sitting here tonight
I'm wondering how my
time made nothing
of my life, why with all I can cry
no one understands, I
can only question my own thoughts, I 
know better, far sighted.... to the top, I

my mother says, "Breathe!"

All I can do is dream
if I can only see why
she left me over a bird's cry
no wonder my words fly out windows, I
need to escape, drive, and never come back
cause I'm....

burning in (burning in, burning in)
(inside...)

I be... "burning" and "burning" inside.... 
(burning inside....) I'm (burning...)

dying to find "why you fly."... (fly...)
"Every time," a conflict arise
trying to see "why I die".... (die...)
"Every time," I look in your eyes

"I'm (burning...)" (burning inside....)
I be... "burning" and "burning" inside....

End of the night, I'm 
staring outside, these times
and stars flying by
wishing love, goodbye
I'm fine!
Truth be told, my heart been cold, I
already know why, alone, I work fine
oh, I know....

my mother says, "Breathe!"


I need to let it go....
and grow over what... I 
hold, I... been trying to mold..... my
(my... ) future self by
what controls why... (why...)
I been racing through.... my
minds eye, finding reasons... why
I'm praying for rain.... (why?)
so no one sees me cry... I'm...

burning in (burning in, burning in)
inside...

I be... "burning" and "burning" inside.... 
(burning inside....) "I'm (burning...)" 

dying to find "why you fly."... (fly...)
"every time" a conflict arise
trying to see "why I die".... (die...)
"every time" I look in your eyes

"I'm (burning...)" (burning inside....)
I be... "burning" and "burning" inside....

burning in (burning in, burning in)

inside...!

Burning

[Verse]
From dust and starlight
the story unfolds
etched in stone
Carved by cosmos
whispers of the universe
and its like we all knowwwwww
chaos to order, but
where does this all gooooooooo

[Pre-Chorus]
answers slip through the skyyyy

[Chorus]
born of earth, the stars, unknown
woven from seeds that were sown
in the faiths we believe......
Is it truth, is it hope, or what we conceive......?
Ohhh, origins unknown… we’re not alone.
Ohhh, origins unknown…  

[Bridge]
The answers we seek may not align
questions asked since the dawn of time

[Verse]
A spark on the water
a flame in the sky
Creation or landing
we question why
The myths of gods
the whispers off
the edge of the stone
edge of unknowns
we’ve never knownnnnn.....

[Pre-Chorus]
answers slip through the skyyyy

[Chorus]
born of earth, the stars, unknown
woven from seeds that were sown
in the faiths we believe......
Is it truth, is it hope, or what we conceive......?
Ohhh, origins unknown… we’re not alone.
Ohhh, origins unknown… 

[Rap]
What if we came from the dust of a dream
A story replayed, a cosmic machine
settlers, no memory, lost in space
stardust never retraced
to the connections erased
caught losing the faith and missing character
behind the times, between the lines
of what.... if the truth ain't what it seems
so what.... not stars no gods, infinite streams
Is it all connected, or a loop in disguise
human wonder what colors our skies
Whatever the answer, rather wonder
than be told more lies, the search is my creed
Origins unknown, but it plants the seed....

[Chorus]
born of earth, the stars, unknown
woven from seeds that were sown
in the faiths we believe......
Is it truth, is it hope, or what we conceive......?
Ohhh, origins unknown… we’re not alone.
Ohhh, origins unknown… 

Copyright NUABYSS Creative 2024

Origin

If a flower can't bloom without a seed
Then a man's power can't fucking be
Quiet thunder for this beauty shaking leaves
From the lightning upon a tree
Thoughts mist beyond reach
soft pedals out to sea

if it be, without request like her scent
we missed another second against
For what I thought was blessed
But she sees only trees In the light 
Like air I can't breathe, fed effortlessly
No love (love)
No love (love)  

unconditional 
No need, 
Free
An energy like
Water over grass
Let it be 
Let it be
Only lucky to see
Why it's so easy
just to fucking be

