChiefKid Release]

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"Nightmare" by 'Mental Dawn'
Released on "Losing EP" by ChiefKid'

Stream
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Nightmare

Mental Dawn - Nightmare [ChiefKid Release]

losing//focus

This song is facts, still fighting the depression and trying to get past it.. Doesn't matter if I'm having a great day or not, there is always something there in the back of my mind that reminds me of the past...

Sorry for a depressing song before Xmas guys, just needed to get this out.
I want you all to know I am okay, slowly getting better thanks to my wife. Depression's just hard to fight sometimes but I've won each fight thus far..
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Lyrics:

(Verse 1)
I'm fucking done,
I fucking give up,
I'm tired of my life,
I'm just tired of being in this rut!

What's the point of trying to win?
Because every time I've fucking tried
the same bullshit just resets again!
Then I get blamed for not trying again?
Just shut the fuck up I'm doing everything I can.

I'm just tired and exhausted,
Beaten down and just fucking lost it,
all the doors have closed up and frosted,
and there's nothing that I can do to defrost it.

I'm at the end of my rope and I'm cutting the ties,
I don't feel supported enough and they wonder why,
I'm always wearing this skull mask with the red eyes,
because it's easier to not be me and live in this disguise.
I've spent a lot of time,
wondering it would have been like if I just dropped out from this life.

(chorus)
I'm losing and not getting anywhere,
I'm stuck in this state of disrepair,
this life sucks and it just isn't fair,
I'm tired of trying, and now I'm getting scared.
I'm trying to contain myself but it's hard,
Being emotionless with a broken heart,
I'm losing everything and I've got so far,
but now I'm at the beginning again
and this time I don't want to restart.

(verse 2)
I've spent so much time trying to get things in order,
so much time wasted, and so much put on the burner,
So many things I've done that would bring terror..
thinking about it now the void seems better...
I want to leap but I can't,
stuck in this life by a strand.
I think I'm done, I don't want to stand.

I'm just lost in myself again,
the depression is coming in,
I see all the dark corners that I've been,
maybe I'll finally give up, maybe this is the end,

(chorus)
I'm losing and not getting anywhere,
I'm stuck in this state of disrepair,
this life sucks and it just isn't fair,
I'm tired of trying, and now I'm getting scared.
I'm trying to contain myself but it's hard,
Being emotionless with a broken heart,
I'm losing everything and I've got so far,
but now I'm at the beginning again
and this time I don't want to restart.


(verse 3)
I'm sorry if this brings you down,
I'm just in a really bad place right now,
and I don't think I want to come out,
because my life is a joke and I'm just burnt out,
I'm feeling more alone then I ever have,
got no one to talk to, nothing to make me laugh,
I hate being like this because it's just sad,
everything sucks and I'm reliving my past,
I don't want help this time,
I just want to curl up and die,
I'm really hating this life,
always having to give up something of mine.
25 years old and I'm in a decline,
but I'll never tell you and say I'm just fine...

As time goes on I'll flow out of control,
I'll slowly stop as things start to grow,
buried in the earth and no one would know,
that I was finally laid to rest in this hole,
buried alive seems bitter sweet,
I wonder if anyone would even remember me..

Losing

Losing - Ashton Mist (Copyright free)

Ferry D Losing Control

Losing Streak

Nuruson868 - Losing Focus

owner Ferry van den Hoek.

Ferry D Productions
I Produce 90's Underground House, 90s Speed Garage and 90s Eurodance,

i’m a 27
years old Creative Producer.

All My Tracks are Registrered By BUMA/STEMRA And Sena.

Hello everyone I write lyrics to songs and use AI to help create the music. I'm mainly using this as a past time/ hobby while I'm finishing college. 

Later on I may do remakes of songs and been thinking about doing horror story narrations.

If you like what's on the channel why not subscribe. I plan on making at least 1 upload a week until the channel becomes popular.

From Trinidad and Tobago to Canada, Toronto, Ontario.

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