Lost In Memories (Feat THA, Camayos)

drama girl prod justron

Rotten roses (prod metlast x luffy) (freestyle)

while u get mad

Palm Springs

hollywood dreams another day in LA (wasted teenage dreams)

(Tell me what is like to be numb, i feel like that since im young, demons in my phone, theyre all talking in tongues, thought i found some peace, but it came with a gun, i dont wanna die, just dont really wanna live, im a broken kid, with really too much to give, every birthday feels like dare like "how long till i disappear?") 


Tattoed tears rain on the phone screen, you were my angel now you ghost scene, i wear hoodie like is armor on me (armor on me)


Cannot stop demons that are haunting on me, goth boy dreaming in a coffin bed, reading texts i wish you never send ( maybe this is just the end) 


Ive been drowning in my habits turned heaven to static, love was magic, now shits tragic, tried to fix us turned to addicts, i dont need another maybe i just need someone to save me, push away who loves me the most now im acting like a ghost. 


(To be honest i dont wanna get to nineteen i dont wanna keep on fighting )


No one see the war inside of my mind i smile but its all in rewind, tired eyes in a world that just dont care they say "love wins" but its never fair, going through old text, like scriptures youre a ghost in all my pictures, if i fade before im grown, bury me with my headphones on ( do not light the candles, oh no, can you help me now?)


Posters on the wall, pills in the drawer now, heartbreak texts that still ignore, chains on my neck but i feel no flex, (just a weight from the pain i aint never faced )

You said forever i said okay, now im still  here but you ran away love love like smoke in the bathroom air ( gone too fast but im still there)


Do not count the candles, do not say my name, every number feels the same, nineteen years in a glass frame, cracked by love, drowned in shame, i aint scared of dark no more, im scared of waking up alone on the floor, ( on the floor)


Nineteen candles blow em out slow wishes do not work but i still the hope up, cold nights long drives faded on the low, tryna find the light in a world so froze.


Dont save, im too far gone, if i disappear play this song let it echo in your chest let'em know i tried my best.

Nineteen candles [prod young yozo] (freestyle)

M!SS!NG (FREE DL)

saint demonic (Prod. Ushanka boy)

(bridges burned lesson learned)

it aint no paradøx its Priest, saint demonic.
god aint my friend even if my life he could end
Gold digger only way ill understand that dummy is if he talkin money

o good god that pill got me talking funny, she said i love if u always talkin money, that shit did me dirt,  but only way id love a hoe its when i fuck her cuttin on her skirt, baby tell me did it hurt?

im a star matter fact as a kid had to say it first, aint the first time god do me dirt, he a red alert, god black fallen angel white, god bad devils always right, god places molly on my sprite, its me the one that work with it all night, 999 turned to 666 dont you get my number yet thats all right, cuz the hoe i fuck she all tight,
driving fuck 99 lets have sex inside route 66 dont tell me who my ex is (jockey) jumping on a lotta dicks
dont know if its a six or nine on the left but for sure theres a six on my right, six on her forehead suck it while she gives me head 
 

when she mad she said dont go back to her
 its a red alert, girl place the pink glasses on so u can see it well, dont tryna cock block ex bitch on me, shell fuck me like she cares bout me (---) aint no bad sex if she is my enemy

(*Scream*)

god refused to hear me, satan near me replace the molly on some dirty sprite, give me some powder to cope with the bad nights telling me what god never did, cause since a kid he did me dirt, satan tryna gimme rights, all nights fuck my body part thats all right, aint gon remember this nights like its prom night (all heil 2023)

Devil plant the seeds to get the money tree, sippin lean from the fountain of youth so dont worry if i die young, matter fact had to say it as a kid, dont tell me it aint too late, cause i really love this fate

Blame it on god screame all you want but he doesnt respond

New tracks tagged #PARADØX