WashedWithWater

smoke by the river (bonus)

PleaseBackFromTheDream

"falling downward"
sorrow bringer and I on the beat, all vocals by doublemydose

LYRICS:
Through the frost in the mirror all I see is past sin
Breath turns to smoke as I sit and watch the world spin
Thoughts cave in my very lungs when the dose hits
Static in my skull let the silence crawl in
I’m still falling downward now
Veins run dry from the faith I vow
Stare at the sky cause the stars look afraid
Deal with the devil because he calls my name
Yuh yuh
Yuh yuh
I’ve broken your heart
We drifted apart
Sick of people always trying to act like they know me
Judging every word I say assuming it’s the old me
Guess I took too much yeah these drugs goin’ to kill me 
Puking out my guts till I spark up the doobie 

I’m still falling downward now
Veins run dry from the faith I vow
Stare at the sky cause the stars look afraid
Deal with the devil because he calls my name
Yuh yuh
Yuh yuh
Im so beyond repair
Too many moments you weren’t there
Now it’s just the torment that I deal with
Full metal clip to my head make it spill quick 
I’m still falling downward now
Veins run dry from the faith I vow
Stare at the sky cause the stars look afraid
Deal with tue devil because he calls my name
Yuh yuh
Yuh yuh
He’s calling my name
Yuh yuh
Yuh yuh
Yuh yuh
Yuh yuh

falling downward

Shout out brecken and casperrr for working on this with me

heyyou w/ brecken & casperrr

Prod. ( 2S )
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I got, sad love
My momma,
Grew up takin drugs
Threw up all my blood
I'm cleansed now I'm dead yuh
My mans dead again in the pen yuh
Come again with you bitch ass uh
Come again get back with hospice
Self earned toughness I'm the hardest
Cmon I can beat bitches from Highbridge
No diss just those that sneak diss
So sad deadbeat mom what
Cirrhosis I don't care uh
Diss the dead then you get dead
God always tend to do that
If word is bond then it's death's call
Watchu call that?
That's karma
Watchu call that?
That's karma uh
I'm glad I'm came up
Watchu mean by the diss uh
Diss your own dead daughter you the hardest
Yeah sure you tried hardest
Oded didn't see another single body after nineteen
Didn't find her body till six months later what a scene 
And you call that doing your best favors clearly
Now you dying with your Son wanting nothing
To do with your bitch ass wow
Watchu call that now?
That's karma
Watchu call that now?
That's karma
Watchu call that now?
That's karma

momma

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Ghost's

Ghosts (w/ Lø$tboy)

let me tell you a witch's tale.

every mistake 
lead me back here
every scar i had 
became a map that 
led back to myself
who would've known
i would made this far

i can't believe 
i made it past 
my teenage years
i can't believe this person i become
it's like it happened overnight
but it didn't it 
took years of healing 
it torn me down

i had nowhere to go 
but now i found my home
i found my myself 
i can't believe this person i've become
every scar became a map 
that led me to myself

i guess i now
know the person who i've become
and i'm sorry it took me so long 

but every scar i had became a map that lead me back 
to myself.

this person ive become (dead spyro)

(prod. thersx)
this is another witch's tale

there's parts of my brain
that i shut out
it's hard to make out my childhood

all i can remember
was the first time
that blade touch my arm
and i remember getting told
to go on instagram live
so i could prove to them
i was killing myself
so they watched me
take 9 pills

but my mind wont
let me remember much more
i can't remember much more
i really wish these traumas
didn't make me forget
who i am
"who i am.."

it left me questioning
is there something wrong with me
i feel like everything is falling apart
i can't do this alone
i don't wanna be alone

but everyone is leaving me
like what the fuck did i do?
what the fuck did i do?

i'm just gonna move on
i'm just gonna live my life
cause i don't have time
to worry
about the ones
who left me
clearly i didn't need you

there's parts of my brain
that i shut out
it's hard to make out my childhood

wtf did i do (thersx) - Bonus track

you are listening to another witch's tale.

tell me how am i supposed to live
when everything is 
weighing me down
i've been manifesting this 
new life to work out
but i can't stop the clock
i just gotta keep up
the world doesn't stop spinning

and i can't fall behind 
so i guess it's time
i took this armor off
i guess it's time
i took this armor off

it's time i heal these scars of mine
and get a hold of myself
i haven't picked that 
blade up in a minute
which is crazy cause 
that's how i felt alive

so i guess i'm doing alright
i guess i'm on the right tracks
get a couple tattoos 
to hide the past

i found feel ways to alive 
i made music 
and i found love another place
life can't weigh me down no more

who know music could save a life

heal these scars of mine (dead spyro)

witch's tale.

