Let Me Go [Prod. Inc. CVRNVTE x jrdyn x E4ST

грустная песня о зависимостях и выгорании

умер среди уведомлений

не звони — я в воздухе

Have you ever been through such a rough breakup that they messed up your mental health to the point of no return? Through my experience, I have dealt with one of the worst breakups I ever had and am struggling both mentally and physically.

Lyrics:

You built me up, you tore me down,
You said you cared but let me drown. 
You said it's love but showed me hate,
Was what we had completely fake. 

I never thought you'd ruin me,
But now I know, but now I see,
You never loved, you never cared,
The bond we had was never there. 

I was blind, I was used,
My heart is torn; my heart's abused!

So glad to see you're moving on,
While I am here still trying to fight,
All the pain and all the wrong,
That keeps me up at night.
It's hard to sleep when I'm alone,
Fighting battles on my own,
But now I've become, 
the monster that you know.

You only wanted me for fun,
You claimed you loved me but you lied,
You found another and said we're done,
And hoped someday that I would die.

I'm suicidal thanks to you,
You don't care that you broke me,
You refused to listen to what is true,
And made your own democracy!

I am gone, I am dead,
Screams all the voices in my head!

So glad to see you're moving on,
While I am here still trying to fight,
All the pain and all the wrong,
That keeps me up at night.
It's hard to sleep when I'm alone,
Fighting battles on my own,
But now I've become, 
the monster that you know.

You found someone, I'm glad for you,
But does he know how you abuse,
How you betray, how you destroy,
How you would treat him like a toy!

So glad to see you're moving on,
While I am here still trying to fight,
All the pain and all the wrong,
That keeps me up at night.
It's hard to sleep when I'm alone,
Fighting battles on my own,
But now I've become, 
the monster that you know.

End of Me

The Monster You Know

When a breakup gets so bad, sometimes you think it's the end of your life. My breakup has caused me to go through a severe mental breakdown and my inner demons taking over my life. Sometimes a painful breakup can be toxic.

Lyrics:
I once believed that we would never end it hard,
But now I see that you have dealt the dead man's cards,
You took me blind, made me thought we'd never end,
But now I see that we were never meant to mend.
I trusted you, thought you keep me free from hell,
But instead, you put me in a prison cell,
Feeding lies, making everyone believe,
That I'm worse than the image all has seen.


Never thought that we'd end this way,
Never thought that you'd cause me this pain!


This is the end of me
I will never be the same,
Myself I'll never be
for you have made me go insane.
I will never feel joy
I can't fight demons anymore,
I cannot destroy,
The depression I lost before.
You have taken my pride
You have made me see,
That this is it,
this is the end of me.

Now I live a life that everyone just hates,
No one knows the hell I have to overtake.
Wish I could just fucking end it all,
Knowing no one cares if I would take the fall.
Is my life over or am I overthinking life?
Now I'm wishing that I'd suddenly die.
Don't give up they say but no one knows my pain,
I just wish I could just take it all away!


Never thought my life would go this way,
Never thought that I would go through all this pain!


This is the end of me
I will never be the same,
Myself I'll never be
for you have made me go insane.
I will never feel joy
I can't fight demons anymore,
I cannot destroy,
The depression I lost before.
You have taken my pride
You have made me see,
That this is it,
this is the end of me.


Wish someone would simply take me out!
Wish someone would shoot me, end me now!
Wish someone would kill me, stop my pain!
Wish I never knew how much I'd go insane!


This is the end of me
I will never be the same,
Myself I'll never be
for you have made me go insane.
I will never feel joy
I can't fight demons anymore,
I cannot destroy,
The depression I lost before.
You have taken my pride
You have made me see,
That this is it,
this is the end of me.


End of Me (Single)

Viele junge Menschen kämpfen mit suizidalen Gedanken - doch oft fehlt ihnen der Raum, offen darüber zu sprechen. Um es den Betroffenen zu erleichtern, sich zu öffnen, gibt es spezielle Beratungsangebote, wo junge Menschen von Gleichaltrigen unterstützt werden. Eines davon ist U25. Dieses Angebot hat sich Radio Q- Reporterin Emely Kraus genauer angeschaut.

U25 - Suizidprävention via E-Mail

🎧 Putain de Dépression
Un morceau brut. Écorché. Réel.
Écrit dans un silence lourd, entre clopes consumées et regards perdus.

