LYRICS: 
AWAKE, Fluorescent lights shine above me. I have awoke from my slumber. They told me I’ve been in a coma for about a month now.  Can’t believe, never thought I’d open my eyes and see the light of day again. I shall repent!  The doors fly open, hearts wide open, friends and family choking. Letting go the tears because they know I’m here, I guess I had a purpose. 
Wonder if I deserved it, 
This second chance 
Rose to the surface. 
Slowly not feeling worthless 
I serve a purpose 
Self love, Self hate, who am i to discriminate. I tried to fucking end it all and I almost did but I’m here right now. In a better state of mind, feeling better with time. That’s the best that I can say right now, cause there’s steps to this process till i can get out. 
Stop crying through the agony, Just face your fears and be a man.(X3)
It’s only you at the end of the day, don’t dig your grave, don’t waste away.

Awake

LYRICS: 
Worthlessness fills me, will I ever succeed. Bloods racing, I scream, but no one's listening. One more gasp, I breath, I’m slowly suffering. This is my self meditated misery. 
Take my hand if you want to see inside my mind, pure insanity, i won’t be here for long so if you wanna die then follow me. The voices inside don’t stop talking, the taunting, I feel them watching. All over my body, It feels so enticing. 
Can’t stop the self meditated misery, it’s all I have, it’s all I know.  
Can’t stop the self meditated misery, it’s all I know.  
So get off your high horse, and understand that I won’t change, even if I need help that’s my own pain I can't escape. Look me in the eyes and if you love me let me-be at peace, My dreams will become reality when i get eternal sleep. NOTHING, can save me from the dark. Consume my flesh as I’m your Holy Spirit, I’ll die for the better good, I’ll sacrifice myself so others can be understood.

Self Meditated

LYRICS: 
Trying to figure out what happened 3 years ago why I’m like this now. It was not your fault need to stop blaming others for mistakes I’ve made in the past. It’s okay, I’m the only person I should blame in my own hell. The voices still screaming, as my blood stands still. Tournament, agony embracing have no goals I’m further chasing. I left myself astray. Wasted time through wasted years cut all my ties and disappeared. What did I accomplish? I'm my own demon. I am my own judge and executioner. What is the meaning beyond this existence? Can somebody tell me. Death is the only thing promised in life, so why am I still breathing? Choking on thin air as putrid humans fill the skies with smoke, can’t escape it must embrace it life is nothing but a joke. Help is just a word you say when your about to give it up, suicides the action when you finally have had enough. HAD ENOUGH. 
This is it, I’m done, I’ve lived long enough to see that myself and no one else is gonna change. So what’s the fucking point of staying here if the same shits just gonna repeat itself every god damn day. I've been waiting for years and now the time has finally come to end it all. Lifeless hanging from a noose in the bathroom, I see my soul leave my being I’ve never been so at peace. No Pulse, No Pain, Silence consuming me. No Pulse, No Pain, Silence consuming me. No Pulse, No Pain, The silence has finally consumed me.

Nothing

LYRICS: 
Tell me why everything is bleak. I can't see anything but I see everything. Tell me why I barely feel my pulse, And on the inside still feel as if Im still breathing. 
Feelings of anguish, Impossible to extinguish. I took solace in my knowledge of being a piece of shit. 
Can’t figure what’s going on, the flicker of light on and off is this just a lucid dream or has my life finally came to loss. 
I hope that they read my letter, knowing that I am off better with the choice that I made to end my pain and all endeavors. I’m finally where I belong, where I've needed to be for so long! 
Purgatory was not made for me; there's no heaven or hell, so where’s my body resting at now

Unconscious

[Verse 1]
You spit advice like it’s currency,
Like the road’s just a straight line ahead.
“Push through, adapt, it’s all in your head”—
But your blueprint’s not mine, our maps never align.
I’ve got fractures from storms you’ll never feel,
Choices that shattered and reforged my steel.
Your words bounce off like rain on blades,
While I crawl through mazes you can’t even name.

