I just wanna skateboard
I just wanna waste my time

I don't wanna go to work
I don't wanna get in line

I don't really need you
I don't need authority too

N' I don't have no money
Eating stolen food with a view

N' I'll go where the wind goes
Like a cigarette ash
Why don't you come with me
N' we can watch the waves crash

Is this all I'll ever be
Is this all I'll ever be

I just wanna skateboard
I just wanna waste my time

I don't wanna go to work
I don't wanna get in line

I don't really need you
I don't need authority too

N' I don't have no money
Eating stolen food with a view

Is this all I'll ever be
Is this all I'll ever be

Pull me under the current
I'm alive but I feel buried
Take my hand but don't hurt me
Life is hard but don't worry

I just wanna skateboard
I just wanna waste my time

I don't wanna go to work
I don't wanna get in line

I don't really need you
I don't need authority too

N' I don't have no money
Eating stolen food with a view

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i just want to skateboard

Time doesn't heal, it makes us slowly forget
I numb myself just to get by
N' even though it's been a while
I still remember your laugh and smile

I miss the sparkle in your eyes
I don't regret giving you mine
You can take my skin, baby I'll be fine but
Time doesn't heal, it makes us slowly forget

Time doesn't heal, it makes us slowly forget
I numb myself just to get by
N' even though it's been a while
I still remember your laugh and smile

I miss the sparkle in your eyes
I don't regret giving you mine
You can take my skin, baby ill be fine but
Time doesn't heal, it makes us slowly forget

time doesnt heal it makes us slowly forget

How long has it been
Since you stopped letting me in
You can tell
You and me doesn't end well

I'm nothing more than a single leaf
And I know you think nothing of me
Lie, lie, lie and deceive
Delusional, I'm so naïve
I see it all, I just can't believe
That you would do this to me
When loving you is so easy
I wanna take it all but nothing's free

Every coin I had into a wishing well
Living without you is a living hell
In the passing by imma wish you well
Can't let you see how far I've fell

I'm nothing more than a single leaf
And I know you think nothing of me
Lie, lie, lie and deceive
Delusional, I'm so naïve
I see it all, I just can't believe
That you would do this to me
When loving you is so easy
I wanna take it all but nothing's free

Delusional

Used to buy her Hermes
Stripper bruises on her knees
Always lying to me
Like that's the way it should be

I'm stuck in my head
Of how good it could be
I'm trying to cope
These drugs are good to me

I'm rotting, done trying
I'm decaying, I'm dying
Everything hurts
Nothing works

My body feels broken
Leave me out in the open
N' I'll figure it out
I know you have your doubts

Used to buy her Hermes
Stripper bruises on her knees
Always lying to me
Like that's the way it should be

I'm stuck in my head
Of how good it could be
I'm trying to cope
These drugs are good to me

I'm rotting, done trying
I'm decaying, I'm dying
Everything hurts
Nothing works

My body feels broken
Leave me out in the open
N' I'll figure it out
I know you have your doubts

Used to buy her Hermes
Stripper bruises on her knees
Always lying to me
Like that's the way it should be

I'm stuck in my head
Of how good it could be
I'm trying to cope
These drugs are good to me

Bruises

I don't know anymore
I'm tired of sleeping on the floor
The roof over my head is caving in
It feels like I can never win

Not a day goes by where you don't cross my mind
One thing I could be is be by your side
Instead of eye for an eye I’ll give you both of mine
Everyday is one of those days

Everyday is one of those days
Everyday is one of those days
Everyday is one of those days
Everyday is one of those

I don't know anymore
I'm tired of sleeping on the floor
The roof over my head is caving in
It feels like I can never win

Not a day goes by where you don't cross my mind
One thing I could be is be by your side
Instead of eye for an eye I’ll give you both of mine
Everyday is one of those days

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everyday is one of those days

Is it just me
At this point it must be
You broke every promise you made to me

Can't think straight
This self hate
Won't listen to what I say

It's too much
For me
I don't want another apology

There's nothing
You can say
I'm so sick of everybody

I'm leaving
It's too late
You won't reciprocate

It's useless
We been through this
And I can't say it's okay

i dont want another apology

I've been thinking back
To the things that you said
These pictures of us
Forever stuck in my head

I can't take it back
I just live with regret
There were so many times
I don't want to forget

Clear blue skies
In all green fields
She wears all black
That's how it feels

Always getting high
I just hate listening to rules
I don't think that I'm enough
And they all think that I'm too cool

I guess I'm always wrong
It doesn't matter what I do
All the kids thought I was weird
So I was always skipping school
Just to be me
Just to be me
Just to be me

I've been thinking back
To the things that you said
These pictures of us
Forever stuck in my head

I can't take it back
I just live with regret
There were so many times
I don't want to forget

Clear blue skies
In all green fields
She wears all black
That's how it feels

Always getting high
I just hate listening to rules
I don't think that I'm enough
And they all think that I'm too cool

I guess I'm always wrong
It doesn't matter what I do
All the kids thought I was weird
So I was always skipping school
Just to be me
Just to be me
Just to be me

pictures of us

On the rooftop in the summertime
Do you love me? are you all mine?
Wasting all my time but it's fine

Not gonna lie, you've been on my mind
No regrets though, cause' I tried
N' everything will turn out fine
She doesn't love me, she loves white lines
I fall for it every time
Get out of my head and don't you cry
Don't wanna leave bed, I wanna die
Voices in my head scream out why
Voices in my head scream out why

Why do I bother? why do I try?
Why do I bother? why do I try?

On the rooftop in the summertime
Do you love me? are you all mine?
Wasting all my time but it's fine

Not gonna lie, you've been on my mind
No regrets though, cause' I tried
N' everything will turn out fine
She doesn't love me, she loves white lines
I fall for it every time
Get out of my head and don't you cry
Don't wanna leave bed, I wanna die
Voices in my head scream out why
Voices in my head scream out why

Why do I bother? why do I try?
Why do I bother? why do I try?

In the basement, in the wintertime
Do you hate me? were you lying?
Spending all my life but it's fine

I'm gonna lie, I don't miss your smile
And I regret that I even tried
You don't love me, you love white lines
I just wanted to make you mine
I just wanted to make you mine

Pointless

I'm tired all day
I cant sleep at night
Try and make you happy
I want to see you smile

I know it's not perfect
I hate to see you cry
Told me its not working
And how you feel inside

Still hear your laugh but it's fading
Call me and tell me goodbye
I'll tell you that I'm fine
The only time I'd lie

I'm tired all day
I cant sleep at night
Try and make you happy
I want to see you smile

Really I don't feel it
I'll tell you I'm fine
Tried to make you smile
But I forgot about mine

Maybe it's depression
Maybe we need time
Wouldn't it be perfect
If I was all yours and you're mine

if i was all yours and you're mine

Sp0NtAn VoR GaRnÜcHtS

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— Info über mich

Hallo, ich bin Rayan, auch bekannt als SchErbl3r. Ich bin 20 Jahre alt und mache seit September 2022 Mukke aus Leidenschaft. Ich bin offen für konstruktive Kritik – also sagt mir gerne, was ihr denkt!

L1v3Du0: @n4tz3r_live

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— Equipment

— { Korg Electribe sampler 2 } —

— { Korg nanokontrol 2 } —

— { Korg Electribe SX-1 sd } —

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— Referenzen

- Frau Tanz  der geheime garten [Kassel]

- HDeM Club Abfakker Bday Rave [Zeitz]

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