And the world turned over me
Like a storm on the sea
No retreat 
All I can is bleed, let it bleed
Coming right out of me
And the world turned over me
Like a storm on the sea
No retreat 
All I can is bleed, let it bleed
Coming right out of me

if this hour cant prove
what I mean
this girls power
could bring me to my knees
quiet thunder
wish this beauty
could truly see
how hard my heart beats
when its her that I see

shes got meeee
alone on this island
never been more free
could be a pilot
I still wouldnt leave
starving for peace
illusions only i can see
so she insisted i would leave
for the things 
she couldn't be

And the world turned over me
Like a storm on the sea
No retreat 
All I can is bleed, let it bleed
Coming right out of me
And the world turned over me
Like a storm on the sea
No retreat  
All I can is bleed, let it bleed
Coming right out of me

I need love (love)
 love!

Power

facing... another challenge i know I can beat...
needing... the chance at it got me digging deep
searching... for what's deep within mee....
it's not winning....if its....
all i need!

A chance to stand..... (stand.....!)
just to be the one..... to take that chance....
To be that man... with it all on the line
A chance to bleed..... 
being the one to satisfy that need....

(It's all I need...)

what's got you thinking of me and what I can dooo
what you believe to see, was never the truth
what i am, and stand for, is
all that's true.....!

A chance to stand..... (stand.....!)
just to be the one..... to take that chance....
To be that man... with it all on the line
A chance to bleed..... 
being the one to satisfy that need....

(It's all I need...)
(It's all I need...)

A chance to stand..... (stand.....!)
just to be the one..... to take that chance....
To be that man... with it all on the line
A chance to bleed..... 
being the one to satisfy that need....

(It's all I need...)

A chance to stand..... (stand.....!)
just to be the one..... to take that chance....
To be that man... with it all on the line
A chance to bleed..... 
being the one to satisfy that need....

(It's all I need...)
It's all I need

All I Need

[Verse 1]
Give me that chance, give me that dance
Been waiting for the moment to take a stand
Taking my shot, and never looking back
Headed for the top, staying on track

(Oh yeahhhh...)

[Hook]
Give me a hell... give me a yeah...
Give me another day above this...
helllllll......
Give me another reason to yell
Yeahhhhhhh...

Give me a hell... give me a yeah...
Give me another day above this...
helllllll......
Give me another reason to yell
Yeahhhhhhh...

[Verse 2]
Reaching higher, no fear in mind
Proving I belong in this fight
One more shot, and the world will know
now or never, its time for the show

(Oh yeahhhh...)

[Hook]
Give me a hell... give me a yeah...
Give me another day above this...
helllllll......
Give me another reason to yell
Yeahhhhhhh...

Give me a hell... give me a yeah...
Give me another day above this...
helllllll......
Give me another reason to yell
Yeahhhhhhh...

[Verse 3]
Give me the fire, give me the flame
Every dream I’ve ever chased
No second chances, no time to waste
Taking a fall, and I’ll just rise again

(Oh yeahhhh....)


[Hook]
Give me a hell... give me a yeah...
Give me another day above this...
helllllll......
Give me another reason to yell
Yeahhhhhhh...

Yeah (Acoustic)


Snowflakes fall, the world’s aglow
Lights that twinkle, hearts will grow
Reindeer flying, Santa on his way
Bringing joy to Christmas Day

Candles shining, families near
Warm embraces, laughter clear
The star above, guides the night
Fills our hearts with pure delight

Through the snow and the evergreen
A melody from a timeless dream

Ring the bells, and the heavens sing
Feel the joy that it brings.....
Hold your loved ones, let the world unite
Christmas is here, a shining light!

(A triumphant, sweeping melody builds with layers of orchestral power, blending elements of "Carol of the Bells" with "O Holy Night.")

The fire glows, the night still
Echoes of laughter, hearts to fill
A simple wish, the world at peace
A Christmas gift that will never cease

Ring the bells, and the heavens sing
Feel the joy that it brings.....
Hold your loved ones, let the world unite
Christmas is here, a shining light!

Ring the bells, and the heavens sing,
Feel the joy that it brings....
Hold your loved ones, let the world unite
Christmas is here, a shining light!