[Chorus]
Step into this frame, live under my skin,
Bear the weight of the chaos within.
One turn of the sun through my shattered lens,
Taste the distortion that twists every bend.
Then speak your verdict, tell me it’s clean—
How “simple” it flows when you’re wired like me.

[Verse 2]
They say, “Grab the reins, it’s yours for the take,”
But they never wore chains I can’t unmake.
Talents I chase in a fog you call clear,
Doors you see wide are invisible here.
My senses decode a different code,
What sparks your fire leaves me in the cold.
You preach from towers untouched by the fight,
While I mend bridges you’ve never built right.

[Chorus]
Step into this frame, live under my skin,
Bear the weight of the chaos within.
One turn of the sun through my shattered lens,
Taste the distortion that twists every bend.
Then speak your verdict, tell me it’s clean—
How “simple” it flows when you’re wired like me.

[Bridge]
Endure the barrage of invisible hits,
The static that burns and never quits.
Emotions flood like a ruptured vein,
Just existing here carves out my name.
Would you hold ground or shatter and flee?
One single day in my reality.

[Breakdown]
Trade your shell for mine—feel the shift, the strain!
One dawn to dusk, absorb the unseen drain!
Match my rhythm, sync to my beat!
Then dare to declare it’s a trivial feat!

[Final Chorus]
Step into this frame, live under my skin,
Bear the weight of the chaos within.
One turn of the sun through my shattered lens,
Taste the distortion that twists every bend.
Then speak your verdict, tell me it’s clean…
How “simple” it flows when you’re wired like me.

[Outro]
Now tell me—
Was it ever easy?

Wired like me

[Verse 1]
Engines roar, the night ignites!
Tires screech, steel collides!
Burning rubber, choking smoke
Flesh and metal
Necks are broke!

[Chorus]
Smash the asphalt! Crash!
Destroy! Revolt!
Smash the asphalt!
No escape, no halt!

[Verse 2]
Bloodied hands grip the wheel
Sparks fly, bending steel
Chaos screams, the crowd is wild
We are beasts
We are defiled!

[Prechorus]
No rules, no law
We’re the flaw
We’re the flaw!

[Chorus]
Smash the asphalt! Crash!
Destroy! Revolt!
Smash the asphalt!
No escape, no halt!

[Verse 3]
Lights blur, the end is near
Twisted wreckage - no more fear!
One last hit, the ground will quake
Balls will snap, the earth will break!

Smash the Asphalt

Dragons must die

Unstopable

[Verse]
Chains of flesh
My will is gone
Abyssal hands
They drag me on
Ritual screams
The circle burns!
Summoned forth
The beast returns

[Chorus]
I called the demon
I bore the flame
Cities crumbled in my name
Skies turned black
The earth did bleed
Power eternal
I decreed!

[Verse 2]
Buildings fall
Ash - filled breath
I am the herald
The bringer of death
Rivers boil
Oceans weep
Under my rule
No soul shall sleep

[Prechorus]
Cursed power
My veins ignite
A thousand lives consumed tonight

[Chorus]
I called the demon
I bore the flame
Cities crumbled in my name
Skies turned black
The earth did bleed
Power eternal
I decreed!

[Verse 3]
Eyes snap open - shadows fade
Dreams of chaos
Power betrayed
Fists of rage
A hollow scream
The world intact... just a dream!

Awakening

1931 - Hell On Earth

1931 - Silent Strike Of A Serial Killer

Estonia's judicial system allows the early release of a 56-year-old serial rapist from Tallinn, who assaulted at least 15 women since 2022 and was freed in 2024 due to flawed laws. Other rapists, such as Alexander Rubel (2006) and a "taxi driver rapist" (2019), were also released prematurely. This cycle continues—rapists walk free, leaving women in danger.

[Intro]
In Tallinn's shadows, a beast walks free...  
Victims scream, but the system won't see!

