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@searingthrume
ima carve my own way out
dont evn try2 doubt me, it wont work, no.
sinkin in this room, i feel like im on death row
sick of feelin like this, yea, ima choke.
fuck tha world, hate it all, tryna find a moat
all in tha distance now, like what happened??
feel so detached from like errything its maddening
[french]femme belle, why do this to me??
yur jus what i need
dont tell me that yur wary of me now???
im tired of breaking down.. :/
yea i feel so worthless as im spillin my guts
i aint fuckin wit it, no. im not fuckin wit it.
its fuckin wit my motions, ruin nervous system
realization set in.. so done, so done...

@sinefelt
everything's breaking apart
u been all up on my buttons
like ur tryna whip a damn push 2start
u been playin w my heart
can't tell if u mean harm
either way u cld keep ur mouth shut
bitch shut the fuck up
don't play that card
can't tell what i shouldn't be taking
u know that shit 2 n use it
i shoulda known tho, that's my fault
u waved plenty flags ur putrid

i know i'm not the only one
discounted me, we're done
i just wanna sit down
roll up quick
n nvr go see the sun

damn
i think that i might b losing it
i wonder if u felt the same
if u did i couldn't imagine it
u wouldn't be playing these games

at least i don't think so
can't let me miss your ringtone
if i do it's game over
if i do then u won
bitch pls shut the fuck up
stop lying u don't worry bout me tons

always spills out「+sinefelt nd miseryprism」

2 much carbon bionic goddamn whip
bitch i doubt i will i feel again
got 2 geeked up bitch ill never feel again
every week is the goddamn same
not even finna trip
in that shit like cateleya
nightingale my face 
shoutout my bro veja
u a  corporate not no major
this bitch im in love with damn anesthesia
so enamored with the rain
bring me to fantasia
never gave a shit
walk up in this bitch geek tf up
got this k on me, im talking 3 Oxo PCE
bring me to goddamn fantasia

flying in this bitch going mach speeds into the unknown
rolling hard as fuck bitch im fully off my dome
eat this this .76 we dont see eye 2 eye
no no u cant follow where my go
i cant understand what u saying
i cant even see u
i just wanna see u
hollowpoint bullets make his ass see through
fly innat bitch in that fucking rain
dipyanone in my goddamn system
too much drugs i need 
too much in my lungs
never coming down no no

fantasia | galliano | dipyanone  ( miseryprism )

@ihatejugo  +  a little from me
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so geeked i cant function
bitch dont ask me nothing
i cannot finish something
up that qbz he running
up that qbz where you wrong
762 leave him stump
no no no no no
goddamn
stab this bitch dont care bout nothing
i could hear his heartbeat jumping
up n his house we breaking in n running
regardless how many men
sicario walk in like im cataleya
walk in, netrun
i cant feel a damn thing
primidone in my fucking body in my bloodstream
i cant feel my self
tell that bitch i need u, more than o-dsmt
tell her take rip off her jeans
iv up that O-PCE
10 lines of amphetamine
high off ephenidine
goddamn bitch you cannot
get up on my level
300 black out take his knees
take ur nails and make make me bleed

i look right back, ion give no mind
kill yourself boy u needa die
jiggas got me out my mind
he talking shit i cannot mind
wake up walk like Frankenstein
need more drugs to metabolize

never felt anything, nothing
pop 10 percocets im not even stumbling
girl i cant pick a substance with u
got me stunting, im higher n higher
never found meaning, nothing
tell that boy, yeah i got u something
with a bad white bitch she give her mind
she want more i dont got time
fuck out my face talking dont waste my goddamn time
burn him when he see the heavy carbon in my ride
i dont even pickup my damn line ion even
talk that way i fuck him up
up that rifle if i must
1:1 like no other
dont know who to trust, got my brothers
im so geeked up i cant fathom
its so perfect, while your over
F-17475 in my goddamn mind
so many pills up in my body i feel like no other
my only fear is being sober
bad ass bitch come over
i walk like korshunova or pivarova
fingers deep up in that bitch
told her leave her friends right over
sniffing percs while that bitch over
dont sip codeine that shit weak as fuck