i've been given
so many chances
at life, so why 
am i wasting it?

i didn't mean 
to take it for granted
i had a lot going on 
my mental was fucked
and my education went to hell
i was skipping class
i was taking drugs
i didnt care no more 
i let myself go

i can't believe 
i let myself go
but i burnt the past 
and from the ashes
i bloomed
yeah i bloomed


i burnt the past 
but from the ashes
i bloomed
i've been changing everything
sometimes i look into the mirror
and i don't recognize myself

and this person i've become
i burnt the past 
but from the ashes
i bloomed 

but from the ashes
I bloomed.

from the ashes (carmspace x Nihil)

let me tell you a witch's tale.

never had the chance 
to settle down
all my life i moved around 
i went to city to city,
state to state
now i'm over it 
i'm so over it

yeah i'm so over it
in my last move
i threw away 
everything i owned
i left with nothing 
more than my clothes
and things that
 had importance to me

now nothings
holding me back 
anymore

since i never had 
the chance to settle down
all my life i moved around 
and i'm so over it
so now i'm home
i found a home 
in his heart
(his heart)

so over it (dead spyro)

(prod. hero)

this is another witch's tale

i tried to be real
wanted to switch it up
i opened old wounds
just so that i can heal
and let you know
what i feel
but thats when
the hate rolls in

but you can hate
you can say
what you want
cause those are old wounds
yeah i been bullied all my life
so that shit dont really phase me
anymore

i just wanna live my my life
i dont got time to
worry about you
i'm finally putting myself first
im putting myself first

i gotta keep this relationship intact
because i cant handle
another heartbreak
and i cant handle
being alone

never wanna be back
in that apartment
scared for my life
cause that man was
knocking at my door
i had no one
to keep me safe
and thats why

i gotta keep this relationship intact
because i cant handle
another heartbreak
and i cant handle
being alone

i never wanna end up alone..



old wounds (hero) - Bonus track

(Prod. slim x Dzimi x Tom French)
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rough lyrics
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Stuck on go I'm stuck on her I'm stuck in the past and I'm stuck on this whore I wanna kill fast
And you don't know me anymore no not like that
Show yeah I know you lack
Yo yeah show my bag on purpose
Grab that gat bitch ass nervous 
I let crack three shots surface
Face attack man I'm murderin
I just wanna get to the mornin
Now I'm duckin court indictments
I go in vacant apartments 
I go in hard fuckin retarded
Left his ass red like store Target
And his girl she so lost it
But she dropped that lo so it'll cost her
What's her world I just crossed her
Off my list another motha fucker
I just wanna smoke in peace fuck me
Why the fuck you target me
Why the fuck you target me
I've been poppin memories
Watchin my own people bleed
Got revenge, what it do to me
Black out silently
Over now I can breathe
Over now I can breathe
Over now I can see
Over now I can see
Maybe worth it
Maybe not
Maybe worth it
Maybe not
Maybe worth it
What's the cost?
Fuck it he made my people bleed
yeah yeah they'll see for life, eternity
uhhh uhh uh

Stuck On Go

Reasons

lyrics
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If they really knew what I did
If they really knew what they did
Get the fuck outta my head
Fuck another hoe in bed
Yeah gettin my rights read
I just wanna be okay
It hurt to smile every day
Fuck another hoe in the face
Fuck my own family like great
Abandoned what? For nothin' today
Yeah that's allot of bullshitin, aye
Call the cops just let me in 
I won't stop till they honest
I talk slick about family biz
I got caught bein modest
I made my own promise
That It'll never happen
Again, then I'll be killer rappin'
So I don't gotta be like
Why the fuck you ain't stop that bitch
Cause the bitch is you
Fuck what I been through
You don't even know half that that dude
I just glitch through
Half spaced too
You don't even know half that dude
I just waste through
I I miss you
No not family shit
Talkin about my baby mom and kid
Yeah yeah, yuh yuh, yeah, yeah
pain, trauma, betrayal, what the fuck I didn't fail?
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prod.spryng

Wasted Through

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