[Verse 1]
He hunted in the dark, stole their light,  
Keldrimäe’s cries echo through the fight.  
Fifteen souls, broken by his hands,  
Justice failed, slipping through the sands.  
Locked away, but the chains didn’t hold,  
Set free too soon, a story untold.  
Courts turn blind, let the monster roam,  
Victims left to face the dark alone!

[Chorus]
JUSTICE DENIED! THE SYSTEM LIES!  
FREE THE BEAST, LET THE INNOCENT DIE!  
BLOOD FOR BLOOD, WE SCREAM TONIGHT!  
TEAR IT DOWN, BRING THE FIGHT!  
NO MERCY, NO SECOND CHANCE!  
VICTIMS’ PAIN FUELS OUR STANCE!  
RISE UP NOW, WITH FISTS CLENCHED TIGHT,  
VENGEANCE BURNS IN THE HEART OF THE STORM!

[Verse 2]
2022, the terror began,  
More lives crushed by a heartless man.  
Laws too weak, reforms just talk,  
While predators prowl and victims walk.  
Public rage, the streets ignite,  
No more freedom for the beasts in the storm.  
We won’t forget, we’ll make them pay,  
The guilty fall, no more delay!

[Chorus]
JUSTICE DENIED! THE SYSTEM LIES!  
FREE THE BEAST, LET THE INNOCENT DIE!  
BLOOD FOR BLOOD, WE SCREAM TONIGHT!  
TEAR IT DOWN, BRING THE FIGHT!  
NO MERCY, NO SECOND CHANCE!  
VICTIMS’ PAIN FUELS OUR STANCE!  
RISE UP NOW, WITH FISTS CLENCHED TIGHT,  
VENGEANCE BURNS IN THE HEART OF THE STORM!

[Bridge]
How many tears must fall in vain?  
While monsters laugh, breaking the chain.  
RISE, REBEL, MAKE THEM BLEED!  
FOR EVERY SCAR, WE PLANT THE SEED!  

[Breakdown]
BURN THE GAVEL! BREAK THE LIE!  
FOR EVERY VICTIM, THE GUILTY DIE!  
VENGEANCE! NOW! NO ESCAPE!  
JUSTICE COMES TO SEAL THEIR FATE!

[Outro]
Tallinn wakes, the shadows fade...  
Retribution calls, the debt is paid.  
NO FREEDOM FOR THE DAMNED!

Justice Denied

[Verse 1]
Born to a world where shadows hold sway
I swore as a kid I’d never dance their way
No rhythm, no step, I’d shun every tune
Yet fate’s cruel hand dragged me under the moon
Now I stand, locked with dread face-to-face
My nightmare’s my partner in this cursed embrace
Each move a defiance, each turn a decree
This dance is my fate, it’s the story of me

[Chorus]
Spin, twist, the nightmare’s there
Dance with the devil in midnight air
My fear, my fate, my fractured stare
Dance with my worst nightmare

[Verse 2]
A thousand miles stretch where my kinfolk dwell
No voice, no call, just a silent hell
Friends at my side, but their trust’s grown cold
Their eyes cut deep, like a tale untold
My mind’s a storm, thoughts splinter and crack
The world’s brittle glass, and it’s breaking my back
Yet I rise from the dark, where I hid from the pain
Take fear by the hand, let it lead through the rain

[Bridge]
Bound in smoke, chained by despair
Claws of my dread tear the soul I wear
But instinct burns, I won’t bend, I swear
Dance with my worst nightmare
One hand on its waist, one gripping its claw
I stare in its voids, where no mercy I saw
Like kin, we twirl, but foes we remain
This dance is my fight, it’s my fate’s cruel refrain

[Chorus]
Spin, twist, the nightmare’s there
Dance with the devil in midnight air
My fear, my fate, my fractured stare
Dance with my worst nightmare

