River Mice (Living Mice Arrangement)

A heartfelt tribute to Polish legend Stanisław Sojka, who left us in August 2025. This English reimagination of Tolerancja preserves the reflective spirit of his 2016 performances, arranged with piano, acoustic guitar, warm electric bass, brushed drums, light ride cymbal touches, subtle tambourine shimmer, and violin swells. The result is a folk-rock ballad with jazz-inflected harmonies and a tender, soulful atmosphere — honoring a timeless voice of empathy and humanity.

For those who speak Polish and know the original, I ask for grace in the poetic liberties I’ve taken with the English lyrics. Every effort has been made to remain faithful to Sojka’s message, even as the words have been reshaped to sing naturally in another tongue.

[LYRICS]

Why don’t we speak of wounds that ache, in plain?
To build up walls around the heart’s in vain.
A gentle word, a hand upon my skin,
At times that’s all I crave, all I seek within

For mercy’s sake,
Life’s not a thing to only take.
Life’s not to drift in endless wait,
To truly live, your soul must dedicate.

Your cares and mine, our fights, the world’s affairs,
As hairs upon the head are numbered, so our days
Let the faultless be the first to cast the stone,
For far from Paradise is where they stand alone.

For mercy’s sake,
Life’s not a thing to only take.
Life’s not to drift in endless wait,
To truly live, your soul must dedicate.

Tolerancja • English Tribute Reimagined (In Memory of Stanisław Sojka) • Tolerance

This track begins with a raw a cappella delivery before opening into a full instrumental arrangement — a “hybrid a cappella” reimagination of Stanisław Sojka’s timeless Tolerancja. Performed in English, it carries forward his message of empathy and humanity with a new voice while honoring the heart of the original. Piano, acoustic guitar, warm bass, brushed drums, light ride cymbal, tambourine shimmer, and violin swells join the vocal to build depth and warmth.

For Polish listeners, I ask grace for the poetic liberties in translation. Every effort was made to stay faithful to Sojka’s intent, even as the words were reshaped to flow in English.

[LYRICS]

Why don’t we speak of wounds that ache, in plain?
To build up walls around the heart’s in vain.
A gentle word, a hand upon my skin,
At times that’s all I crave, all I seek within

For mercy’s sake,
Life’s not a thing to only take.
Life’s not to drift in endless wait,
To truly live, your soul must dedicate.

Your cares and mine, our fights, the world’s affairs,
As hairs upon the head are numbered, so our days
Let the faultless be the first to cast the stone,
For far from Paradise is where they stand alone.

For mercy’s sake,
Life’s not a thing to only take.
Life’s not to drift in endless wait,
To truly live, your soul must dedicate.

Tolerance • Hybrid A Cappella (English Tribute to Tolerancja)

"I might be gone, but I'm not forgotten..."

Gone But Not Forgotten

trauma tides prod mvgic

After 50 years of suicide on live TV, and After 10 years of murder on live TV, A long lost journalists will never forget.
⚰🪦💀🙏💐🌹🥀🎤📹

Today, me and my friend Nine Aetharia is here dedicated to a tragic death of the three newscasters were killed on live TV that capture for many decades. Here we have a rare demo for Rihanna was originally written by Cathy Dennis. This song belongs to 988 Suicide and Crisis Lifeline & Suicide Prevention Lifeline.

This song dedicated to WDBJ7 journalists Alison Parker & Adam Ward who has been murder on live TV.

This song dedicated to WXLT-TV anchor Christine Chubbuck who had commit suicide on live TV.


In memory of

Alison Parker
August 19, 1991 - August 26, 2015

Adam Ward
May 10, 1988 - August 26, 2015

Christine Chubbuck
August 24, 1944 - July 15, 1974


CREDITS:

MUSIC
Written by Cathy Dennis
Produced by Cutfather & Jonas Jeberg
Vocal Produced by Andrea Cosgrove
Vocals by Nine Aetharia

ART
Illustration by James Fenner


LYRICS:

Everywhere is still
Everything is restless in my heart
I hate the way this feels
Suddenly I'm scared to be apart

The days are dark when you're not around
The air is getting hard to breath
I wish that you would just put me down
I wish that I could go to sleep

Loving you is suicide
I don't know, should I go or should I stay?
I'm tryna keep myself alive
Knowing there's a chance, it's all too late

But I heard you say you loved me
That's the part I can't forget
And I wish that you come save me
'Cause I'm standing over the edge

I should let you go
Tell myself the things I need to hear
But my brain is wired wrong
That's why I'm loving you when you're not here

Feels like I drown in your every word
And every breath that's in between
Somehow you get me where it really hurts
Its killing every part of me

Loving you is suicide
I don't know, should I go or should I stay?
I'm tryna keep myself alive
Knowing there's a chance, it's all too late

But I heard you say you loved me
That's the part I can't forget
And I wish that you come save me, boy
'Cause I'm standing over the edge

Loving you is suicide
And my world's about to break
And I had as much as I can take
And love is a long way down

Loving you is suicide
And it's getting harder every day
I'm tryna keep myself alive
Knowing there's a chance, it's all too late
And I'm way past every moment
But I'm still determined to fight
And I know it's taking all my strength
To keep emotion alive

Loving you is suicide

August 26th, 2025

Nine Aetharia / Anachronia - Suicide (2025 Demo) [Rihanna × Suicide Prevention Collab]

Here are the sad song titled "Hurt" is originally by Nine Inch Nails. Also a song covered by Johnny Cash. This song is a acoustic cover performed by Nine Aetharia.


