a lil' sumn i recorded back when i was really struggling for my life

waves in montauk

Here we are
Like water and stone
I thought you were home
Guess that I was wrong

Now I'm alone

Another moment
When I thought I could change your mind
Another moment
When I thought you could save my life
Another moment
And now you're gone

Do you care?
Are you thinking of me?
I gave you my heart
But it fell apart

And now I'm alone

Another moment
When I thought I could change your mind
Another moment
When I thought you could save my life
Another moment
And now you're gone

Another Moment

Another silent morning, staring at the wall
A hollow in my chest, a voice I can't recall
I try to fill the space with noise and blinding light
But it just echoes back, a void in black and white
I'm reaching out for something, but I don't know the name
Just a static numbness, playing the same old game

Oh, this empty room inside my soul
A story that I can't control
But I'll plant a seed, a tiny light
To fight the quiet of the night
This hollow heart, I'll start to mend
This emptiness, I will not let it win

I put on shoes and walk outside, feel the sun upon my skin
A simple act of courage, to let the world back in
I write a line of poetry, a messy, honest scrawl
A fragile little anchor, to break this endless fall
I call a friend and say "I'm not okay"
And in the silence after, a piece of pain gives way

Oh, this empty room inside my soul
A story that I can't control
But I'll plant a seed, a tiny light
To fight the quiet of the night
This hollow heart, I'll start to mend
This emptiness, I will not let it win

I am not just this absence, I'm the hand that seeks the ground
I'm the breath within the stillness, the most unexpected sound
From the void, a strength is growing, slow and tender, deep and true
The bravest thing I did was just to sit here, feeling it with you

A tiny light... a fragile seed...
Starting to mend... a quiet, steady need...
The emptiness... is not the end.

Emptiness

It comes in quiet moments, unexpected and deep
A hollow in my soul, a secret that I keep
It washes over like a wave, this emptiness inside
Triggered by the conversations that I wish hadn't died

I miss the spark of life that comes when minds connect and clash
The intellectual fire, the lightning and the flash
That feeling of being fully seen, completely understood
When thoughts flow like a river, and everything feels good

Give me serenity for what I cannot change
The courage for the things I can rearrange
And wisdom to know the difference between the two
Because this emptiness returns when I'm missing you
Missing conversations that made me feel alive
Without that intellectual spark, part of me doesn't survive

I don't always have the key to what's inside of me
That door remains locked tight, and I can't seem to find the key
But when I feel that aliveness, that wholeness warm and true
It feels like coming home, like I'm brand new
Those moments have been rare, but I've held them in my hand
Felt them burning in my heart, where I hope they'll always stand

Give me serenity for what I cannot change
The courage for the things I can rearrange
And wisdom to know the difference between the two
Because this emptiness returns when I'm missing you
Missing conversations that made me feel alive
Without that intellectual spark, part of me doesn't survive

Today the silence found me once again
Brought the hollow to the surface, brought the emptiness back in
It whispers of connections that my intellect requires
Of setting minds on fire, setting hearts and souls on fire

The wisdom to know...
The courage to change...
The serenity to accept...
This emptiness inside me
This intellectual need
This longing to connect
This hunger to be freed
To feel alive again
To feel completely whole
To find my way back home
To find my way back home
Back to my soul.

The Wisdom to Know

Under fragile foundations, where we once stood,
We built a castle of dreams, but it was made of sand.
The old scars of our souls, too heavy to bear,
We fought in vain to chase the morning light there.

The walls we never tore down stand firm and mute,
Shadows linger in corners where we lose our route.
Our spirits were too heavy to carry on anew,
In the sorrow of these farewell songs, nothing remains true.

Between whispers and silence, we held on to hope tight,
But in the dark, without light, our love found no respite.
Self-reflection in the rain, tearful melodies,
We realize that sometimes love is not all it needs.

A spark is not enough to set the sky ablaze,
When wounds scream out loud, no peace they will praise.
And so, we let go of all our memories,
The farewell tastes bitter, yet it ends our pleas.

The walls we never tore down stand firm and mute,
Shadows linger in corners where we lose our route.
Our spirits were too heavy to carry on anew,
In the sorrow of these farewell songs, nothing remains true.

A farewell to great love with painful sense,
Our hearts beat quietly in strange pretense.
Maybe time will heal what today feels broken,
But until then, we're apart, by this pain outspoken.

Farewell

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Dans Mes Souvenirs | Nostalgic Lofi Hip Hop

Great memories from the Village Parade concept
This was the concept I was resident for and set my mark as a deejay for playing electronic music.... 
So about all the stories then you heard about the village parade, they were probably all true.... 
This was an amazing time to deejay and sure party, something I often think about....
This live set was recorded 14 July from 0130 till 0300 before a crowd of approximately 500 people, the dj gear I used was I think djm800 & cdj1000 mk3...

The Village Parade Afterparty 13 July 2008

Realizing

A track from an upcoming, unreleased album.

Heart of my Home

A warm, traditional Christmas ballad centered on shared meals, glowing firelight, and the quiet strength of family rituals. The lyrics lean into sensory detail—spices, snow, candlelit windows—to build a nostalgic winter scene. Beneath the festive imagery is a steady theme of continuity: year after year, the table becomes the anchor where love, memory, and togetherness settle in. The tone is gentle, melodic, and built for holiday playlists that want sincerity over spectacle.