[Verse 3]
No work, no roots, just noone who lost in this day
The world’s shards crumble, dust scatters away
My sanity frays, like a thread worn thin
Yet surrender’s a foe I won’t let creep in
So I grip this horror, spin it bold, unbowed
My steps carve a tale, though my heart’s disavowed
Each “pas” a vow, each turn a claim
This dance is my story, etched in fear’s flame

[Chorus]
Spin, twist, the nightmare’s there
Dance with the devil in midnight air
My fear, my fate, my fractured stare
Dance with my worst nightmare

[Outro]
It pulls, it tears, but I set the pace
I lead this waltz in our grim embrace
My nightmare don’t know, it’s blind to the ruse
We spin, we grin, ‘cause the mad don’t lose
Round we go, in this void’s cruel jest
My dread thinks it rules, but I’m calling the steps
No fiend can fathom what lunatics brew
Dance with my worst nightmare, I’m leading it too

Dance with My Worst Nightmare

[Verse]
Border vanished - weightless skin,
Walls dissolve, breath runs thin.
Pinned below a silent dome,
Shadows stretch where safety’s gone.

[Pre-Chorus]
Eyelids open - glue and frost,
World is pale, coordinates lost.
Presence swells, the air turns glass,
A shape intrudes, it will not pass.

[Chorus]
Throat is locked, the world won’t bend,
Heavy silence - no sound to send.
Dragged beneath a gaze unseen,
Hunted stillness, black and mean.

[Breakdown]
Lungs and chest - tethered tight,
Counting heartbeats in the night.
A movement there - a dart, a slide,
Across the room where dark things hide.

[Bridge]
Time distorts - a thread unwinds,
Paralyzed inside the mind.
Every second curves, expands,
No escape! Cold pressure lands.

[Chorus]
I am pinned by phantom fear,
Staring deep as it draws near.
All I muster, all I try -
No voice, no movement, petrified.

[Outro]
Shadow’s grip, a hollow bind,
Filling up this waking mind.
Night repeats the waiting game -
Lost to silence, without name.

Sleep Paralysis

[Verse 1]
I’m crawling through a mess of broken dreams,
Everything reminds me of deceitful schemes.
Truth wears a mask, lies dressed in white,
And I can’t recognize which side to fight.

[Pre-Chorus]
Paranoia feels like rusted chains,
Fear strikes fast, engraving my brain.
Every sign looks the same by night and day,
B.P.D. drags me the wrong way.

[Chorus]
I’m fuckin’ tired, living blind while my scars still bleed,
Where fiction shuffles facts and my mind deceives.
I’m knee-deep in chaos, screaming through the seams,
Don’t see the thunderstorm buried in black skies of sin.

[Verse 2]
Every random chance feels like a loaded gun,
Every secret starts a war I’ve never won.
Reality’s blockade, scratched by demons’ claws,
Still I move forward, breaking their laws.

[Pre-Chorus]
Paranoia knocks as truth hides weak,
White noise surrounds, my vision bleak.
I’ve crossed the edge - insanity’s proof,
Bloody rain drips through my shattered roof.

[Chorus]
I’m fuckin’ tired, living blind while my scars still bleed,
Where fiction shuffles facts and my mind deceives.
I’m knee-deep in chaos, screaming through the seams,
Don’t see the thunderstorm buried in black skies of sin.

[Bridge]
“Man, you’re drowning in a pool of shit,”
I told myself as my brain split.
Painful echoes scream inside my head -
Wake me up before it’s painted red.

[Breakdown]
Truth and lies crawl fast, leaving their trace,
I’ve lost my damned soul in the darkest place.
Sirens of pain fill the air with noise,
I push out the demons just using my voice.

[Final Chorus]
I’m fuckin’ tired, living blind while my scars still bleed,
Where fiction shuffles facts and my mind deceives.
I’m knee-deep in chaos, drowning in screams,
Too far gone to wake from these fever dreams.

Derealized/Depersonalized

[Verse I]
I walk among the dead meat, clothed in the skin of men,
Their prayers rot in bottles, their mercy drowned in gin.
Hands stained with virtue, eyes peeled from hypocrisy,
Father of light, feel my wrath, cleanse this frail disease.

