THE PAIN I BLEED (PROD. ACEISBACK)

currently working on an ep but it's definitely getting delayed due to college and stuff. can't promise you guys that it's good but it's gotta be something really new to me hope you guys enjoy this first track that are going to be on the ep!!


and I am breaking apart
I'm losing my mind outside
it's my fault from the start
cause I trusted your lies
now theres tears on my eyes
got me crying all night
tell myself im alright
I needed you by my side
and I am breaking apart
I'm losing my mind outside
it's my fault from the start
cause I trusted your lies
now theres tears on my eyes
got me crying all night
tell myself im alright
don't you know that Im tired?
is this what you desired?

you got me feeling so damn hopeless
I wish I could change it
but youre the problem it's between us
but I'm so dumb that I didnt notice 
wish that I fucking change it
but it keep getting worst

tell me what the fuck did I do wrong?
and im hiding all my feeling just from writing all these songs
feeling bad about myself and I don't feel like I belong
slit the blade inside my heart and girl I promise Ill be gone

breaking apart (runawway, yashio)

me n my evil twin <3

amv: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1IJUnTjzeLs

I fucked it up from the start
my lifes been getting so hard
I'm stuck to what it was
try to change was it worth it?
now theres hole in my heart
im tryna make things alright
but fuck im lost in my mind
leave all my past in behind
I try to change but you won't even care
like everything I do yeah I'm the one to blame
I be doing everything I'm just doing what I can
I still have feelings for you but you don't feel the same

@1xene
yea im doin all i can
but u dont wanna see that :(
tryna make amends
but u dont rlly need that
girl u drive me mad
girl ur all
that i needed
everytime i shut my eyes 
ur all that im seeing

baby youre my secret
that im gatekeeping
baby youre the reason 
that im still breathing
dreamin ab u
im dreamin ab u 
thinking ab u
cant live w/o u!

from the start w/ xene (yashio, decago)

generic scenecore song lol

lyrics:
bitch im in the club club
come suck my fucking cock cock
this scene bitch wanna fuck fuck
come be my little slut slut

i rly just dont care bitch
i wanna see u slit ur wrist
i wanna see ur dead body 
end up in a fucking ditch

i wanna see u dead
im inside of the club
i got my ar and 
i wanna shoot it up

pretty scene whore
shes crawling on the floor
pool of fucking blood 
thats what i adore 
(whole thing x 2)

im so sad i wanna fucking die
slit my throat i wanna see the light
hate myself so much i wanna cry
cut my wrist up every fucking night x 3

wannacry

OFF ROAD

my mind

This song talks about how I am 3 different people (I rights for myself) (myself produces) am( me pushes us and markets) working together towards one goal with strife.

Myself me and i

feeling miserable
my mental health is only going downhill so idk anymore

Me Core

caak - Running Away From Myself

Moi et l'autre moi

Mes paroles et ma voix miteuse

credit prod. muzcean
Pochette : @_mastiba

L'autre Moi

Laughing At Myself
(By Patrick Rask, 11/8/2025)

I’m gunna laugh at myself
When nothing belongs
I’m gunna laugh at myself 
When something goes wrong

(So I’m) Laughing at myself, myself

I fell asleep for the first time
Under the spell, oh well
I always come at the worst time
But I hope you can’t tell, oh well

(So I’m) Laughing at myself
I’m thinking that it’s maybe better for my health
Laughing at myself, myself

I’m getting caught in the waves
Trying to crawl
I’m just confusing the days
I hope I don’t fall

Laughing to myself, to myself
I’m thinking that it’s maybe better for my health
Laughing to myself, myself
Set it up and then you knock it from the shelf
Laughing to myself, myself

(Bridge) I can be an old man
Living in a cold cold land, oh
But I never been a soul man, Goal fan, makin’ it up to see the whole sham, the whole damn world’s gone crazy enough to buy the whole scam,
I can be an old man