The Magic Time of Year

Comedy songs and dark-humour originals from a working radiographer. Satire, protest, and indie experiments. 

I write comedy, satire, and straight-up originals about life in radiography, healthcare, and the wider mess. Expect protest anthems, awkward truth, and hooks that stick. If you like Bo Burnham, Weird Al, and indie left-turns, you’re in the right place.

Genres: Alternative, Indie, Singer-Songwriter, Comedy
satire, protest, indie, acoustic, alt-pop

Spotlight tracks:
	1.	“Where You Fell”
	2.	“Gone but Not Forgotten (Lost Souls)”
	3.	“Lazy Like a Monday”
	4.	“Pass the Light Around”
	5.	“All Are One (Defending Every Soul)”

Musique Libre de Droits pour Vidéastes / No Copyright Music for Creators.

Creating atmospheres: Lofi, Epic, Emotional, Pop. Use my music for free in your videos (just credit me).

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Music is my medium to express my feelings and emotions. Every woman has a long and arduous journey behind her, is currently in a difficult situation, or is facing a new challenge. The lyrics I have written myself reflect my experiences and my past. With the help of AI, they were transformed into song lyrics, and the music was also generated by AI. I hope my music can offer you solace and comfort during these difficult times. Don't forget: Where there is love, there is never fear. Recognize your worth!

Genre :
Ecletic deejaysets,  
a blend of different styles 
of Electronic music
think of 

Mashup-
NuDisco-Disco-
Groove-House-
Classics-
Ninties-Nillies-
Techno-Elektro-
Earlyrave-Rave-
Jumpstyle-Hardstyle-Retro


Played 

at Bar's :

"t'Raedtshof" Riemst 1999 - 2012
"Pubmusicafé" Tongeren 2007 serveral sets 
"The Boiler" Bilzen 2009 several sets 
"Macbilly's" Heers 2009-2010 several sets
"t'Duvelke" Voeren 2009 - 2010 several sets
"Bij de Buren" Zichen-Zussen-Bolder 2011-2012 several sets
"K-Zino" Bilzen 2013

at Party's : 

The Revolution Trip 1999 
Festivalmeer 2006 
Dance Party 2006 
Jumpiler 2007 
Dezibel Festival 2008, 2009, 2010 
The Village Parade Afterparty 2008, 2009, 2010, 2011, 2012, 2013
Woppe Log 2007, 2008, 2009, 2010 , 2011, 2012, 2013, 2014
Boilerroomparty 2008, 2009, 2014 
Soundcheck 2008 
Buizenparty 2009 
Summervibes 2009,2010 
Retrobeatz XXL 2010 
Dj Wout-s b-day Bash 2010, 2011, 2012 
Eburonenbal 51ste 2010 
90's & retro night 2010 
Xclusive night street edition 2010 , 2011
Club Deluxe 2010
Groovalicious 2011
Infect-it ! 2011
Cool Down party 2011, 2013
Hardbeatz 2012, 2013
100 % Retro 2013, 2014
Puupkesfeesten 2012
Crazy Ivan 2014

at Festivals  :

NOA Festival 2011 @ Neerpelt 
Resident @ Festivalmeer @ Riemst

at Clubs :

"K-Zino" Bilzen
Dancing "Mac Queen" Borgloon

Played with : 

Nicky Romero, Joyhauser, Samtex, Peter Luts, Dominico, Mr Grammy, Ralpheus, Stanny Fransen, Double u Jay, Dave Lambert, Endymion, Activator, Scot Project, Yves Deruyter, Furax, Sven Lanvin, Jan Vervloet, Mark with a K, Demoniak, Davoodi, Coone, Lethal MG, Ward, Frères Deluxe, Ed & Kim, Laston & Geo, Ward, Franky Jones, Jimmy Goldschmitz, Goldfox, Raffa Ciello, Jean Delaru, Swennen, Bollen & Fichtner, Kriss, Spearhman Rho, Mr.Huge, Youri, Dj Peter, Lavinge, Yellow, Sarzie, Thierry Von Der Worth, Greg G, Da Boulanger, Raw-B , Dark Blue and Niles (brother from another mother),,...

Thanks for all the friends for oppertunities at their private parties
Thanks for all the partypeople    
Thanks for all bookings from hosts and partyorganisers
Thanks for the support of my family 

Bookings

http://facebook.com/​wouter.stevens

Hi! My name is Karl, and I come from a small town in the north. I craft my music on the computer, creating a sound that’s as intriguing as it is powerful. My music takes listeners on a journey through sentimentality, depth, darkness, happiness, and metaphors — all woven into a unique sound that sets me apart from other artists. I write every lyric myself, pouring my soul and heart into each word. My lyrics are born from my life experiences; some tell true stories I believe people see with their eyes, while others are straight from my imagination, blending reality with fantasy.

Join me on this exciting new chapter in my musical journey. Hip-hop and Rap are closest to my heart after a challenging year in 2015. Before the accident, my soul was rooted in Rock and Country music. Life has a way of changing things, but Rock and Country remains deep inside me.

I hope my songs resonate with you. Feel free to like and follow if my music moves you — thank you for your support!

YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@Artist_Complete1899

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