Tell me this isn't too much...

You lit the night like a signal flare.
Every word pulled me into the air.
No map, no plan, just the sound of your voice.
Made me forget I even had a choice.

Your name still rings in my chest like thunder.
Every second we fall, we fall further under.

We’re moving like we’re chasing time.
Burning fast, but it feels so right.
Can’t breathe, but I don’t want air.
As long as you’re right here, I don’t care.

Sunrise bled through the motel blinds.
You were there, but lost in your mind.
Laughs turned sharp, like glass in my chest.
But I still called those moments the best.

Too much, too fast, and I still want more!
You're the rush that I'm dying for!
No rest, no fear, no slowing down,
This is the only way I know how!

We’re moving like we’re chasing time.
Burning fast, but it feels so right.
Can’t breathe, but I don't want air.
As long as you’re right here, I don’t care.

We’re moving like we’re chasing time…
But are we built to last this ride?

Built to Burn

guitar tuning: (ADGDGCFADG; pitch-shifted 2 semitones up)
vocal synths used: HXVOC

Slow pace is eating us alive
Stomach's eating itself not gonna lie
Staring at the board I could go for some food
Maybe pizza should be good in this neighbourhood

Clock ticks it's almost time to go
There's no groceries left, just stones at home
Wondering if storm will worsen on its own
Hold tight

When the pizza's getting made
Don't delay it hit the lanes to seize the day
When the kids come out to play
Happy birthday, get the deck of cards to lay

When the desperation's worse
Think of pizza, play Sicilian Defence
And then sing another verse
as the game is getting more and more intense

Get scrappy, with tactics
They're just throwing bricks to see what really sticks
Get crackin', with dragons
Fianchetto then you push your blue flag on

Clock ticks it's almost time to play
There's no oddities left, just games to slay
Hell or high water we set boards ablaze unfazed
Hold tight

When the pizza's getting made
Don't delay it hit the lanes to seize the day
When the kids come out to play
Happy birthday, get the deck of cards to lay

When the desperation's worse
Think of pizza, play Sicilian Defence
And then sing another verse
as the game is getting more and more intense

It sounds like garbage day
All burning down in spades
Find ways out in this maze
Sicilian, Sicilian

It sounds like garbage day
All burning down in spades
Find ways out in this maze
Sicilian, Sicilian

〖HXVOC〗 Remove the Defender - Sicilian Defence 〖10-string guitar original〗

[Intro]

I am the silence
Screaming through time’s defiance
Too fast to grasp
Too loud to drown in compliance

[Verse 1]

I chase my minds through mirrors
They shatter when I breathe
A moment flares, then withers
Too quick to ever leave

The world moves like it’s sinking
But I’m the wave that stands
Crashing through the thinking
With bleeding, empty hands

[Pre-Chorus]

It’s not a voice — it’s a riot
Not a heart — it’s a war drum
Not a wound — it’s a giant
And I’m bracing what I’ve become

[Chorus]

Hold me steady — or I’ll tear through this skin
I don’t know who’s speaking — they just moved in
A thousand sparks, and none ever stay
I was whole... then I splintered
In the same breath I pray

[Breakdown]

I was born in the glitch
A ghost in fast-forward
My mind is a switch
That cuts without order

Don’t tell me to breathe
When the air is a blade
Don’t ask me to wait
While the hours degrade

[Verse 2]

Every hug feels like static
Every smile’s a dare
I mimic like a habit
Just to prove I care

And I do care —
But it spills in slow decay
Like blood let loose
In gravity's ballet

[Bridge]

I loved so loud
It cracked my chest
I ran so far
I lost the rest

I don’t want peace
I want to be the one who stays
Not the echo I chase
In a thousand ways

[Final Chorus]

Hold me steady — or I’ll burn through this skin
I’m not what I was — but I still begin
A storm of sparks, and some find their way
I remember the silence
Before I slipped away





Before I Slipped Away

[Intro]

I never wanted to say goodbye...
But you left me no other way to survive...



[Verse 1]

You said I had a shot,
Then left me waiting, tied in knots.
I’m always on the sidelines,
Only needed in your low tides.
You come and go, like broken code,
You pull me in, then overload.



[Pre-Chorus]

You gave your heart to liars,
And left me in the fire...
You say I’m “too much,” too raw -
But they just break your laws.



[Chorus]

I won’t be your spare tire in the trunk,
Hidden away while you chase what sunk.
I won’t burn where you threw my name,
I’m not your comfort - I’m not your shame.
You said “disappear, so I can breathe” -
Well fine -
But this time, it’s for me.



