Hibernation in the Summer [prod. cxrter & luffy]

Blospar
Hook:
hardest thing in life is learning when to let go
Try and try and try again your voice is still an echo
Bouncing thru my skull, remember when we used to call every night driving home, I miss you and i miss it all
Learning from the past and growing is just part of life
But that doesn't change the fact that we're not always right
I might not finish last, but I knowingly lost the fight
Let the others pass, I'll meet you at heavens light 

Verse:
Hope may pass by
Your still my lifeline
Reality might give more time
Reminisce the moments remember
Would you survive?

he4vy
Verse:
gave me a purpose 
gave me a reason
dont mean to fall apart
rip at the seams
i knew what i means 
yeah i could tell from the start
i let nostalgia ruin my days
thinking of every part
couldnt believe what i had to hear
slamming the car in park
questions 
questions 
all of the memories run through my head
im still learnin lessons 
torture myself until it leaves me dead
different sections 
i feel the pain swallow all of my chest
is there heaven 
hope i get in
light in purpose 
dont deserve this
afterlife talk 
makes me nervous
dont reply much 
thats on purpose
still avoidant 
im still worthless
give me my peace 
wish i got closure fore you had to leave
call it again 
a number that doesnt respond when i speak
is there a heaven is there a hell 
i should just swallow the pill 
it was the hardest one 
knowing that ill never heal

Blospar
Hook:
hardest thing in life is learning when to let go
Try and try and try again your voice is still an echo
Bouncing thru my skull, remember when we used to call every night driving home, I miss you and i miss it all
Learning from the past and growing is just part of life
But that doesn't change the fact that we're not always right
I might not finish last, but I knowingly lost the fight
Let the others pass, I'll meet you at heavens light 

Heaven's Light [prod. The Sound Clown]

swamp:

Let’s soak up this moment before we collide 
And collect every thought that we’ve lost over time 
While I brace for the impact and you aim your sights 
At the hideous creature I’m keeping inside of myself 

But if I go I’m taking you with me to hell 
It was always from your hand, every card I was delt 
So it just seems fitting that your end is with my help 
“What a let down” like shit that’s exactly how I felt 

So pull the trigger if you want I think I’m ready now 
To try and start avoiding your whole arsenal of let downs 
You’re always more prepared than I am it’s so typical 
But it’s chess not checkers baby all my plays are critical 
Ok so 

Let’s soak up this moment before we collide 
And collect every thought that we’ve lost over time 
While I brace for the impact and you aim your sights 
At the hideous creature I’m keeping inside of myself 

Let’s soak up this moment before we collide 
And collect every thought that we’ve lost over time 
While I brace for the impact and you aim your sights 
At the hideous creature I’m keeping inside of myself

cxltmoon:

Soaked in these memories
But all this kerosene is a product thats been sold to keep you away from me 

Watch where your walking
The floor is rigged to fall in
I know cause im falling and falling and falling again

I'm exhausted and sleep is for the weak
I'm exhausted cull me out while I sleep
I'm exhausted i'm bleeding to my feet
And ill wipe it all down and clean myself without a peep

The wounds afflicted by you are kinda bittersweet
The hole inside my heart hurts
But I hold you dearly
Hey, dont shoot the messenger
I only asked you first
So drop the hate and just take what's worth

swamp & cxltmoon:

Let’s soak up this moment before we collide
(before we collide)
And collect every thought that we’ve lost over time 
While I brace for the impact and you aim your sights 
(While I brace for the impact)
At the hideous creature I’m keeping inside of my-
Self
Before we collide
Brace for impact


The Hideous Creature [prod. cxrter & irby]

Lock Jaw [prod. s0ftskelet0ns]

Don't Say That [prod. saint mike]

Diamonds on my Bracelet [prod. cl6udy & jolst]

Weight of it [prod. jolst]

Don't Pressure Me [prod. cl6udy & cxrter]

[prod. me]

i laid my head in his lap, as i watched his skin slowly become translucent. i.. shifted my gaze upward. you're vanishing in my dreams too?

there was nothing of him by the morning, as if.. he just never existed.

i was supposed to forget.

i had a dream last night

lover of the dark

cover art by lizzy @ilysomuchforever
mixed by me
mastered by tommy electra
in-house 2025

Pinging

Cool w/ babylove

bloody Mary

Downer ave.

Cabin in the woods

Mollyworld

prod: Anxiety Attacks! x ERRx
mix/master: Anxiety Attacks!
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LYRICS:
why do my arms feel so heavy?
why does my brain always shout at me?
i know that i shouldn't listen
but over and over it gets to me
"you're just a burden" it says to me now
but i still believe that

somehow
i'm gonna make it out alive, somehow
i'll leave the old me six feet underground 
oh well, oh woah
somehow 
i wanna turn it all the way around
can't do it by myself
i hope the sun comes up tomorrow 
i should grow up, this can't go on

sleeping in while i drown in my bed again
can't let this go, i'm not like you
every day, waste away in my head again
i break in two, i'm not like you
been waiting my whole life, but maybe if i try

somehow
i'm gonna make it out alive, somehow
i'll leave the old me six feet underground 
oh well, oh woah
somehow 
i wanna turn it all the way around
can't do it by myself
i hope the sun comes up tomorrow 
i should grow up, this can't go on

this can't go on...
this can't go on...
i should grow up, this can't go on
i should grow up, this can't go on
this can't go on... 

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