MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JzpiXlplkxE

This is a premotion for my album that will be coming out on Spotify/Bandcamp in January :) !!! It will be a compilation of all of my songs from here remastered. Once it releases, I'll compile everything into a playlist here and link it over.

*** Other announement I wanted to make is I purchased an artist pro subscription and replaced all of my older tracks before I published all my friends are dead (ex: kerch, goat rock etc.) and recompressed them all because they all sounded way too quiet and muffled. The spotify album will be formally mastered and will sound way better but I didn't want to leave everyone here hanging so everything should sound so much better now!

Long desc sorry, thank you so much to everyone who listened to my shit I only started posting as a personal archive, I'm so happy people are able to enjoy my music, it means so much to me. Please consider buying the album or merch on Bandcamp when it's up if you enjoy.

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Written in September 2025
D#G#C#F#A#D#

Woahhh
How the tables turn so quick 
and life goes on
Without you 
Without me 

I’m at Gavin’s House
with my old friends
Still at the Goat Rock, 
hearing from you soon
I don’t know what to do
once summer ends
I won’t leave my house
or see my friends 

I’m unloading my bags
At my new place
It’s not in fuckin’ Utah
It’s far away from here 

It’s all fading away

we found 7 dead bats in a closet at my old highschool (mv)

had time to remaster once again, added another 3 new songs

tuning: DAEAC#E

dibs

life on a train

spellbound

eu já cansei de avisar
que eu não quero essas pessoas em volta de nos
você não vê o agora você só vê o após
eu daria tudo so pra escutar sua voz

dnv eu me sinto tão mal 
desde quando foi embora
eu não me sinto normal
eu nao me sinto bem
mas tem q ser assim

desde o começo eu sabia que isso ia ter um fim

mas pq só eu tento mudar

por que só eu tento mudar?

…And Every House in Brandon...

I made this album for you because I love you. I don't need anything in return right now, just know i'm working so hard to be the man of your dreams, and the best daddy I can be.

(LYRICS)
You been walking through my damn mind
Like you got a pass
How the fuck am I sposed to think I feel like ass
I push it past and do the work i’m living life so fast
This past year has been a dream a nightmare both at once

Like a scratcher ticket most the time its lose lose get shitty ass looks and lose ya money might as well buy some booze the gas station up from our house doesn’t ID I was only 15 the first time I did LSD no wonder i’m so fucked up but i’m fixing my shit for your love love love love love love love love love love love love love
I’m fixing my shit up up up up up up up up up up up up up up
I’m fixing it for love love love love 
I’m fixing my life up up up up up up up up up up up up up
I’m fixing it for love

You been running through my damn heart
Like your really here
How the fuck am I supposed to work when you’re not here
I push it past and think it out i’m living life too fast
This past year has been a nightmare a dream yeah all at once
A nightmare a nightmare a dream a nightmare
but i’m fixing my shit for your love love love love love love love love love love love love love
I’m fixing my shit up up up up up up up up up up up up up up
I’m fixing it for love love love love 
I’m fixing my life up up up up up up up up up up up up up
I’m fixing it for love

For Your Love (prod. Dead Yami)

I made this album for you because I love you. I don't need anything in return right now, just know i'm working so hard to be the man of your dreams, and the best daddy I can be.

(LYRICS)
Long nights at my house thinking about you got a job need a car so I doubt you even consider me an option but I see you looking at me when you get away from your dude
Its me baby lavajava thats who i’m looking pretty even homeless I ain’t got shit to lose
I wanna grow up and play family like we did in school kindergarten me and you I can’t lose that

Watch me blow up just to fucking build a house for you I don’t want no bitches or the drugs I know my heart is through with all the bullshit all the lies and all the fucking booze baby it could be roman you and me in dreams but
thats our life 
I want to give you everything
Said thats our life
Yeah i’m the man of your dreams
Oh thats out life
And I want you to be my queen
Said thats our life
I know that things ain’t that same but
Thats our life
I want to give you everything
Oh thats our life
Yeah i’m the man of your dreams
Yeah thats our life
And I want you to be my queen
Oh thats our life
I’m gonna give you everything

