Writing: max.com
Producing: max.com
Mixing: max.com

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Portrait of a man deep in depression.
Restless, apathetic, neglectful of appearance, indifferent to environment.
A man alone in a crowd, isolated and maladjusted.
Opening his mouth only to complain of headaches, to confess his own helplessness... and oh yes, to announce that he is contemplating self destruction.
Does he really need help, or will a swift kick straighten him out?
It's a little late for conjecture, for Phil Owens has found a solution to his problems.
A solution that waits patiently.

to brandish the sword (prod. max.com)

Writing: max.com
Producing: max.com
Mixing: max.com

Lyrical themes inspired by Tigers Jaw

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In my waking hours
I see your face
There's not much left to take
So I'll just count the days
Till my crystal vision breaks
And how does it feel
To be by yourself
Locked up in steel
Hiding from what's real

Now you know how I could be
Afraid of everything
Plagued by anything
So I'll swallow my memories
Now I see you through the glass
With my face in my hands
Go ahead and turn your back
'Cause I'm used to that

20/22 crystalvision (prod. max.com)

Writing: max.com
Producing: max.com
Mixing: max.com

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All the things that have gone and died
And have been retroprized
by your side and by your mind
Like a million motherfucking times

Sociopath motherfucker, callous mind
Bass booming while you're stuck in retro time
Baby boy, you only care about yourself, why?
Bum-ass bitch, stay the fuck out of my sight

Only way you pull pussy, get them high
ain't nobody wanna fuck with your ass, that's why
Pear-shaped bitch, young chicken pot pie
break another bag, just nut one fucking time

Spitting shit like a Smith & Wesson all night
just pray to your vanity another time
Piggy-wiggy pussy boy, end your fucking life
I ain't got time for your miserable swine

the wolf in sheep's clothing (prod. max.com)

Writing: max.com
Producing: max.com
Mixing: max.com

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Please lord take me away
Every single day
I don't wanna live this way 
I cant take the pain
I don't care what awaits
I wanna die just let me say my grace
Not much could be worse than this place
Christ above come seal my fate

Please lord take me away
Every fucking day
I don't wanna live this way 
I cant take the pain
I don't care what awaits
I wanna die just let me say my grace
Not much could be worse than this place
Christ above come seal my fate

suicidal ideation (prod. max.com)

Writing: max.com & Charlie Magicka
Producing: max.com
Mixing: max.com

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All you make is fake-ass shit
9 times out of ten, you just playing pretend
Open Pandora's box, what you gonna do then?
Fake boy, you ain't smacking; you're just gone with the wind
I'm ducking and dipping 'cause I don't even know ya
Shit is cold, and it's only getting colder
I'm bugged out and hissing like a fucking cobra

Venom in my blood, boy; I don't even know ya
Venom in my blood, boy; I don't even know ya
Venom in my blood, boy; I don't even know ya

Venom in my veins
I've been out for days
I'mma hibernate
Until my health decays
Things will never change
And I'm to blame
I'm a victim of the game
Just a product of the trade

I don't wanna die
But I feel like I might
I've been living at the bottom
Every single night
I might never get it
But I'm still gonna try
I don't care 'bout what I say
I promise I'll be fine

I've been hopeless
I've been distant
I'm so stupid and indifferent
But I promise I'll be different
Yeah, I promise that I'll listen
I've been feeling like a change is come
I've been feeling like I'm nowhere near done

venom (Feat. Charlie Magicka) (prod. max.com)

Writing: max.com
Producing: max.com
Mixing: max.com

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The autumn leaves fall slowly
to my feet and
from the trees
But thankfully
I can see
as I bleed
and as I grieve
That some things
will never be
not I see
not I achieve
That some things
are beyond me
beyond my creed
but thankfully

Nothing else matters now
it's all on the ground
Thanks for sticking around
and pulling me off the ground
But soon you will see
I'll rise from agony
'Cause just like the trees
I'll come back, thankfully

The autumn leaves fall slowly
to my feet and
from the trees
But thankfully
I can see
as I bleed
and as I grieve
That some things
will never be
not for me
but thankfully
That I can see
the rebirth to be
'cause I am
the autumn leaves

autumn leaves (prod. max.com)

Writing: max.com
Producing: max.com
Mixing: max.com
Sample: Ofdrykkja - Västerås

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I been on other shit
Stay the fuck out my biz
You been on pussy shit
Straight out the fuckin clit
Bitch I could never switch
I've had enough of this
I ain't got time for this, you can't control that shit, I can't control that shit
Live and learn life's a bitch
Just make what you will of it
Complaints I'm not hearing it, bitching you're doing it, bitching I'm loosing it
The way I've been seeing it
I been so over it
I'm dipping and splitting bitch, punching and wipping it, pulling the fucking switch
Ducking and sprinting bitch
I been on other shit
Fuck what you hear of it
You been on pussy shit
Straight out the fuckin clit
Bitch I could never switch
Stay out my fuckin shit
I ain't got time for this, you cant control that shit, I cant control that shit
I know that life's a bitch
That's just the way it is
complaints I'm not hearing it, bitching you're doing it, bitching I'm loosing it
The way I've been seeing it
I been on other shit
Just make what you will of it
I don't really give a shit