I feel asleep in the morning
Something not right
Sirens screamed without warning
Preparing to fight

But laughing at myself
Seems to be the best predictor of my health
Still laughing at myself
Though I set it up you knocked it from the shelf
Laughing at myself
Laughing at myself

Laughing at Myself

myself (dstarkel & milobloody)

iloveverypersonwhoenjoymymusic
prod(sickboi)

ihatemylifesm

prod runawway

don't tell me what is wrong
don't tell me what is right
I've been doing everything
just to make myself feel right
oh girl I wonder what it's like
just to feel alive 
wanted you right here by my side
like all the time

I just want you to love me, but you don't
I just want you to trust me, but you won't
all these knife yeah it cuts deep left me bleeding
I lost hope I need someone just to help me

writing shits up in my diary
that I threw in all my feelings in
I know you don't want me
but I hope you know how I'm feeling
I just hope you hear this song
I just wanna right my wrongs
I just wanna get things right
but girl I know you wish I'm gone


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rightmywrongs </3

while recording the track, I jumped out of the window, AHAHAHAH

i miss you i'm so ugly_

Off My Mind  
(Patrick Rask, 11/28/2025)

I wanna know, where I can go
Away from the crowd, not so loud
Where I can understand things
And the atmosphere is more kind
Easy if I’m thinking
But I can’t get you off of my mind

All I see are headlights coming to me 
Maybe I’m just drinking too much wine 
When all I see are headlights
Can’t move, can’t speak 
Just can’t seem to get her off my mind 
Off my mind. Off my mind.

I was alone, far from a home
Turning my face, away from the cold
Where there’s no condescending
Atmosphere’s so still
But the storm seems never ending
Can’t get up this hill

All I see are headlights coming to me 
Maybe I’m just drinking too much wine 
When all I see are headlights
Can’t move, can’t speak 
Just can’t seem to get her off my mind 
Off my mind. Off my mind.

I’ll stand aside, if the scene has changed
If things have rearranged

All I see are headlights coming to me 
Maybe I’m just drinking too much wine 
When all I see are headlights
Can’t move, can’t speak 
Just can’t seem to get her off my mind 
Off my mind. Off my mind.

All I hear is music, magic, madness
Or maybe I’m just thinking far a head
All I see is starlight, midnight, alright
Just can’t seem to shake you off my mind
Off my mind

Off My Mind

I will be what some say that I can not be (zhake)

he/him/they 17 ##2025 ep soon

dc : @1sunsuu

@pastmemory
@4ftermath
@htmyc

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alt account: Gravel 2

Not trying to be famous or anything
pretty mid stuff here (mostly posting for myself)

not talking guy really
awful at communicating with people + awful at english

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This account consist of mainly Russian WitchHouse artist & Russian Electronic artist. Though I do upload albums from other artist from around the world who either dabbled in the genre or had some sort of relevance, participation, or presence in the WitchHouse scene. Sometimes I break the rules and upload other rare stuff non WitchHouse related.

Looking for Rare, Lost, or Forgotten WitchHouse Albums. Click on the albums tab on my profile to find what you're looking for. Looking for WitchHouse artist Discography Playlist, click on the playlist tab on my profile to find what you're looking for.

Fun Fact: 

"Pictureplane"(Travis Egedy), is a popular artist known for making his come up in the electronic music scene, DIY Venues, also popular for hanging around artists like "Grimes" and "Crystal Castles" in the early come up days of these artist, he is also the one who came up with the word "Witch House" which is a playful word on "House" music, though "Witch House" is now a popular music genre that is enjoyed by many.

"Crystal Castles" are actually one of the very first, if not the first electronic music duo to actually invent "Witch House" music, as you can hear dark beats and sorrow drawn out voices off of some of their early (demo songs/ Demo Album) dating back from "2007" and before that, which is crazy to think since during that time "Witch House" did not have a name for itself yet.

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