I need a strong ass girl that can put up with my bullshit when I got back I saw how you really do it yeah my baby momma figured out how to get through it not only roman but your little brother when ya mom can’t do shit I know its been hard and we both have done some dark shit but i’m looking at you now and I just want you lift it pick you up and swing you round cause I see all your progress you’re everything I wanted girl I know I lost it but

I’m gonna put my life together it was toxic drug fueled nonsense yeah words said off narcotics I was so damn lost but then I found myself and want it, I just want to fix myself and be everything you wanted cause
thats our life 
I want to give you everything
Said thats our life
Yeah i’m the man of your dreams
Oh thats out life
And I want you to be my queen
Said thats our life
I know that things ain’t that same but
Thats our life
I want to give you everything
Oh thats our life
Yeah i’m the man of your dreams
Yeah thats our life
And I want you to be my queen
Oh thats our life
I’m gonna give you everything

THAT'S OUR LIFE! (prod. LavaJava)

I made this album for you because I love you. I don't need anything in return right now, just know i'm working so hard to be the man of your dreams, and the best daddy I can be.

(LYRICS)
Looking at you from afar like I never even knew you
Like a crazy ass stalker i’ll protect you
make sure that i’m there when you need me to catch you
Yeah i’m burnt out I ran away and found what I wanted
Made me a sinner and a loser guess I lost it
I don’t want that path that I see myself with the chronic
Drug abuse and problems that I wouldn’t face i’ll stop it
And i’m glad that you’ve had your jacob while i’ve been away
I’ve really happy when you’re happy I don’t care the way
I want your soul with mine now you and god will have the say
I’ll keep working harder and harder and harder everyday
So believe it when I say i’m happy jacob was there
But you know i’m edward dear and me and you were meant to be

I would watch a thousand shitty movies just to reference to you
Know you hate the shit I watch but you laugh at it like I do too
I would learn to eat a thousand new things just to cook for you
Just to cook for you

Keeping notes on your life so I can give you the world
Like noah built allie what she wanted when she was just a girl
Know we’re both adults and I understand why we hate the world
Yeah you were my girl but I want you to be my wife
Yeah i’m burnt out I ran away and found what I wanted
Made me a sinner and a loser guess I lost it
I don’t want that path that I see myself with the chronic
Drug abuse and problems that I wouldn’t face i’ll stop it
And i’m glad that you’ve had your jacob while i’ve been away
I’ve really happy when you’re happy I don’t care the way

I would watch a thousand shitty movies just to reference to you
Know you hate the shit I watch but you laugh at it like I do too
I would learn to eat a thousand new things just to cook for you
Just to cook for you

Edward and Bella (prod. Dead Yami)

I made this album for you because I love you. I don't need anything in return right now, just know i'm working so hard to be the man of your dreams, and the best daddy I can be.

(LYRICS)
I was born lazy I want everything handed to me
But i’m gonna work for you love and I hope that you work for me
I’m looking at everything I wanted and it just makes me sick
Drug fueled benders been up all night cause I can’t feel shit
You lift me up when I want to get drunk when I want to give up and your new man sucks I don’t mean that i’m sure he’s great but I know i’m better when i’m not wasted all the time and wasting every line
Maybe this is why I stopped getting wasted and made

Another fucking song about how I wanna work shit out
Another fuck melody thats killing me to sing it out
I hope you know your famous cause I wanna be your paparazzi
I hope you know i’m tainted by the memory of everything you are
Oh oh woah
Oh oh woah
I hope you know i’m tainted by the memory of everything you are
Oh oh woah
Oh oh woah
I hope you know i’m tainted by the memory of everything you are

I remember grade school and thinking about how bad I missed you then I just gave up and I found you when I never knew it would be so crazy yes losing our shit now we have a baby its

Another fucking song about how I wanna work shit out
Another fuck melody thats killing me to sing it out
I hope you know your famous cause I wanna be your paparazzi
I hope you know i’m tainted by the memory of everything you are
Oh oh woah
Oh oh woah
I hope you know i’m tainted
Oh oh woah
Oh oh woah
Oh oh woah
I hope you know i’m tainted

TAINTED! (but like... in a good way!) [prod. Dead Yami]

personal music from myself.

most likely will respond on insta

Licensed Audio Engineer. Rap tape out soon "Highscore!" will be on all platforms.
Good luck topping my worst song since 2022
More songs to copy out soon<3
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