Write my rhymes but don't make a dime so I'll
Do my time in this shitty life
Write my chimes with myself and I
As I wait to die in  a suit and tie
Write my rhymes but don't make a dime so I'll
Do my time in this shitty life
Write my chimes with myself and I 
As I wait to die in a 9 - 5

amor fati (prod. max.com)

s/o cl6udy <3
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Main Artist: xipz
Produced by: cl6udy x wh1tespace
Mixed by: xipz
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art by: xipz
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LYRICS:

[Chorus]
ion wanna go but i kno im not wanted
if i go home i wont be where your heart is
i been on my own i bet you know how that shit be
this will all suck when you finally decide to leave me

i been thinkin bout shit n i know i fucked up
i think time to quit n fix all my fuck ups
i know you prolly wont but id like you to forgive me
you dont even have to just let me know your listening

[verse]
just let me know if you heard this
i can promise im not perfect

yeah but ill try to make it worth it
i could be the one girl
ill take you on my tours babe
yeah theres no one that id want more babe
tell me if youd want it
tell me that you want me

ill try to make up for lost time
times when you werent mine
times you werent by my side
thats why i need you tonight

[Chorus]
ion wanna go but i kno im not wanted
if i go home i wont be where your heart is
i been on my own i bet you know how that shit be
this will all suck when you finally decide to leave me

i been thinkin bout shit n i know i fucked up
i think time to quit n fix all my fuck ups
i know you prolly wont but id like you to forgive me
you dont even have to just let me know your listening

where your heart is <3 [Prod. cl6udy x wh1tespace]

[Free] Midwest Emo Rap Beat "Midwxst" | Prod iamGHSTBXY

I feel cutthroat 
Like I don’t want to be alone 
Cause I want to go run 
I want to be free

I’ll just hit my vape 
I turn down that apartment 
But I’m saving up 
I’m improving my life 

Back to the program 
If I’m being honest, then I’m not the old me 
How long has it been I’ve felt going back to that 
Cause I start to grow up and start to know 

Guess I’ll drink a beer or two 
Although I know I’ll get wasted 
At least I’m getting rewarded 
for dropping the ball
The image isn’t the same as macho energy 

I’m not myself 
I have unhealthy behaviors 
The man has some mommy problems 
When did this become a living issue 
You laugh and say that I’m not happy, shut up 

Back to the program 
If I’m being honest, then I’m not the old me 
How long has it been I’ve felt going back to that 
Cause I start to grow up and start to know 

Guess I’ll drink a beer or two 
Although I know I’ll get wasted 
At least I’m getting rewarded 
for dropping the ball
The image isn’t the same as macho energy 

Guess I'll Drink A Beer Or Two Prod.Saint Mike

Alive (prod jolst)

Lyrics-
I’ve been living like the world’s on hold,
Flat soda on my windowsill, growing mold
These days blur like basement shows,
And my best ideas come when I’m half-exposed
Growing pains, they never quit never quit
Twenty years and I still don’t fit  still don’t fit
Tape deck soul with a glitch in the script
Guess I’m just stuck in it yeah, I’m just stuck in it

I put off growing up like it’s rent I can’t pay
My calendar’s blank, but I age anyway
Used to think by now I’d have a name on a door
But my mail still comes to the house I ignore
Swipe through my dreams like expired IDs
All these majors and jobs just don’t speak to me
Got a head full of noise and a drawer full of zines
Still chasing that high from 2016
I remember when the sky had a hue
And life felt like a song that we halfway knew
Now I’m stretching time between part-time gigs
And convincing myself that I do not care who wins
Wearing irony like it’s gonna make it last
Every night’s a rerun, same show, new cast
I don’t want forever, I just want now
But I still flinch when I think too loud

Wake up sideways, screen on dim
Another text I forgot to send
Wearing all my old clothes like armor
Tryna fake it ’til I feel a little sharper

I’ve been living like the world’s on hold,
Flat soda on my windowsill, growing mold
These days blur like basement shows,
And my best ideas come when I’m half-exposed
Growing pains, they never quit never quit
Twenty years and I still don’t fit  still don’t fit
Tape deck soul with a glitch in the script
Guess I’m just stuck in it yeah, I’m just stuck in it

Crystals In The Circuitboard

Growin' Pains

Don B Dazed-Growin' Pains

I make a few different kinds of music for a hobby but my rap will all be on here.

iamGHSTBXY
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