[Verse 2]

You gave it all to a heartless fake
And buried me in your mistakes
I held you close, while your liar had fun
But I’m done losing sleep from dusk till dawn
You praised his lies and let me bleed,
Loved his mask but hated my need.



[Breakdown]

Put me last, then act surprised,
When I leave, and don’t apologize!
You want fake? You want less?
Well I’m done shrinking to fit your mess!
I’m a storm, I’m the flame,
Not your pawn in this twisted game!



[Bridge]

I don’t wanna shine only when you’re alone...
I don’t wanna matter just when your phone
has no replies left to show.
I deserve more than a shadow role.



[Final Chorus]

I won’t be your spare tire in the trunk,
Rusting beneath your guilt and junk.
I’ll rise, I’ll burn, I’ll take what’s mine,
You won’t forget me next time.
You said “leave so I can smile again.”
I say:
“Watch me glow - without your name.”



[Outro]

I was never meant to die in silence.
I was never meant to wait in vain.
I was meant to burn, to shine...
To be too real... to be your shame.

Spare Tire

A deeply emotional journey through despair and self-doubt, "In The Wake of Sorrow" explores the weight of regret and the struggle to hold on. Haunted by memories and inner battles, the song captures a soul on the edge... Torn, tired, but still searching for a reason to keep going.

In The Wake Of Sorrow

Special thanks to Guillotama for providing the vocal work! She's a natural rockstar!

The seat of truth is in danger
The mob begins its rounds
Despite the naysayers' anger
The spell will doom themselves

The people spoke in the hangar
They want it all changed back
They're clearly smelling the cheddar
They want peace while it lasts

Tales from the bedlam
They never fade
They slay the beldam
New one takes her place
We see the cauldron
Then they mix away
What is this mess?

Strength in Numbers
Armies sundered

Relentless Force
With enough power we make it
Relentless Force
We got this in the bag
Relentless Force
Will we make it or break it?
Relentless Force
We got this in the bag

One king was born in a manger
And ended on a cross
Another took mum's arranger
She left from the blood loss
The people still want a banger
Without the consequence
It only gave them the dumpster
But what did they expect?

Tales from the bedlam
They never fade
They slay the beldam
New one takes her place
We see the cauldron
Then they mix away
What is this mess?

Sweet in sour
Pains in power

Relentless Force
With enough power we make it
Relentless Force
We got this in the bag
Relentless Force
Will we make it or break it?
Relentless Force
We got this in the bag

One last standoff to fight
We must win to make it home alive
Crush what's below and strike
Final call to arms and strife for time
Here we go only to meet my one last breath
Here we go only to meet this city's end
Through the lake, by the gate to go meet my fate

Remove the Defender feat Guillotama - Relentless Force (2025 remaster)


[Verse 1]  

Pulse in my jaw, I snap like a blade  
React like a riot, regret what I made  
Tried to be silence, but fire’s my tone  
Tried to be human, but I was alone  

Built from noise and reckless heat  
Can’t sit still — I fight or bleed  
I spit my name like it’s carved in stone  
A walking wound with a mind of its own  



[Pre-Chorus]  

Don’t want anchors. Don’t want grace.  
Just want to rip off this fake-ass face.  



[Chorus]  

I wanna feel alive, not USED!
Wanna taste the sky, not BRUISE!
Wanna burn like I deserve the throne  
Even if I melt down all alone  

I am the burn, I am the spark  
The light that scars and leaves a mark  
Built from ache, too bright to learn—  
I don’t break… I BURN!



[Breakdown]  

Bleed, scream, build the wall  
Climb it fast and watch me fall  
I ruin peace just to feel control—  
Wanna be whole but I’m too cold  



[Verse 2]  

They flinch when I flare, so I bottle my heat  
But I’d rather explode than admit defeat  
No damage done, but damage felt  
My silence cuts more than a belt  

No fists, no war, no blood on the floor  
Just guilt with teeth that chew my core  
Every eye I love turns grey—  
So why the fuck should I choose to stay?



[Pre-Chorus]  

I crave the crown, not the kiss  
I want the power they all miss  



[Chorus]  

I wanna feel alive, not USED!
Wanna taste the sky, not BRUISE!
Wanna burn like I deserve the throne  
Even if I melt down all alone  

I am the burn, I am the spark  
The light that scars and leaves a mark  
Built from ache, too bright to learn—  
I don’t break… I BURN!!