Snowflakes fall, the world’s aglow
A Christmas love we’ll always know


Christmas Is Here

as for what you do
who is you...
is who you do....
so... what's in it for you?
isn't it true that....
most would do the same
so.... it ends up true?
don't you... see it too
or is this the thought (process)
of... what becomes...
what you choose
and what you...
allow in your head... is
what will abuse... (youuuuu)

i know, who
and when
based on Y
multiply, carry it over
to the other side....

i know, who
and when
based on Y
cause I ain't stupid
i see thru you, to the other
(yea!) side... (side)

thought you knew, how....
could you of knew, this...
thought is the truth
without it, we're doomed
until you manipulate
what becomes of you
from what you let in you
or maybe stupid
is what you choose....

to the other side...
with you, i could...
(but..) I knew...
ain't shit to me..
cause the next.. time...
is always the best... time...

i know, who
and when
based on Y
multiply, carry it over
to the other side....

i know, who
and when
based on Y
cause I ain't stupid
i see thru you, to the other
(yea!) side... (side)

i know, who
and when
based on Y
multiply, carry it over
to the other side....

i know, who
and when
based on Y
cause I ain't stupid
i see thru you, to the other
(yea!) side... (side)

i know, who
and when
based on Y
multiply, carry it over
to the other side....

i know, who
and when
based on Y
cause I ain't stupid
i see thru you, to the other
(yea!) side... (side)

Other Side Of You


when silence breaks
and we still can't speak
these scars remind me
that this love is real

A hardened shell hides it alll
but you know... what I seek
do you know?! 
I'm.... craving your love.... 

It’s not pride, it’s fear's disguise
not to be seen... reflecting in your eyes

Blush...! 
when the armor starts to crack
Rush...! 
like a trains one-way track...
Blush...!!!
with the fire burning unchained
Wanting your love, Not ashamed...  even if I....
Blush!

With your fists clenched tight
never afraid to feel.... 
your scars remind me
that this love is real

never took objection
never afraid to feel...  rejection...
(for this love to be real...)
what is real....?!

It’s not pride, it’s fear's disguise
not to be seen... reflecting in your eyes

Blush...! 
when the armor starts to crack
Rush...! 
like a trains one-way track...
Blush...!!!!
with the fire burning unchained
Wanting your love, Not ashamed...  even if I....
Blush! 

It’s not pride, it’s fear's disguise
not to be seen... reflecting in your eyes

Blush...! 
when the armor starts to crack
Rush...! 
like a trains one-way track...
Blush...!!!!
with the fire burning unchained
Wanting your love, Not ashamed...  even if I....
Blush! 

Blush

i act on what i feel, never fearing my emotions
connected, infectious thoughts but, never... lost
in an ocean, reactions to y'all perceptions is disaster
quick corrosion, hypnosis, like a heavy weight
on these shoulders, when most see explosions
some call one moment... dismissing my devotion
to my betterment.... 
progression to raise one to never being left in it
without a way out, yea, so introverted, for those
inspections within another cloud of smoke
from the battle within, not for withholding from another
but to do this for myself... like no wonder...

so
I'm taking back control
oh-ohhh ohhh-oh oh oh
ohhh-oh oh oh ohhh

I'm taking back control
oh-ohhh ohhh-oh oh oh
ohhh-oh oh oh ohhh

maybe it's time for letting go
for what you're holding onto... 

or another way away from these emotions

if you ride a wave, try not to get lost in commotion
be steady, before that yellow brick road gets corroded
change is inevitable, still I hold devotion up to clarity
a flame in the sun, eyes of Samara, a faceless deity
on the fire's edge, try to keep ya balance like gravity
if you plan on rising above the ashes, get expanded
no brevity, while trying to keep composure
where most collapse, envision closure, for that moment
hypnotic reflections in the tunnel we envision 
through the beholder before carving the path
nothing can be done about growing older... colder

so
I'm taking back control
oh-ohhh ohhh-oh oh oh
ohhh-oh oh oh ohhh

I'm taking back control
oh-ohhh ohhh-oh oh oh
ohhh-oh oh oh ohhh

i think it's time for letting it go
for what you're holding onto

or another way away from these
emotions

oh-ohhh ohhh-oh oh oh
ohhh-oh oh oh ohhh

Control

She was a wild one.

