I need company through these fears
tell me they're not real
that, even if they are, we can fight them off

I need sun, lack of vitamins is killing me
and all my friends have anxiety
or are somewhat depressed

who do I work for?
where does y food come from?

I feel like I could disappear
maybe I should quit my job
that would be nice

am I gonna die?
are you?

I feel like I could disappear
maybe I should get a job
and enjoy it

try to understand or maybe say you'll try to understand...

Fears & Co.

did you see them in the ads 
crying to bring them home?
while some homes are turned into rubble
some cry by their pool

high and dancing by the wall
of a concentration camp

free hugs / free guns

gas gas gas dust dust blood

they built a dock with rubble and bones
and dance with their faces live on TIkTok

bombing for the rainbow flag
FLINTA to the front

free hugs / free guns / no pride in genocide / decolonize

freefree

tranny commando in the sauna
tranny takeover of the FLINTA toilet
I'm just talking to your girlfriend, back there,
just for one minute (it's fine)

sounds like a trap

way too many dicks in the FLINTA bar?
you're not a TERF, you're a FART (Feminism-Appropriating Ridiculous Transphobe)

yes, I do yoga, but not as a religion
I practice breathing out all negativity
only good vibes, no room for darkness,
no room for faggots or for migrants

cis feminist, white feminist, orientalist

empathy and smiles, arms deportations, Bundespolizei

they say they're antifa and cry crocodile tears
but Deutschland finanziert
but USA finanziert

I feel like we have seen this before


UNTITLED

I sometimes wish I would die soon
sitting by the window in the comfort of my own room
I wish it would be sudden
I wish it would be painless
after all, more than a wish it's an escape mechanism

and I blame your fucking stories for my FOMO
I was fine and now I'm anxious and I'm stoned

who can I trust in the apocalypse?
and who can I fuck tonight?

now all I think about is how to fight these fascists
does anybody know if it's ok to kill a cop?
I know it is illegal, but is it really unethical?
can I get arrested for saying this in a song?

who can I trust in the apocalypse?
and who can I fuck tonight?


FOMA

chick with a dick
kicking your face
now you're afraid
now you don't laugh at me

lalalalala


chick with a dick

I'm sorry my love, but I really don't wanna talk
I heard the news and things are not looking too hot
I was hoping that my hometown would have a beach by 2050
maybe that would.ve motivated me to come back and visit

but no

I can sit back, take a deep breath
like my brain is not on fire

I took a shower, I'm no longer mentally ill
I'm doing sports, have no more intrusive thoughts

I now have friends and, sometimes, they text me
"hey, this is happening on the weekend, do you wanna come?"
and I'm like, "no"
It's never "hey I quit my job and it's thanks to your advice"
it's never "hey let's find a new way to distribute water for the coming apocalypse"

I am having trouble breathing
is it covid or anxiety?


I took a shower, I'm no longer mentally ill
I'm doing sports, have no more intrusive thoughts
I took a shower, I'm no longer mentally ill
I'm doing sports, in case I have to run from cops


Friends, Ltd

heart and mind
there we go again
it's hard but I am glad to know you're there

and I am trying to believe that it might be alright

see me smile
rush of dopamine
I hope to get to know you and myself

holding the space, naked with our insecurities

heart and mind
there we go again
it's hard but I am glad to know you're there

and I am trying to believe that it might be alright
gratfeul that you're by my side
ready to put up the fight

Naked

I can't sleep but I can't work and
I can't work but I can't rest and
I can't rest but I can't think

I'm paralyzed when I realize that
I can't sleep but I can't work and
I can't work but I can't rest and
I can't rest but I can't think

I'm paralyzed when I ask myself
"what would make me happy?"
do you ever think about death?

you've really got a way with words

now and then it feels good to cry
life is long when you're lonely
now and then it feels good to cry

Bird Alone

baby boo
I love you

baby fly
baby cry

sleepy baby
baby bye


Baby Boo

Jay emerges from the streets of Seattle, Everett, and Tacoma. Cities that shaped his sound through struggle, survival, and soul. His music is born from lived experience growing up in gang culture, navigating homelessness, and fighting through circumstances designed to defeat him. Jay’s style blends old school lyricism with new school trap grit, delivering verses that are emotionally charged, socially conscious, and unapologetically real.  

Jay’s music isn’t about flexing. It’s about truth. It’s about the people who live in survival mode, who hustle because they have no other choice, and who carry stories that rarely get told. His tracks are street born, relationship driven, and politically aware, offering listeners a window into the realities behind the headlines and stereotypes.  

Jay’s inspirations run deep. Nas, Asheru, Black Thought, Kendrick Lamar, Queen Latifah, JID, Ransom, Nispey Hussle, Dave East, Reason, Tupac, Black Odyssey, Freddie Gibbs, OutKast, Brother Ali, Lauryn Hill, and Draze, among many more. Artists who speak truth to power and paint vivid portraits of life in the margins. Though often compared to frat rappers, Jay carves his own lane, rejecting frat-boy rap and embracing a sound rooted in authenticity and pain.  

Who is Jay?
Jay is a hip-hop artist from the Pacific Northwest, raised in the trenches and forged by the streets. His music is a reflection of his life. Not a performance, but a testimony.

Why Jay?
Jay’s mission is clear. To make people see the full reality of growing up in gang culture and poverty. To him it’s more than what you see in mainstream media. It’s waking up every day expecting to die. It’s doing whatever you have to do to survive. He writes music that reflects that.

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You can find all his content here: https://linktr.ee/trilly_reign

RARA (she/her) is an Andalusian born travesti producer and songwriter. Wannabe-pop hyperstuffed punk.

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