[Bridge]  
I don’t want love, I want the war  
I want to walk through every door  
With pride too loud and eyes too dry  
To even blink when people die  

Call it cruel.  
Call it cursed.  
I was kind…  
Now I’m worse.

[Final Chorus]  
I wanna feel alive, not USED!
Wanna taste the sky, not BRUISE!
I wanna rule like I can’t be burned—  
But I always, always return…  

I am the burn.  
I AM THE BURN!
And nothing learns.  
Nothing learns.

I am the burn!


[Verse 1]

I’ve been screaming in plain text - but no one reads.
They call it sadness - no, I’m diseased.
Paranoia nested in my brainstem,
Truth and fiction - they fuck in tandem.

No more forward. No escape routes.
I stopped running - now the void runs out.
Every day I sit still while the pressure grows -
I’m rotting in silence where no light goes.



[Pre-Chorus]

I don't wanna die -
I just don’t know how to stay alive.
If someone’s out there…
If you still care…



[Chorus]

FIND ME! - I’m lost inside corrupted code.
HELP ME! - My mind’s not just “an episode.”
SAVE ME! - Drag me to a fucking therapist -
Before I crash beyond repair in this abyss!



[Verse 2]

I used to fight - used to bleed to feel.
Now I watch myself decay through glass and steel.
Obstacles rise - I stay in place.
This system's failing - no saving grace.

Tried to hang myself… the rope snapped clean.
Cried for help… but I wasn’t seen.
They told me, “You’re dramatic, it’s all in your head.”
Then why does it feel like I’m already dead?



[Breakdown]

I AM A BUG IN HUMAN FORM
NULL AND VOID - MALFORMED
CRASH ME. ERASE ME.
OR FUCKING FACE ME.



[Bridge]

I don't grieve what I lost - I became what’s missing.
I’m not surviving - I’m decomposing, glitching.
This isn’t heartbreak - it’s hard reset.
Tell me how much darker it fucking gets.



[Chorus]

FIND ME! - I'm not sound, I'm not okay!
REBOOT ME! - Rewire this disarray.
HEAR ME! - I'm begging through distortion -
I need a mind, not another fucking portion.



[Final Breakdown]

Find me…
FIND ME!
Save me…
SAVE ME!
Please…
FUCKING FIND ME!



[Outro]

If you’re still human…
And you heard this transmission…
This ain’t art - it’s a black box recording.
I’m waiting.
Still waiting.
…Find me.



FIND ME

[Intro]

I wrote a thousand letters.
Burned every one of them on your doorstep.
They said: “Leave.”

So I stayed.

Like a fucking lunatic.



[Verse 1]

My mind’s a sitcom — but no laugh track
Just reruns of breakdowns I can’t redact
They said:
“Move on, it’s just a phase”

So I moved
Straight into ruins
Bottles, ashes, unburied days

My screen cracked from the last time I begged
Messages hung like a noose on "Send"

Ctrl+Z that thought — I’m crashing my soul
No update, no patch, just full system hole



[Pre-Chorus]

I kept knocking
On a door
That was walled in from the inside

You called it "space"?
No -
It was a graveyard for people like me



[Chorus]

NO!
MORE!
Letters to ghosts, I’m done bleeding in cursive
My love was a riot -
And silence was passive

Screamed “go!”
Every time I got closer

You weren’t home.
Just a closure.



[Verse 2]

They said:
“Maybe one day you’ll be okay”

So I carved that phrase
In my skull
Like an idiot
In a white coat
Painting red with no brush

I’m not heartbroken
I’m haunted

My diagnosis was devotion
But the cure…
Was implosion



[Bridge]

"Lucifer, my father, lend me your ink
I’ve got a last chapter to write"

No more waiting
In limbo’s lobby
That wasn’t love
It was a forged ID

And I’m done
Pretending I’m eighteen



[Chorus]

NO!
MORE!
Letters to ghosts, now I’m writing in gasoline
My tears were romantic
Now they’re kerosene

Light the page - let it scream:

"Farewell, empress of entropy"
You turned me to a ghost -
But I came back with teeth.



[Final Chorus]

I stood at the edge
Of the world I built wrong
Ash on my boots
But my shadow felt strong

I don’t know where I’m going
But I know this ain’t it

And for once
I don’t need
Permission
To quit

No more
Dragging my bones through that fire

This silence
This space-
Isn’t empty.
It’s mine.

No messiahs.
No omens.
Just wind in my face.

Even demons get tired
Of being misunderstood…



[Outro]

“This is the last poem you'll never read.”