Lyrics:

[Verse]
I built you up with bleeding hands
all-nighters meeting unfair demands...
and you swore I'd always have a place
but now I'm just a ghost that's been erased

[Verse]
Ten years in the fire, I never turned cold
But you found reasons to let it all go
Like I was nothing but a stepping stone
used to give away everything I know

[Pre-Chorus]
Said I wasn't just anotherrr... but you lied to me....
Now I’m just a ghost in the machine!  [echoes]

[Chorus]
you took my heart, threw it away
Now you’re standing over my grave...
I gave you all, I gave you my last breath
Now I’m left with nothing left!!

[Verse]
I saw the signs but closed my eyes
kept my head down, none the wise...
but I was the spine... that held you up
Now I’m just bones in a pile of dust

[Pre-Chorus]
Said I wasn't just anotherrr... but you lied to me....
Now I’m just a ghost in the machine!  [echoes]

[Chorus]
you took my heart, threw it away
Now you’re standing over my grave...
I gave you all, I gave you my last breath
Now I’m left with nothing left!!

you took my heart, threw it away
Now you’re standing over my grave...
I gave you all, I gave you my last breath
Now I’m left with nothing left!!

Over My Grave

ORGNL: https://soundcloud.com/nuabyss/sometimes

[verse]
been left in the dust...
been thinkin too much
been wishin for luck
and then again...
why give a fuck?

[verse]
been facing it alone
been pacing back at home
been crazy beaten down
and then again...
why cry over what's already gone?

[pre-chorus]
if I called you, would you come...
if I had told you, would you run

[chorus]
sometimes its the best
and sometimes a mess...
sometimes we know it all
and then... sometimes...
there's nothing to know
(oh I know...)

[verse]
been pushing her away
been looking for another way
been praying for a better day
but then again...
why hope for what's impossible...
to change???

[pre-chorus]
if I called you, would you come
if I had told you, would you run

[hardcore 80s rap verse]
If I open up, let her step inside
and the past repeats mannnn...
another rough ride
like ocean waves, emotions hit deep anddddd...
Trust ain't cheap, promises hard to keep
Each time I open up, feels like a sin
‘Cause every time I love againnnn...
I'm left alone in the dark, wit no eyes on me
faded dreams, empty heart
So I chill in the cut, doves in the breeze...
let the beat breathe, feelin this shit deep
it cuts inside of me, every bar I speak
but she Keep it low-key, 
guess that's how it's gonna be (beee...)

[chorus]
sometimes its the best
and sometimes a mess
sometimes we know it all
and then... sometimes...
there's nothing to know
(oh I know...)

[outro]
been wishin for luck
been thinkin too much
been left in the dust

I've stopped giving a fuck...
and now I might be stuck...

[pre-chorus]
if I called you, would you come
if I had told you, would you run

Sometimes (Remix)

"What I'm Hating" isn't just a song—it's an emotional confrontation, a raw and relentless look into the mirror, where blame shifts from the outside to within. With ambient melodies, blistering drum solos, intense rap verses, and powerful screamo choruses, this track explores the journey of self-discovery through anger and accountability.

Ever found yourself blaming others for your own frustrations, only to realize the truth staring back at you? This song captures that exact moment—the breaking point, the revelation, and the painful truth of self-awareness.

Blending influences from metal, post-grunge, rap rock, and synthwave, "What I'm Hating" creates an atmospheric yet chaotic soundscape reminiscent of artists like Linkin Park and Nine Inch Nails.

Dive into the intensity. Face your reflection. Discover what's truly behind "What I'm Hating."


LYRICS:

[Verse]
Another day
another issue 
to rehearse
Blaming you again
for better or worse
You left dishes 
on the floor
never said a word
So here I am
screaming... 
though it sounds 
so absurd!
All your fault
yeah, the cracks 
in the wall
Our picture crooked
god damn
you made it fall!
acting like it ain't treason
faking it so long
Invent another reason
how you're never fucking wrong!

