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OVERTHINKING

I’ve been feeling a bit lonely lately in the romantic sense, and thus I wrote this. The song talks about how I have a fictional person stuck in my head that I’m waiting to run into in real life.

Lyrics:

I'm wasting my time, I've been placing my bets
I'm still stuck on this rhyme, you're still stuck in my head
Can I shake this feeling? It isn't leaving
The one I'm missing, how far's the distance?
I'm feeling lonely, someone please hold me
I'm feeling angry, can you please save me?

I sit alone in the dark, awake and I clutch my heart
Another bad dream again, I'm back to my suffering
I'm dreaming of cards and art, you're holding the queen of hearts
I'm sick of this play pretend, I'm waiting for this pain to end
Do you love me? Do you trust me?
Do you hate me? Will you betray me?
Will you listen without suspicion?
Will your decision be based on conditions?

I'm wasting my time, I've been placing my bets
I'm still stuck on this rhyme, you're still stuck in my head
Can I shake this feeling? It isn't leaving
The one I'm missing, how far's the distance?
I'm feeling lonely, someone please hold me
I'm feeling angry, can you please save me?

Can I shake this feeling? It isn't leaving
The one I'm missing, how far's the distance?
I'm feeling lonely, someone please hold me
I'm feeling angry, can you please save me?
I'm wasting my time, I've been placing my bets
I'm still stuck on this rhyme, you're still stuck in my head
I'm wasting my time, I've been placing my bets
I'm still stuck on this rhyme, you're still stuck in my head



what it feels like to wait. (Prod. everestdidthis)

“The Wrong Enemy” is a song about the painful realization that the battles we fight on the outside often come from wounds on the inside.
It explores how easily we misinterpret tones, gestures, or words — not because others meant harm, but because something unresolved within us reacts first.

The narrator reflects on years of blaming the world around him: other people, their voices, their intentions.
But every time the noise faded, the same familiar ache returned — proof that the real source was internal.

The song reveals a powerful shift:
the enemy wasn’t the other person.
It was the leftover echo of old beliefs, early defenses, and emotional patterns built long before adulthood.
Patterns designed to protect —
but now standing in the way.

The chorus opens wide with emotional clarity, admitting that the true conflict isn’t between him and the outside world, but between him and his own inherited reflexes.

The bridge speaks quietly but sharply:
he has slammed doors where no walls existed, fought battles that never belonged to him, reacted to ghosts from the past rather than to the present moment.

By the final chorus, the insight becomes resolve:
the pattern can be broken,
the fight can be faced consciously,
and the blame no longer needs to be placed outward.

“The Wrong Enemy” is a moment of honesty —
a song about turning inward, owning the truth, and releasing the weight of misdirected battles.

The Wrong Enemy

crossed arms, leaning against a wall like you're
nonchalant, are you nonchalant, are you?
baby blunt between your lips in your black zip
nonchalant are you, nonchalant are you? 
 
are you artist or prod or are you both? 
do you paint till you faint?
can you rock a boat?
do you fake till you make?
or would you rather know
how many years till you make it? 
then you'll never know 

you want to be
nonchalant
don't you? 
but you're overthinking it
got it whole wrong 

who wants to be nonchalant?
when you're upper echelon
of your own league 
can't do nothing wrong 

crossed arms, leaning against a wall like you're
nonchalant, are you nonchalant, are you?
baby blunt between your lips in your black zip
nonchalant are you, nonchalant are you? 

you want to be nonchalant 
don't you

but you're overthinking it 
got it whole wrong 

who wants to be nonchalant? 
 

nonchalant_Fm_140bpm

chill ambient triphop vibes
produced by fogdiver

still dreaming 💤✨️

„Solange mein Herz weiß, wofür es schlägt“ – by Marco Memory**
Dieser Song ist ein Tagebucheintrag aus dem Innersten eines Mannes, der mitten im Schmerz steht – körperlich, seelisch, existenziell.

Marco Memory schreibt nicht über eine überwundene Krise, sondern aus dem Feuer heraus, während sich seine Krankheit schneller ausbreitet, als es irgendein Mensch ertragen sollte.
Es ist ein Lied über Nächte, die brennen.
Über Atemzüge, die weh tun.
Über Knochen, die brechen, und doch einen Willen, der nicht nachgibt.

Ein Lied darüber, wie ein Körper schwächer wird – und ein Herz gleichzeitig stärker.
Der Song erzählt von Angst, Müdigkeit und Ohnmacht, aber auch von einem Schwur, der nicht bricht: dem Versprechen, aufzustehen, so lange die Kraft reicht, und darüber hinaus.
Und er zeigt, was einen Menschen wirklich trägt:
die Bilder seiner Kinder, die Ziele, die noch vor ihm liegen, der Wunsch, ihnen Zukunft schenken zu dürfen.

Mit rauer Stimme, ruhigen Gitarren, tiefen Drums und intensiven spoken-word Momenten entsteht ein Stück, das weh tut –
aber Kraft gibt.

Ein Song für alle, die kämpfen.
Für alle, die jeden Tag neu entscheiden müssen, weiterzugehen.
Für alle, deren Herz weiß, wofür es schlägt.