Pas de maquillage.
Pas de pose.
Juste une voix qui tombe… et qui se relève, peut-être.

J’ai tout fait moi-même, comme on jette une bouteille à la mer.
Si ça touche quelqu’un, quelque part : alors ça valait la peine.

🕯️ Merci d’écouter. Et de sentir.

Putain de dépréssion

The Toxic World Of Self Help | Generations Church GP

Are you letting God, others, or yourself govern your thoughts? Whether you realize it or not, something, or someone, is always at the wheel of your mind. In this message, we dive into the profound truth of Romans 8:5-6, which reveals that the direction of your life is shaped by whatever is governing your thoughts. When your mind is ruled by the flesh, selfish desires, human approval, or cultural noise, it leads to anxiety, confusion, and spiritual death. But when your mind is governed by the Spirit of God, it brings life and peace.

In today’s world, our minds are constantly pulled in every direction, by social media comparison, the pressure to perform, or the temptation to rely on self-help solutions. Some of us are unknowingly handing the keys over to people’s opinions, unresolved hurt, or the constant need for validation. Others have bought into the lie that we are our own saviors, trying to heal ourselves through self-talk and willpower. But self can’t heal self. True transformation begins when we let the Holy Spirit govern our thoughts.

Like driving a car, where you look is where you go. In moments of stress or crisis, your mind instinctively turns toward what it's been aligned with. So… what is your mind set on? What voice are you trusting to guide you? Alignment isn’t just a concept, it’s the difference between chaos and peace, confusion and clarity, bondage and freedom.

This isn’t just about mindset. It’s about Lordship. Who’s truly driving your life?

How To Reset Your Mindset For True Freedom | Travis Hansen | Generations Church GP

It is enticing to think of uncomfortable aspects of our lives as reaching closure a state of closure or completion. But the reality is often messier and it can be an impediment to practice if we resist what’s actually arising, we think it’s a mistake, or we believe we have to aggressively fix it through practice. But there is a way to letting go that is not aggressive or forceful and allows for patience and compassion. 

Do We Ever Reach Closure and Completion?

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Lisa Ernst is a meditation teacher, artist and founder of One Dharma Nashville. In her teaching, Lisa emphasizes both transformational insight and everyday mindfulness as an invitation to embrace all of the path’s possibilities. She has been meditation for over 30 years and teaches classes and retreats internationally.

A green fox who dealt with a ton of pain

My music is AI generated but the lyrics are hand-written by me! Made by my own inspiration!

Passionné par les rythmes et mélodies que la nature offre, je parcours la campagne depuis plusieurs années à la recherche de nouveaux sons pour enrichir ce langage des émotions qu'est la musique. En tant que musicien pluri-instrumentiste, avide de découvertes et de défis, je m'efforce de titiller les oreilles les plus averties avec des enregistrements naturels et des tableaux mélodiques uniques.

Mon parcours m'a permis de développer une sensibilité particulière pour les sonorités naturelles, que j'intègre harmonieusement dans mes compositions. Chaque morceau est une invitation à un voyage auditif, où les éléments naturels se mêlent aux instruments pour créer des ambiances sonores inédites.

Que vous soyez réalisateur, producteur ou simplement amateur de musique, je suis toujours à la recherche de nouvelles collaborations pour explorer et repousser les limites de la création musicale. N'hésitez pas à me contacter pour discuter de vos projets et de la manière dont nous pourrions ensemble donner vie à vos visions sonores.

Merci de votre visite, et au plaisir de collaborer avec vous !

Passionate about the rhythms and melodies that nature offers, I have been exploring the countryside for several years, searching for new sounds to enrich the emotional language we call music. As a multi-instrumentalist musician, eager for discoveries and challenges, I strive to captivate even the most discerning ears with natural recordings and unique melodic compositions.

My journey has allowed me to develop a special sensitivity to natural sounds, which I seamlessly integrate into my compositions. Each piece is an invitation to an auditory journey, where natural elements blend with instruments to create unprecedented soundscapes.

Whether you are a filmmaker, producer, or simply a music enthusiast, I am always looking for new collaborations to explore and push the boundaries of musical creation. Feel free to contact me to discuss your projects and how we can bring your sonic visions to life together.

Thank you for visiting, and I look forward to collaborating with you!

Take whatever negative vibes you have and make it into something positive. Find balance in your life and follow your goals and achievements. Believe in yourself and don't let them take you down. 223

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