PARTY @ TIDDY'S

READY FOR WAR

This is just a demo I made. The full song will be finished when I get a verse from a very special guest.

[Verse 1]
Dental, bombed out Gaza with decay scent
Dead bent dead broke and dreading what's to come next
Absorb another shipment of some unwanted problems
Wishing I could say it was a forgery that signed off on 'em.

Resentment boiled over on the stove top.
Daydreaming of snapping off for suicide by cop
If the infection doesn't kill me, the shame will
Realizing my stupid ass is dying on a trash hill.

Public self loathing is so unbecoming
So I sit in my room and contemplate what's more funny.
The fact that I still bet on losing dogs
Or that karma is the bookie who's collecting on the sunk cost. 

A fallacy of who I wanna be. 
Feeling like a stupid bitch because of everything 
It's frozen me in place with no sign of an upswing. 
But I'm not ending it 'cause some people love me. 

(Chorus) 
What you want to do girl... how do you feel 
living in a life where everything is real 
what you want to do girl... what's the deal 
knowing that the outcome is everything you feared? X2

[Verse 2]
I know that this is all my fault can't say it isnt
I done squandered everything and God is sick of paying visits
I feel it in my chest, the opportunity I pissed it.
Number off the power ball, by a digit I missed it.

I think you fuckin' get it, feeling like a mental (eh eh)
Smaller than the world around me, vibrating with anxious twitches.
It's not arousal when my breath hitches. It's me choking inbetween sobs and litanies of death wishes.

Forgive the pedantic speech, I'm autistic
Problem is I'm not white, so when I'm authentic
It's seen as a problem or a threat
While the small bean with rich parents gets a pass to be useless.

Freely demanding that everybody adjust to them
While all those same people are steadily getting sick of them
Constant abandonment because they suck to be around. 
They'll tell themselves it's all for no reason, or it's unfounded

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