Satan's Hand Painting w/ liliya

The time has come to share what I've been creating. A new era begins. I wrote this song for anyone who has ever been or felt betrayed by those closest to them. Let it all go and begin again. Forgive, breathe, and pray for those who hurt you. You are never alone. Let yourself be heard. I love you.

Glass House

Lead on me on
Cut me off
Im just a pawn to you anyway
Catching feelings like the fuckin plague,
I know you got a lot on your plate
Brush me off 
Turn me on
Another sick and twisted game for you to play
So plug me in and blow me off
My head from my shoulders my love isnt sober
I never should’ve told her but fuck it now its over
The situationship has sailed, titanic doesnt even pail in comparison
I will never win, now youre moving on all i got is this song.

Carl Divine - Are You Mad At Me? (neverforever)

Its over now
Im broken down about it
But I cannot change the way 
That you feel
You’re not around
Im on the ground tryna figure out
What you meant to me cause
Everything that you said to me isnt true 
I cut you offf
Cause you broke me up
You said you you’re mine but I saw through your lies
I wont end up like those other guys you hurt
You’re sorry now??
Im over you
And your feelings or lack there of, honesty is a piece of love
You were without
Ill remember your mouth
And the words that did come out
Your fleeting sound
Girl you were fuckin around

carl divine. - i'm sorry cassy (michael harrison)

I know
You’re over there
Somewhere in Mexico
Coughing up from a cold
I know
It’s so unfair
Ready to fall in love
But you were just so damn scared
You lied
I lied
Don’t cry
Cause we don’t talk anymore
You’ll find
In my eyes
I tried
But you didn’t fuckin care

Stay away from Me
Don’t even hit me up
I tried to make it work
You said it’s not enough
But then I asked myself
Where’s your fuckin effort?
Long distance makes the difference
Can you hear me- your fuckin network.

The ig calls that we didn’t have
The things you said that ripped my heart in half
The stories closed but im still in your clothes
That’s just the way Life goes
I should’ve listened to lil uzi-

I think you were in my profile once, or twice these broken nights hurt as bad as bren said,
You’re not my princess
Im not your puppet
So you can Take that hand and shove it-

I Met A Girl At Monster High, She Left Me High And Dry (Reactance)

shitty cover of tears over beers with a lot of voice cracks in it

tears over beers - modern baseball (cover)

away away away away

blunt force trauma (prod. reactance)

street.aether-- i hope cant sleep - prod. me

Track 05 off Championships side of their split with Her Breath On Glass. This song is so tough

Championship - No Return Address

Leash of Heart Strings pt.1

Objects in mirror may appear to be memories of the past

Lyrics:
Hold on to that feeling you left behind
There's no one. No one
Past the everlasting changes you have left behind.
There's no one.
Take your place in the faded hour
You'll remember that 
A year's gone by 
and nothing's changed
I ask myself if everything will stay the same.
(I hope to find a way to sleep)

A year's gone by
and nothing's changed
I ask myself if everything will stay the same

A Year's Gone By

Guitars by @scrobaby

LYRICS
All I can give is all I have
Wish I could be a better lover and friend
But I can't seem to make these pieces fit
To dull these sharp edges
Hardened by the past
I've been hollowed
Choking on the truths I can't swallow
There's something missing from me
I'm incomplete 

But could you be something I've been seeking
The one thing I'm in need of
A piece to make me whole again

I was made to grow up too fast
Lost a couple years that I can't get back
Drugs and disease stole my youth from me so

Do You Know How Long a Man Can Survive on Milk Alone (Prod. w/ Scro)

lisianthus

august is always busy asf gonna get back on the grind now. peace out nerds 🖤

it's been a while

Conflicted feelings?

de novo preso num mundo que eu mesmo criei dentro da minha própria cabeça
cada passo projetado pra me levar mais pra baixo 
ancora eterna me sufoca 
no fundo do copo
camel de pera
tragos e tragos que me lembram do gosto da sua saliva 
de álcool barato misturado com remédio caro
nem era seu

eu amarrei o meu próprio pulso e vc engoliu meu corpo
meio torto 
pelo centro 
sangue vazando, manchando toda a rua
quem sabe um dia meu grito inunda o seu quarto

relacionamento gasto
seu futuro é raso 
e mesmo assim me mantenho do seu lado
esse seu ódio é nato
e eu sou chato, exigente, doente, casto 
salto da sua sacada
de maneira equivocada

me mata mas ainda quer que seja seu 
visão desfocada 
enquanto eu me sufoco no banheiro da casa mas vc tava de costas quando voltei
então eu também finjo que nada aconteceu 

cachorro de rua
uivando pra lua
sua pele nua 
carne crua 
dentre os teus dentes 
enquanto eu peço desculpa por não ter um sabor melhor 

não queria incomodar
espero que seu sangue dilua toda sua doença 
mate vc ou sua descrença

me despensa
como se não fosse nada
é propensa a falar merda
eu sei que não compensa 
na minha cabeça
minha morte traria a sua felicidade como a minha recompensa

indiferença
desavença
felicidade suspensa 
até segunda ordem
mas morto não fala
mas pelo jeito diz que ama

venvanse

primeira demo
@adaga_exe em todas as redes

venha para mim (DEMO)

https://linktr.ee/shameside
Midwest Emo/Punk/Indie Band from Chicago

sac underground
you end up takin a dirt nap

Carlby is an alternative pop artist from the Midwest. Working alongside producer, @horoshavibes, his music is a blend of pop, emo rock and hip-hop.

Contact - carlbymusic.com/contact

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