my motivational track "Chess"  
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Chess

(prod.knkr)

this is another witch's tale.

i still sleep with the lights on
trauma got me wired wrong
every shadow feels like something
every quiet feels to loud

i don't trust the calm
never learned how
but you breathe next to me
and the fear backs down
you make the monsters quiet 
even when my head's a riot

you don't fix the damage 
but you sit with me inside it
you make the monsters quiet
and i don't shake like i use to
you don't save me but you stay
and somehow that's enough too
somehow that's enough too

i wake up scared 
that you'll leave before 
i open my eyes
i hate the way i need you
then push you out of my life

im sorry for the moods
im sorry for the rage
im sorry for the versions of me 
i haven't tamed

i ruin things i love
but im trying not to break this
i know i get destructive
when the panic hits the surface
i ruin things i love
but i swear i wanna stay
I'm fighting all the instincts
that tell me to run away

im a storm, your the quiet
but you still show up 
when im violent
with my feelings
with my fear
im trying baby

cant you see im trying here
to be a better person

you make the monsters quiet

you make the monsters quiet (prod. knkr)

(prod. sorrow bringer)

this is another witch's tale.

i use to live in ruins
cold walls and heavy air
but loving you felt different
like someone opened windows there

i didn't know i could be soft
i thought my heart was set in stone
(was set in stone)
i don't recognize my heart
but in a good way
it beats a little calmer
ever since you choose to stay
these bruises don't feel permanent
the night isn't so dark

i don't recognize my heart 
but i think i like the change
i use to hate my reflection
but now I'm learning who i am
and every time you say you love me
i believe it just a little more

i don't recognize my heart
but maybe that's the point
maybe healing wasn't losing me
it was finding my voice

dont recongize my heart (sorrow bringer)

112 doors said no. This is the one that finally opened. Calm under pressure, earned access, no celebration needed.
Part of VIP Season (EP) (true-story noir night-drive).
#hiphop #rap #cinematic #storytelling #noir #nightdrive #vipseason #coldluxury

113th Door (Night-Drive)

Success landed, but it felt cold. Luxury without comfort, control without warmth.
Part of VIP Season (EP) (true-story noir night-drive).
#hiphop #rap #cinematic #storytelling #noir #nightdrive #vipseason #coldluxury

Million on Ice (Night-Drive)

Signatures, suits, and clean wins that still cost something. Polite exits, sharp edges.
Part of VIP Season (EP) (true-story noir night-drive).
#hiphop #rap #cinematic #storytelling #noir #nightdrive #vipseason #coldluxury

Montblanc Goodbye (Night-Drive)

Boundaries you do not cross, even when it would be easy. Discipline as self-respect.
Part of VIP Season (EP) (true-story noir night-drive).
#hiphop #rap #cinematic #storytelling #noir #vipseason #coldluxury

Red Lines

(prod. koilake)

this is another witch's tale.

ive been making vows in silence
to the parts of me i lost
promising the broken pieces 
that i hold on through the cost

im learning how to love myself
like i deserve a place to stay
and every step i take feels like
im choosing me in a new way
the past tried to claim me
but im not owned by that pain
i slipped a ring on my healing
now i carry my own name
im engaged to my healing
(my healing)

to the growth i use to fear
to the softness im discovering
in the mirror year by year
im engaged to my healing
to the person i almost lost
and ill never them stranded
no matter what it cost
this love is slow but honest
this time i choose myself

im engaged to my healing
to a life that finally felt like help

engaged to my healing (koilake)

(prod. lonecrow)

witch's tale.

i use to sleep with heartbreaks
stitched into my skin

every room felt temporary
every move felt like the end
but then i found a quiet
i never knew existed
a place where I'm not hurting

a love i never pictured
i look at where I'm standing
and where i could have been
and it hits me like a sunrise

I'm still here.
I'm still here.

i never thought I'd get here
to this version of my life
where the storms don't shake me
and i don't wanna say
goodbye

i never thought I'd get here
with a ring and a steady heart
with a future that feels gentle
and a person that never falls apart

i never thought I'd get here
but damn, I'm glad i did
(I'm glad i did)

never thought i'd get here (lonecrow)

FIND YOURSELF is a raw, NF-inspired rap about walking out of treatment with a quiet you don’t recognize, a past you can’t outrun, and a future you’re still learning how to write.

This track dives into identity, relapse, recovery, and the haunting space between who you were and who you’re becoming.

It’s about the war behind the smile.
The craving that screams at 3 a.m.
The mirror that won’t give you answers.
And the moment you finally pick up the pen and decide to author yourself.

If you’re navigating sobriety, rebuilding your identity, or trying to survive the first year clean — this one is for you.

🔥 JOIN YOU. UNCENSORED. — A community for people navigating their first year of sobriety.

Real conversations. No shame. No masks.
Just people healing out loud and helping each other stay standing.

👉 Join here: http://bit.ly/4rae1fe

🎧 Headphones recommended.
💬 Comment which line hit you the hardest — I read every one.

YOU. UNCENSORED.

Find Yourself - [FREE DOWNLOAD]

Cinematic trap built for night drives.
Cold precision. Dry vocals. No filler.
Loyalty, power, and pressure—nothing polished, nothing accidental.

feel free to hmu to collab or talk :)
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