03. Buried in You

15. Specific Gravity

10. Innocence (Feel It All Mix) [feat. Pete Philly]

04. Grand Emotions

08. Keep the Faith

02. Innocence (feat. Pete Philly)

05. Timeless Moment

just a small rap i wrote to this track for fun. audio may be a bit scuffed. i dont own the beat or intend to profit from it. beat is we are from the album many reasons by joseph jacobs. all rights go to the respective owners. this is just for fun.

rough lyrics

all i want to is
be my...
all i want to is
be my...
all i want to do is 
be myself
all i want to is
be my..
all i want to is
be my...
all i want to do is 
be myself

whats with this life am i right or am i wrong yo?
seeming like i been on the right track but wrong road
i fight facts and stay strong all through the songs flow
can i really be myself if its a person i dont know?
what has the world shown when i tried to blend in?
they pushed me aside as if i died, tossed to tha wind
no friends not a single soul to help me fit in
i been home swimmin in a bowl without no fins
and how long can i cruise down a road with no end?
i gotta fill up this hole up before i turn beast from man
had a peaceful plan, things dont always go the way of a god
got lost and trapped down inside the sod, i grip my leg i couldn't jump no matter how hard i tied, i wanted to run and hide but a man aint got no time to cry
you know the people pry they wanna get at your soul, expose your fears that way you cant make it home, alone on the shoal watching the waves as they crash, i had to pick up my boots and stomp through the ash...

all i want to is 
be my...
all i want to is
be my...
all i want to do is 
be myself
all i want to is
be my..
all i want to is
be my...
all i want to do is 
be myself

often wonder why, my god how am i guna survive, i watch others as they thrive, i try to dive deep, but seem my life still aint got the right jive, its in the wrong vibe, im living, i dont know how to listen, but please just one more time could your light glisten? shine bright upon the window pane for one to see, im in the wrong lane again, i beg you set me free, ive lied to you, stolen glory, ive hated others, distorted their story, my life been super stormy, a truth of hate, one not based in your flesh, if given one more chance i promise to do my best, and theres nothing else that i can say, my face is sullen battered with sadness as anger fuels my rage, i swim through blackness trapped in my own cage, ive chosen the wrong place to move, wish that i could change this path, and ill do anything, divert the crash, please lord just give me myself back

  
i dont know how
be my..
i dont know how
be my..
i dont know how to be myself
to be myself

be myself - we are - many reasons - layyzz remix

just a small rap i wrote to this track for fun. audio may be a bit scuffed. i dont own the beat or intend to profit from it. beat is Nitro by AGQ. all rights go to the respective owners. this is just for fun.

rough lyrics

is the darkness inside?
is there anything left?
are you alive?
have you seen death?




Yo im done with this life sometimes i dont know why, that i hate everybody and just wished they'd all die, i try to connect but im still empty on the inside, id lie to protect my pride and hide behind the ego, a selfish soul transposed out with the c note, im not evil, at least i dont think so, but after all these wasted years what do i know? i cant say a word because my voice been absent of hope. If only once more i could feel the way they do, then again maybe i never felt whole to begin with, can i cope with a heart stretched past its own limits? Who defines what hurts and whats truly livin, whats worth saving when all has failed on ones mission, was the goal to win? survive in the game as a witness, im convinced the earth a penance, they got given change and despised every minute

cell one defined by a new layer, they say to get there, you gotta go bare, not clothed no shield from the ash of hells gates, they pray to heal but still the fire rain, the demons waits, prowling every corner of his dominion, to friend him one would not hold a soul within them, folding they fall down in remembrance, of Rembrandts an life's pictures painted once too vivid, im livid but livins still kickin, bitches come talking, but absent of any sorta vision, im done here, my goal been succeeded by tha demons function, fuck em im busting shots from the mouth as if they came from drum mags, they bum bags, they no real clash, with them ass kissers wearin drag, back the fuck up punk, your approach way too fast, be one of them bodies stashed, known to pull the glass, ill hash out whats the truth if it becomes a problem, if they cant solve it with words well solve it with them coffins. Im joking in a sense, but they refuse to test the option, stakes seem far to heavy, when the knight stabs the goblin they can run fast but not enough to escape the falling columns, remember the facts, but dont bask in the horror of the solemn
I tried to warn them all, but there seems to be no hope left, i watch the meteor fall turning cliffs to tha cleft, nothing here seems to make any sense, lifes turned to a void and the darkness is my death  

It was sung with a lullaby, song from the past times, everybody wana die , nobody wana try, i dont know why im so fucking high, in my mind i dont even think that i can survive, look inside these dark eyes, what in the fuck would you even find, there aint nothing lookin back in the mirror when im steering in my car whishin i had some liquor another day to configure why i even did it, i dont why i decide to fuck the mistress, these days seem so stressful, i just wana sit back with a bowl and blow smoke, i dont know who i have been now, but i know im not a has-been now
im abouta be blastin off somehow
bouta be blastin off somehow 
bouta be blastin off somehow  
bouta be blastin off...... 

is the darkness inside?
is there anything left?
are you alive?
have you seen death?

is the darkness inside?
is there anything left?
are you alive?
have you seen death?

is the darkness inside?
is there anything left?
are you alive?
have you seen death?

Darkness Inside - Nitro AGQ - layyzz edit

just a small rap i wrote to this track for fun. audio may be a bit scuffed. i dont own the beat or intend to profit from it. beat is imagine by jeski. all rights go to the respective owners. this is just for fun.

rough lyrics

i
i dont know why 
i dont know why im even alive
i dont know why
i dont know why
i dont know why im even alive
i dont know why
i dont know why
i dont know why im even alive
i dont know...


i dont need nobody inside my life, sometimes i look up at the sky wonder why?
given the gift of great knowledge to mind, and im seeking somebody to dump it all on, would they not even try listen to song??? am i all wrong or right on this walk?? stayin up late some say i been gone, not much to do so i just blast off, smokin a pack cuz i need it so bad, i look at the facts and then i get sad, takin them drags but fun never lasts, still seems like im stuck in the pasts, runnin through grass im searchin for sunshine, blinded from lights i shouldn't have ran from, how to refind illusions of grandeur?
stuck in life's game, i sure had not planned this. tookin for granted, smashing my hand bitch, against the wall, spaceship has landed, crater been left to devastate the planet, took all the information and handed off for somebody elses advantage, seem like the situation been mismanaged, eviscerate the creation they done fanned it, flames blown from off shore consuming the sand disk
store these memories away before plan hits. damaged people can relate to the havoc, tragic deaths of a dream never salvaged, not worthy of being the one with good habits, the tones fling from the themes upper cabinet, once smart to be... later ends in a tragedy. am in love or just caught up in traffic? waiting my turn to feel some human magic?
these days seem to be the same as they always were, the words we heard absorbed inside and let the pain curd, over the ferns
deferred to a different degree of being me, make em all believe
they'll see a big jump in action, as if the soul been blackened
but the slag started crackin off from the whole
but really whos known to have what they show? 


i
i dont know why 
i dont know why im even alive
i dont know why
i dont know why
i dont know why im even alive
i dont know...

idk y - imagination JESKI - layyzz edit

small town rap for the quiet mind. 

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