Am Ende bleibt kein Pathos – nur ein Satz, der leuchtet wie ein letzter, aber unzerbrechlicher Funke:
„Ich bleib hier… solange mein Herz noch weiß, wofür es schlägt.“

So lange mein Herz weiß, wofür es schlägt

Lyrics:

So hold me while I'm still here, still here
I won't be for long
Hold me while I'm still warm, still warm
Before the song stops

We haven't spoken in like a year; it's clear that you're done with me
I'm still stuck in this fear, I'm here, tryna numb the pieces (I'm scared
That you left behind, my mind, it's finding thirteen reasons
Why I'm still alive, survive, and I'll get through this (Reasons why)
I'm tryna keep on top of my thoughts, they always drift to you
I don't know what you saw, you're gone, I'm always missing you (Don't know)
Can't get you out my mind, I'm fine if I can get to you
Still learning how to cry, I lie to keep me on the move (My mind)
I tend to ask why you lied when you told the truth
I'll never know, that's fine, I'm fine, still holding onto you (You lied)
I'm scrolling through my phone, alone, I find old pics of you
I'll keep them 'til I'm old, I'll grow, I'll always think of you (My phone, alone)

So hold me while I'm still here, still here
I won't be for long
Hold me while I'm still warm, still warm
Before the song stops

I've cried way too many tears
I'm still facing too many fears
I'm still wasting my time on you
I am still crying over you
Please get out of my fucking mind
I'm so lost without you in my life
I'm still missing your voice, old friend
I'm not sleeping tonight, again
The years we shared, I won't forget
The time well spent, it was the perfect gift
I'm not done writing my book
But I wanna turn back and take another look

So hold me while I'm still here, still here (Still here)
I won't be for long (For long)
Hold me while I'm still warm, still warm (Still warm)
Before the song stops

While I'm Still Here (Prod. boyfifty)

“Over Thinkin’” is a modern country song about reassuring someone who constantly doubts themselves, worries they’re a burden, and overthinks every step. It’s a mix of empathy, faith, and comfort — letting them know they can lean on you without hesitation. This is the raw worktape version, capturing the conversational phrasing and melody before any production.

Lyrics & melody 100% human-written.
Worktape intentionally unpolished.

Written by Josh Huff
© 2025 (All rights reserved)

Over Thinkin' - Worktape

“Over Thinkin’” blends modern country storytelling with honest reassurance — reminding someone who’s scared to reach out that they’re never a burden. It’s warm, supportive, slightly flirty, and rooted in empathy. This AI-produced demo is based on the original worktape to give a fuller sense of the song’s energy and arrangement.

Lyrics & melody 100% human-written.
AI used only for production.

Written by Josh Huff
© 2025 (All rights reserved)

Over Thinkin' - Demo (AI Production)

“Hormones” is a powerful, introspective modern rock track about the body’s automatic reactions — the biochemical echoes of old experiences that still shape how we feel today.
It’s a song about the invisible forces inside us: adrenaline, cortisol, oxytocin, dopamine — all the signals that once protected us, but now sometimes pull us back into emotional worlds that no longer exist.
The narrator describes how a single word, look, or tone can unleash a hormonal response that doesn’t match the present moment.
His body reacts as if danger were still here, even though his mind knows he’s no longer living in the past.
The chorus expands with emotional weight:
hormones can drag him down, make wounds louder, or freeze him in old reflexes — but they can also give strength, warmth, and hope.

The body isn’t just the place where trauma lives; it’s also the place where healing begins.
The second verse opens into softness, showing the other side of biology:
how being held releases warmth,
how success sparks lightness,
how a smile or a kind word can shift the entire emotional landscape.

The bridge delivers the central insight:
maybe it isn’t the world that triggers him —
maybe it’s an inner system still fighting a long-gone battle.
And the path forward is not fighting the body,
but teaching it what is true today.

By the final chorus, the message becomes clear:
hormones influence him, but they do not define him.
He is more than his pulse, more than his blood chemistry, more than his old fear.
He can learn to understand his body — and write new stories into it.

“Hormones” is an emotional conversation between a man and his own physiology —
a song about reclaiming control, compassion, and truth inside the very system that once overwhelmed him.

Hormones

*NEW ALBUM* 
https://leeaav.bandcamp.com/album/into-nothingness

This is L҉E҉E҉A҉A҉V҉

This is the side project of techno DJ & music producer Luca Kallweit

the music style of "LEEAAV" is Alternative-Pop, Experimental Electronic & Indie Rock with male vocals.
Especially in focus is the somewhat dark sound and the extraordinary deep melancholy in the songs.

Here you can always find the latest songs & albums 
so I would be very happy about new followers and listeners 

Thank You!

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Ich schreibe, was ich denke, fühle und erlebe. Schreiben hilft mir, Erinnerungen einzuordnen und ihnen Klarheit zu geben. Wenn Gefühle eine Melodie bekommen, entsteht etwas Wunderbares – eine Botschaft, die direkt ins Herz geht.

Für mich ist es ein Ausgleich, ein Stück Selbsttherapie. Die Texte sind ehrlich und frisch aus dem Herzen. Und wenn ich damit jemanden berühre, der genauso fühlt wie ich, freut es mich umso mehr.

Da ich selbst nicht gut singen kann, nutze ich KI für die Melodie und die Stimme. Ich bin dankbar für diese Möglichkeit, meinen Gefühlen Ausdruck zu verleihen.

Viel Freude beim Hören 🥰

Gruß, Marco Memory

PS: Ehrliche Kommentare sind willkommen – aber bitte keine Angebote, ich kaufe nichts.



I write what I think, feel, and experience. Writing helps me sort out memories and bring them clarity. When feelings find a melody, something wonderful is created – a message that speaks straight to the heart.

For me, it’s a balance, a bit of self-therapy. The lyrics are honest and straight from the heart. And if they touch someone who feels the same way I do, it makes me even happier.

Since I can’t sing well myself, I use AI for the melody and voice. I’m grateful for this opportunity to give my feelings a voice.

Enjoy listening 🥰

Best, Marco Memory

PS: Honest comments are always welcome – but please no offers, I’m not looking to buy anything.

Just a guy with a voice. If my music speaks to you, that means the world to me

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