[Chorus]
It's you! You're the reason I'm breaking!
the reason I'm drowning in "What I'm Hating!"
everything is... "What I'm Hating!"  
I'm fucking blaming you...!

[Rap Verse]
for all those broken dreams
all that shattered glass
cuts away the past
ghosts reflecting back
when you lose it fast
why bother keeping track
of the storm I chased 
before I knew its weight
up against 
the gravity of our fate
we knew the stakes
foreshadowed 
over all my mistakes
but I'm still fucking blaming you

[Chorus]
It's you! You're the reason I'm breaking!
the reason I'm drowning in "What I'm Hating!"
everything is... "What I'm Hating!"  
I'm fucking blaming you...!

[Bridge]
the walls are closing in
and I'm stuck... staring back within

[Final Chorus]
I’m the reason I'm breaking! 
the reason I'm drowning in "What I'm Hating!"
everything is "What I'm Hating!"  

[Outro]
these thoughts got me stuck in the glass
that surrounds me
drowning in "What I'm Hating!"

It's you! You're the reason I'm breaking!
the reason I'm stuck
drowning in "What I'm Hating!"

What I'm Hating

This isn’t your typical song about death. No angels. No afterlife. Just the brutal, beautiful truth — one life, one shot, and then... silence.

Hard rock meets hardcore rap and cinematic score in this introspective, soul-scorching anthem.

🕯️ 

“The void don’t speak... this is your fate.”
Every second counts when nothing is promised.
No reset. No rerun. So burn bright. Take the risk. Believe.

Genre: Hard Rock / Rapcore / Film Score
Mood: Existential. Relentless. Awakening.
For fans of: Rage Against the Machine, NF, Deftones, Bring Me The Horizon, Hans Zimmer

#NothingIsComing #NewMusic #HardRockRap #ExistentialMusic #CarpeDiem #DarkArt #LifeAndDeath #NUABYSS #IntrospectiveSound #CinematicMetal #LyricsMatter

Lyrics:

no lights, no gates... no nights, no days
no second round, no more sounds
The curtain falls and that's it
no more chances to change the script
No more meaning no eternal gift

Nothing is coming... to light, no gate
The void don’t speak... this is your fate
each life’s a spark... ignite your way!

Nothing is coming... so let it all burn
Take every risk and never turn
listen to your best, and believe

Nothing is coming

there ain't no sound... 
each... moment...  fleeting
believe it.. you're leaving...
but the clock won’t stop
when you're gone... 
still... no breathing... 

like you first memory of being

Nothing is coming... to light, no gate
The void don’t speak... this is your fate
each life’s a spark... ignite your way!

Nothing is coming... so let it all burn
Take every risk and never turn
listen to your best, and believe

Nothing is coming

break the chains... kiss the wild, own the shame
You don’t get time or seconds back in the game
no matter... how you see it.. show me the light
Dance through the pain, make wrong feel right
Cause when it ends... don't matter how big the heart

you can't fight
(life after death) 

Nothing is coming... to light, no gate
The void don’t speak... this is your fate
each life’s a spark... ignite your way!

Nothing is coming... so let it all burn
Take every risk and never turn
listen to your best, and believe

Nothing is coming

nothing is coming

"In So Many Ways" is a high-intensity emotional reckoning — a raw, thunderous anthem that fuses the distorted haze of shoegaze with the grit of grunge, the weight of metal, and the cinematic pulse of heaven trap and roots rock. Lyrically rooted in the law of return, this track explores the truth that everything we give — love, pain, doubt, or light — comes back around. With verses that reflect inner scars and lessons learned, and a chorus that swells like an ocean of consequences, it’s both a confession and a declaration of strength.

Atmospheric guitars clash with pounding trap drums and synthwave undertones, driving forward a performance full of passion and resilience. This isn’t a love song. This is a reckoning through rhythm — a reminder that the universe doesn’t forget the energy we send into it.

Bold. Reflective. Unapologetic.
It all comes back... in so many ways.