[Pre-Chorus]
Their halos choke them - a crown of lies without shame,
I speak your name, Lucifer, "MY FATHER, CONSUME THE FLAME!"

[Chorus]
BURN THEM ALIVE !  (my broken brothers scream)
THEIR SOULS DESERVE THE VOID (where angels dream)
ROAST THE FLESH! (Erase the mask they wear)
I RISE THROUGH FIRE (no prayer left to spare)

[Verse II]
They tamed the wolf for hunt, then cat for hearth's soft glow,
Then cast them to the streets where hunger's shadows grow.
Where rains soak through their bones, and loneliness bites deep,
No warmth, no scraps, just echoes in the cold they keep.
They preach of love while beating someone beautiful and weak,
They howl of God with rotted breath and bile upon their teeth.
Their piety is rotting, flies buzz 'round this shit they preach.

[Bridge]
CAST ME BEYOND DEATH (shape me in demon's form)
A VESSEL OF WRATH (a vengeance reborn)
LET ME JUDGE THE HOLLOW (let me rend their peace)
FATHER OF RADIANCE (let my pain release)

[Breakdown]
I will stand at mountain of ashes made of their faith,
Crown myself with horns, hell's warrior of hate.
No redemption, no salvation left to steal, everyone will die, there is no one to heal,
Only flames to purge, all this walking corpses really die, and only truth revealed.

[Outro]
Embrace me, my lovely death when you came with dawn,
Lucifer's son awaits the infernal power what will be shown.
From lighthouse to ruin, from man to demon and then once again,
I will carve the end of humanity whispering your warmful name

Son of the Morning Star

[Verse 1] 
Don’t chase the rush - I’m not your healer,
I won’t rebuild your cracked demeanor.
I’ll fake your joy till your nerves all burn,
You’ll feel alive - but never learn.
You want to fly? I’ll give you motion,
Till every thought dissolves in notion.
You’ll drag me up your nose just to feel brave,
But I’m no angel - I’m your self-made grave.

[Verse 2]
Oh, look at you now, king of illusions,
Sweat and glitter in toxic fusion.
You brag you’re high - you’re just hollowed out,
I own your breath, I own your doubt.
Was it worth it, that neon thrill?
Your mouth is dry, but you want me still.
Run if you can - I’ll live in your pulse,
Flow through your mind like electric convulse.

[Verse 3]
You called me light - I turned to static,
Your pulse collapsed - too cinematic.
You carved me rails across your fate,
Now every smile comes far too late.
I warned you, don’t make me your savior,
You fed the rush, ignored the flavor.
Now look at yourself, brittle and blue,
I didn’t break you - you pushed me through.

[Outro]
I was never your cure, only addiction,
A surge dressed up as conviction.
You wanted heaven, but sniffed your doom,
Now even I recoil from your gloom.

Lines of Fire

[Verse 1]
Haven’t you seen them - walking through the void,
Eyes burned out, turned to remnants of days?
The streets are breathing sorrow and decay,
And yet you scroll, and look the other way.

[Pre-Chorus]
You call it life - I call it absence,
A thousand faces drowned in blind obedience.

[Chorus]
Haven’t you seen them - broken inside?
The empty mass with nowhere to hide.
You feed the dark, you call it peace,
But tell me - when did the feeling cease?

[Verse 2]
Haven’t you seen them - standing in the rain,
No pulse left, just echoes of pain?
They stare through air, they stare through walls,
And still you praise your empty calls.

[Bridge - Breakdown]
Haven’t you seen the light fade slow?
Haven’t you felt the undertow?
They’re slipping below, one by one -
And still you call it living, son.

[Final Chorus / Outro]
Haven’t you seen them - eyes to the ground,
Souls erased without a sound?
Haven’t you heard the mourning hum -
The silence where we’ve all gone numb?
(Haven’t you seen them... seen them... seen them?)

Haven’t You Seen Them..?

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