Threshold

This ones about everyone wanting to be normal.
Lyrics:
I'll trap myself inside 
this hole you've lived in
well pass ourselves on by
wearing masks to hide our heads

protection from difference
cutting holes in the sand 
designing glass masks
from sheets of wire and sand

bury your face behind layers of pain
as the world throws kicks and punches
no cost for normalcy
no room for caution or difference
just masks to hide who we are

screaming in your ear about the
pain that we all face that no one 
else can see or hear or feel
its just you and me and you

digging up our harshest thoughts of
razor cuts and carpet burns
drowning in the silence of vulnerability and sacrifice

sing old wives tales about this
pain that we all face here now
indifference between ourselves and others
ill make my bed and go die now
ill sink in the tub drown in my sadness
you sink in your sorrow and slit your wrist
well slowly die in next door cabins
and give up while we are ahead

Glass Masks

[Intro]
I sit and think...
Was there anything that could’ve stopped me...
From trying... again?

Nothing.
Nothing ever could.

[Verse 1]
I’m a ghost inside my flesh
Insignificant — I’m less than breath
Every word I speak falls dead
No weight, no worth, just dread

My silence isn’t peace — it’s fear
A throat too torn to scream what's near
I wish I’d never crossed your way
Brought more ruin than I could ever repay

[Breakdown 1]
I carry this anchor
It drags me down
Not worthy of light
Or even the ground

[Pre-Chorus]
Forgive me for not seeing you fight
For “us,” while I dimmed every light
You gave warmth, I gave ice
I was poison — never twice

[Chorus]
I see it now — too late to take it back
You loved me…
I loved your ghost in every flashback
Now I beg the end to stay
Not for peace — just not to betray

[Verse 2]
Said I’d die — then lived like a liar
Every pill down the hatch, chasing the fire
But I always crawl back,
Ashamed I survived
Wearing scars I swore would be final signs

I’m not shaming you with my death
Just don’t want to speak and waste my breath
I don’t want pity
Just want to mean
What I scream

[Breakdown 2]
Swallow the flood
Drown in regret
I’d time-travel just to
Break my own neck

[Bridge]
I never wrote your name in the note
You deserve none of this
I wanted you to wake up,
And not carry the guilt that was never yours

Just the silence...
Like I always gave you

[Final Chorus]
I’m not a martyr
I’m a coward in decay
I didn’t leave to make a statement
I just couldn’t stay

I loved you — in silence, in rot
I loved you — and that’s all I’ve got

[Outro]
Hope...
You never remember me like this.

No Room In Heaven

The Gift Of Death Awaits Comes Aug. 16, 2025

Hell's A-Waiting, Darling (feat. GR1MCHILD)

(Anti)Hero (feat. DEADS0N)

(We're All) Broken (feat. Gravemind Theory & Kxlljoy)

Uncaged & Untamed (feat. Feverheart)

[guitar: Agile Chiral Nirvana 102528 EB Pro MOD]
[guitar tuning: GDGDGCFADG]
[UTAUs: Hitsune Kumi, Miyo]

This anthem's straight from the heart
We master warfare's hidden art
We wake up facing the gun
We know the game's coming undone

Luchamos para mantener la esperanza
ES (We fight to maintain our hopes)

Por nuestros hermanos y hermanas
ES (For our brothers and sisters)

En este fatídico cinco de mayo
ES (On this fateful Fifth of May)

O que é que significa estar verdadeiramente vivo
PT (What does it mean to be truly alive?)

Las balas atraviesan la ciudad
PT (Bullets fly across the town)

꿈은 진짜로 이루어지는걸까?
KR (Will the dream come true?)

En France s'il pleut; Allez les bleus!
FR (When it rains in France, let's go blue!)

Avant que ça ne s’efface
FR (Before it fades away)

Aller bien plus haut que nous aujourd'hui
FR (To go beyond what we are today)

我们走近麻将桌
CN (We approach the Mah-Jong table)

拿着可乐坐在北边的座位上
CN (We take the north seat with our cola)

三分钟后，碰! 四分钟后，杆!
CN (In 3 minutes, Pong! In 4 minutes, Gong!)

十五分钟后，九莲宝灯
CN (In 15 minutes, Nine Lotus Lamp Offerings!)

パチンコ台に近づいて
JP (As we approach the Pachinko machine)

15分でジタンモード！
JP (In fifteen minutes, Jitan Mode!)

ポッキー、ゲット！ ハイチュウ、ゲット！
JP (We got Pocky! We got Hi-Chew!)