LYRICS:

it can be destined or it can be fate
we can be meant to be
you can go, or you can stay
we can be loved or we can hate
cause what you are giving
comes back in so many ways

we got scars that don’t fade
like lessons guiding the way
truth don't bleed for the lies we say
silence echoes louder every day
cause what we are giving
comes back in so many ways

cast your light.... or cast your doubt
what you send is coming back around

In so many ways... what we give, we find
In the mirror of time, in the back of our minds
In so many waves... like a tide returns
Every truth we speak, every bridge we burn
We rise, we fall, we learn, we give... and we take...
Every love, every hurt, it don’t just fade
Call it fate, call it flames, call it grace...
It all comes back... in so many ways

you can go, or you can stay
we can be loved or we can hate
Even when it’s dark, I know my way
a spark of truth... will guide you
Cause what I am giving… 
comes back in so many ways

cast your light.... or cast your doubt
what you send is coming back around

In so many ways... what we give, we find
In the mirror of time, in the back of our minds
In so many waves... like a tide returns
Every truth we speak, every bridge we burn

We rise, we fall, we learn, we give... and we take...
Every love, every hurt, it don’t just fade
Call it fate, call it flames, call it grace...
It all comes back... in so many ways


in so many ways

Wake before dawn with no choice
but to Fade into the Void
dreams reflecting off the dash
hopes 'bout to be Destroyed
tail lights on a blur, another long Drive
trading love for a check just to get by

I give.... it all
to answer the call
just to get by
just crashing thru the wall
right through it all
this ain't living
just trying to Survive
just to get by
in each Sacrifice...

I know

another missed call
baby steps unseen
Heart in my throat
trapped in routine
Clock hands spinning
hard staring down time
when I don't know
what's mine...

Gas light's bright
but I’m running Still
No room to breathe
no time to Chill
Stuck in the loop
trading time for Bread
do what I gotta do
so the fam gets Fed
I see it in their eyes
ain't gonna let 'em Down
chasing shattered pieces
of another glass Town
success to come 
a Million or two Tries
Trying to Rise too
where the good life Lies

in Honor, and respect
to get back what I put in
times Not on my side
but I'm due for a win...

I give.... it all
to answer the call
just to get by
just crashing thru the wall
right through it all
this ain't living
just trying to Survive
just to get by
in each Sacrifice...

I know


I see the cracks 
in this concrete fate
To love, to live
but what's slippin' away?

I give.... it all
to answer the call
just to get by
just crashing thru the wall
right through it all
this ain't living
just trying to Survive
just to get by
in each Sacrifice...

I know


a sacrifice i know

Brett Patrick Gibson
Producer | Composer | Ghostwriter

#JustDoTheRightThing
#PositiveThoughts = #PositiveThings

ATTENTION BANDS: I want to write and create demos for you! Everything is for sale - or - we can work together and release music as a collaboration. I am open to ALL paths to success. 


NŪABYSS: /New-Abyss/


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If you come across a track 'without vocals', I produced it. 

If you come across a track 'with vocals', I still produced it, then wrote to it, and then and only then do I take MY music and MY lyrics and run it through Suno AI. This allows me, a long time songwriter/producer, to create demos. I tag "demo" in most of the songs I post here.  This is because I want to sell these to bands/artists, and work with them until the song is complete.

The "Origin: Unknown" album was made this way, with lyrics I had written to beats I produced over 15 years. I did not want to publish music this way, but being 48 years old, I decided to take the risk in hopes to gain attention/exposure so I can write songs this way, using Suno AI to perfect them - but with the intention of helping another band/artist record the song themselves. 

IMPORTANT: I can recreate every single piece of music on this page, for any artists looking to collaborate. 

It's not that I am lazy, or untalented, yet quite the opposite. I have learned over the years how important it is to stay ahead in music technology, and how to use every single tool available to me to eliminate restrictions in my creative process.

The only song you will hear my voice on is "Last Hope".

Again... I've been writing poetry and song lyrics my entire life.  Reach out to your favorite artists. Tell them you found their next hit song. 

LFG.

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