since i've done literally nothing to the ep i wanted to release (distracted and holidays), here's one of the tracks from it. might mix it a bit more before the ep is released (if i ever do.) really hope i actually finish the ep soon. at least before spring starts or summer.

Saww

Pooped out a quick jammy jam on a much needed day off. Might work it into something real at some point, but for now, I hopeth you enjoyeth the metals.

I Need Mana - ...And The Sun Will Set

Beat By 2legitjay:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B4ru0srPh04&ab_channel=2legitjay

Lyrics:
I, think it’s, time to, watch the, party die. /1
Vomit, on my, breath, still it’s, rectified? /2
Everything I, let, take a, hold, been mortified. /3
The, plummet, to my, death, been, immortalized. /4
How, can I, be, no cappin’. When I, gotta be, drunk first? /5
What’s, the, point, of even goin’. When, I could, tell the, future’d be worse? /6
Didn’t, stop the, pourin’. Cause, that’s the, only time, I’m immersed. /7
Watch the, party die. The, swimming pool. Someone’s, pissed in there? /8
Tryna, make an, impact, and infact. Be, everywhere! /9
Like the, vomit, in the, bathroom. … I, should of care. /10
But, mentally, guess I’m, not in, a, very, good, spot now. /11
And, everytime, I, tried and, spoke out, got, shot down. /12
Still gotta, keep my, head up. That’ll, do, everybody a, solid. /13
Even though, more often, than, not, I’m, feelin’, rotted. /14
Even though, more often, than, not, it’s, feelin’, plotted. /15
Skit - zo. Phrenic. … How that, must, sound to em’. /16
Drunk, textin’, only, time I’m, reflectin’, on, all I’m, drownin’ in. /17
Prolly, still no, response. I ain’t, looked, at my, phone again. /18
I don’t, wanna go, think again. Can you, pop me, some, Ritalin. /19
But, I don’t know, If I’m, ADHD, BIPOLAR, whatever, or, both. /20
I just, feel like, life’s, got me, in a, choke, hold. /21
But, through it, all, I’m, still hittin’, record. /22
Not, so that, my, sins, will be, absolved. /23
Cause I, doubt, you can, really, do that, through the, musical. /24
But I’m, tryna, hold on. All, that, you can do, is to, move on. /25
Vomit, on my, shirt, it’s a, new one. Left the, party, early, prolly, had some, amused huh. /26
And I, still think, nobody, gets it. I don’t, drink for, no, aesthetic. /27
Been a, war, goin’, on, inside. Even, said, that, on my, last shit. /28
I could, barely walk. Alcohol, on my, tongue. /29
Now it’s, back, to, that, generational, run. /30
Had, someone, guide me, to the, bathroom, cause my, mind, amiss. /31
Downstairs, was, fuckin’, locked, of, course it, fuckin’, is. /32

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