白い恋人、ゲット！ゲット！
JP (We got the Shiroi Koibito!)

We got no time, we got no time
Get going

Get to the gate, get to the gate
Get going

It's getting late, it's getting late
Get going

Live and let fly, live and let fly
Get going

허리 삐끗했어
KR (I broke my back)

그래도 참았어
KR (I still kept going)

힘들게 소리쳐
KR (We cheer until we crash)

힘들게 소리쳐
KR (We cheer until we crash)

우리만 짜증나 진짜 우리만 짜증나 진짜
KR (Only we get shafted so bad)

화이팅! 화이팅!
(Korean cheering phrase)

En las gradas resuenan los saludos al sol
ES (Salutations under the sun ring from the stands)

Banderas bailan lentamente al son del tambor
ES (Flags dance slowly to the sound of the drum)

Ni siquiera la tensión detiene la pasión en la revolución,
ES (Even the tension does not stop the passion in the revolution)

Somos un mar cantando con fervor
ES (We are a sea singing with fervour)

Na calçada tem samba e tamborim
PT (There's samba and tambourine on the pavement)

O céu azul acalma-me assim
PT (The blue sky soothes me like this)

Mesmo longe, jogamos também,
PT (Even when far away, we play too)

Com a alma e com o coração, amém
PT (With our hearts and soul, Amen)

We play this game for the great escape
When is the end of this flame that we (with it) play?

Find your passion in the open door
Unless you want to end up with some more

We seize the day for the one last sleigh
When is the end of this flame that we (with it) play?

Find your passion in the open door
Unless you want to end up with some more

Is it really war or is it "only game"?
Is it just pastime play?
Will "just for fun" really suffice?

世界で一番嫌われなら
JP (If we're the most hated in the world)

En le jeux milleur, allez les bleus!
FR (In the better game, let's go blue!)

Avant que ça ne s’efface
FR (Before it fades away)

We don't know where we'll be in some weeks
We'll figure it out



〖Kumi/Miyo〗Remove the Defender - Allez Les Bleus // Blue and Boom Canada Day ver〖10 STRING GUITAR〗

[Verse 1]  
Your smile - a dawn that splits the midnight’s veil,  
A fleeting warmth where shadows come to fail.  
Your eyes - twin oceans carved in starlit stone,  
They pull me under, yet I’m never alone.  
My fingers trace the velvet of your cheek,  
A whispered prayer upon your skin so meek.

[Pre-Chorus]  
Every whisper of your voice, it calls my name,  
A siren’s hymn that sets my soul aflame.

[Chorus]  
You’re the ember in my chest, the fire in my veins,  
Your warmth consumes the cold, dissolves my chains.  
When you rest upon my heart, your breath against my skin,  
I’m alive within your tide, where my world begins.  
Oh, my muse, my endless flame, don’t ever fade away - 
Your hips, your grace, your gaze… I’m bound to stay.

[Verse 2]  
Your walk - a symphony of silken dreams,  
Each step a ripple in my heart’s still streams.  
Your hips - like crescent moons that light my night,  
They sway, a compass to my drifting light.  
When you press against me, time frays at the seams,  
Your arms - a haven draped in twilight seams.

[Pre-Chorus]  
Your voice - a velvet blade that carves my name,  
It lingers, haunts, and fuels this endless flame.

[Bridge]  
When your eyes lock with mine, the heavens hold their breath,  
A fleeting glimpse of eternity, defying life and death.  
Your face against my bearded jaw - a sanctuary sweet,  
I’d burn the stars to keep you here, to make this moment keep.  
I’m tethered to your soul - a moth to your eclipse,  
Each heartbeat sings your name - it trembles on my lips.

[Breakdown]  
Don’t slip away! Don’t fade to gray!  
Your warmth, your fire - MY ONLY WAY!  
I’d chase your shadow through the void’s embrace,  
To feel your heart, to see your face!  
Hold me close! Don’t let me fall!  
You’re my everything - my all!

[Outro]  
Your name’s a hymn that haunts my every breath,  
A sacred vow I’ll carry until death.  
Don’t let me lose the spark that you ignite -  
My endless flame… my lighthouse in the night.

Ember

Get ready to feel the adrenaline!
This high-energy Rock/Metal track delivers a powerful punch with live electric guitars, aggressive drums, driving bass, and dynamic synth layers. Blending modern metal riffs with cinematic elements like strings, piano, and impactful sound FX, this track is built to energize any visual project.