CREDITS:

Originally by Nine Inch Nails
Made Popular by Johnny Cash
Written by Trent Reznor
Arranged by ACOUSTIOKE
S5P by BiroZombie
MIDI by Andrea Cosgrove
Rendered, Mixed & Mastered by Andrea Cosgrove
Produced by Andrea Cosgrove
Vocals by Nine Aetharia


LYRICS:

I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything
What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of thorns
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I'm still right here
What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way

Nine Aetharia / Anachronia - Hurt (Official Cover)

A memorial to John and Matthew Gaudreau, two brothers well-known for their hockey talents and family values, who were tragically killed in 2024. May God grant rest to their souls. This song was inspired by George Canyon's rendition of Johnny B. Goode, which was played at the memorial held at the Saddledome Arena in Calgary, Alberta, Canada.

(c)2025 Larissa Elvers

The Ballad of Johnny (B.) Gaudreau

Track in production to remember Justin Charles Rudland. Honour his skill, knowledge and contribution to our hardcore, dnb, jungle and everything else banging in the scene. 

RIP Rudders - Test Promo

místo: https://mapy.com/s/gozocepuku ~ Mariánský sloup na Mírovém náměstí v Broumově

Připomínka toho, co není, co zmizelo, bylo odstraněno. Rituál čeření paměti i imaginace, co by bylo kdyby... Připojte se ke společnému běhu zpomalenému na rytmus chůze – na rytmus soustředné, repetitivní chůze kolem Mariánského sloupu uprostřed Mírového náměstí. Tam, kde se nedávno usídlili čápi a teď jsou pryč. 

Máte při sobě sluchátka a chytrý telefon s daty?
Stojíte na Mírovém náměstí v Broumově před Mariánským sloupem?
Pokud ano – nasaďte si sluchátka a spusťte přehrávání.
Vykročte pomalým krokem kolem Mariánského sloupu. 
Nechte se vést slovem a myšlenkami, nespěchejte. 
Jako každá mantra, tak i tahle čapí, se opakuje. 
Až se vám omrzí, sluchátka si klidně sundejte, ale v chůzi kolem sloupu pokračujte tak dlouho, jak uznáte za vhodné. 
Memoriál jste vy.

Memoriál pro čápy

Hi! I make Hardcore/EDM stuff

copying old artist styles/music is fun

"Conceding grief & guilt, Im nothing more than a carryout k.m.s = type sadboiexisting still suffering along's for my soul" </3</3</3

VSynth Producer / Cover Artist

My lost archive is here.

I’ve always lived at the crossroads of music and poetry — where feeling becomes form, and melody turns memory into meaning. Whether it’s a lingering jazz note, a well-placed rhyme, or a shift in tempo that tells a deeper story, I’m drawn to that quiet magic where art reflects life with a little more style.

My roots are in classic music — the kind that doesn’t chase the moment but lingers with you long after the last note. Over time, that love expanded into poetry writing and jazz — especially the kind that swings, speaks, and smirks all at once. Jazz, to me, isn’t just a genre; it’s a personality. A conversation. A little tilt of the head and a grin that knows more than it says.

When I set out to create an album, it’s rarely just a collection of songs. I approach it like a personal playlist — one that drifts and flows as if the entire tracklist were one long, uninterrupted piece. Each track leans into the next, shifting mood, pace, or voice, but always carrying the same thread of feeling. I want you to listen the way I do — not as a shuffle of moments, but as a cinematic arc. One breath that lasts an hour.

Lyrically, my work is rooted in lived experience. Sometimes it’s obvious. Other times it’s just the skeleton of a memory, dressed up in wit, irony, or longing. I draw from real-life events, then let the poet in me twist, stretch, or sweeten them to taste. Depending on the tone of the album — playful, romantic, nostalgic, or something in between — I try to keep the emotional truth intact while giving it a fresh coat of creativity. A little humor where it fits. A deeper dive where it hurts.

My newest jazz album continues this tradition — short-lined swing tracks, conversational duets, and tongue-in-cheek storytelling. It’s an homage to late-night alleyway ballads, rooftop serenades, and train station goodbyes — all bound together with a sense of charm and cohesion. Each song is its own little scene, but together they tell a story — one you can revisit with each replay.

Thanks for stopping by my profile. I hope you find something that earns a spot on your repeat-play list — a melody, a lyric, or a moment that feels like it was written just for you.

Canadian composer and electronic music artist.

Many of these works broadcast across Australia on ABC Radio National (when I lived there before coming home to Canada during COVID)
Did music for WebTV / MSNTV in the 90s. Annoyed millions!
Prolific tracker composer. Played a few chiptune concerts. In some art packs.

Olly M (Fabulous Baker Boys) DJ and Producer
Phoenix Music International

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