nail me to the fucking ground
i cant feel a fucking thing
i wanted u to drop that lie, u were everything
need to be heavily tranquilized,  just dont rescue me
dont care im not even shy, i cant ever breath
im not waking up if i dont got no more drugs to eat
girl you know i can even tell, that u follow me
lately i dont even give a fuck, cant tell what i think
i feel dead alive cause i made u leave

netrunner  - backlash | like no other  [  jugowickd ]

life freestyle (misereyprism) [SYCK]

netrunner - cocaine | mephedrone

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netrunner @dancinginrainfall

i cant even feel
need your body i cant fucking lie
too much i cant heal
in that bitch im walking hella nice
netrun in that bitch 
i cant feel a damn thing anymore
got no reason to be living on this earth i dont adore
my blood gone pour
hold on to me that boy getting switched
always fully clipped
cant name one emotion i felt since a kid
goddamn
goddamn
i cant follow bitch i cant
sedate me, till i cant breath
no one even cares
bitch i cannot stand
bitch im fucking worthless
everyday is torment
feel like im stuck in orbit
556 in my mouth take my organs
got no purpose
gahdamn

all your messages bitch im ignoring
trapped in my head, i just feel so dormant

bitch i cannot feel
yeah yeah
no no
fully carbon on me
bitch walk in like own that bitch, yeah
korshunova on that runway bitch i walk in
put that stick up make that boy body hiccup
told that bitch suck that dick up
tell me you need more i cant get enough
i cant even feel shit but
all of these drugs n i still feel so bland 

i cant cope with this pain that i bare
i swear, feel like my brain is fucking broken
i cannot see no end
feel like dying in the end
isolation, solitude, im entangled up with sin
it never ends, it never ends
bitch i need more drugs getting fucked up in the head
bitch i pop too much till i cannot feel a thing
my body filled with MXPCP
lying on the floor i cannot feel a thing

lesions @searingthrume

stress buildin up, i can't feel nun
rust covered temple, 'roded water run
issa flood up in ya sector, yu can't return2 sender
yo bitch want me2 bend her, i'm good off rendered failure
ion play that bullshit, i'll really get yu severed up
grind yu down fo kicks 2dust
netrunnin innis jawn, type yo shit in, clickn run
makin money off the proxy, avx gon have yu done

so much pressure, inhibition, this my agony
cut a bitch off if she lie bout she been feelin me
pure anguish up in the plaza, das the fuckn team
fuck yu mean? talkin down on us, we stickin yu wit beams
chemmies in my upper seams, only this high in yo dreams
stupid lil kiddies innat bubble, they wan be like prism, be like me
fuck a scene, woadie not no menace, rob his fuckin green
skin his body blank luh ho, gon make him bleed

netrunner lesions - pure anguish | inhibition [ miseryprism ]

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prod @searingthrume + additional from me

baby im far gone off that roxy 
my blood need embutrimide
feels just like euthanasia 
your not by my side, never felt so alone
your nails in my skin, never felt so alive
drowning in agony i cant survive

dextromoamoride, glutethimide
burn me with your ciggerettes 
miss that look in your eyes 
girl im so sorry that i made a mess
556s flying through his ass imma make a mess

always seldom, hate my self, filled up with regret
dont care bout anything, idk if u could tell
i might end it all, love it when i fall
imma pop a perc and forget about it all
i cant it feel at all, i understand it all
dipyanone, in my body
god i need her effection, feels like ecstasy
GABAergics freezing all my neurons up in place
dissociative anesthetia, my brain filled with MXPCP 
how these drugs have my body, thats just my ambrosia
walk in that bitch like pivarova, make him fall like korshunova
i cant ever sleep, all i want for us is u to talk to me
762 rip through bone put his ass straight to sleep

wish you could come over
when will all of this be over
dont ever think im sober
all i ever do is mourn her
he gon be on that stretcher cause 
i got that keltec ripping shoulders

netrunner - isolation paranoia | isotonitazene [ lesions miseryprism ]

red dot right between his eyes
i know u fucking lying
too much amphetamine my head spinning
too much primidone bitch im falling through the damn floor
itching like a dope fiend
iv up that etorphine
tell that bitch to tranquilize me
dont act like u know me
mxpcp in my blood
got that fucking primidone in my blood 
nails in my skin baby ts cure my migrains
keltec break his shoulder

netrunner - tranquilize me [ miseryprism ]

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