Whether you’re editing an extreme sports video, action-packed trailer, car commercial, YouTube vlog, or a fast-paced promotional reel, this track adds intensity, excitement, and bold emotion.

Perfect for:
• Action & sports videos
• Commercials & promos
• Gaming & fight scenes
• YouTube intros & vlogs
• Car/motorcycle ads
• Trailers, podcasts, and more

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Into the Light

[Verse 1]
Trapped in my skull, the silence screams loud,
A fractured reflection, I'm lost in the crowd.
The weight of the void, it pulls me apart,
Abandoned, forsaken, a hole in my heart.

[Pre-Chorus]
I reach for a shadow, but it slips through my hands,
The echoes of nothing, where my soul stands.

[Chorus]
I'm drowning in loneliness, a ghost in my skin,
The war in my mind, where the darkness begins.
Every scar tells a story, every scream feels alive,
But I'm chained to this emptiness, just trying to survive.

[Verse 2]
Flashbacks ignite, like flames in my veins,
The past is a prison, it tightens the chains.
I’m clawing for meaning, but it’s slipping away,
A life in the shadows, where no one will stay.

[Pre-Chorus]
I scream to the heavens, but no one replies,
The ghost of my trauma lives deep in my eyes.

[Chorus]
I'm drowning in loneliness, a ghost in my skin,
The war in my mind, where the darkness begins.
Every scar tells a story, every scream feels alive,
But I'm chained to this emptiness, just trying to survive.

[Bridge]
I’m never enough, I’m always too much,
The mirror reflects a stranger I trust.
My heart’s a battlefield, torn and confined,
Will I ever escape this cage in my mind?

[Breakdown]
TEAR IT DOWN!
SHATTER THE SILENCE, BREAK THE CHAINS!
TEAR IT DOWN!
I’LL FIGHT THIS WAR, BUT THE PAIN REMAINS!

[Chorus]
I'm drowning in loneliness, a ghost in my skin,
The war in my mind, where the darkness begins.
Every scar tells a story, every scream feels alive,
But I'm chained to this emptiness, just trying to survive.

Loud Silence

Welcome to the official SoundCloud page of AudioDollar – composer and songwriter Vladislav Litvinenko.

My original compositions have been featured in millions of videos around the world – from cinematic projects and documentaries to YouTube content and more.

🎸 Here you’ll find a powerful collection of metal instrumentals, spanning various subgenres – ideal for use in:

🎬 Films & trailers

📺 TV & radio

📱 Social media & podcasts

🧭 Documentaries & cinematic scenes

🎮 Video game content & reviews

📢 Commercials & marketing projects

🖼️ Any creative video content

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The Gift Of Death Awaits - August 16th, 2025

The Antvmnos Project is something I started to deal with emotions I didn’t know how to express otherwise: grief, confusion, the heaviness of just being alive. 

I'm not a musician, and I don’t pretend to be one. I write my own lyrics and the music is made using AI tools. This isn’t about skill or technique, it’s just a way of putting feelings into sound.

The project takes inspiration from a lot of metal I’ve connected with over the years, especially the more emotional, atmospheric stuff. There’s a bit of symphonic metal, some progressive and post-metal influences, and a lot of that melodic death metal sadness. But it doesn’t really follow any one style. I just try to let whatever I want to convey.

Each piece is meant to feel like a snapshot of a certain state of mind... Sometimes calm, sometimes angry, sometimes just numb. I didn’t set out with a plan or message. I just needed somewhere to put the weight I was carrying.

If you’re drawn to darker, emotional stuff or if you’re just looking for something that feels honest...  you might find something here that speaks to you. That’s all this is: an attempt to say something I couldn’t otherwise say.

If you’ve ever felt lost in your own head, maybe you’ll find a piece of yourself here too.

Music has always been my refuge, and now I’m creating it to confront the depths of my mind and give shape to the chaos inside. Each track is a step in an imperfect journey, a scream, a whisper, or just a weight lifted, even if it's brief.

Okay, now that I’m done being melodramatic, let me introduce myself! I’m a lifelong music enthusiast who finally started making music in early 2024! I’ve always felt the pull of metal’s raw power and emotional honesty, and this is my way of channeling that energy. I’m figuring things out as I go, experimenting with sounds, and embracing the messy process of turning ideas into songs. It’s rough around the edges, but it’s real, and it’s mine.

If you’re into unpolished, heartfelt metal and don’t mind a little chaos, you’re in the right place. Whether my music makes you think, feel, or just scream along, I hope it resonates with you in some way. Thanks for stopping by!

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