It's been a long time coming, but it is here. This is the musical story of the events over the last few years while I've been gone, told through the expression of instrumentals mainly. It is most likely not going to make sense, but I hope you enjoy nonetheless. 

Runaway Kid is also available on all regular platforms (Spotify, Apple Music, TikTok etc.)

Runaway Kid

Strangers

Breaking Point

As I Ponder

Levitate (interlude)

Turn Around

Two - Dimensional

Pixels

Stay With Me

Back Alley

Bipolar

The Intro

Life is a Movie

Life Is A Movie

Story Time With JonJonTheDon EP.1

!!! emotional hbu (this mostly hyperpop influenced live-mixed edit ranges from 95bpm to 115bpm) A# // Bb // D# [Mastered with Apple Lossless]

The Self That Chose To Stay

Lyrics:

so ironic
i keep forgetting
the memories 

so haunted
i want nothing
but to be free

smoking so hard
i keep forgetting 
i exist 

nobody knows
who i really am
underneath 

I can’t tell if I’m still here
I can’t tell if I’m still here
I can’t tell if I’m still here
I can’t tell if I’m still here

where have i gone?
i feel like 
i’m about to disappear 

ticking time bomb
my chest is aching 
need to switch the gear

loving you was a war
that i fought 
against my own will 

i’ve made it this far
i still don’t know how
i swam through the tears

I can’t tell if I’m still here
I can’t tell if I’m still here
I can’t tell if I’m still here
I can’t tell if I’m still here

i pinch myself 
i can’t if i’m real 
but this is not a dream
this is not a drill

i dissociate 
get distracted by my fears
i guzzle down my nightmares
keep my enemies near 

looking out the window 
car rides and a few beers
i think i’m seeing angels 
and they urge me to steer

I can’t tell if I’m still here
I can’t tell if I’m still here
I can’t tell if I’m still here
I can’t tell if I’m still here

i can't tell if i'm still here (Demo)

Lyrics: 

I remember being young 
and so fucking reckless
dancing non-stop 
with high heels on 
until the sun came up 

drinking the devil’s juice
waking up next to strangers 
walking home feeling empty 
stuck in a chronic daydream
i should feel nostalgic but i don’t

i spent 
my youth
destroying myself

(holy rebel)
(known better)
(disappear) 

(looking for God)
(looked above)
(somewhere in the sky
in the cushions of clouds)

maybe i was searching
for a softer place to land
in the bottom of a bottle
or the warmth of 
someone else's hands

deep down i just wanted 
my mother’s love
never knowing what to do next
or where to go 
do i leave my homeland?
pack up and go
explore? 

I was a holy rebel 
maybe i should’ve known better
than thinking my pain
would disappear

I was looking for God 
maybe i should’ve looked above 
somewhere in the sky 
in the cushions of clouds

(i still taste the whiskey in my mouth)

my religion
was rebellion
truth is 
i just wanted 
to be seen 
‘cause i was left 
alone to
my own devices 

my religion
was rebellion
truth is
i just wanted 
to be loved
as the silence grew
louder and louder

I was a holy rebel 
maybe i should’ve known better
than thinking my pain
would disappear

I was looking for God 
maybe i should’ve looked above 
somewhere in the sky 
in the cushions of clouds

(i still taste the whiskey in my mouth)

Holy Rebel! (Demo)

Just a little song dump...

Dylan ~ Dy (great)  Llanw (flow)

My new album "Runaway Kid" is out now everywhere!

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