what did i do??

yea yea i don't even care about nothing

i left your belongings back at our little spot
look back at memories because that's all that we got
feel like i'm worth nothing, your scent still in the air
your corpse started rotting, i keep pieces of your hair

i look at your pictures and i miss your pretty face
big beautiful green eyes and your style, it fits your name
keep hearing these voices and they never let me sleep
another day with you, that's the only thing i need

i can't go back to our spot, it haunts me

tgc/тгк : t.me/auyderium

prod. by piece of suicidal shit

i've cried for your help
every day, every day
i don't know what i waiting for
every day, every day
call me before i get home
i'll probably kill myself, kill myself
autumn leaves falling, falling then leave
i'm about to end it all in hour
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every day

i slept in my car because i got kicked out because i didnt pay the rent because im broke

i dont give a fuck
i guess you're outta luck
cause im waiting on something
that'll never fucking come

and i know thats fucking stupid
and i know im fucking useless
and my blood is fucking putrid
filled with chemicals and fluids

cause i cant fucking try
no matter what you tell me
ill just rot away and die
thats my only ending

its the truth and i know it
its a prophecy from poets
im sick in a barrel 
puking up my innards
will you sing me a carol?
treat me like a sinner

apxthy. - rot (prod.downtown suicide)

im contagious baby
im full of mucus lately
i wish that you could save me
but ill be going crazy

im contagious baby
im full of mucus lately
i wish that you could save me
but ill be going crazy

coughin blood in the bathroom
i miss when i had you
smoke another gram up
i feel like i have to

run away from faces staring at me
i dont think that i can breathe
everybodys eyes are all i can see
cascading down and toppling

im contagious baby
im full of mucus lately
i wish that you could save me
but ill be going crazy

im contagious baby
im full of mucus lately
i wish that you could save me
but ill be going crazy

apxthy. - contagious (prod. JessieRosse)

lame as fuck (shiver x vermani)

lyrics:

(beat one)

 ratoon u a fucking fag
 i can see why ur dad was abusing yo shit
get da fukk off my dick (ong)
ya ya ya ya ya 
wha?
(beat two)

kinda crazy only thing you and ur dad got in common is bein sum fucked up lil junkies
how yo dad was beating on ur shit ur a bitch

(beat three)

lets dance baby
put up ur hands baby
forget these other niggas im ur man baby 
damn baby
wanna go around spin around town
repeat with me now ay
1 2 3
ratoon a bitch 
ratoon a bitch
say it with me
ratoon a bitch
ratoon a bitch

ratoon/yacking/slattcoded3 diss FUKK U NIGGGAAA 😹😹

lyrics :

i really hate my life
i wanna slit my fucking wrist till i bleed out and die
i really want it all to happen so i never see light
and even if i was so happy inside i wanna die , so please let me die .

won't u end it all for me

I dont actually like you I just like the version of you I made up in my head

idc let me cuff you ♡

really lacked n had poor editing but its alrr

bitch i nevaa loved herrrr lol ( ASS )

damn.

im such a loser but u love dat bitch (experimental)

You make me stutter my brains out

American Girl - Nthngbutaprettyboy

desperate

i wanted to be a superhero growing up

dc : ctrl.star._.

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