Day #7 28th July
I'm feeling so overwhelmed
I can feel my heart in my chest
Let's go

I got millions on my mind I'm silly
I'm making them deals for a price, I'll bill it
My mind is an L but now I'm gonna win it
Let me take you through my mind for a minute
Yuh
When I come in at 1 second,
I could never be more jealous
Of you motherfuckers that are from a
Place without self-hate where your own mind is always kind and centred
5 seconds long, for me to feel wrong
10 seconds go then I'm checking my pulse
Why?
Does my heart race, every time I wake up?
Won't be long 'fore the timer hits twenty
When I feel numb my rhyming is plenty
Every test that I've ever done,
I twiddled my thumb cause my brain was empty (skrt)
30 secs and I'm filled with envy
30 secs and I'm filled with envy
Every time you've sent a single text
I just reread it
Yeah, I feel I've got to go
I can't speak long on a microphone
I feel like Adam from Adam and Eve
Cus I feel like an apple is stuck in my throat
The longer I go, I get weak in the knees
No oxygen, I just need to breathe
I just need to breathe (Dippers)
I'm over a minute
But yet I'm still in it
I wanna keep going
Cause lyrics keep flowing
My brain is a mess
All the time, now you know it
This isn't a lesson
I am just a poet you
Hahahahaha
Bitch!

Day #7 OneMinuteAloneWithMyAnxiety

Day six 27th of July 2024
On the 6th day God created man
But on that same day man declared war between themselves,
Against God and the Earth.
Reside in your castles
Built on the blood that was spilled
From the hands of another
Vermilion
(oh)
Blood
Lines the walls
Of your halls
Tonight (ooh)
As they have done
For a long, long time
Oh oh oh oh oh

Vermilion
Vermilion (the blood is on the wall)
You do not know of what we have done.
What have we done?

Day #6 Vermilion(TheBloodIsOnTheWall)

(Yah)
You used to look into my eyes
I'd look at you and I'd do it twice
Cause loving you made me see light
It's not enough too, need you tonight
Take me out the shade and to your side
My mind is made up, I won't hide
My old fate was the ocean tide
I escape when you

Relight my fire
When I'm with you I'm rewired
Light my fire
When I'm with you I'm rewired

So sad, I'm on a molly bean (mo' bean)
So sad thinking bout us not me (not me)
Too bad that ain't reality (ty)
Too bad, popping ecstasy (I got an X pill)
I'm fucking green with envy
I'll blow up like creeper off MC (pew)
Neck is a freezer, my neck gleam
Look in my freezer, it's empty
I'm fucking starving for love,
So I'll go to the club and get plenty
But I never feel it enough
Cause every night I go home and regret it (yuh)
You used to look into my eyes
I'd look at you and I'd do it twice
Cause loving you made me see light
It's not enough too, need you tonight
Take me out the shade and to your side
My mind is made up, I won't hide
My old fate was the ocean tide
I escape when you

Relight my fire
When I'm with you I'm rewired
Light my fire
When I'm with you I'm rewired

Take me out the shade and to your side
My mind is made up, I won't hide
My old fate was the ocean tide
I escape when you

Relight my fire
When I'm with you I'm rewired
Light my fire
When I'm with you I'm rewired

Hahahaha
We really did this shit
Day Five, Young Dippers

Day #5 Rewired (p. norwenkenji)

Day #4 I'm feeling okay
I'm on some Mac Miller, Pittsburgh type shit you know
Ooh
Tryna keep my cool
I just want you
What do I do?
Without you
Guess I'm staying in the crib
For years, wiping my tears
I don't know (yuh) and I hope
It won't be long (yuh)
It won't be long
Til I love again (yuh)
I don't know and I hope
It won't be long yuh
Til I love again
I'm in the crib and I feel so bad
Still want your love, I have prayed for that
Soon you'll be in the past like this song when
It's laid on track
We can't go back I know it's too late for that
I said I love you, it was true so I can't
Take that back
But now we're through, (yuh) I don't need to
I don't need to
I'm coming through
Living my life
Looking for my boo
I'm looking a for an angel
With something new
Someone to keep me stable
And keep me cool
It's my fault I'm at a red light
All this alcohol, in my head right
Time to get straight and live a good life
Time to get straight and live a good life

I don't know and I hope
It won't be long
Til I love again
Again
I don't know and I hope
It won't be long
Til I love again

Love again
Oh

Day #4 LoveAgain

Day #3
I've never felt any better
Now people are out of my way
Hahahaha
La la
La la, la
La la la la la, la
M4A4
I know what you stay for (bop)
You wanna take me down
Before I go and say more
I got military info (fo)
Razorblade in my hand 'case you get close (shine)
M4A4
I know what you stay for
You wanna take me down
Before I go and say more (frr frr frr)
I got military info (fo)
Razorblade in my hand 'case you get close (shine)

Now there's 10 bodies
Lining Westgate Ave
Motherfuckers investigate my past
One shot
And the brain goes blast
Say 'night night'
To the brain you had (Ha)

Triple six, triple six, triple six,
Triple six, triple six, triple six,
Triple six, smoke sick
Triple six, triple six, triple six,
Triple six, triple six, triple six, (I'm loading up my gun)
Triple six, smoke sick (Hahahahahaha)

Now there's 10 bodies
Lining Westgate Ave
Motherfuckers investigate my past
One shot
And the brain goes blast
Say 'night night'
To the brain you had (Ha)
Now there's 10 bodies
Lining Westgate Ave
Motherfuckers investigate my past
One shot
And the brain goes blast
Say 'night night'
To the brain you had (Ha)

Day #3 TenBodiesLiningWestgateAve

Day #2 23rd of July 2024
I'm riddled with anxiety and
I just wish I could see you again
But I know I can't
Keeping you close in my heart
You've been there since the start
So it's not that hard (hard)
So it's not that hard (Oh)
To me
To me (Harte)
Yuh

Eternal love, I knew you would go
But I still did not see you enough
Eternal love, I knew you would go
But I still did not see you enough
I love you!
I will always love you
I'm sorry

Day #2 DeadInHeaven

July 22nd 2024
I'm short of peace of mind
I'm sure you can empathise why I cut you off
I just cut off my ex today
I just cut off my friends today
When I look at my arm and I see the scars
There's more of them than the friends I've made
Yeah I'm going insane
When you were low I hoped and prayed
And if you hurt yourself I'd go to my grave
If it meant that you would be okay
Yuh

But they aren't the same
To me
No matter the darkness in my heart
I would stay

I would stay (I will stay)
How could you go when you say you love me?
I'm trying to be someone other than me
Cause I can't take anything anymore
Not a single trial or tribulation
This is my annihalation
Yeah, yeah
I just cut off my ex today
I just cut off my friends today
When I look at my arm and I see the scars
There's more of them than the friends I've made
Yeah I'm going insane
When you were low I hoped and prayed
And if you hurt yourself I'd go to my grave
If it meant that you would be okay
Yuh

But they aren't the same
To me
No matter the darkness in my heart
I would stay
But they aren't the same
To me
No matter the darkness in my heart
I would stay

Day #1 TheCutOff

Welcome to my pit of nightmarish loneliness
This short project details 7 days in chronological order
In which I have been locked into my room in darkness
I have already lost my mind
That is what brought me here
I have cut off my ex, friends, colleagues
In a state of panic and self hatred
Night #0, 21st of July 2024

#0 NightmarishLoneliness

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